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That piece of fucking shit.

#Ryan Haywood

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I know this isn't really important but the Battle Buddies episodes are gone...

#ry*n shit #it's upsetting to me #i know it isn’t relevant anymore cause of you know who but I feel bad just seeing it gone #it was a bit part of my life for several yeara #years

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FAHCBattlebuddies ----> fahc-nova-lesbian

(Blog will also be going under some updates over the next few days. Pfp and Header will definitely be changed.)

#Pinning this post for a while so people can see this post

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Me: (Sees a funny FAHC Post)

Me: (wants to add a something Ry*n related.)

Me: (remembers) ........ fuck

#anyways I'm struggling #Ry*n H*ywood

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Oh fuck so here we go. Um, feel free to reblog if you want but don’t be clowns and know that all of my current opinions could change by tomorrow so don’t see this as it.

I’m sure you are all aware of what has happened by now. So here’s what I’m going to say about it. Right off the bat If you are going to be negative to me about this just go ahead and unfollow right now. You know who you are.

Ryan was my favorite member of AH since he started. He always has been my favorite. I’m going to keep using his Vagabond persona in my writing and memes. The Vagabond is someone that I personally project a lot onto. Not Ryan himself but the Vagabond. I’m going to be changing up some stuff so it’s not as connected to Ryan as it currently is. I’m figuring out the details so give me some time and I’ll write a post about it.

I’m stepping away from RT/AH for a while. As stated before Ryan was my favorite. He was an influential person to me for so fucking long. I watched him grow out of his shell and decided I could do that. He’s what lead me to do a lot of stuff I did in high school. This is a big betrayal to me personally. I’ve used AH to get myself through some really dark times. This whole situation has made my mental health rapidly decline and now I don’t even really know what to do. I may be back at some point. Maybe not though. I want to try to associate AH with not-Ryan but I don’t know if I can.

This is where they get a little bit more on the Trigger Warning side and where people might get angry with me so if you don’t like that don’t read it. This isn’t calling anyone out specifically but if you feel offended by this than you might be apart of who I am talking about.

I’m a little bit pissed at the community right now. Where was all this hate when other AH members were doing bad things? When Jere%y said that racist joke in Golf It? Just weeks after promising Fi and the community he’d “do better”. Or when Ga)in and Geff used to joke about following attractive women around in their car? What about when Trev*r was literally accused by his ex of abuse? I mean don’t get me wrong Ryan is definitely NOT in the right but every other member of AH has done something shady. Now, this situation is all Ryan’s fault but from moment one the community harassed him and his family over this before we even got an idea of what was going on.  

You are committing sexual assault every time you share the link to the explicit content. It was released nonconsensually. You are allowed to have opinions over what is going on. Just don’t describe or share the pictures/videos. And don’t fucking send it to me or any of my mutuals.

No matter how badly Ryan fucked up, literally assisted a group of neo-nazis in sexually assaulting a man and in endangering the lives of his wife and their two small children just because those neo-nazis wanted to hurt RT for the crime of being liberal. You helped them do that. and I will never fucking forgive that. You know who you are. I know who you are. Don’t EVER interact with any of my stuff again. I don’t want to hear from you, see you, have you reblog anything of mine. Just don’t interact. I’ve already blocked some who I saw but this is something I will not back down from.

#not tagging this #holy fuck this is a lot to process

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Well.

https://twitter.com/RyanTheTwit/status/1313598106081132547?s=19

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I'm so tired.

I got 2 asks essentially calling me a coward. And one of them included a slur I will not be repeating, for not addressing the current thing going on.

Congrats, anonymous asks are getting turned off indefinitely! I really don't understand why it is so hard for you people to be fucking nice.

I legit haven't done anything wrong but it's becoming a repeated problem. I'm not addressing it because its a fucking trigger for me. Ok? Do I really need to spell it out for you?

I'm sorry everyone who has sent me nice anons and haven't been causing any problems but I'm done. I'm always open for non anon asks and if you don't want me to post your user then I'm willing to work with it.

Anyways I may be taking a small break from AH and this blog in general. I'll be back at some point.

#not tagging #I'm so tired

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If the Battle Buddies Missions Coexisted with the FAHC

Ryan: *Walks into the penthouse*

Geoff: Ryan you're back from the mission early??? Are you hurt?

Ryan: *Grabs a shotgun* Hitler's back.

Geoff: What????

Ryan: *cocks the shotgun* Hitler's back

#moons haunted #incorrect Achievement hunter quotes #Ryan #Geoff

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I'm not talking about it. I don't want to talk about it. If I get another god damn ask about it I will loose my shit.

My mental health has already been on a rapid decline and even slightly hearing about this is not helping.

