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I honestly don't understand why anyone gives their time to being an anti. Why focus on something negative that you obviously don't enjoy?
To also tag your anti posts in such a way that a person who does enjoy that character sees your post? Do you think you're going to change their mind or do you just want them to feel shitty for liking that character?
Why not just give your time to the characters that you do enjoy?
Key word here being 'character'. You know. Because they aren't real? No matter how much we wish they were. So.. I guess what I'm trying to say is get the fuck over it or keep it to your-fucking-selves.
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I saw your post earlier about enemies to lovers + arranged marriage and YES. I’ve only read a couple of these but I NEED more recs if you have them!
I WISH I DID!!! But I can't really think of many with that specific trope (so if anybody has any suggestions please share) but I can suggest a few that don't necessarily have arranged marriages but are in a similar vein
Firstly the books that post was actually about and that I am totally obsessed with! The Bridge Kingdom and The Traitor Queen by Danielle L Jensen. These books are the absolute epitome of the enemies to lovers/arranged marriage trope and they are so so good! Like I've been telling everybody to read them I just love this duology
From Blood and Ash by Jennifer L Armentrout. This doesn't have an arranged marriage but it has an amazing enemies to lovers (which is really more of a lovers to enemies but it's the same vibe) with a marriage of convenience thrown into the mix as well and is another one that I love
Kingdom of the Wicked by Kerri Maniscalco. This one is more of an accidental marriage. The main protagonist summons a prince of hell and accidently binds them both together in marriage while doing so!
Deal with the Elf King by Elise Kova. I'm not sure if you'd call them true enemies but it does involve an arranged marriage with a dark mysterious elf king who is definitely considered a dangerous threat
The Winner's Trilogy by Marie Rutkoski. I adore this trilogy, it's so well written and I think it's vastly underated so just really wanted to mention it! It involves an amazing enemies to lovers with a side plot where the main protagonist is set to marry someone else in an arranged marriage. So maximum angst, but in a good way! And don't worry it's not a love triangle
The Folk of the Air by Holly Black. I'm sure everyone's read this series by now but it's definitely still worth a mention! Enemies to lovers with I guess you'd say a marriage of convenience in there as well
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Perfect pajamas for The Night Court ✨
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Wait.. I thought SJM said we would find out what Cassian saw when he was with the bone carver????
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Holy fucking shit. That is all.
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Nessian Fic Rec List
Fics listed by author. Updates: most recently added fics will also come at the top of the list.
ABookAndACoffee
Just an Afterthought (T) - Nesta and Cassian venture into the human lands where they encounter Tomas Mandray.
Something I can Hold (NC-17) - Nesta is an escort in Velaris when she gains a new customer: a man named Cassian who seems intent on making her break all of her rules.
Say the Word (NC-17) - Nesta and Cassian have an encounter with a witch in the woods, and have to face the consequences.
Shadows of Self (T) - Cassian goes to visit Nesta in Velaris, and she is less than welcoming.
accidentalrambler
Play With Fire  (M) - Cassian has an idea how to make their usual training session even more intersting. Nesta agrees.
Captured By The Game (NC-17) - She likes pretty things but she also likes him. Most unfortunate since he pays her to have sex with him. It probably makes her screwed in more ways than one. All-human escort AU.  
When The Battle’s Over (NC-17) - Cassian goes back from his training with Azriel and wants some petting from his mate. Too bad Nesta’s busy reading and ignores him.
acoaas
In The Storm (M) - After Cassian and Nesta have been in the Illyrian camps for some time
acourtofmarauders (inkedstarlight)
The Glasses (T) - Cassian is losing his mind because when he thinks Nesta can’t get more attractive, he sees Nesta in her glasses for the first time.
Wicked Game (M) - Nesta and Cassian have waged war on each other, thanks to both of their competitive natures. It’s a game of sexual tension, angst, and fluff. Who will break first?
an-upset-librarian
Fly With Me (T) - A Nessian drabble about Cassian’s wings and Nesta finally realizing what they have together.
A Storm of Ice and Wind (M) - A Post-ACOFAS Nessian fic about their relationship together.
azriels
That’s the only thing keeping me on fire (NC-17) - Nesta doesn’t want Cassian’s do-gooder charity. Conversely, she does want his cock. When he makes her an offer that comprises both.
bessmertny
In The Forest (NC-17) - The Suriel, Cassian thinks, is a little fucking prick.
Red Flowers (NC-17) - She needs to find that creature, the Suriel, she needs to know how can she… She needs to know how she can be human again.
Feathers (NC-17) - Cassian is tired; Nesta takes care of him.
Here and Now (NC-17) - Love can’t always be seen.
Home (NC-17) - Nessian first time (more or less).
Hybern (not rated) - The events of Hybern, from Cassian’s point of view.
Wicked Games (M) - He thought that with the war looming over their heads the thoughts he had about her would subside. He was so wrong.
Awake (NC-17) - Based on the “Have you seen the-oh” prompt on tumblr.  Human Nesta having an affair with Cassian.
BookWorm77071
Like Pristine Glass (T) - Five years ago, Nesta was exiled by her sister to Illyria. Four years ago, she disappeared. Three years ago, she stopped sending letters. And now she’s turned up in a small country across the sea, with three small children in tow. But Nesta’s not looking for the Inner Circle anymore, and she’s not happy to find them on her doorstep.
breejah
Fire and Steel (NC-17) - Nesta is transported from Velaris and thrust into the tough life of an Illyrian war camp with the one man who threatens to unravel her and force her to confront her feelings: Cassian, the General of the Night Court.
ceremoany
Confessions in the dark (M) - Post acofas. “After refusing his diligent pleas to simply fly them both to the Illyrian mountains, his seeming acceptance and then attempted kidnapping, they began their journey.”
charincharge
You should sleep in my bed more often (T) - post-acofas
Cinaja
Your version of perfect (T) - After spending a month in the Illyrian mountains, Nesta is ready to go anywhere else. However, that doesn’t mean she’s pleased when her sister decides that she’s coming to visit some old friends - especially once she finds out the true reason behind it.
darkrose9314
Missing Pieces (M) - Missing scenes between Nessian from ACOWAR/Pre-ACOFAS/ACOMAF/PRE-ACOWAR.
Promises (NC-17) - Nesta and Cassian can’t deny their attraction to each other anymore.
dreamingofazriel
Remember Me (NC-17) - Cal like to push the limits, he liked danger, and there was nothing more dangerous than sleeping with Nesta Archeron when the Night Court’s General Commander was in Velaris.
ekaterinakostrova
Language (T) - She wanted to be able to talk to him in his own language, and that desire was a terrible pain
I warned you there would be consequences (M)
empress-ofbloodshed
Una Bella Vita (M) - Cassian Soldato is the bastard son of the mercenary lord. There has always been a fragile peace between the two families, at least until Nesta uncovers a deadly secret. To prevent all-out war, their parents agree on a fragile peace treaty: Nesta and Cassian must marry.
featherymalignancy
Like a Lonely House (NC-17) - Nesta and Cassian have changed and after fifty years they stand on a precipice of something that scares and excites them both. However, it only takes one night of weakness on Cassian’s part to change everything, and with a young Illyrian prince gaining power in the North, Nesta agrees to an marriage alliance.
fireheart-of-your-dreams
He gave up (M) - He would not be like the rest of them and simply give up on her.
