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April 2024

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Mariam #2023

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Sympathy pregnancy hormone came through hard!!!!! It crossed all the red lights!

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26-1-24

#photo dump

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It is nobody else's job to make us feel safe, to make us feel that all is well and right.

Until you are at home in your own heart, you will never make peace with the world.

This is because you will be constantly requiring things to be different than they are, constantly needing people to fulfill your own expectations of them, constantly needing to weave around your fears and your triggers.

What you have to realize instead is that home is not an idea, it's not a place, it's a way of being.

It's a way you show up to your life and make it your own.

It's a way you find comfort in the contours of who you are, not who you might one day become.

It's the way you seek presence in all things, to realize that nothing is meant to be perfect, but everything is a new experience that you didn't have before, and might never have again.

Making a home within yourself is knowing you will always be okay not because everything will go the way you initially planned, but because you will adapt even if it doesn't.

Making a home within yourself is knowing that you will always move forward not because it won't be hard to let go, but because you can do hard things.

Making a home within yourself is knowing that you will always return to peace, not because you will always be comfortable, but because you are willing to feel uncomfortable in order to have the life you've asked for.

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In Georgia: Kazbegi : 2:20 pm : with my hot chocolate

Anonymously tell me what time it is there and what you're thinking about

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I no longer want to prove my loyalty by being the one who stays. Goodbye.

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August 2023