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I am alone

I fear I always will be

For the distance to my soul is too deep

#poetry

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Oh gawd every time you think it's over it gers BETTER

🙌🏻 🙌🏻 🙌🏻 🙌🏻

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A mostly non verbal omega whose mate has to be extra sensitive to their pheromones

#omegaverse #alpha #omega #beta #omegaverse headcanon #alpha omega

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I'm so starved of basic human contact when my roommate brushes by me my body melts and crys for more

#depression #single #lesbian #human touch #starved of basic human touch #lonely

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everyone keeps telling me that i have to stay alive for them, that killing myself would be selfish because they need me and my departure would cause them great pain.

what about MY pain? what about ME? i’m dying inside, falling apart every single night and shoving back my broken pieces inside my chest every morning, bleeding internally. what about MY pain? why can’t i rest easy? isn’t it selfish for you to ask me to stay knowing how badly i’m hurting?

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I SHIT you not, I am living with a girl

She sleeps in my bed

She tells me she loves me

We support each other financially and emotionally

We adopted a dog together

She makes me dinner

I fix things around the house

Gay bliss

Wait for it

I asked her if we were dating

HER ANSWER WAS NO

TF

This girl stuuuupid

But I love her

#lesbian #in love #doesnt love me back i guess #stupid girl #depression #i dont even know anymore #guess im an idiot #never in my life #there's an ant drowning in my bath

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I have fallen in love (Im pretty sure) with a straight girl!

Nightmare!

But! I'm going to move into an apartment with her soon and take care of her like I've always wanted to do for my SO and

Its

Going

To

Destroy

Me

I know its not healthy but life is all about fucking shit up

#bestfriends #lesbian #actually bisexual #bisexual #unrequited love #depression #suicidal #fake dating #everyone thinks we are daring but we are just

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Why is it that every relationship I form that isnt family is either meaningless or becomes extremely unhealthy?

#bisexual #lesbian #wlw #unhealthy #unhappy #bad relationships #wtf is going on #this sucks

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Life is more complicated then any of us ever intended. Everyday the world changes and everyday our feelings change. Who I was yesterday is gone forever and who I am tomorrow is a mystery. How can we judge others when we, ourselves, are unstable creatures. Life is an unfortunate thing we find ourselves spiralling in, hoping to grab onto something unmoving but it is impossible to set roots .

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I don't want someone I can't give my all to.

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I need to stop falling in love with straight girls.

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Life is a dumping ground with a dog kennel

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I've never been good enough for someone so why would I think I'm worthy of anything. I know I'm dark but I don't want to dampen other people's light. They don't shine brighter and lift you up. They walk away.

#selfharm #depression #sad #unworthy #suicidal

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Hi friends and fans,

I’ve recently gained an influx of new followers and I thought to celebrate I’d do a giveaway. 

1. Follow me/be following me

2. Reblog this post! 

(Im sorry likes don’t count)

3. Be gay, do crimes

3. TERFS DONT TOUCH

4. My girlfriend is also forbidden  I’m WATCHING YOU, @khaleesileksa)(She’s forbidden because she can just take the merch out of the closet whenever not because she’s a TERF)

Wow ok someone is eager, just like, look below

I will pay for shipping out of my own pocket, all you need to do is provide me with your address. 

The raffle starts today and will conclude when I draw names two weeks from now on 

JUNE 18TH

I mean i think so but if you wanna like buy stuff from my shop,,, have at it Etsy Redbubble

Wow what an oddly specific question to ask! Hmm I really don’t know, you’d think they’d figure it out it seems pretty simple?? But hey Im just an artist.

I KNOW, RIGHT??? *high fives self* I am very lucky to have her <3

Jeez man it is like you are the voice in my head or somethn…absolutely agree. (but only nice crimes)

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It doesn’t really get better. They’re lying to you. The rest of your life is gonna be like this.

~Is It Really Worth It?

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Does anyone think it’s crazy that you can be so fucking depressed and no one around you notices? not your parents, not your teacher, not your colleagues, not your siblings, no one. like you can literally be on the verge of tears, drowning and everyone is totally oblivious.