My Mate (M) - Nesta knew nothing but swirling darkness and pain and power.
A Secret Relationship (T) - Nessian modern High School AU
Flowersflamestars
Coming Home (M) - It started with that gods be-damned Suriel. “You have been seen already, you and your mate saw each other and were willing to die rather than be parted. That is the truth.”
Ivy Moon (M) - A witch Nesta, werewolf Cassian AU.
happy-smiling-things
Childhood Memories (G) - Nesta tries to be the perfect daughter for her mom, but she never notices.
I’m not hurt, I promise (T) - Cassian comes back after a dangerous mission, and Nesta realizes it’s time to let her guard down.
Newly Mated (G) - Cassian wakes up for the first time with his mate on the other side of the bed.
Sacrifice (T) - Velaris is attacked, and bad things happen.
Sacrifice (Epilogue)
Mate’s command (M) - “No, I’m not letting you go. It’s to early to get out of bed.”.
When the party’s over (M) - Since they met after Nesta’s return in Velaris, there’s always been this mysterious attraction between her and Cassian, but Nesta isn’t ready to accept it for multiple reasons.
A Special photo shoot (M) - They are models and have to work together, but hate each other. But the photos are great and they are brought to work together more often, until the day they are asked to pose naked together.
In My Arms (T) - Cassian’s hesitant to hold his daughter for the first time, scared he’d hurt her.
The first time (NC-17) - Nesta had never let any male be on top or in any vulnerable position for her. But now is different.  
Gentle Touch (G) - During Nesta’s first week at the Illyrian Camps, Cassian gets hurt. Nesta decides to help and touches his wings for the first time.    
herpowerisdeath
Coalescence (M) - Nesta takes an unbelievable decision to keep Cassian from being expelled. His deep love for her becomes impossible to ignore as she learns more about herself and her ability to feel and share.
Teased (NC-17) - After Nesta’s reaction in the illiryan camp, her body is filled with thruming power and need. It doesn’t help that Cassian’s hands are keeping her close while they fly, his warmth all around her, his scent overwhelming her lungs and his neck too close to not be licked.
highladyofelhame-remastered
Gone (M) - Nesta has been missing for weeks, the longest she’s ever gone without seeing anyone. Cassian finally finds her, and she has at last broken.
illyriantremors
Fire and Brimstone (NC-17) - In his desperation, Cassian goes into the Illyrian mountains in search of a hot spring that could help his wings finish healing and Nesta gets dragged along with him.
Foreplay (NC-17) - Nessian one-shot set sometime after Book 2.
Water Under the Bridge (NC-17) - Featuring Illyrian!Nesta. After a particularly long day of flying leaves her body aching, Cassian is there to sooth the pain in ways Nesta has never experienced before.
joysbell
The One with the Snowstorm (T) - Part 1 / 2 / 3 - “If you really want me to leave, I will. But I might get caught in the storm on my way home. And if something happens to me, can you live with yourself?”
Kemkam
I Want To See You (NC-17) - Cassian and Nesta finally get it together.
Lady_Therion
Crave (NC-17) - Cassian just wants attention.
Daybreak (NC-17) - In which Cassian gives Nesta a lovely wake-up call.
On Your Knees (NC-17) - In which Nesta truly devastates the Commander.
Playing Dirty (NC-17) - Oh, the wicked games Cassian and Nesta play.
Skin on Skin (NC-17) - Cassian loves spoiling Nesta.
Lost With You (M) - Cassian and Nesta struggle to fix all the broken pieces between them.
These Savage Storms (M) - Cassian just wishes he could take it back.
Her Dark Affection (NC-17) - In which Nesta indulges her mate behind closed doors.
Close Quarters (M) - (Modern AU) Two people, one cabin, plus a whole lot of love-hate tension.
The Chains We Carry (T) - Nesta stands alone.
The Warrior’s Heart (NC-17) - Never get between a male and his mate.
Burning Brightly (NC-17) - Cassian never stood a chance.
Blood Vow (NC-17) - Cassian seeks Nesta’s comfort.
Entirely My Own (NC-17) - Cassian interrupts Nesta’s reading.
Homecoming (NC-17) - Cassian really misses his feisty mate.
The Strands Between Us (NC-17) - Cassian loves it when Nesta plays with his hair.
The Ties That Bind (NC-17) - Cassian likes to play with Nesta’s hair too.
Fever (M) - When a sick Cassian refuses to stay in bed, Rhys is forced to send in reinforcements.
Unearthly (M) - Cassian sees what Nesta could become. Post-ACOFAS.
Into The Deep (NC-17) - Nesta and Cassian go for a late night swim
librarian-of-orynth (librarian_of_velaris)
I Promise (M) - Post acofas: Nesta is reading on the couch. They have an argument.
The Mountain Cat and The Bastard Warrior (T) - A series surrounding the little moments in Nesta and Cassian’s lives that come to define their relationship.
maastrash
What’s wrong with a good story (M) – Nesta Archeron is a cardiothoracic surgeon. When she meets a patient that she can’t possibly turn her back on, she finds herself in an impossibly tricky situation. And getting attached may be the worst mistake she’s ever made.
ModernBookFae
Nesta’s New Armour (M) - Nesta wears new armour for Cassian to see, but that’s not all she needs to show him.
Court of Nightmares (M) - Nesta and Cassian go to the Hewn City to search for a traitor among the Court of Nightmares. Cassian must play the role as the bloodthirsty Illyrian Commander and Nesta grudgingly must act like his latest conquest in the sheets.
The Island (M) - Modern day date. Nesta and Cassian are on an island together and simply put they can’t keep their hands off each other.
Nessian ACOWAR (T) - Nesta and Cassian POVs from ACOWAR
Reconciled (NC-17) - Nesta and Cassian get into an argument that prompts Nesta to raise her internal walls up again.
Modern Nessian (M) - Modern AU! where Nesta is set-up on a blind date with Cassian which grows into something far greater than they imagined.
Lines of Love and War (G) - Part 1 / 2 - Mulan AU! Cassian is a general of the Night Court’s armies and with the new recruit in the form of Nesta Archeron they will be put on the front lines.
A Sweet Offering (T) - Cassian enters the House of Wind to the smell of blueberry muffins and a request he can’t refuse from Nesta when she offers him a taste.
mywritingbox
My Remedy (M) - Cassian helping Nesta overcome her fear of the bathtub.
ncssian
The Next Life (T) - Oneshots about all the different lives and worlds Nesta and Cassian find each other.
nightcourtcinnamonroll
It’s arranged (NC-17)  – Mafia Modern AU. “Ma wants me to get married to some girl,” Cassian sighed. “It’s arranged already. And I’m getting married to an Archereon girl.”
noodlecatposts
Fine Print (NC-17) – Nessian AU Suggar daddy/baby
perseusannabeth
I’ll Hold Your Hand (T) - Cassian is finally going to spend some alone time with Nesta, and he’s going to seduce her. However, when he gets to Nesta’s flat, he realises that this may not be the best time for seduction.
pterodactylichexameter
Blood Sticks, Sweet Drips (NC-17) - “But then he’s turning around, almost clipping her with his wing, and walking into her, sending her stumbling, so her back hits the wall.”
