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drunk rafe nd shy!reader talking when he starts telling her all about his dark twisted plans of marrying her and getting her pregnant, that she’s going to be his forever. <3

"you need to sleep, rafey," you hum, trying to keep your boyfriend upright while you get him inside tannyhill.

topper had been sweet enough to drop the two of you off before heading home, knowing that you would have trouble driving rafe's truck. you had to remember to thank him tomorrow, maybe bake him some brownies, since you remembered those were his favorite last time you made them.

"wha' i need is you-" he slurs back, and you giggle. rafe never gets drunk like this, and he's usually always composed. the extra shots at the end did him in—the boys were celebrating something that didn't make much sense to you.

"what you need is an advil and some water. and greasy food tomorrow morning, don't worry, i'll make some for you."

"i know y'will." you try to sneak in, remaining as quiet as you can while you guide rafe up the stairs. you're sure everyone's asleep and though rafe's family seemed to really like you, you don't want to make a bad impression. rafe's being loud, and you pray no one wakes up while you get him into his bedroom.

finally finishing the journey up the staircase, rafe gets on his bed, struggling to untie his laces. you can't help your smile, the laugh spilling out. you never get to see him like this.

you hurry over, dropping down and taking the laces into your hands, untying them quickly. rafe kicks off his shoes and sits up on the bed, opening his arms to you. you know you should go and find the bottle of advil, but you can't resist, crawling into his lap and steadying yourself by holding onto his arms. he looks right into your eyes, something that always makes your face burn.

"you're a real good girl, y'know that?" rafe says, words a little less slurred. you smile and nod gently, at a loss for words. rafe's hand comes up to touch your jawline, holding you there a little tightly, but not painful at all. "really. mean it. you're so perfect."

"rafe-" you protest quietly, entire body flushing with a wave of heat. you're used to all kinds of praise for him, it's really commonplace for the two of you, but this feels different—feels more intimate, maybe because you know he's in the state of mind that makes you say everything you're thinking.

"no, i mean it. you're perfect for me. you always listen, always do what i say. how'd you get like that, hm?"

"i don't know," you mumble. he's drunk, so you think he won't remember. "you bring it out in me."

"good. you're so good." you smile, resting your head against his shoulder, eyes shutting while you inhale his scent. "m'gonna marry you as soon as i fuckin' can." your eyes shoot open, a laugh bubbling to the surface.

"rafe-"

"no, really. maybe i should knock you up now, make sure no one gives us any problems."

you pick your head up, looking back at your boyfriend. he seems to be in his own world, lost in his thoughts.

"that sounds good. knock you up and then marry you, and then it'll jus' be me you and the kids forever. that's right. perfect. gotta get on that." you listen with wide eyes and parted lips. even in his drunken state, he wonders if he scared you this time.

"promise?"

#im still hopelessly thinking about this

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[names my sons cain and abel] alright. get to it

#east of eden

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rafe meeting shy reader’s parents for the first time

im thinking of right after... ♡

truth be told, you had been really nervous about the whole thing. rafe was a great boyfriend to you, but sometimes a bit too blunt. you worried your parents might not like him as much as you do, that they might not be okay with your new relationship.

and though you now understood that there was no force in the world that could keep you away from him, you still wanted your parents to like him. which, of course, they did. he charmed them easily, bringing a bottle of their favorite red and flowers for your home. he struck up easy conversation with your dad about business and how lovely your house was with your mom.

all in all, perfect. while your parents loaded the dishwasher, you excused the two of you, insisting you needed to give rafe some of his stuff back from upstairs.

when you get him into your bedroom, you close the door, pushing him against it and leaning in for a hot kiss. you wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him down and against you, tongues wet against each other, with your biting down on his lip until he pulls away.

"hey, hey. easy. they're right down there."

"i don't care," you mumble, lovestruck. you pull him in again, mind going completely blank except for a want to keep rafe's lips on yours. he manhandles you a little, pushing away from the door to at least get further into your bedroom.

he only gets you pushed against another wall, legs wrapping themselves around rafe's waist automatically, pressing yourself against him in a way that has him concerned.

"woah, woah, hold on, kid. we're going back down for dessert, can't have it obvious-"

"who cares about dessert?" you protest, and you look up at him with your pretty eyes filled with lust, chest heaving in the pretty sundress he'd been admiring all night. you're flushed and warm, overcome with a wanting for rafe that needed to be satisfied now, though you're even a little confused yourself where it stemmed from.

"really? you wanna fuck with your parents downstairs?"

