connor “itchy cable knit sweater” murphy
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“ is there anything else you want to say to me? ”
MISC // ACCEPTING
huffs indignantly, causing the curl that dangles in front of his face to swing out into the air like the a string of dandelion seeds. “ no. ” he says simply, because frankly, he feels as though he’s wasted enough breath on the situation. he’s sick of guys like stu - cool and attractive and passionate, things that he wished he could feel like he was too, that he could show.
but he knows that it isn’t stu’s fault. he’s never been terrible to connor like other kids, so why does he have such a contempt towards him ? “ i have better things to do than talk to you, ” he says, even though he doesn’t.
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ok so i’ve been gone (what else is new)...did tumblr on the computer just decide to fuckin stop letting us format??? everyone’s posts are fucking HUGE on my dash and all my drafts do too
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musingmemes:
reblog and bold your muses preference.
summer / winter / spring / fall
rain / snow / sun
lace / silk / cotton / velvet / denim
water / soda / liquor / beer / wine / coffee
breakfast / lunch / dinner
meat / sweets / fruits and vegetables
pop / rock / country / rap / other
staying up late / going to bed early
early rising / sleeping in
tv / movies / books / theater
extravagance / traditionalism / minimalism
love / money / power
having company / being alone / a healthy balance
dogs / cats
black / white / gold
for tattoos / against tattoos
white chocolate / dark chocolate / milk chocolate / none
city / nature / suburbs
religious / non religious
outer space / ocean
lots of friends / handful of friends / loner
meat eater / vegetarian / vegan
text message / phone calls / facetime
conservative / liberal / somewhere in the middle
belief in supernatural / no belief in supernatural
bright colors / pastel colors / neutral colors
christmas / halloween / thanksgiving / new years / none
email / hand writing letters
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“ i’m trying my best and it’s not good enough. it’s never good enough. ”
MISC // ACCEPTING
hums in acknowledgement, unsure how else to get through that he gets it. “ i know people will say they know how you feel a lot, when they really don’t ... but trust me, i know how you feel, ” he says, playing it off as something nonchalant, but he hopes that carrie understands how much he means it. he was no stranger to never being good enough, in the eyes of just about everyone.
sure, he doesn’t know her exact circumstance, but he can still try his best to make her feel heard, understood, seen...at the end of the day, isn’t that what everyone wants? to know that someone, anyone, gives a shit ? “ i’m not too good at the whole...advice thing...or, feelings in general...but if you wanna, like, talk about it... ? i’m a pretty good listener. ”
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i was planning to do stuff tn but i just got rlly sleepy so ill probably lurk on mobile but feel free to send me more of that last meme and ill get to them probably tomorrow!!
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misc sentence starters
“ i wish i knew how to talk about it. ”
“ you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together. ”
“ i don’t want to be alone anymore. ”
“ i wish i could hate you. ”
“ take a seat, we’re gonna be here a while. ”
“ i need you to trust me. ”
“ i missed/miss you. ”
“ she/he won’t listen to me. ”
“ let me do this for you. please. ”
“ is there anything else you want to say to me? ”
“ tell me something happy. ”
“ promise me. ”
“ i just want/wanted to help. ”
“ let me explain. ”
“ i didn’t/don’t need you to understand, i just wanted/want you to support me. ”
“ i’m on your side. ”
“ i’ve got your back, okay? ”
“ please, tell me you have a plan. ”
“ stay with me tonight. ”
“ don’t go. please. ”
“ i’ve been alone for so long i’m afraid i don’t know what it’s like not to be. ”
“ talk to me. ”
“ i did what i had to do. ”
“ we can’t keep going on like this. ”
“ i’m just tired. ”
“ i’m scared. ”
“ it’s okay to be afraid. fear can be good. use it. ”
“ it’s better to expect disappointment. ”
“ hope is dangerous. ”
“ i like seeing you smile. ”
“ you look beautiful. ”
“ be patient with her/him. they’re trying. ”
“ i’m trying my best and it’s not good enough. it’s never good enough. ”
“ i’m starting to think i’m just fucked up. ”
“ have a drink with me. ”
“ she/he is better off without me. but i guess that’s their choice. ”
“ you can’t dictate what’s best for someone else. ”
“ can i help you? ”
“ i thought you’d like this. ”
“ do you wanna get out of here? ”
“ walk with me? ”
“ well, shit. ”
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no one deserves to be 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯. no one deserves to 𝙛𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮.
𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙝𝙮 from 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘯. by tove.