Tile and Steam (NC-17) - Nesta sees Cassian showering one morning and gets in with him.
Show Me What You’re Made Of (M) - Strip tease. “Now, Cassian, give her a lap dance.”
queen-archeron
Facing Feelings (T) - Nesta is awoken by a nightmare during her stay in the Illyrian Steppes, so she goes to the only place she knows can help her. And the only person.
At Last (T) - Nesta finally decides to visit Cassian after the war, where they have a short chat about what they went through.
radientwings
A Vulnerable Side (T) - Cassian refuses to let Nesta go into the bathroom because he has a bathtub and fears.
raging_fire
I’m not going anywhere (M) - Nesta and Cassian finally open up to each other after months of not talking.
Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams (NC-17) - After having a wet dream about Cassian, Nesta is beyond mortified and dreads facing him. Cassian figures it out and teases her about it.
Truth or dare? (M) - Stuck in a cabin during a snowstorm, Cassian grows bored and decides to play truth or dare with Nesta. Little did he know what the game would turn into.
Thief of Hearts (G) - AU Nesta is the daughter of a wealthy governor and Cassian is a thief unlucky enough to try and steal from her house during a ball.
Such a tease (NC-17) - After Cassian spoiled the ending of her book, Nesta wanted retribution. When she flirts with a group of Fae, Cassian loses it and makes sure to let her know that once they’re alone.
Let your fantasies unwind (NC-17) - After accepting the mating bond, Nesta feels all sorts of things for Cassian that she doesn’t dare to voice yet. Cassian  decides to tease her a bit on the night of a famous Illyrian celebration.
I Will Survive (M) - Nesta is abused by an Illyrian war-lord, which sets her on a path of seclusion and continuous nightmares. She shuts herself in the House of Wind. Months after the incident, Cassian can’t take it anymore and visits Nesta.
RebelleCrown
A Court of Death and Legends (NC-17) - Nesta stole more than she thought from the Cauldron- more than she can handle. She struggles to cope with the aftermath of the war and despite how it may seem, she isn’t alone. There is one person left who can right it. But can she right herself first?
RitaMordio
A Court of Steel and Fire (T) - Post-ACOFAS. My take on Nesta’s banishment to the Illyrian camps with Cassian and her corresponding recovery process.
Drowning In Air (T) - Nesta finds herself forced to go to another of her sister’s parties, this one at end of Summer on a rented barge.
rufousnmacska
Awakening (T) - This is a little nessian story set shortly before the teaser at the end of acofas.
rwolf19
Aflame (NC-17) - This is a snippet building off their established animosity from ACOFAS. That means: it’s not real fluffy. It’s kinda just hate fucking.
rhysand-vs-fenrys
A Peaceful Night (NC-17) - The holidays are a time for too many parties, too many people. After the festivities are over, one can take solace in the love of their other half and the light that person brings into their life.
A Bargain Well Struck (NC-17) - Their deal is simple enough- if Nesta trains hard enough, she can claim a massage as her reward.
Alone in the Townhouse (NC-17) - When the Court of Nightmares visits Velaris, Nesta and Cassian plot to take advantage of their time alone and finally take things to the next level.
Nessian The Mating (M) - Cassian and Nesta’s wedding day has arrived, along with most of Prythian. **Sequel to “Alone in the Townhouse”
The Shadows of Night (M) - A mysterious army appears in the mountains of Night and soon declares war against the High Lords.
Rhysanoodle
In My Blood (NC-17) - Post-ACOFAS. In which Cassian again participates in the Blood Rite and both he and Nesta must deal with the consequences.
Come Home (M) - Cassian discovers how Nesta has truly been living since they moved to Illyria and which fears haunt her the most.
rhysismydaddy
Teacher Oneshot (M)
Failing a Polygraph (M) - CIA AU.
Felons (NC-17) - Part 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 - Lightly based off the book The Witness.
sarahjtrash
Secondhand Fear (T) - Cassian has a nightmare, and Nesta helps.
The Deadful Dark (T) - All Nesta wanted was a the next book in her series. Instead, she got an unwanted adventure all her own.
Pantastic (T) - After a life wrapped in dresses and skirts, Nesta wears pants for the first time.
Washed Away (T) - This is based on the moment in ACOWAR when Nesta admits that she can’t take baths anymore because of Hybern. I wanted Cassian to help her out with her fear.
secretlynestaarcheron
Nessian Apocalypse AU (T) - Nesta knew it would happen one day. One of them would get sick, one of them would have to leave the rest and become the monster they were destined to become.
In the Next Life - This is a series thing about every life Nesta and Cassian find themselves in.
Apocalypse Zumbie AU
World War II
snelbz
You should have ruined me when you had the chance (M) - Not much had changed in the years that passed, not even after they had returned from the Illyrian camps. Not when it came to where he stood with Nesta Archeron.
stardustroses
Love at the Edge of a Cliff (G) - post acofas. As Cassian and Nesta prepare to start a family, they reminisce on their love, and how every tragedy led them to each other, and to that very moment.
A Court of Wind and Flame (NC-17) - The story of how Nesta and Cassian deal with their newly-discovered mating bond
starofvelarys
The waiting game (M) - Part 1 / 2 - It had been two weeks.Two weeks since he had carried her up to these frozen mountains.
starseternalnighttriumphant
Hate sex (NC-17) - Nesta wanted to kill him. More than anything, she wanted to take this sword and ram it through his stomach. Her fighting leathers stuck to every sticky inch of her, which just angered her even more.
Choking and Spanking (NC-17) – Nesta watched as her boyfriend laughed at something a pretty girl with dark hair had said to him. It was the third time he’d done so, the third time the girl had smiled at him.
Dance Floor (NC-17) – “All I can think about is ripping that dress off of you.”
tacmc
Ecstasy (NC-17) - Nessian, with some smut and a side of fluff.
Submission (NC-17) - Prompt: “then beg for it” Cassian saying it to Nesta.
Move in with me (T) - Nessian + modern AU + pillowtalk.  
The Ranch (NC-17) - Nesta had spent years in Paris, but, after her father passes away and leaves his cozy, countryside B&B to her, Nesta is moving back home, where the ranch, her sisters, and her father’s unfulfilled dream, awaits.
Lie to Me (M) - Modern AU. He didn’t care about anything, anyone, none but her. Her, and the whiskey that had made the unbearable pain of their recent breakup just a little more bearable.
Anemnesis (NC-17) - Cassian blinked at his phone screen. That typically wasn’t a question she asked during their nightly text conversations. Typically, she was just checking in on their daughter.