"is that so wrong? we do it at tannyhill.."

"no one's around at tannyhill. c'mon, calm down. i don't need them hatin' me already. they just started likin' me."

you sigh a breath of protest, shoulders falling, but you don't complain. you still stalk back up, close to your boyfriend, putting your hands on his shoulders, looking up with your swollen lips and fluttery eyes.

"i knew they'd like you. y'know, i like you too.. a lot."

"yeah, kid. i can tell."

"i jus' wanna show you how much i like you, s'all." your words are becoming a little slurred, eyes a little dazed, lips a little pouty. you lean up for another kiss, gentle this time, moaning into his mouth while your nails grip rafe's arm through his pressed button up.

"c'mon baby. you're gonna get me in trouble," rafe says when he pulls away, resting his forehead against yours. he can make out the sound of the faucet shutting, the fridge opening to retrieve the cake you'd made earlier.

"not if we're quick, right?" you rake your nails—freshly done today, pink and pretty just how he likes—against rafe's chest. "and i can be quiet... right?" you lean in again, pressing a hot kiss to rafe's jaw. "no one has to know-"

in hindsight, it was a mistake letting himself get swayed by you like this. he blamed your boldness this time, usually too shy to ask for what you want, just relying on rafe to give it to you. but he's still a man, one madly in love—at that—and he doesn't think he can resist you if he tries.

rafe ends up in a position he's not used to—lying on his back on your soft, sweet-smelling sheets, against a pillow and next to a stuffed teddy. you're on top, your dress hiked up and panties yanked to the side. the top is pushed down just enough to show him your tits, one of his ringed fingers teasing your nipple while the other guides your hips.

you're close already, he can tell, the way your entire body trembles, how you're biting your lip so hard it's about to bleed to keep yourself silent. besides for the sound of his skin slapping against yours and your whimpers, the room is silent. it's not gonna take much, but he decides to give it to you anyways.

his grip tightens, thrusting up and fucking into you hard, controlling the pace. your hands which had been lying flat on his chest to hold yourself up, were abandoned to cover your mouth instead, his eyes glued to where he was sliding inside of you.

"c'mon, kid. fuck. you wanted it, didn't ya? gotta be quick, then. shit." you clench around his dick, a strangled moan escaping your lips. he has half a mind to push your face into the mattress and fuck you from behind, but it's gonna have to wait.

you're getting close. he's getting close. another second of rafe fucking you like this, with you on top but still having no control, hitting that spot inside you that makes you see stars and have your eyes rolling back. you're so close you can taste it, gushing around his dick and knowing he's gonna fill you up with the way he goes faster, until you hear a knock on the door.

"honey? rafe? dessert's ready."

"god! m'coming!"

ten minutes later, you're eating chocolate cake with rafe's cum spilling out of you, probably dripping down your thigh and making a mess. his hair is a mess, your lips swollen. you catch his eye while he's shoving cake in his mouth and neither of you can hold back your laughter.

your parents haven't noticed anything yet, but you can't make eye contact with them for a week after.

but it was definitely worth it.

#angel im so sorry i corrupted your innocent prompt like this #rafe cameron #rafe cameron x reader #that being said i need his dick so badly or i may die

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https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGeHmADAW/

*sigh* rant of the day ladies....

link

oh my god I’d fall in love so fast. I would get shy and start blushing immediately stop

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the way that gif with the hair is giving kook!reader and rafe at one of her friend’s wedding or graduation. like omg

you're so right. for some reason the first thing that came to mind was church for a kook wedding or something like that. could be easter mass too. the gif in question

normally rafe always sits next to you at events like this. you make sure he's paying attention in between jokes with kelce and top, earnestly telling them to stop talking and be respectful. they usually listen.

but today he'd run late, and you'd come over to the church with your family anyways. he wasn't that late, but not early enough to convince you to get up from being squeezed between to your parents to sit a row back with him.

he recognizes you by the back of your head and the yellow sundress you'd shown him and the boys yesterday, wanting opinions and making a joke that they should match you. top and kelce had laughed. rafe had gone to ward's closet to find a yellow tie.

he excuses himself past the people in the beginning of the pew, getting behind you and tapping your shoulder. you look back surprised, thinking rafe would sit with his family.

