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i did a twitch set thing for myself for fun. ive always wanted to do something like this even though i dont think i will ever stream on a regular schedule lmao

#sen yuzuka #twitch streamer

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Reblogs appreciated!

Thank you everyone for being patient, and sorry for the long wait!

My store's finally up and open!

>> fenrishion.myshopify.com <<

There's a lot of new stuff, so I hope you enjoy it- especially the fish gacha and stickerbook, I worked super hard on those!

#ffxiv #ff14 #online shop #store #fenrishion

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romantic moodboard

#i did the voice thing before with a friend of mine #to be fair that friend had a really nice voice!!! #aus accents are so nice and laid back

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some sen yuzuka doodles!

#ffxiv #ff14 #doodle #au ra #sen yuzuka #for 2024 i want to just have fun with drawing in general!!! #and maybe learn how to render skin softer

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I don’t really understand getting mad at people for mixing up korean, chinese, and japanese

Like, look at them together

見る한국어中国死ね我要吃你マンコ형사我有大鸡巴

and tell me they don’t look similar lol

#can confirm #its one of the few cn phrases i can read #also jp

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cope

#hsr #honkai star rail #gepard #acheron #honkai #doodle #stelle #i did not roll for her because i was saving for firefly #based on a true story by my partner tho

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some logo design for my Warrior of Light!

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im going to upgrade my pc for dawntrail and get a new PC case! im actually worrying about how im going to stick all the decals on LMAO i dont have the most stable hands...

#ff14 #ffxiv #logo #logo design #warrior of light #sen yuzuka #drawing #doodle #typography

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rielle's grief

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this tweet hasn't left my mind once in the two years since it's been posted

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miss sen yuzuka!!!

#ff14 #ffxiv #i wish ff14 had more leotards and boob outfits tbh #au ra

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You know, when I see fictional characters who repress all their emotions, they're usually aloof and very blunt about keeping people at a distance, sometimes to an edgy degree—but what I don't see nearly enough are the emotionally repressed characters who are just…mellow.

Think about it. In real life, the person that's bottling up all their emotions is not the one that's brooding in the corner and snaps at you for trying to befriend them. More often than not, it's that friendly person in your circle who makes easy conversation with you, laughs with you, and listens and gives advice whenever you're upset. But you never see them upset, in fact they seem to have endless patience for you and everything around them—and so you call them their friend, you trust them. And only after months of telling them all your secrets do you realize…

…they've never actually told you anything about themselves.

#words #my classmates actually told me i was doing this in uni #but what to do i was just weeb and didnt want them to know #like i never told them anything about myself or exchanged any social media #they only found out i liked to draw in final year the sem before covid hit

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Cal Kestis [] Jedi Survivor

'Sparks and ricochets'

#cal kestis #star wars jedi survivor #MY SON!!! #I DONT CARE IF HE IS TWICE MY AGE HE IS MY SON

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publishing companies will be like ~ooh this is a hardcover oooh it's so durable that will be $35~ and then you see the actual book and it's like. "perfect"-bound with endbands glued on crooked and a completely plain paper cover under the dust jacket. my dudes this shit is a mass market paperback with delusions of grandeur

#an interesting read

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Watching how two dogs who love each other will sometimes still nip each other on the ear, bug them while they sleep, etc... watching how cats will snuggle with their buddy all day and then paw-smack 'em in the face, chase them, play-fight...

Makes me, as a fellow social mammal, feel better about my urge to be incredibly annoying to another human sometimes. Like, yeah. Of course I wanna bug you. Of course it's fun to annoy you. We're social creatures and annoyance can be part of play, something we all need. And I watch these dogs who get their ears nipped, cats who get smacked out of a nap, and despite BEING annoyed, they don't stop loving their packmate. After they finish play-fighting, they're back to snuggling and grooming and sleeping together. BEING annoyed is also just part of being in a social group and having relationships... and that's okay. It doesn't erase love or necessarily make them mad or affect them in the long term... a loved one being annoyed with me is a temporary feeling that's normal for social creatures. An annoyance that wouldn't be possible WITHOUT that love

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#crab #cutie

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"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

#words