Submerged (M) - Post-acofas.There was nothing to fear. She put one foot in.Then the other. Slowly, heart pounding, she sank into the water.
thebluemartini
A Monolith Between Them (T) - Post-ACOFAS. After living in the Illyrian Mountains for six months, Nesta decides she wants to perform the Blood Rite. Cassian isn’t too pleased.
Far From the Shallow (T) - Post-ACOFAS. Nesta has agreed to live with Cassian in the Illyrian Mountains. But shortly after her arrival, she receives the startling news that she’s pregnant from one of her one-night stands.
Together (T) - Post-ACOWAR. Nesta and Cassian talk for the first time since the events of the war, which ends up being more of a screaming match.
Stay (T) - Post-Teaser at the end of ACOFAS. When Nesta has her period while staying in the Illyrian Mountains, Cassian tries to take care of her.
Reminders (T) - Post-ACOFAS. A short angsty scene between Nesta and Cassian while they’re living together in the Illyrian Mountains.
thelordofstarsanddreams
Tear Me Down (NC-17) - A warrior Queen, that’s what she was.
Drowning in Sorrow (G) - This wasn’t the cauldron. Yet she couldn’t get enough air into her lungs. How panic clawed at her, like a beast, hungry to claim her. Some day’s that beast was easy to slay. Today was not one of them.
Kneel For Me (NC-17) - They hadn’t fucked until after she’d become Fae.
theoverlyenthusiasticwriter
Sister (NC-17) - Nesta and Cassian return to the Illyrian camps after their mating frenzy. Still half wild, Cassian finds himself caught in a rage, and a full winter spent with Nesta leaves him with some choice words for his brother.
Good Enough (M) - Cassian is tired. Tired of having to watch his tongue and coming home to Nesta gone in another person’s home. The only difference tonight is that Nesta is home, and Cassian is angry.
thewayshedreamed
Somewhere (NC-17) - Part 1 / 1.5 - Nessian toxic AU.
Death Dance (NC-17) - Part 1 / 2 - Illyrian training, set in canon. Cassian sees Nesta with her hair down for the 1st time
Fight or Flight (M) - Nessian AU. Cassian is a pilot and flight commander. Nesta is a brilliant intelligence officer.
Open Secrets (NC-17) - Part 1 / 2 - Nessian AU. Reverse fake dating where everyone thinks you’re dating and you’re keeping it a secret, but you’re not.
This Time (NC-17) - Nesta and Cassian have been best friends since they were 14 years old. Now 24, they mutually agree to a friends with benefits – no strings attached. Several months later, Cassian confesses to falling in love with Nesta.
This_Immortal_Hope
Renegade Nights (M) - Cassian knows that there’s only one person and one place that might actually be able to help Nesta, because as much as he hates to admit it - it isn’t him, and it sure as hell isn’t the Illyrian mountains.
willssoulace
Cold, cold, cold (T) - Post ACOWAR. Nesta is dealing with her trauma, but doesn’t really know how to cope.  
wingsofanillyrian
After Dinner (NC-17) - Cassian has been teasing Nesta all night… And she’s had enough.
Sore Muscles (NC-17) - Nesta helps Cassian relax after a long day.
Welcome home, Commander (NC-17) - Nesta has a surprise for Cassian when he gets home from a mission.
writinginthedust
Hold the Knife and Twist (M) - A Nesta angst piece set after ACOWAR and ACOFAS.
Amongst the Archives (M) - Cassian leaving little love notes for Nesta in her books.
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Nessian Ficrec
Fics listed by author. Updates: most recently added fics will also come at the top of the list.
ABookAndACoffee
Just an Afterthought (T) - Nesta and Cassian venture into the human lands where they encounter Tomas Mandray.
Something I Can Hold (NC-17) - Nesta is an escort in Velaris when she gains a new customer: a man named Cassian who seems intent on making her break all of her rules.
Say the Word (NC-17) - Nesta and Cassian have an encounter with a witch in the woods, and have to face the consequences.
Shadows of Self (T) - Cassian goes to visit Nesta in Velaris, and she is less than welcoming.
accidentalrambler
Play With Fire (M) - Cassian has an idea how to make their usual training session even more intersting. Nesta agrees.
Captured By The Game (NC-17) - She likes pretty things but she also likes him. Most unfortunate since he pays her to have sex with him. It probably makes her screwed in more ways than one. All-human escort AU. 
When The Battle’s Over (NC-17) - Cassian goes back from his training with Azriel and wants some petting from his mate. Too bad Nesta’s busy reading and ignores him.
acoaas
In the Storm (M) - After Cassian and Nesta have been in the Illyrian camps for some time…
an-upset-librarian
Fly With Me (T) - A Nessian drabble about Cassian’s wings and Nesta finally realizing what they have together.
A Storm of Ice and Wind (M) - A Post-ACOFAS Nessian fic about their relationship together.
A Storm of Ice and Wing - Part 2 
A Storm of Ice and Wing - Part 3  
A Storm of Ice and Wing - Part 4
A Storm of Ice and Wing - Part 5 
bessmertny
In the Forest (NC-17) - The Suriel, Cassian thinks, is a little fucking prick.
Red Flowers (NC-17) - She needs to find that creature, the Suriel, she needs to know how can she… She needs to know how she can be human again.
Feathers (NC-17) - Cassian is tired; Nesta takes care of him.
Here and Now (NC-17) - Love can’t always be seen.
Home (NC-17) - Nessian first time (more or less).
Hybern (not rated) - The events of Hybern, from Cassian’s point of view.
Wicked Games (M) - He thought that with the war looming over their heads the thoughts he had about her would subside. He was so wrong.
Awake (NC-17) - Based on the “Have you seen the-oh” prompt on tumblr.  Human Nesta having an affair with Cassian.
BookWorm77071
Like Pristine Glass (T) - Five years ago, Nesta was exiled by her sister to Illyria. Four years ago, she disappeared. Three years ago, she stopped sending letters. And now she’s turned up in a small country across the sea, with three small children in tow. But Nesta’s not looking for the Inner Circle anymore, and she’s not happy to find them on her doorstep.
breakingfiction
A Dark Thing Like Me (M) - “Take me back beyond the wall.”
A Dark Thing Like Me - Part 2.
breejah
Fire and Steel (NC-17) - Nesta is transported from Velaris and thrust into the tough life of an Illyrian war camp with the one man who threatens to unravel her and force her to confront her feelings: Cassian, the General of the Night Court.
ceremoany
Confessions in the dark (M) - Post acofas. “After refusing his diligent pleas to simply fly them both to the Illyrian mountains, his seeming acceptance and then attempted kidnapping, they began their journey.”
dreamingofazriel
Remember Me (NC-17) - Cal like to push the limits, he liked danger, and there was nothing more dangerous than sleeping with Nesta Archeron when the Night Court’s General Commander was in Velaris.
ekaterinakostrova
She wanted to be able to talk to him in his own language, and that desire was a terrible pain. (T)
I warned you there would be consequences (M) 
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Like a Lonely House (NC-17) - Nesta and Cassian have changed and after fifty years they stand on a precipice of something that scares and excites them both. However, it only takes one night of weakness on Cassian’s part to change everything, and with a young Illyrian prince gaining power in the North, Nesta agrees to an marriage alliance.