#not tagging

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"Has to be pulled away by Ryan" op please you know that Ryan would actively be petting those cats too.

They'd need Geoff or Michael to pull them both away.

The media like to make Rimmy Tim out as a ruthless wild card who loves explosives.

But in reality Jeremy has dropped what he's doing to pet cats and has had to be pulled away by Ryan.

#the vagabond pretends he doesn’t like animals but we all know the truth #great post though op #hope you don’t mind my addition #Battle Buddies

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Congrats to Ryan and Alfredo for making it into Smash Brothers Ultimate! Fingers crossed for Geoff next!

#Minecraft steve #acheivement hunter #ah minecraft #Literally steve is in smash #wtfffff #smash bros

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me standing over a dead body with a bloody knife in my hand: look i know this looks very…uh…(absently snaps fingers three times) oh what’s the word….(”bad?”) no, not bad…i mean, yes bad, obviously, but…uh…it’s like “convicting” but it’s not? you know? well anyway..ugh this is gonna be bothering me all day until i think of it..

#RYAN #i can also imagine trevor or matt maybe #but definitely Ryan

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The End

Word Count: 541

Warnings: Death, violent deaths

Notes: I meant to post this last night but I was exhausted but here it is now! I may make a small companion piece. Or something larger depending on how I feel. I really want to start writing again so that would be a lot of fun. 

The end started like most things do for them, with the Battle Buddies.

They went protecting the crew from a crew much more ruthless than the FAHC. Their sacrifice allowed the others to escape. The two put up a fight before they went. The enemy was in shambles by the time it was over, more than half of their members dead or gone. The Battle Buddies’ bodies were never recovered, the crew can only pray it was quick. Only Ryan and Jeremy knew the truth.

The next was the twins, only a few months after the Buddies. A raid against the same enemy crew. Police arrived earlier than expected. Trevor was caught trying to help up Alfredo. Alfredo never made it up off the ground. The remainders were in pieces even though they had finished their task. After all 4 of them were gone.

A slow and agony filled 3 years passed before Matt claimed the 5th to go. Picked off during a drive-by not even intended for his crew. He passed surrounded by his remaining friends in a hospital bed.

Michael and Lindsay go for revenge. Michael’s demise is how he lived. A violent explosion. Nobody will ever forget the flames that engulfed a quarter of the city. Lindsay is soon after caught by the police. She never even made it to the station. Witnesses say she had given up after Michael had gone.

The remainder try to flee the island. The FIB and police want something different. They know the remainder are weak. Fiona is the 8th and Gavin the 9th of the titans to fall. Their helicopter shot down before they could land at the rendezvous. With their deaths, the 2 remaining safely flee.

A quiet town in Montana greets them. Jack and Geoff. They aren’t sure how to go on. 20 years would pass before the next would fall. A winding icy road leads Jack to her doom. Right off the edge of a highway road. The ditch several meters below is where she took her last breath.

Geoff is the last. He makes it another 15 years before his end. He refused to give up in honor of his friends. His body had grown weak and he knew he couldn’t stay. It was a peaceful end for at least one of the FAKES.

Los Santos is home to many ghosts. The grown-up citizens who were children when the FAHC reigned will tell you they were not all bad. Their missing friends would suddenly return with nothing more than a note saying "don't worry it's been dealt with" with a drawing of the crew symbol right below.

The only citizens who feared the FAHC were the ones who did real wrong. The FAHC may rob banks and kill but they skirted a fine line. Innocents were left alone. Police and gangs were the top of their lists.

The city never truly sleeps but if it's quiet enough you can hear the sounds of Sports cars racing through the streets. A quiet bar can bear the whispered laughter and "you idiot."

Los Santos is home to ghosts, but who is to say their intent? Who is to say it's truly them?

They always said a fake never rests.

#Fake AH Crew #I don't want to tag all the names sorry #my writing #reblogs are highly appreciated that's how I know you guys like my writing

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IF I WOULD STOP GETTING INTERRUPTED THAT WOULD BE GREAT

#I am desperately trying to finish this fic #I'm almost done but then I had to go to work #So I have to wait until I'm home to post it #I promise it will be done later #Cross my fingers and heart #shut up alley

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Work has been crazy so I'm finally getting caught up with AH stuff and wow.

Ryan seriously made a whole episode of TD dedicated to his electricity kink. I mean good for him, but he's not even caring anymore.

#ryan

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I mean

#Good! #let him have fun #that is a man who knows how to play 2 characters #NerdTM and EvilTM #there is no in between #Ryan

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In conclusion with rvb diesel as a prime example, you can absolutely rely on me to look at a thing and go “okay how do I make this jeremwood flavored”.

#don't @ me though #Its kinda a problem #Jeremwood