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But why do i still not feel. The content i longed for is a lie.

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Sometimes life reminds you how powerless you are. Felt like a knife slowly gnawing through my guts in that church. Watching your children crying their hearts out as they bury their father, hardly having started their own life.

Your sister, my mother, completely broken. Her younger brother, her last inherited family, gone.

You tried drowning your demons, but realized too late, that you were only drowning yourself.

Rest in peace.

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“My life used to be full of everything. Now if you aren’t with me I haven’t a thing in the world.”

— Ernest Hemingway

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40+ weeks of waiting time for a psychiatrist? Banger, see you in 2022 ig

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Chishiya is SUCH a bastard and I adore him.

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PARK BOM | TenStar (2021)

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Still doing drugs a bit too often, but Life is starting to look better.

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Those were days.

Ketamine, heroin, and cup noodles 👌🏼👌🏼

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Ritalin to wake up, be productive. GBL to go back to sleep.

#drug #drugs #gbl #ghb #ritalin #methylephenidate #stims #stimulant #stimulants #druggie #drug addict

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me, wildly depressed and actively using: why wont my friends notice im struggling????

my friends: *notice im struggling*

me, wildly depressed and actively using: omg...calm down im fine!!!

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I love being high.