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He gave up (M) - He would not be like the rest of them and simply give up on her.
My Mate (M) - Nesta knew nothing but swirling darkness and pain and power.
A Secret Relationship (T) - Nessian modern High School AU
Flowerflamestars
Coming Home (M) - It started with that gods be-damned Suriel. “You have been seen already, you and your mate saw each other and were willing to die rather than be parted. That is the truth.”
 Ivy Moon (M) - A witch Nesta, werewolf Cassian AU.
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Childhood memories (G) - Nesta tries to be the perfect daughter for her mom, but she never notices.
I’m not hurt, I promise (T) - Cassian comes back after a dangerous mission, and Nesta realizes it’s time to let her guard down.
Newly Mated (G) - Cassian wakes up for the first time with his mate on the other side of the bed.
Sacrifice (T) - Velaris is attacked, and bad things happen.
Sacrifice (Epilogue)
Mate’s command (M) - “No, I’m not letting you go. It’s to early to get out of bed.”.
When the party’s over (M) - Since they met after Nesta’s return in Velaris, there’s always been this mysterious attraction between her and Cassian, but Nesta isn’t ready to accept it for multiple reasons.
A Special photo shoot (M) - They are models and have to work together, but hate each other. But the photos are great and they are brought to work together more often, until the day they are asked to pose naked together.
In My Arms (T) - Cassian’s hesitant to hold his daughter for the first time, scared he’d hurt her.
The first time (NC-17) - Nesta had never let any male be on top or in any vulnerable position for her. But now is different.      
Gentle Touch (G) - During Nesta’s first week at the Illyrian Camps, Cassian gets hurt. Nesta decides to help and touches his wings for the first time.                  
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Gone (M) - Nesta has been missing for weeks, the longest she’s ever gone without seeing anyone. Cassian finally finds her, and she has at last broken.
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Fire and Brimstone (NC-17) - In his desperation, Cassian goes into the Illyrian mountains in search of a hot spring that could help his wings finish healing and Nesta gets dragged along with him.
Foreplay (NC-17) - Nessian one-shot set sometime after Book 2.
Water Under the Bridge (NC-17) - Featuring Illyrian!Nesta. After a particularly long day of flying leaves her body aching, Cassian is there to sooth the pain in ways Nesta has never experienced before.
Kemkam
I Want To See You (NC-17) - Cassian and Nesta finally get it together.
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Crave (NC-17) - Cassian just wants attention.
Daybreak (NC-17) - In which Cassian gives Nesta a lovely wake-up call.
On Your Knees (NC-17) - In which Nesta truly devastates the Commander.
Playing Dirty (NC-17) - Oh, the wicked games Cassian and Nesta play.
Skin on Skin (NC-17) - Cassian loves spoiling Nesta.
Lost With You (M) - Cassian and Nesta struggle to fix all the broken pieces between them.
These Savage Storms (M) - Cassian just wishes he could take it back.
Her Dark Affection (NC-17) - In which Nesta indulges her mate behind closed doors.
Close Quarters (M) - (Modern AU) Two people, one cabin, plus a whole lot of love-hate tension.
The Chains We Carry (T) - Nesta stands alone.
The Warrior’s Heart (NC-17) - Never get between a male and his mate.
Burning Brightly (NC-17) - Cassian never stood a chance.
Blood Vow (NC-17) - Cassian seeks Nesta’s comfort.
Entirely My Own (NC-17) - Cassian interrupts Nesta’s reading.
Homecoming (NC-17) - Cassian really misses his feisty mate.
The Stands Between Us (NC-17) - Cassian loves it when Nesta plays with his hair.
The Ties That Bind (NC-17) - Cassian likes to play with Nesta’s hair too.
Fever (M) - When a sick Cassian refuses to stay in bed, Rhys is forced to send in reinforcements.
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I Promise (M) - Post acofas: Nesta is reading on the couch. They have an argument.
The Mountain Cat and the Bastard Warrior (T) - A series surrounding the little moments in Nesta and Cassian’s lives that come to define their relationship
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Nesta’s New Armour (M) - Nesta wears new armour for Cassian to see, but that’s not all she needs to show him.
Court of Nightmares (M) - Nesta and Cassian go to the Hewn City to search for a traitor among the Court of Nightmares. Cassian must play the role as the bloodthirsty Illyrian Commander and Nesta grudgingly must act like his latest conquest in the sheets.
The Island (M) - Modern day date. Nesta and Cassian are on an island together and simply put they can’t keep their hands off each other.
Nessian ACOWAR (T) - Nesta and Cassian POVs from ACOWAR.
Reconcilied (NC-17) - Nesta and Cassian get into an argument that prompts Nesta to raise her internal walls up again.
Mordern Nessian (M) - Modern AU! where Nesta is set-up on a blind date with Cassian which grows into something far greater than they imagined.
Lines of Love and War (G) - Mulan AU! Cassian is a general of the Night Court’s armies and with the new recruit in the form of Nesta Archeron they will be put on the front lines.
Lines of Love and War - Part 2
A sweet offering (T) - Cassian enters the House of Wind to the smell of blueberry muffins and a request he can’t refuse from Nesta when she offers him a taste…
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My Remedy (M) - Cassian helping Nesta overcome her fear of the bathtub.
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Blood Sticks, Sweat Drips (NC-17) - …But then he’s turning around, almost clipping her with his wing, and walking into her, sending her stumbling, so her back hits the wall.
Tile and Steam (NC-17) - Nesta sees Cassian showering one morning and gets in with him.
Show Me What You’re Made Of (M) - Strip tease. “Now, Cassian, give her a lap dance.”
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Facing Feelings (T) - Nesta is awoken by a nightmare during her stay in the Illyrian Steppes, so she goes to the only place she knows can help her. And the only person.
At Last (T) - Nesta finally decides to visit Cassian after the war, where they have a short chat about what they went through.
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A Vulnerable Side (T) - Cassian refuses to let Nesta go into the bathroom because he has a bathtub and fears.
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I’m not going anywhere (M) - Nesta and Cassian finally open up to each other after months of not talking.
Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams (NC-17) - After having a wet dream about Cassian, Nesta is beyond mortified and dreads facing him. Cassian figures it out and teases her about it.
Truth or dare? (M) - Stuck in a cabin during a snowstorm, Cassian grows bored and decides to play truth or dare with Nesta. Little did he know what the game would turn into.
Thief of Hearts (G) - AU Nesta is the daughter of a wealthy governor and Cassian is a thief unlucky enough to try and steal from her house during a ball.
Such a tease (NC-17) - After Cassian spoiled the ending of her book, Nesta wanted retribution. When she flirts with a group of Fae, Cassian loses it and makes sure to let her know that once they’re alone.
Let your fantasies unwind (NC-17) - After accepting the mating bond, Nesta feels all sorts of things for Cassian that she doesn’t dare to voice yet. Cassian  decides to tease her a bit on the night of a famous Illyrian celebration.