"hey, you made it-" your eyes flick down to the yellow lying on his white dress shirt. "you know, i was just joking about the matching-"

"yeah, i know. coincidence." you smile at rafe, laughing gently. your parents turn to say hi, and the two of you stay like that for a moment before you turn, the ceremony starting.

he's bored quick without you next to him. watching your honest eyes take in the scene usually kept him going. even now, he can see you tear up at the pastor's words and wipe them away with your hands.

your hair falls over the back of the wooden pew, dangles there loosely. before he can think about it, he takes a piece in his hand, playing with it between his fingers.

you turn at the touch. the hair slips away.

"what're you doing?"

"nothin'." you two lock eyes for a minute until your mother taps your shoulder, until you look ahead.

the second you have, he goes back to spinning the hair around his hand softly. he can't tell, but you're smiling.

#eee this gif is so cute #rafe cameron #rafe cameron x reader #ty for requesting angel

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the stuff going on at columbia campus rn is genuinely incredible

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SANDRA BULLOCK as SALLY OWENS in practical magic (1998)

#shy reader musings

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Pope + JJ + reader = my favs 💗💗

god please stop... theyre my bfs in my head... the dynamic.. the banter... esp with shy reader STOP!!!!!! and if rafe ever cornered her for a conversation theyd both swoop in so fast !!! and then he realizes what's going on here and rafes like these pogues are disgusting double teaming a girl like this.... strengthens his hate lmfaoooooo

but seriously just to briefly expand; early mornings with pope and making breakfast to bring back to sleepy jj, not going anywhere without one of them at your side, dinner with pope's family and his parents don't know the dynamic but jj lets something slip or calls you 'their princess' or something so goofy and cringe mr heyward is like.. son. what is going on here. sitting in between them in the front of pope's truck (!!!). sitting on the dock all pretty when they help out pope's dad or are making deliveries waiting for them. they use their tip money to buy you something pretty n you put it on for them at night <3 constantly searching for somewhere to sneak off to that can hold all three of your since each of you have tiny bedrooms.. have been caught fuckin' in the back of the twinkie at least twice.. you go to john b when you're mad at your boys and he's like "nah, you guys fucked up, she's mine now. ain't that right sweetheart?" and you nod but you laugh bc noooo !

#this may be the best concept ever written on this blog #📮 asks #jj maybank #pope heyward

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can u do reader asking rafe to leave the room so she can change? it’s a tiktok trend rn if im not mistaken

imagine this but him and kook trio reader havent started dating yet... ♡

rafe doesn't see you set up your camera in the corner, but he looks up when he hears your voice.

"rafe. can you go wait downstairs for a minute?"

"shut up. m'busy, i gotta finish this-" you think he's doing something important on his phone, glancing over to see a chess match in progress. not even the kind in the imessage games, the app, meaning he's playing a robot.

"rafe! i need to change. can you go wait outside at least?"

that gets his attention. he sets the chess down, staring up at you. right now you're wearing one of his big shirts and sweatpants, but he sees a white dress he recognizes as one of his favorites in your hand, brown sandals waiting by your feet. you two are meeting kelce and top for dinner on the pier, which admittedly, he forgot about.

"the fuck are you talkin' about?"

"i need to change. can you just go outside for a second? thank y-"

"don't fuckin' thank me. m'not going anywhere."

"um-"

"you change in front of me everyday. we've seen each other naked. why the fuck would i go outside?"

you flush at the memory, though you had been sure that you two had been too drunk to remember.

"rafe. it's called privacy. ever heard of it?"

"no. get changed with me here or not at all." you groan, though you can't stop the smile on your face at the fact that he won't leave. you don't even remember that you're recording it. you hear rafe snort to himself. "wants me to leave. y'lucky if i keep my eyes closed."

at dinner, kelce and top start talking about something with his new boat. you turn to rafe, playing with the hem of your white dress.

"you know i never change in front of kelce or top."

it comes out almost like a question, like you want to know what he thinks about that. when you look up at him, he's staring right back at you. you two always sit close but right now it feels even more than just close, you can see his freckles and he can see a fallen eyelash on your cheek. his fingers twitch with the urge to brush it away.

"good. keep it that way."

