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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

#the way this brought tears in my eyes #man

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#hell yes

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a note to self

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This was my best friend’s cat Tigger. We just recently found out that his picture got around and that he became a bit of a meme.

He’s no longer with us, so thanks everyone for letting his goofy lil self live on.

Enjoy the extra pictures:)

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my roman empire atm:

i've never watched a tv couple that really kept me on my toes like this. every scene is just loaded with chemistry. frakity frak.

#WHY DID THEY HAVE TO CANCEL THE SHOW #ughhhhh #my otps #otps #brio #beth x rio #good girls #nbc #elizabeth x rio #the chokehold this otp has on me iswtg

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#just friends for your timeline #phoebe buffay #joey tribbiani

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Druig + Makkari: *exists*

Me:

#forever otp #drukarri #makkari x druig #druig #makkari #the eternals

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FRIENDS (1994-2004)

#not really thanksgiving but i just miss chandler #BING!!!! #chandler bing #friends

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#this one hits deep #very timely #how do i save myself from drowning in this thing called life #bernie thoughts

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fvcking yes, steven. YES, GO TELL THEM.

Steven's (correct) pitch for TEAM CONRAD.

#THE WAY ME AND STEVEN HAVE THE SAME ARGUEMENT FOR EVERY PEOPLE WHO JUDGES ME FOR BEING TEAM CONRAD #WELL SAID MY DEAR CHILD #anyway #this scene really reminded me how the perfect tswift song for bellyconrad is really The Way I Loved You #ok bye #rest my case #belly and conrad #conrad x belly #bellyconrad #the summer i turned pretty #belly conklin #team conrad

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Excuse my sudden urge to reblog every tsitp content i see. I just finished watching the show. I need an outlet to release all these feelings.

#how am i even gonna get through more than a year of waiting for the next season #like how #the summer i turned pretty #tsitp #conrad fisher #belly conklin #belly conrad #bernie rants

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I cannot bear seeing crying Conrad, man. It broke me. He doesn't deserve that.

The Summer I Turned Pretty || 2.08

#even tho i read the books #i still cringe on belly's indecisiveness #but still love her #u know what i mean #the summer i turned pretty #tsitp #conrad fisher #i just love my boy so much #will forever protect him #conrad girly

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Yo, Is Milo's song 'Getting Even with Steven' is actually a bop or is it just me? 😫

#the summer i turned pretty #random bernie thoughts #steven conklin #tsitp s2

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so how are we doing!!

#indeed #pjo #percy jackson

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Everytime I read Frankenstein, the same line makes me put the book down and stare at the wall. It’s my favorite line in the book; it has its own highlighter color in my annotations. The first time I read it, I literally detoured after my last class just to tell my lit teacher how much I liked the line because I couldn’t wait until second period the next day. Here’s the line:

“Life, although it may only be an accumulation of anguish, is dear to me, and I will defend it.”

This is said by the creature. He wanted to live. He wanted to live life so badly even though he had had such a difficult one. He still loved the song of the birds and the smell of the flowers and the joy in the world even if he never got to truly experience that joy. I just. AHHHH.

He wanted to fight for a life he never got to live.

#words

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Dropping a very special Sketch-a-wish, voted on by my lovely Patreon members for August! The winning request was to illustrate an off-page scene from The Folk of the Air series, when Cardan was writing his letters to Jude. I countered that Cardan went through the five stages of grief writing those letters, and each deserved it's own illustration. (Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance) You'll also notice some familiar outfits throughout! Have a great weekend. :)

#cardan greenbriar #tfota #the cruel prince #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #the folk of the air #jurdan #jude x cardan #cardan #rosiethorns88

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from Chorus, eds. Saul Williams, Dufflyn Lammers & Aja Monet / 14 lines from love letters or suicide notes, david "doc" luben

#words