I Will Survive (M) - Nesta is abused by an Illyrian war-lord, which sets her on a path of seclusion and continuous nightmares. She shuts herself in the House of Wind. Months after the incident, Cassian can’t take it anymore and visits Nesta.
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A Court of Steel and Fire (T) - Post-ACOFAS. My take on Nesta’s banishment to the Illyrian camps with Cassian and her corresponding recovery process.
Drowning In Air (T) - Nesta finds herself forced to go to another of her sister’s parties, this one at end of Summer on a rented barge.
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Awakening (T) - This is a little nessian story set shortly before the teaser at the end of acofas.
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Aflame (NC-17) - This is a snippet building off their established … animosity from ACOFAS. That means: it’s not real fluffy. It’s kinda just hate fucking.
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A Peaceful Night (NC-17) - The holidays are a time for too many parties, too many people, and too much noise. After the festivities are over though, one can take solace in the love of their other half and the light that person brings into their life.
A Bargain Well Struck (NC-17) - Their deal is simple enough- if Nesta trains hard enough, she can claim a massage as her reward.
Alone in the Townhouse (NC-17) - When the Court of Nightmares visits Velaris, Nesta and Cassian plot to take advantage of their time alone and finally take things to the next level.
Nessian The Mating: Extended Re-Post (M) - At long last, Cassian and Nesta’s wedding day has arrived, along with most of Prythian.**This is a direct sequel to “Alone in the Townhouse”
The Shadows of Night (M) - A mysterious army appears in the mountains of Night and soon declares war against the High Lords.
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In My Blood (NC-17) - Post-ACOFAS. In which Cassian again participates in the Blood Rite and both he and Nesta must deal with the consequences.
Come Home (M) - Cassian discovers how Nesta has truly been living since they moved to Illyria and which fears haunt her the most.
sarahjtrash
Secondhand Fear (T) - Cassian has a nightmare, and Nesta helps.
The Dreadful Dark (T) - All Nesta wanted was a the next book in her series. Instead, she got an unwanted adventure all her own.
Pantastic (T) - After a life wrapped in dresses and skirts, Nesta wears pants for the first time.
Washed Away (T) - This is based on the moment in ACOWAR when Nesta admits that she can’t take baths anymore because of Hybern. I wanted Cassian to help her out with her fear.
secretlynestaarcheron
Nessian Apocalypse AU (T) - Nesta knew it would happen one day. One of them would get sick, one of them would have to leave the rest and become the monster they were destined to become.
In the Next Life - This is a series thing about every life Nesta and Cassian find themselves in.
Zombie Apocalypse AU
World War II
stardustsroses
Love at the Edge of a Cliff (G) - post acofas. As Cassian and Nesta prepare to start a family, they reminisce on their love, and how every tragedy led them to each other, and to that very moment.
A Court of Wind and Flame (NC-17) - The story of how Nesta and Cassian deal with their newly-discovered mating bond
starofvelaris
The waiting game (M) - It had been two weeks.Two weeks since he had carried her up to these frozen mountains.
The waiting game - Part 2.
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Ecstasy (NC-17) - Nessian, with some smut and a side of fluff.
Submission (NC-17) - Prompt: Can you please write us a nessian Drabble/ fic with the prompt “then beg for it” Cassian saying it to Nesta.
thebluemartini
A Monolith Between Them (T) - Post-ACOFAS. After living in the Illyrian Mountains for six months, Nesta decides she wants to perform the Blood Rite. Cassian isn’t too pleased.
Far From the Shallow (T) - Post-ACOFAS. Nesta has agreed to live with Cassian in the Illyrian Mountains. But shortly after her arrival, she receives the startling news that she’s pregnant from one of her one-night stands.
Together (T) - Post-ACOWAR. Nesta and Cassian talk for the first time since the events of the war, which ends up being more of a screaming match.
Stay (T) - Post-Teaser at the end of ACOFAS. When Nesta has her period while staying in the Illyrian Mountains, Cassian tries to take care of her.
thelordofstarsanddreams
Tear Me Down (NC-17) - A warrior Queen, that’s what she was.
Drowning in Sorrow (G) - This wasn’t Hybern. Wasn’t the cauldron. Yet she couldn’t get enough air into her Fae lungs. How panic gripped at her. Clawed at her, like a beast, hungry to claim her. Some day’s that beast was easy to slay. Today was not one of them.
Kneel For Me (NC-17) - They hadn’t fucked until after she’d become Fae.
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You should have ruined me when you had the chance (M) - Not much had changed in the years that passed, not even after they had returned from the Illyrian camps. Not when it came to where he stood with Nesta Archeron.
willssoulace
Cold, cold, cold (T) - Post ACOWAR. Nesta is dealing with her trauma, but doesn’t really know how to cope. 
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After Dinner (NC-17) - Cassian has been teasing Nesta all night… And she’s had enough.
Sore Muscles (NC-17) - Nesta helps Cassian relax after a long day.
Welcome Home, Commander (NC-17) - Nesta has a surprise for Cassian when he gets home from a mission.
writinginthedust
Hold the Knife and Twist (M) - A Nesta angst piece set after ACOWAR and ACOFAS.
Amongst the Archives (M) - Cassian leaving little love notes for Nesta in her books and Rhys finds
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“I can feel this fear in your blood; hear it in your heartbeat”.
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“She had to do something. She did not have gold or lands, or castles, or anything she could offer to him so that she could redeem this poor child. He was just a little boy. There was nothing that she could offer to this man.
The air burned her lungs in these icy mountains. The midday sun glided along the mountain ranges, freezing on the adamantine peaks of the rocky cliffs.
She did not know the true horror and fear before. All the nightmares that appeared to her at night could not be compared with such a horrible reality. The loud, horrific cries of children left to die in the mud in cold ground. Cassian told her once, how his people were dealing with the bastards. Some were thrown alive from the rocks, others were torn to pieces by the creatures living deep in dense forests, and someone were left on the ground without the limbs with blood splashing everywhere…. 
They cut off their fingers, and then chopped off their hands and feet, and then set fire to their wings¸ and the children burned alive in the fire.
In ancient times, the Illyrians chose the most powerful warrior among the clan and called him as their leader. They raised their swords to the glory of their new master, respecting the power of one warrior over their lives and families. Centuries have passed, and one family strengthened its power. It became so powerful that influence of one leader was indissoluble and unshakable. The head of the household was called as the war lord.
One clan absorbed another for the sake of lands, and after for the sake of more selfish reasons - power, influence, strength. Strength was everything for all of the Illyrians – the most solid foundation for achieving greater unity and solidarity among all the clans. Those clans were eager to destroy everybody and everything in its path. The leaders of these clans were hungry snakes, ready to devour their own kind.
She watched Kallon. Kallon with a smile of a jackal on his lips. Watched as this man piercing the boy’s back with a black dagger with a gold hilt. She heard as a cry of pain burned the air. Even cattle were slaughtered with less cruelty. Hot blood spattered his face while his boot rested on the back of the boy. He pressed the child to the ground, stopping him from moving. One man’s hand held tightly to the wing, and the other cut the wing from the back of the child. There was so much blood that the man’s dark camisole took on a deep crimson hue.