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‘and then you die,’ he finishes the sentence without much thought, then looks at connor with pursed lips. ‘right? that’s what you were going to say? or did i make this entire thing awkward?’
life’s a bitch. / @exitmade·.
he chuckles. ‘i was actually going to say ‘and it never ends’ but yours is a lot more optimistic, so let’s pretend that’s what i was going to say...besides, if either of us is going to make this awkward, it’ll probably be me.’
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@exitmade· : “ what’s the fucking point? ”
❛ connor, ❜ she starts, focus turned away from her pompom - making materials for the time being. the ‘you will be found’ project was probably one of the best things to come out of their school in a long time — she couldn’t even name another one off the top of her head. but no matter how honorable and brave it was to do it, gretchen knew it must have been hard to try and help other people with their problems when the person giving it needed help too. ❛ you’re reaching out to more people than you realize. what you’re doing is huge, and like— ❜ she pauses to bump his elbow with hers. ❛ it’s not a one - man job. i know you don’t exactly like me yet, but if you need me to help with something, i’ll do it. ❜
hurt / comfort sentence starters. accepting !
❛ you really think so ? ❜ he asks, furrowing his brows in worry, and a little bit of doubt, too. the bump of her elbow against his made his ears grow warm— he wasn’t used to touch in general, let alone a friendly, almost playful gesture from a plastic. correction: former plastic. now, she's a member of connor’s group...his project, the good thing that he’d begun ( with a little help, of course ). don’t get him wrong — he’s proud of it. but it’s hard to feel proud when there’s still a nagging little voice in the back of your head, telling you that nothing you do matters. you’ll never be good enough. the opposite of what he was preaching, ironically enough. he cracks a tiny, barely-there smile, a half-assed attempt at showing gretchen that he appreciates her enthusiasm ( because he really does, he’s just horrible at showing it ). ❛ thanks, gretchen. that means a lot...and, to be fair, i don’t like a lot of people. the fact that your friendship application is pending should be an honor enough. ❜ he jokes, and awkwardly repeats the elbow-touch she’d given him.
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angst child whomst i love
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‘i beg to differ,’ finley shouldn’t push the kid, but civility was not happening here, and that was very clear to see. ‘because people who are civil don’t use the word fuck in any aggressive sounding sentences. just sayin’,’
i’m being perfectly fucking civil. / @exitmade·.
connor scoffed, giving a roll of his eyes. ‘i happen to say fuck in all my sentences. including the civil ones,’ he said, smug smirk curled on his face. he loved messing with people who had no authority over him.
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@exitmade / sc .
❛ what up , smurf-y . ❜ his voice precedes his presence , but not by much . no sooner do insolent words roll off his tongue is he on connor like bees on honey . history books speak poorly of soldiers who brandish their swords into the backs of others , but –– fortunately for jimbo –– there is no code of honour to keep him from assailing an unsuspecting victim . he slaps open palms against connor’s back , right on the shoulder blades , and gives him a deliberate shove towards the locker-lined wall . ( nice . ) somewhere in the world , probably at a conference of bullies , he’s sure that somebody’s written bathroom poetry about the beauty of the sound of losers hitting lockers . thwack !
jimbo leans against the wall , tucking his hands nonchalantly into the pockets of his coat . the insolent smile sprawled across his lips gives the rest of his face a bright , elated appearance . fucking with connor is like taking somebody’s arm and twisting back further and further ; someday that joint will give out or the bone will break . ( snap , crackle , pop ! ) until then , pushing the limits is like a free adrenaline dispensary . he angles his head forward , still beaming . for the most part , looking into his face is like looking at a dog that’s bitten a kid but has no notion of the consequences . ❛ nice bag . you accidentally bring you mom’s purse to school ? ❜
he’d be lying if he said he was surprised by the attack . it’s not uncommon to find himself shoved around by other students, of both the popular and the unpopular breeds . and, of course, jimbo is one of his usual tormentors, so it comes as no shock. despite that fact, he still flinches under the touch, knowing what’s next ( the way his palms smack into the metal, narrowly saving his face from smashing into the locker, just bumping his chin at the last moment, but it most likely won’t leave a bruise ) — and he hunches his shoulders like a child receiving a scolding, long hair falling over his face and casting shadows over his skin .
rage is not an emotion that connor is unfamiliar with, and he feels it bubbling in the pit of his gut, but he knows it isn’t worth it . he is, to put it kindly, fucking weak and couldn’t hold a fight, and besides, the last thing he needs is another detention, or suspension, or another fuckin’ expulsion . so instead, he curls his hands into fists so that his black-painted nails dig crescent moons into the palms of his hands, and with all his might, rolls his eyes dramatically, straightening his posture as if he’s unbothered. ❛ wow, good one. i’m laughing so hard, can’t you tell ? ❜
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im finally makin fuckin ICONS babee !!
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just did a bad thing ... @sharesjoint
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