#in luv with them #tysm! i hope u love it #rafe cameron #rafe cameron x reader #kook trio reader

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Ok but what about shy girl reader being really frightened by something to the point of tears and calling rafe but struggling to explain why shes upset only that she needs him while he’s going batshit on the other line worried about her

this was lovely ! rafe certainly has his own methods of calming down shy reader when she's scared ... hehe <3

of course it happens on a night where rafe's out of town, one of the first that he's not around since the two of you have started dating. you had become awfully accustomed to having rafe sleeping right next to you, ever since your third or fourth date, that had been the norm. if not, he was always down the street or a phone call away.

and really, you tried to keep it together. it was just one of those nights—kickstarted by the time you'd spent with your friends morning. you were only trying to keep yourself occupied while rafe was away, thinking they'd help pass the hours, but you'd all headed to the movies, and of course, it was a horror showing.

even in the broad daylight, you felt scared throughout the day the demon from the movie was going to get you. heading back home for the day, it didn't help that the only thing on tv was true crime documentaries playing back to back. the cherry on top was your parents heading out for dinner with their friends on the mainland, saying they'd be back tomorrow morning.

you tossed and turned for what seemed like hours. not even the gentle lull of your records and thirty pages of war and peace could get your mind to settle and put you to sleep.

what you really needed was your boyfriend. he could fix anything, make everything seem better. your fears needed his protectiveness near by to keep them at bay, otherwise they'd spill over and conquer like they were right now.

but you were trying to be good—trying to show rafe you weren't always so clingy, that he could have space when and if he needed it. besides for your replies to his periodic check-ins you hadn't much texted him today, knowing he was busy.

the final crack of a branch outside, cutting through the eerie whistling of the wind against your house and the sound of the waves far away had you scrambling up. you flicked on the lamp and checked that your door was locked for the tenth time that night.

deep breaths, you tried to remind yourself, like rafe would always tell you. you tried to head to the window to see what the noise was from but fear overtook, dialing rafe's number and listening to the rings while crawling back into bed, pulling your knees to your chest.

like always, he answers before it gets to three rings.

"hey. what'd you still doin' up? s'late."

"rafe-" and you can't stop the ramble that spills out, all in one breath. "um, we saw this scary movie today and the demon was outside the house and then it was in the house and then it possessed the girl when she was alone and now i'm home alone because mom and daddy left and there was this serial killer show on tv and i wasn't even watching but he killed girls home alone too and i just heard something outside and m'scared-"

"woah, woah. slow down. you saw a scary movie?" you try to catch your breath, but it's hard, picturing rafe wherever he was pacing around listening to you, instead of being next to you like he should be.

"i-um, i'm scared, rafe-" you finally get out slowly, and you sniffle, feeling hot tears run down. really, you shouldn't have gone to see that movie.

"hey, hey. s'fine. gonna be okay, just need to relax. can you do that for me?" you nod, forgetting he can't see you. "good girl. is everything locked? downstairs too?"

"y-yes..think so. i checked when i got home."

"even the back door? and the guest window, the one i come in through?" you flush at the memory of rafe sneaking in through that window.

"yes. mm-hm."

"alright, kid. no one's comin' in then. and those movies are crap anyways. y'need to learn how to say no to those friends."

"i know. it seemed like a good idea then-"

"yeah, i know. you got a light on?"

"my lamp."

"good. now get into bed. y'need to relax or you'll never fall asleep. jesus."

"okay," you mumble, sliding in and getting comfortable. "how do i relax?"

"how do you usually relax?" he questions, though your face flushes at the answer you want to give. there's only one surefire method of getting you to calm down when you're like this, something rafe is well aware of.

"um.. i don't know." your bedroom was cold a second ago, now everything felt warm and tingly.

"yeah. sure you don't. c'mon, get your clothes off. i'll help you relax."

"oh." it comes out like a little moan, soft. you comply with his instructions. "thanks rafey."

you hear him laugh, though he still sounds rough on the phone.

"yeah, y'welcome. gotta do everything, don't i? clothes off yet? good. now start touching y'self for me.."

#phone sex with rafe !! <3 #sorry babe i made this wholesome idea a little freaky at the end but sooo cute !! #rafe cameron #rafe cameron x reader

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oh my god im obsessed!!!!! this is soooo perfect it’s giving lana’s unreleased albums !

trailerbunny!reader moodboard ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

dealer!rafe’s bunny. trailer park princess. tiny shorts. cherry soda. hair rollers. candy lips. bubblegum. garage sales. pageant lover. diner dates. lollipops. heart-shaped anything. vintage americana. chronic hoarder.

#cannot wait to see what you come up for them !

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can u write something about rafe’s ex posting this with her friend and him seeing it pls?? thank you!! https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRw1qQrx/

this is so cute, love me some ex bf rafe <3

tiktok trends. ┆ r.cameron.

“alright take that shit down,” he said, sighing heavily over the line, and you leant back against the headboard

“take what down?” you teased, “you know what.”

