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Shell time

#my art #digital art #my oc #oc: shell #plushsona #plushfur #plush furry

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Whatever dysphoria I felt first was really really mild, not even distressing in the slightest, forgettable. But now? I was thinking about my face and my voice and how strangers gender me and I almost felt disgusted with how I look and sound, frustrated, I felt like a stupid tranny who could never "decieve" anyone. And it caught me by surprise. I thought I would never have thoughts like that. Shit's wild huh.

#transgender #nonbinary #genderqueer #queer #gender dysphoria

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catch me at comic con holland todayyyy

#satin's chatter

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omg Macready... he's so babygirl... he looks so good...

#satin's chatter

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Not sure to make it my real irl name but for now I can mentally draw hearts around it and sigh dreamily

#my art #digital art #myself

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I want to make edgy Johan art but nobody will get it waaahhhh

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I am still an artist even if I barely manage to draw. But I do hope that one day my head will get better and I can draw way more often (+ put more effort into the drawings) than I do now. I want to create.

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some old freemind art from 2021 and 2022, I would redraw them but I don't feel like it

#my art #digital art #freeman's mind #freemind #gordon freemind #mlp

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do alters/parts like... see when you're talking shit about them... will they find out about that later...

#just saw someone talk shit about their alter on tumblr and I'm like? won't they see you say that? #satin's chatter

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I WANT TO DRAW SHELL BUT I CAN'T GET MYSELF TO DRAW AAAAGHHHH AGONY FOREVER AND EVER

#satin's chatter #yes I will commission people eventually but I gotta watch my monay

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BABY POTATOES GANG RISE UP 💪💪💪 THIS POST IS FOR BABY POTATO LOVERS ONLY

#satin's chatter #I fucking love baby potatoes man. I wish I could eat them more often

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haiiiii can people give me name suggestions? (for a name I might end up using irl) I prefer neutral and masculine names, and non-english sounding names, but feel free to send me whatever! bonus points if it's a cool object name

#open to suggestions #name suggestions

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hello. reminder that I am one of Magnusson's biggest fans.

#I am considering commissioning a plush of him #I need to hold that old man #and display him #it'll have to wait though I need to pay a bill and I want to commission a plush of shell first #plus I want to buy like five other things AND there's two events coming up this month where I want to buy things #teehee #satin's chatter

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nevermind I can't get myself to work on it. ughhhhhhh

#satin's chatter #maybe later today

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okay but imagine Magnusson making a fursuit head for someone else (Alyx maybe? or Kleiner?). imagine him glueing and sewing, patiently working. oughhh

Making progress on my fursuit head 💪💪💪

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"only work on creative projects if you want to do it!" well you see, nothing will get done like that. now excuse me while I begrudgingly work on my fursuit head for as long as I can manage

#I swear to god I want to have it finished before the con this month #I've even decided not to make gloves just to make things easier for myself #satin's chatter

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Trans people have to be so brave and strong to merely exist. Every coming out is a gamble where you will see if someone will support you, only tolerate you, or actively hate and maybe even hurt you. And even if you don't come out, if you aren't visibly trans, you still have to deal with how other trans people are being treated, how people talk about them. It's scary being trans. But we have each other. We need to have each other.

#lgbtq+ #transgender #nonbinary #genderqueer #transmasc #transneutral #transfem #queer