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equizona · 12 days
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off topic, but obey me has been such a comfort to me for so long, and they're still characters I turn to when I feel down but I lost my account a long while back. And I just have a lot of feelings, so here's a little rant.
My phone cracked, and I lost both my sim card and the ability to use it. when I tried to get it on my new phone, I found I couldn't because I'd played when I was really young and never thought to make a transfer option for my account.
Mind you, this happened after I did spend quite a lot of money on the game. Basically, all my Christmas and birthday money went to the game. And I just, I feel so disheartened when I think of it, it breaks my heart. I never got that far in the game, I didn't really know what I was doing and my cards were never good enough.
I would love to play again, but the idea of having lost all that progress and time just makes me so sad.. I wish they would have just let me use the same email or Google account I had to log back in..
Anyway, I'm so sad about them. I might even stop writing for them, though idk :(
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equizona · 13 days
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May I request a BEN, E.J and Toby with a teen!shy!reader? (Platonic ofc) one where they are like an older brother to them. Plus point if reader is a savage at very random times
— BEING AN OLDER BROTHER FIGURE FOR SOMEONE SHY
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this has taken me a while because I'm either really busy or just too tired to write. I'm so sorry 😭 Since you're anonymous, you won't see that I answered I think but I hope you find it anyway <3 Anyway it's been a while for my pookies so it felt a lil' stiff.. but oh well
BEN DROWNED , EYELESS JACK , TICCI TOBY
PLATONIC !
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BEN DROWNED
You're unlikely to get along at first, not that you dislike each other, but Ben is more on the introverted side and if you're not the type to initiate conversation it probably took a while for you both to get along.
He's the type of person who tries to make you get out of your shell, especially around him, so when you're closer, he'll definitely try to egg you into being more rude towards him. He thinks it's funny, but he will give back as good as he gets.
You'll probably end up with a more stereotypical relationship where he'll bully you and then threaten bodily harm to anyone else who does! Not necessarily protective, but he's spent too long trying to get you out of your shell around him to let someone ruin it.
Will definitely convince you to pull pranks on anyone else around you, and if it's towards anyone you both know, he'll immediately throw you under the bus with no hesitation. Not that they believe him, in any case.
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EYELESS JACK
He's basically Ben's opposite; but he's also someone who you won't speak with at first either since he's kind of introverted as well. But he's essentially the type of person who'll just take the blunt of any social interaction for you, anyway.
Probably doesn't help you come out of your shell, expect maybe with him, but it's the thought that counts?
He's also way more protective, so he develops a tendency to follow you around to make sure he's there in case anyone or anything makes you uncomfortable, so that he can make sure to get you out of the situation. Very sweet!
He'll be more disapproving if you say anything. He doesn't think "someone like you" should be saying things like that and will likely just scold you for acting that way.
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TICCI TOBY
He does help you get out of your shell more, but.. not the way you might expect it. He's used to being the younger one, y'know? So he'll likely unconsciously push you into situations where you're kinda forced to talk with others.
He feels bad about it sometimes though, if you notices that you're actually uncomfortable and since he's more social than the others he's also quick to take control of the situation if he does notice.
Absolutely menace if you start acting rudely or anything, if you say one even slightly rude thing he is running with it. You go low and he'll go lower, so you'll probably learn not to say things to him 'cause he gives worse than he gets. Loves bullying others with you though!
It's a weird relationship where he'll either act like a spoiled younger brother or a protective older brother depending on the day or minute.
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equizona · 13 days
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ohhh wait if you still accept creepypasta requests, does that mean you would still write yandere simulator requests? Or is that different because of the whole yandev situation? /gen
I'm not going to lie and say I know a lot about the situation ; every time I've tried to find out more it's always been really clustered or had people disproving it or something so I definitely don't know as much as I maybe should.
For now, I'd say that since nobody makes money off the things I write that I'd accept requests for it, I just won't be promoting it via masterlist's and such to not give a wider audience, I think? Of course this might change but for now I think that's where I'll stand on the matter
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equizona · 13 days
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The NEED to write for sam has me in a chokehold I've never married anyone in stradew but I wanna write for them so bad anyway
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equizona · 13 days
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I went back and deleted all my drafts
I would say I feel strangely free because of a clean slate or something poetic like that but really I've forgotten what they were all about and I'll forget I even erased them soon
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equizona · 16 days
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Came online to see 76?! asks in my box and I I just 🧍‍♂️what do I do now.
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equizona · 22 days
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reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions
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equizona · 2 months
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reasons i haven’t replied back:
- i’m socially exhausted - i don’t have the time right now - i don’t know how to reply - i have a bad memory and got distracted - i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise
not reasons i haven’t replied back:
- i’m ignoring you just because - i hate you - i’m fed up with you - i don’t want to be your friend anymore
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equizona · 2 months
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I miss writing on here haha I promise guys I will be get to all the requests soon my new school is just super stressy
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equizona · 2 months
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I forget I have Tumblr
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equizona · 3 months
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Just to make sure, you don't write for the creepypastas anymore, do you?