“i really don’t know what you mean, rafey” you mumbled, the pet name rolling off your tongue so sweetly it made him let out a heavy breath as his pants tightened

“that shit you posted with sarah on your tiktok.” he huffed, his hand moving down to cup his dick in his pants, attempting to remove the strain his slacks gave

holding the phone with one hand while you held the ‘R’ initial necklace that rafe gave you a couple months back, running your fingers over the gold letter, “oh that,”

“yeah, that.” he replied, “don’t want anyone thinkin’ your available.” he added, and you laughed softly

“but i am,” you corrected, “we’re not exclusive rafe.” you added, leaning over to grab the nail file from your nightstand

“you were the one that made that clear, remember?” you purred, “i’m just doing what you wanted.”

“that isn’t what i meant and you know it.” he replied, “oh well,”

you heard some shuffling on his end which made you smirk, “got somewhere you gotta be, hm?”

“i’m on my way,” he quickly said, “i’m not home.”

“i have your location, you’re home.” he replied, “oh so, you’re stalking me now?”

you moved to lay on your stomach, biting the tip of your acrylic nail as you waited for his response,

“you never blocked me,” he chuckled, “must’ve wanted me to see what you were up to.”

“you’re delusional.” you huffed, “key still in the same place?” he asked, and you smirked hearing as his truck started up

“under the back door mat.” you quickly said, “hurry.” you added, he chuckled, “see you soon baby.”

#looove this

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having been on obx!tumblr for a while i feel like the common jj to rafe gal pipeline need to be studied 😭

no it srsly does. you all would not recognize if i posted the fic i wrote for jj in 2020 when watching for the first time. its jj and kook reader who meet at midsummers, she's rafe's date bc their parents are trying to get them together and she's had a crush on rafe for ages and then hes a huge dick to her and gets all sleazy w kelce n top and jj saves her basjifhs

for some reason i wrote it that reader n her family were staying at tannyhill post hurricane and then jj sneaks into her room that night to make sure shes okay and ofc right where i stopped is rafe knocking on her door while jj and her are baring their souls on the carpet

i get that tastes change over four years but the difference is now i WANT rafe to be mean and sleazy to me, jj could not pull me away from him no matter what abrjfsaknhja

so overall yes it needs to be studied. we're all hilarious for going thru the same pipeline tho

#im cryin #luv my jj girls dont get me wrong #also once again ill talk all this talk abt rafe when im fullly a pope girl #📮 asks

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I already sent an ask earlier but I'm unashamed to double send lol.

My white Mary Janes arrived today and it reminded me of shy reader, she's so special to me lol.

I'm acc in love with them though they have 3 straps and the perfects heel height. And they come in a metallic pink I might die if I don't buy.

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omg hi!! i need to answer the other one i see it i just wanted to sit down and address every part !! but omgg stop loooove mary janes so cute ! i have white ones too we are such twins stopp i got them for my college graduation and i felt like such a princess bc the heel was gigantic

they sound PERFF!! send a photo? 3 straps is soo cute but pink ugh that would be so baddie srsly. mary janes with bow moment also could steal my heart ! ahhhh cant wait to see !

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no bc if rafe was my boyfriend i would send him all my thirst trap tiktoks i make bc im too scared to actually post them and well duh someone has to see them! (this almost feels like shy!reader) and with no context ofc😭

omg you are so right this is soooo shy reader!!

especially when she gets all dolled up before one of their dates or she's going to a party with her friends and tipsy enough to feel confident esp since her girls are hyping her up!!

i can imagine her recording like a fit check by putting the camera on the ground and then stepping away and up to show the outfit and twirling esp if its a going out fit !! rafes eyes would fall out of his head i fear seeing the little tiktok logo but then shes like no its private <3

or one of those mouthing along to lyrics esp if its a song he likes a lot that he knows she wouldnt listen to like future or travis or sm. it doesn't even have to be revealing he would be hard asf tho. source: i just know him

hes the type to spend an hour trying to figure out how to make a tiktok like that his wallpaper when you hold down on it. immediately comes over to show u when he finally gets it. ur like rafe its 2 in the morning.

the out of context part is so funny imagine he doesnt know she last min decided to go out with the girls & receives a video with her tits out in the shortest dress full face singing along to glock in my lap hed spam her immediately going 'WHERE R U. PICK UP'

#this was so fun to think abt. i love him hwfjqsbf #📮 asks

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everytime shy reader walks into a room sunsetz by cigarettes after sex starts playing in rafe's head

#this song is SOOOOOOO them i cant breathe or think straight