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enchanted-arms · 18 hours ago
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Changyuraptor, a larger relative of Microraptor and largest of the known volant raptors
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enchanted-arms · a day ago
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✧・゚: *✧・゚:* Hisuian Zorua and Zoroark *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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enchanted-arms · 4 days ago
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do you by chance have any peacocks fine sir or ma'am or scoundrel
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1.) Edwin Alexander. The Peacock. 1900. Watercolor on canvas.
2.) Jessie Arms Botke (1883 - 1971). Two Peacocks.
3.) Jessie Arms Botke. Peacock in Garden. 1925. Gouache on board.
4.) Archibald Thorburn (1860 - 1935). Peacock and Peacock Butterfly.
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house-ad · 2 months ago
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enchanted-arms · 5 days ago
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can we collectively agree to stop tagging posts which discuss certain topics as "Thing tw" and instead tag them as "on Thing/Thing discussion/about Thing"
i fear that my post on anti-Black racism & anti-psychotic sanism isnt reaching as many people as i want it to because people keep tagging it as "racism tw" which implies the post itself is racist or has racist content when it discusses racism & history
cuz people tend to lump together actually Thing posts AND informational posts on Thing as "Thing/tw Thing." i dont think i need to explain why this is dangerous and also ineffective
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enchanted-arms · 5 days ago
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The most genuine love I've felt was when my flesh partner spent like 30 minutes on call trying to figure out the best way to customize a build-a-bear lamb just so they could have me "with" them
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enchanted-arms · 5 days ago
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On loneliness | throwing thoughts at a wall
Elliot described me the other day that I gave up my right as a human in favor of being a passive observer. At first, after switching back in, I was a bit shocked, maybe angry. I know he meant it well, but that was really the first time I had seen myself be described like that. I made a point throughout my life to be active, to be present; so, how could he describe me as an observer, a passive one at that?
After doing some introspection, I decided he was right. Sure, I pushed myself to accomplish things, but all of it was trivial and detached from society. I can say I'm the guy who can forage and is wilderness first aid certified but that doesn't give me some cool cosmetic badge that says "Hey! Check this guy out!". Honestly, my whole life has been quite the opposite, frustratingly at odds with itself. On one hand, I wanted to exist as brightly as I could, but on the other I never actually wanted to talk to people. At the core of it- I wanted to be a concept, something regarded from a distance with admiration. In essence, I was lonely.
And loneliness to me isn't even an inherently horrible feeling. It's knowing that you fundamentally cannot connect to people. Do you remember the first time driving past a house at night with people in it? Everything else is dark, but the window would be illuminated with people. I think that's people's first realization that the world acts independently from you. Knowing that you exist outside of their [space]. I was faced with that at college again. All these dorms were hundreds of people, all within a degree of separation from me. No matter what I did, I could not be a part of their world. That degree of separation? The inability to truly connect? To understand? That's loneliness. It felt like I was moving in my own time.
It's funny that the guy with a head full of people is lonely. I recognize the irony in it. It seems that this pursuit of people isn't entirely new either, for those who've read my previous ramblings. Every life seemed to be marked by the same singular Want. Howell is probably my more notable example with how I've prattled on about his Peterpan syndrome and the search of bonds through hook-ups. Yet! There it was again, that passive observation. Time and time again, nothing was good enough so it wasn't worth pursuing. Eventually you get it into your head that you're meant to stand back and watch. So I did at my own detriment. I was active in the war, but ultimately distant from those who needed me most.
I recognize now, through each life including this one, that's where I failed. I can calmly and analytically tell you everything about myself. All my flaws, my trauma theories, memories, etc... but that's not real vulnerability. No matter how much I tell you about myself, it's a rehearsed script devoid of my feelings. I failed previously because I held myself in an objective void. A script works because its the facts, but it fails to capture the essence of the person because its not the truth. Yes, my "other"-ness has been fueled by mh problems and my own non-humanity, but I see now that I did it to myself. "Love", connections, they're supposed to be messy, I'm supposed to throw myself at it and moving forward I can't worry about getting hurt. Being genuine is really the only way to breach the [space] between people.
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enchanted-arms · 12 days ago
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“I suppose there’s no chance,” she asked hopelessly, “that Howl could be properly in love this time?”
I’ve been rereading the book and a truly baffling amount of things all happen on the day they all go to Mrs. Fairfax’s
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enchanted-arms · 12 days ago
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drew some fancy folk (mind the claws, though)
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enchanted-arms · 12 days ago
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Another year, another me
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enchanted-arms · 12 days ago
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Consorting Among the Lonesome - Randy Ortiz
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house-ad · 2 months ago
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enchanted-arms · 12 days ago
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before anybody asks, YES, i did ruin everything with my hubris
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enchanted-arms · 12 days ago
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sorry i’m not howl movingcastle. sorry i can’t be him
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enchanted-arms · 15 days ago
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neuro-nonconforming and genderdivergent
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enchanted-arms · 16 days ago
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this IS a place of honor. Tons of awesome stuff is commemorated here. in fact you should start digging immediately to find all the cool valuable stuff we hid
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enchanted-arms · 16 days ago
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Might Fucc Arund
And Become A Sheep,.,,
Simple Lives They Lead
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enchanted-arms · 16 days ago
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enchanted-arms · 16 days ago
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Dusk
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house-ad · 2 months ago
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