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i love it when people can't finish telling a joke or a story because they are laughing so hard. they get the giggles and whatever they are saying is absolutely incomprehensible. nothing could be as funny as watching them struggle through it, nothing could be as infectious as their joy. truly a wonderful human moment

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i am doomed by the narrative. ignore that i am also the author of the narrative

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so much of being an ok person is just 1) not panicking, 2) not taking things personally, and 3) not letting the vindictive gargoyle that lives in your head tell you what to do. this sucks because brains love doing those things

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I wish I knew what to tell you

I wish I knew what to say

I wish you to know

That I so badly want to say

All the things you ask of me

All the things you need

I just can't bring myself

To unintentionally you decieve

You pushed me

You admitted

Even though you didn't mean to

You thought I might

And you were right

Does that mean we're both acquitted?

I wish to be honest with my:

"Everything will be okay."

I really wish I could promise

When I answer to your "Stay?"

But I'm scared

And confused

I don't know what to do

We're both hurt

Abused

And it wouldn't be fair to you

If I promised you the moon

When she's oh so far away

But for now I promise

That I will try to stay

#writing #poem #love nearly unrequited

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I feel like this

And i think you feel like this

And I'm sorry

I uswd to be so good with words

But I feel like I've been robbed of my breath

My language

Is fading

#Spotify

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I uswd to be so good with words

But I feel like I've been robbed of my breath

My language

Is fading

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I don't even know how to feel about this

👋 I like your shoelaces.

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God if it had been anyone else

If you had been single

Not with her

I would have

Without second thought

Kissed you in the back if that bus

But I know you cant

So I won't make it difficult for you

I love you

Always will

Deep inside

I love you

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Valentina Lobeira in Drowning Princess photographed by Jvdas Berra. Styled by Kristabela Garza.

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How do you balance not feeling okay

With feeling like you're not allowed to feel okay

Considering every thing

That is going on

How am I allowed to feel like breaking for no goddamned good reason

How can I feel like this

People are dying

Killing

Grieving

And i dare threaten to fall apart

Little

Insignificant

me

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Time is doughnut shaped

I used to think this, like the trolls from the Discworld.

The same events keep repeating, over and over, with only subtle differences in flavour. But would not account for these differences.

Instead, I propose it is like a thread that loops over itself, the crossings are the places events repeat.

All those overlaps? Repetitions of events. But slightly altered, due to the way the loops move through space.

What brought this realisation on? The fact that Miss Rona is sneaking back, my school is halfway empty due to sick kids and there's a huge Animal Crossing update.

#personal thoughts #mini rant #time #reasoning #idea #theory #theories #time theory #speculative #animal crossing #corona pandemic

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im so enamored with stories that portray love as something soft and kind because i do think that love at its core is an act of kindness. its part of the reason i prefer the idea of growing into love instead of falling in love because when i think of growing into love i think of a garden, like love is something to cultivate, to tend to daily, a steady progression of growth with some setbacks, a few dying leaves here and there, having to move to a bigger pot and a spot with more sunshine, but it’s still something that at the end of the month, or a year, or a decade, or a lifetime you can look at and see the product of your dedication, see exactly what it means to pour your heart into something. i just! love reading about kind love!

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Why am I still jealous?

You're happy

I don't care

Then why am I still feeling so left out

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fucking forehead to forehead is so intimate like pls... be careful........ our souls are gonna get intertwined........

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I'm not in love anymore

Which, I suppose is good

I couldn't have you anyway

#writing #love prose #prose