I’m living the dream, but I realized that it’s harder and lonelier. I hope I find friends like my anything under the sun group. I also want to find someone like B but someone who is LOYAL TO ME and will ALWAYS CHOOSE ME.
Never have I thought that this day will come. A first for all the mothers in our generation has passed away. I’m sorry that I wasn’t proactive enough to send a video but I do hope that you know how much our family loves you. We are socially awkward and do not know how to express ourselves properly. We may not be that close but you are a family to us. You were always present in all our milestones ever since we get to know you. Thank you for all the wonderful memories. We love you.
My dreams are in my finger tips. I’m almost there. All my life, I focused on this. I am ready to love myself and find love but then, pandemic happened. I’m still optimistic but now, my health is in trouble. I’m scared. What if all this journey will end sooner than I thought. There are lots of what if’s. I was hoping the doctor will give me a ray of hope but he didn’t reply to me. I was hoping he will give me a go signal to pursue my dreams but instead he still making me wait. I want to tell my best friend but I don’t want him to pity me. I also regret telling my friends about the result. I’m scared. I don’t want to end like this. I want to help my family. I want to find love. I want to get married. I want to have my own life.