I'll absolutely take requests for them it's just that I won't be writing for them on my own ideas anymore <3 so if you have something for me to write go ahead and send it !
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equizona · 7 months
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How to write for jjk
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equizona · 8 months
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Seeing a post with 20 images thinking Tumblr changed for the better for once and changed the 10 limit image rule only to test it and see the you've reached the max limit of 10 images and then notice I have broken the law by adding 11 pictures somehow
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equizona · 8 months
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I'm about to make this into a winx dedicated blog
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equizona · 8 months
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I'm in love with Cyno.
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equizona · 9 months
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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐖𝐄 𝐌𝐄𝐓
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starring – diluc ragnvindr :: kaeya alberich :: albedo :: childe :: kamisato ayato :: wanderer
summary – sometimes you wish you could go back in time and prevent yourself from ever meeting him
warnings – angst, implied death, spoilers (maybe?)
note – saw a tik tok that inspired this <3 anyhow, wanderer finally came home and I feel it is important you all know I only played this game for him <3
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the night we met :: lord huron
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DILUC RAGNVINDR
diluc is difficult to love because he will not love you; perhaps he cherishes you more than anything in his life, but he can not allow himself to keep you close. He will let you do as you please, so you may be happy, but he stays awake wondering what fate will befall you because you refuse to keep your distance from him. It hurts, watching your face fall when he ignores your anniversary despite memorizing the date as a core memory because he wants you to leave. He is too weak to do it himself, but he knows you will be safer when you finally learn to hate him.
KAEYA ALBERICH
Kaeya goes out of his way to make life difficult for you because he realizes that he cares for you too much. It is such a sudden change from the charismatic charming man you know to the borderline cruel person who actively seeks to ruin your life. Any affection you held for him burns down fast, while his remains the same. He wishes he could burn his own bridges as easily as he can burn yours. But he is terrified of the day where he will either have to make the choice himself or will have to see something through regardless of his own wishes. He doesn't know which is worse, but if it can not be painless for him, then at least he hopes he will lessen your burden by making you hate him. At least he won't be a traitor in your eyes, if you always see him this way.
ALBEDO ;; KREIDEPRINZ
It is never on purpose. It has always been like that. He is not human, even if he may sometimes wish he were. Time feels slower for him; while you wish to celebrate a one year anniversary, he doesn't understand. It is just one year. You are both so fundamentally different that he does not see what you see, he tries but he is so caught up in how own world, his own ambitions, that it is easy for him to forget how human you are. And when he realizes why so many things mattered to you that didn't matter to him were so important, you will already be gone, and he wonders if it would have been better to just be alone forever than to have his world ripped out of his hands too early.
CHILDE ;; TARTAGLIA
The thrill of the battle is something he can not let go of, the adrenaline rush and the thrill of having his life on the line. It is so much better when he knows he will die shall he fail. He knows it bothers you, knows it worries you that one day he will go down and you will be without him, but he isn't willing to stop. It is an addiction, a need. He rushes into fights even with you, doing things just for the rush of the way you scream at him, hoping you'll throw things around and attack him, as he let's his own anger take over and run the charge. It is painful; the constant fighting, and the constant fear. But he can not stop it. He is all too devoted to the adrenaline rush.
KAMISATO AYATO
You will never be his first priority, you are barely ever even his second priority. His devotion is to his family, his sister first and foremost. Then to his duty and the lives he is in charge of. It is never you, sometimes he even puts your life at the line even as it pains him. He knows where his loyalties must lie, and they can never be with you. He will watch the fear in your eyes, feel the way you shake and cry in his arms despite the both of you knowing he is at fault. He sees the life in your eyes die day by day and his heart breaks, wishing you would free yourself from this nightmare already.
WANDERER ;; SCARAMOUCHE
He wishes he were better, wishes he had the chance to meet you centuries down the line when he had grown and learnt. But he meets you at the start of his learning process, and it is painful. He spews the cruelest words he can manage, hitting each and every vulnerable part that you have shown him, willing or not. He apologies, he knows he is wrong so he does his best to apologize and make up for it, but he does it all again the next day. He knows it hurts; can not phantom why you stay with him when all he does is cause you misery. But you do, and he knows you will abandon him too, and he is too selfish to let you go himself.
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equizona · 10 months
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I'VE SEEN THE MIGUEL O'HARA GUY
ALL OVER MY PAGE
I WILL WATCH IT IMMEDIATELY WHEN I GET THE CHANCE
I have over 80 asks that have just been there for so long now send help
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