Nausea came up to her throat. She could barely stand. Her hands were trembling, her knees buckled. She looked at the tent, where all the war lords gathered, but not one of them moved while the warrior’s dagger cut the flesh of the child; not one of them attempted to stop Kallon, whose hands separating the flesh from the bones, the wing from the back. The Lord of the Night Court continued his conversation with the leader of one of the clans.
An emotion of disgust froze on Cassian’s face.
He had no right to interfere in the actions of one of the members of the ruling family. Cassian was the General of the Night Court, but for the ruling leaders of the Illyrian clans, he remained a bastard.
The fruit of sin.
The spawn.
She felt the tension rise immediately.
Women took their children to the tents. The soldiers silently watching the execution. Nesta was deafened by a terrible, exhausted scream.
Her legs moved instinctively. It was one those moments, when the body moves by itself in order to survive on the battlefield. And for her, Kallon became that rattlesnake. And she was going to chop off its head.
She attacked him with a cry, throwing him aside with the weight of her body. She knew the reason of this bloody scene. All of this was for Cassian. Cassian, who was an insignificant bastard. Cassian, who was the right hand of the Lord of the Night Court. Cassian, who was one of Illyria’s most powerful warriors in the history. Cassian, who was a miserable bastard unworthy of life.
“I’ll kill you!”
She screamed, tearing apart his leather uniforms with her strong, immortal fingers, ripping apart golden chains and sapphire stones decorating his expensive clothes. She tore the skin on her knuckles and her pale hands were in his dirty blood. She repeatedly punched the beautiful shape of his nose and strong jaw. And for the first time after her rebirth, she was grateful for the strength of her new body.
Excitement seethed and smoldered in her veins as she was tearing the skin on his chest with her fingernails, trying to reach his ribs and then rip out his poisoned heart. His hot blood coated her hands.
“Take this viper away from me!”
Several men grabbed her by the shoulders, and while she was trying to fend off their strong hands, she broke the jaw of one of them.
“Crap!” - Kallon hissed, spitting hot blood on the ground. “Bastard’s whore!”
Her mind was flooded with anger and pure rage. The flames raced through her body. She could not think, when she cried out words that pierced the air, like lightning.
“Duel,” - she screamed, trying to break free from the grip of the Illyrian warriors. “I demand a duel with the noble as the winner of the Blood Rite!”
His mouth curved, as if she’d said something funny. Kallon began to laugh hysterically. His smile bore a hint of mockery. And then again she saw that sparkle in his eyes. She had already seen this dark gleam in his eyes, when he first saw her with Cassian.
“Whore! You think that if you came out of the Blood Rite alive, you have the right to speak with me as an equal. Apparently your master did not teach how to keep your mouth shut in bed.
The wind stopped. Even the clouds seemed to freeze.
His tone a blade that whispered warning.
“Even if the elders give you a permission to fight with me, I have the right to reject the fight. After all, what will I get in return after accepting your challenge? You know the rules that both opponents have to offer something to the rival”.
She refused to look away. Death whispered in her ear.
“The life of this child, I want your warriors and your people! You will let them go. That is what I want and that is what I’m going to take from you.”
And when Kallon walked to stand less than a foot from her.
Nesta’s instincts were screaming at her to grab the knife in her boot, but she forced herself to stay in place. She wouldn’t crawl, not for anyone. 
Kallon’s face changed, he came closer to her while his warriors held her hands, and then bowed her to the ground, until she was kneeled before him.
“My clan, my people, my lands. And what are you going to offer in return? You have nothing. You might be a nice plaything for one night, but I won’t bargain with you for my entire clan if it’s all what you can offer.”
He took her chin between his fingers. Cold knuckles running along her skin. She met his eyes, forced herself to hold her ground.
“Who told you that you have the right to be here and speak? Who told you that you have the right to look into my eyes? You walk among us, eat among us, sleep in our tents. We let the witch to walk among us, made her one of us,” he shouted to the crowd gathered around them.
“It is precisely because of such a vicious leader as the current High Lord of the Night Court. We allow strangers to dictate their rules into our lands. We allowed the bastard to become the General that leads our warriors on the battlefield. So many women and daughters are left alone. We are the greatest army, which is ready to establish its own rules on the lands of Prythian. Illyrians paid its debt to the Night Court from the day when the first clan led by Enalius set foot on this land. These lands, these mountains, these forests belong to Illyria. We spilled enough blood for the Night Court and its ruthless leaders!
Nesta lowered her head and said calmly.
“You are afraid of me”.
The men’s hands stilled on her shoulders, she felt their eyes focused on Kallon.
“I can feel this fear in your blood; hear it in your heartbeat”.
Open interest showed on his face.
“A poisonous viper, I had to chop off your head before you stepped on the lands of my clan before you open your filthy mouth.”
“That’s right,” she admitted, giving him a teasing grin. She tried to piss him off; she knew too well, how to get a rise out of him. “But the head of the viper spits poison even after it is chopped off.”
He stared at her back.
“She has the right to fight as a winner,” Devlon announced loudly, arms crossed over his strong chest.
Nesta did not dare to turn around. She only felt his eyes on her back. Cassian.
Kallon grinned viciously, and Devlon continued.
“If you think that this girl needs to be taught a lesson, then teach her properly. Show her then. Show everyone, what we should do with those, who dictate their rules to us”.
His eyes narrowed. 
“This snake has nothing to offer me in return.”
Kallon turned around on the heels of his shiny, leather boots. These boots were soaked in the blood of a child, still trembling on the cold ground. His moans still echoing in her ears, still burning the air.
Nesta swallowed.
“I have something to offer you. And my offer will be the most profitable in your life! You have been expecting such an offer for so many decades. You will have a chance to revenge.”
Kallon turned around.
“And what are you ready to offer me?”
“Myself”.
He laughed, the sound full of dark, and then he took a deep breath.
“What for?”
She hissed, rising from her knees, despite the hands holding her.
“I am the one, who took the King’s life. I am the one, who survived in the ageless darkness and the one, who swallowed the darkness of the Cauldron, took it into my veins, into my blood. Steel became my body, and flame became my blood. To own me means to own the world”.
He grinned. His eyes gleamed, but all he said was:
“I don’t need Cassian’s whore.”
She had to make a decision. She would not have a second chance.
“I’m not his whore,” she shouted. “I’m his mate!”
Kallon’s expression held pure shock. His eyes froze on her face, in the depth of the seething rage of her silver-blue eyes. A wave of whispers swept along the ranks of the Illyrians.
“Such an appropriate lie,” he finally whispered.
“You don’t believe me, then, ask the Morrigan.”
She lifted her face to feel the full onslaught of the wind. It felt good on her skin. The sensation made her feel brave, fearless, and she has nothing left to lose by releasing this, by revealing the truth. 
Nesta took more air into her lungs before screaming:
“Tell them Morrigan! Tell them all the truth! You are the one, who tells the truth and nothing but the truth. Tell them what you see! Tell them all, what kind of beast I am! Let them all see, who I am!”
