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For i want to feel the laughable danger of my actions and the peace of mind. I am most human when my mortality is painfully obvious.

#poetry #morality #philosophy #psychology #adrenaline #mental health #mentalwellness #bipolar disorder #bpd life

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guys i just realized that in order to write the book i want to write and put all my mental movie scenes into writing then i actually have to sit down and write... fml

#my writing #writer #writers on tumblr #teen writer #booklr #bookish #bookworm #current mood #so fml #dark academia aesthetic #dark academia #writing #chaotic academia

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ive never been so attached to fictional characters like i have with these idiots

the fact that i’m not sure currently in francis abernathys vermont county house reading a book laying on the wooden floors with camilla while henry frantically writes on the desk zoned out, charles and francis joke around drunk and richard sits on a chair silently laughing but slightly lost is so unfair

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the fact that i’m not sure currently in francis abernathys vermont county house reading a book laying on the wooden floors with camilla while henry frantically writes on the desk zoned out, charles and francis joke around drunk and richard sits on a chair silently laughing but slightly lost is so unfair

#the secret history #secret history #henry winter #bunny corcoran #richard papen #francis abernathy #charles macaulay #camilla macaulay #dark academia aesthetic #dark academia #light acadamia aesthetic #bookworm #booklr #gay #lgbtq #sapphic #nonbinary

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The truth is, Socrates, that these regrets, and also the complaints about relations, are to be attributed to the same cause, which is not old age, but men’s characters and tempers; for he who is of a calm and happy nature will hardly feel the pressure of age, but to him who is an opposite disposition youth and age are equally a burden.

#the republic #philosophy #poetry #dark academic aesthetic #literature #classical academia #classic literature #deep quotes #life advice #gothic academia #poc academia #academic #dark academia #light academia #booklr #bookish #bookworm #books #socrates #greek mythology #classical mythology #cottagecore

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Me: dangling hand off bed Demon: *grabs it* Me: what are we

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Alright, well... I’m going to bed, wake me up when summer ends.

#kanej #the grisha trilogy #circe #jesper fahey #crooked kingdom #leigh bardugo #madeline miller #patrochilles #the song of achilles #farmcore #darkest academia #dark academic aesthetic #gothic academia #light acadamia aesthetic #classical academia #poc academia #summer #poetry #winter #autumn #spring

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It may be summer, but my soul is in autumn.

#the song of achilles #farmcore #academic #studying #naturecore #studyspo #bookish #classics #light acadamia aesthetic #cottagecore #darkest academia #dark academic aesthetic #gothic academia #poc academia #chaotic academia #autumn #fall aesthetic #winter #booklr #aesthetic #longing #beautiful soul

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me: so, this book ripped my heart out of my chest, stabbed it repeatedly, threw it out a window, stomped on it till it was mush and made me sob like a five year old... You should totally read it!

#the song of achilles #farmcore #academic #studying #naturecore #studyspo #bookish #classics #light acadamia aesthetic #cottagecore #darkest academia #dark academic aesthetic #booklr #bookworm #poc academia #grunge academia #grishaverse #reading #sad but true #poetry #dead poets society #sad books

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Well... I speed ran the entire Grishaverse Shadow and Bine series a few days before the netflix show came out and i’m literally so obsessed and attached to all the characters. I mean the Tv show was amazing, the books were amazing, the entire thing was so good.

I also think my parents are tired of me only talking about SaB.

#shadow and bone #siege and storm #ruin and rising #alina starkov #alina x darkling #alina x mal #malina #darklina #ben barnes #six of crows #inej ghafa #kaz brekker #soc jesper #milo the goat #soc wylan #soc nina #crooked kingdom #alina x nikolai #the darkling #aleksander kirigan #general kirigan #booklr #bookworm #books #grisha netflix #netflix #grishaverse #grishasnetwork

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Achilles: I SHALL WIN THIS WAR! I AM THE SECRET WEAPON OF DESTRUCTION AND I AM A TRUE WARRIOR!!! NO ONE CAN DEFEAT M-

Patroclus: Achilles sit the fuck down and eat your food

Achilles: Oki :P

#patrochilles #patroclus #song of achilles #achilles #madeline miller #greek mythology #trojan war #booklr #bookworm #darkest academia #dark academic aesthetic #chaotic academia #academia aesthetic #im screeching #lgbtq

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I finished Song of Achilles last night... Patroclus and Achilles have been the only fucking thoughts in my head for the past 16 hours.

Someone help

#achilles #song of achilles #patroclus #patrochilles #dark academia #bookworm #academia #greek mythology #i want to die #dark academia aesthetic #light acadamia aesthetic

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PLEASE I HATE SHOWING OTHER PEOPLE MY WIPS

Maybe if I’m not in survival mode every single day I might have the capacity to do things like show other people my writing and ask for feedback

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This close 🤏 to walking into a mysterious fog and never coming back

#light acadamia aesthetic #cottagecore #studyblr #light academia #sherlock holmes #bbc sherlock #a study in pink #mycroft holmes #221b #john watson #darkest academia #dark academic aesthetic #dark acadamia aesthetic #gothic academia #poc academia #chaotic academia #academia aesthetic

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Can someone specify to me how i can turn off life but temporarily and not in a deadly way?? Much needed :D

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having interests is like. I am unashamed of these. no I'm not . yes I am. i am not <3

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*insults you in latin* [i'm tryna flirting]