She could imagine it. She could imagine the emotion of horror on Morrrigan’s face.
Then she heard the thunderous approach of his steps, the heat of his strength, burning the air around. Her breath caught in her throat. Kallon cast a glance at Cassian approaching them, saw something in his eyes. His own eyes light up.
The men removed their hands from her shoulders: they were a shackle around her upper arms, when they saw the promise of death in the eyes of the General of the Night Court.
She fought the urge to turn around. She fought the urge to see his face.
“You have to decide faster, Kallon,” she whispered, not looking back at Cassian. She could smell him; hear the beat of his heart.
Kallon looked into the eyes of the General of the Night Court, saw something on his face. And that was the moment, when he believed her. His lips curved upward in a feral smile, when he said:
“I accept your offer, Nesta Archeron”.
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What you done to me was wrong but it was right for my future.
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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
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CEO AU (Part 1), personal assistant wants to get a little more personal. An opportunity arises when a deal starts to go south.
Part 2 here
Part 3 here
After hours at the office is something that never fails to fill me with both dread and excitement. As I’m stood at the entry way of his office, Cardan looks at me as if he knows exactly what I’m thinking – like he knows I want him to toss the papers from my hand and bend me over his desk, or better yet, press me against the glass of his floor to ceiling windows and let me know how much he wants the whole city to see what he does to me.
I let out a deep sigh, annoyed at myself for the sudden voyeuristic tendencies I’ve gained since working for Cardan Greenbriar. CEO of Greenbriar industries, of course.
“Are those for me, Jude?” he asks this only when I’ve been standing before him for far too long without uttering a single word. I’m usually not this spaced out, rarely before him either, but without the buffer of my coworkers or his business partners, I find that I’m so…frazzled by this man only two years my senior and already running a multi-million dollar company. Inherited or not, it’s still a bit daunting to be around. The smile on his face lets me know how amusing he finds this. When I hum in response, trying to catch up on his question, he lets out a short laugh, standing from his desk and striding over to me. He takes the papers from me.
I shake my head, “Sorry.” He quirks an eyebrow, looking for an explanation that’s not, “Long day.” I clear my throat and explain the files – some data that’s been pulled, rising numbers in a section, a deadline for something or other, and finally I remind him of his dinner with the head of some oceanic foundation corp. She’s been idling back on forth about a merge between her foundation and Cardan’s own environmental protection organization.  I make a show of checking a watch I don’t have on and say, “You’ll be late if you don’t leave now.”
His eyes had stayed trained on my lips the whole while and I tug at the neck of my dress, suddenly feeling so heated. I don’t miss the way he trails his eyes to watch my fiddling.
Completely ignoring absolutely everything I’ve just said, he asks, “And what are your plans for the night?”
I raise my eyebrows at his question before furrowing them to consider an answer. “I don’t know, I guess I would have found Van or Lil and wing it at a bar.”
“Hmm,” he looks like he’s considering what I’m saying, and it confuses me as to why he’d care. “Cancel it.”
“Excuse me?” he drops the stack of paper on to his desk and I wince when it scatters across the surface area. “Listen, I spent twenty minutes making sure those were in pristine order, then another twenty minutes fixing them chronologically when Locke tripped and knocked them out of my hands – do you know how hard that shit is when the pages aren’t numbered?”
“No,” he tells me. “And I really don’t care.” He shrugs, “Number them next time.” I want to wipe that stupid smirk off his face and I have to take deep breaths before I splutter more nonsense he doesn’t care about – like the fact numbering them isn’t quite easy when its from a hundred different sources.
I close my eyes and let out a deep sigh before crossing my arms and leveling my gaze with him. Calmly, I inquire, “Why should I cancel my plans? Last I checked, the moment I step foot out of this building, I’m clocked out, meaning you can’t tell me what to do.”
“You’ll soon find that reasoning lacking, Ms. Duarte.” I roll my eyes at the sudden formalities and choose to ignore that veiled threat. His eyes darken and his lips only twitch in a way that signifies he’s holding back a grin. A wicked one that lets me know that despite the wellness he’s instilling out into the world, I might actually just be working for the devil. “Call it over time,” he then says, shrugging. “I want you.” I cough in surprise, clearing my throat until he smiles at my squirming. “I want you with me at dinner with Orlagh and Nicasia.”
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Something Like Trust
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Here it is y’all… the fic you’ve been waiting your whole lives for… a 10k word first chapter of Jurdan BDSM. 
Post-The Wicked King
Tags/Warnings: Slapping (in a sexual context), references to spanking, teasing, orgasm delay, uhh angst and emotional fuckery, BDSM obviously, alcohol, also alcoholism because Cardan is present, kind of exhibitionism, I can’t accurately prepare you guys for this fic so just don’t read it if you aren’t comfortable with BDSM relationships. The later chapters will have a lot more intense stuff so just… be warned. OH also warning for them both being COMPLETELY out of character like honestly y’all this is DISGRACEFUL.
Summary: “I was thinking of an arrangement which would allow you moments of powerlessness. An arrangement in which I would take the control, allowing you to experience the feeling of an utter lack of responsibility, a feeling in which I am in command of all and you have no worries to speak of.”
Word Count: 9,426 I’m sO SORRY
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Everyone who knew Jude Duarte came quickly to realize that what she sought, above all else, was power. Control. Influence. That she had long felt powerless, and that she remedied this through a combination of scheming and working to rise to the top.
And rise to the top Jude had.
There were few higher places for an 18-year-old mortal girl to be than by the side of the High King of Elfhame, ruling a kingdom with him. And there were few people more profitable to be close to than the High King himself.
There were times, though, when Jude — though she would never admit it — craved above all else a respite from the power. The control. The influence. Craved, in fact, a moment of return to that place of powerlessness, when the worries of the kingdom had been anyone’s but hers and she was free to rest and roam rather than reign.
And there were moments, now, after nearing 6 months since Jude’s return to Elfhame and eventual semi-reconciliation with Cardan, when Jude imagined herself as powerless once more and still imagined Cardan by her side, not ruling together, but simply being together.
When these thoughts struck Jude she would roughly and with decisiveness shove them to the back of her mind and pretend she had never experienced them. Jude could no more afford a break from her power than she could afford to become emotionally involved with her fellow ruler. These were thoughts she had no choice but to keep to herself, as she did most of her thoughts and all of her feelings.
Until tonight, when Jude was drunk.
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I think next thursday is gonna be the best day of my entire life tbh
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“How arw you paying for photoshop” im not LMAO
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more people (especially women) need to have zero tolerance policies in relationships (especially with men). you had to say no to sex more than once before he stopped? dump him. he called you a bitch? dump him. he ignored you when you were sick? dump him.
obviously this happens with other gender combinations too but so many men are like this, and so many women think it’s their job to improve these men. but you can’t train people into respecting you as a human being! you’re never gonna find the ones that actually respect you if you stick around trying to fix the ones who don’t.
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REBLOG: go to your blog and click the egg to see what hatches
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