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don't ask unnecessary questions. i promise i wasn't drugged while drawing him... maybe...

actually i was just joking about trumper wearing dresses, but — as it usually does — it got wild. so here's the best drama queen of chess! :)

(imagining freddie wearing some feminine things for fun also helps ease my dysphoria... love this eccentric boy so much)

#chess #chess musical #chess the musical #musical #musicals #freddie trumper #frederick trumper #broadway moscow #digital art #digital artwork #art #fanart

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— Your pride has led you to ruin, and you know it.

sketch with freddie from my fic. i wish someday i will translate it to ao3... quote from it btw ✨ it's kind of ironic what chars in my works struggle with same (or similar) issues and problems as i do. it's the second time when i fell down almost the exact time as trumper did in my fic. and... that makes me relate to him even more. as if i don't consider us the same person already. one good person inspire me to draw freddie for my relax. it made me feel better and pulled me out of misery slowly. i guess it's now my new way of escapism and i don't mind.

appearance based on broadwaymoscow cast with my additions (alexander kazmin)

#chess #chess musical #chess the musical #musical #musicals #freddie trumper #frederick trumper #broadway moscow #alexander kazmin #digital art #digital artwork #art #fanart

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Do you for sure want this job, honey?

#digital art #digital artwork #fnaf #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #purple guy #william afton #fanart #art

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Haphephobia

Haphephobia is a rare specific phobia that involves the fear of touching or of being touched. Haphephobia is a greatly exaggerated human desire to “protect” one’s personal space, a reluctance to touch and communicate with other people, especially strangers.

i headcanon sergievsky has it. he's whole life he was pushed around, dominated and oppressed, and this can cause such an extreme reaction. just let him breathe for a second.

#chess #chess musical #chess the musical #musical #musicals #anatoly sergievsky #broadway moscow #kirill gordeev #digital art #digital artwork #art #fanart

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thriving after death~

again with the film jd 'cause he's just the best. trying some new hair shading, although it turned out a bit querky. gonna need more practice, but! i still love the result

he was definitely buried in a closed coffin

#digital art #digital artwork #heathers #heathers fanart #jason dean #jd #jd heathers #fanart #art

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now he where he wanted to be... in an arctic cold state.

unironicaly, i too walk with wide open coat in sub-zero temperatures when it's blizzard and (almost) don't freeze. we do have similarities.

appearance based on broadwaymoscow cast (kirill gordeev)

#digital art #digital artwork #chess musical #chess the musical #musical #anatoly sergievsky #fanart #art

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TW: BLOOD, GORE

halloween special art with william! (a bit late i know, i just hadn't time to upload it earlier) my fav butcher :)

yeah i love headcannon of afton as hannibal~

#digital art #digital artwork #fnaf #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #purple guy #william afton #fanart #art

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TW: TRANSPHOBIA EXPIERIENCE (god why me), also some swearing

note: on art my trans-coloured sona ripping apart terf's (fart's) flagterf — trans exclusionary radical feminist fart — feminism appropriating ridiculous transphobe

guten abend, meine freunde. i want to spill out my hatred and also share disgusting situation that happened to me. this august i've published my meet the artist on other platform (it hadn't english lettering, so it wasn't here). i've pridly anounced myself as trans and nb. and i will not reject my identity for someone's air-built painful perception that there's more than two genders. "why such thoughts?" you may ask. well, a few days ago my partner find out what i got publishly disgraced 'cause of my transgender. how sweet. i'm convinced once again that some individuals' brain convolutions stopped working somewhere at the beginning of puberty, which is why the narrowness of their thinking causes exclusively condescending pity. yeah, it's hard to be slow-witted in modern society when where's so much useful and correct information, and you're still thinking in such medieval terms. i despise terf/fart or other transphobes and openly express pure rage to this kind of "people". i hate any radical movement no matter if it regards quirphobia or other important aspects of my/other's lives. and i won't tolerate if such individuals will come close to me or my close people. there's no meaning if the hatred is shared. so all that pile of lousy sh*t: terf, homophobes, any other transphobes, sexist, racist and etc. — go to hell. go away from me and my relatives. 'cause i will tear apart anyone, who will insult my loved ones. and they will do the same for me. one thing that drove me feral — commentaries were fully misgendering me. believe me, you don't know how much i'm pissed off. there's no words to descride it. but i think other trans-persons will understand me... sadly. misgendering person on purpose is just hideous. it's banal rudeness and direct insult. if someone's gender for whatever reason huffs you (which is, honestly, weird and kinda selfish, especially if there's no logical reason), then simply don't contact with that person. no talking behind back either. don't have courage to say calmly you're complaint in face — then shut the f*ck up. btw, that post with hate on me was published anonimously :) baby pissed their pants, yikes, how saaad. uhh... if you knew how much i'm tired of this... i don't ask pity for me, i don't need it, but... to turn heat down i want to talk a little 'bout myself. right now i'm firmly confident in my identity. i'm almost a fully formed person, and i have enough background to tell that with determination. i will not bow to some randoms' convenience. i will not "accept" my birth gender. my gender, my identity — is only my own choice. no one don't have even a single right to tell me who to be, no one couldn't know wnat's in my head. i went through a lot and will never again submit to someone’s desires just to be comfortable. i suffered from dysphoria from an early age, I felt out of place. i was burning from tantrums and tortured myself both mentally and physically from hatred of my appearance, personality, everything. i almost f*cking died because i felt wrong. and now when i'm finally feeling better some dumbs dare to say "she's just having an episode"? hell, no. ✨ i am transgender, i am nonbinary, i am who I really am. ✨ all my scars show my way. too long i was choking my true identity, so now i will not cut myself for some stranger's comfort. my life belongs only to me. and i'm the grandmaster here. i am insanly happy thanks to my loved ones. they except me absolutely, they don't demand to fit the norms of conservatism. they value the real me. i love you. 💕

and i want to say for other people, suffering from pointless hatred and humiliation. not only trans, not even only queers! it's devastating how many people can't just be free... i hope someday the society will open their eyes. but for now... dont't give up and be yourself!

#trans #transgender #transmasc #transphobes #lgbtq #queer #nonbinary

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i am so vibing with him ('cause everyone hates me to...)

#digital art #digital artwork #fnaf #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #fnaf movie #mike schmidt #fanart #art

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ROXANNE!! .☆･ﾟ i love her despite impudent temper, maybe even vibe with her in some aspects. and i've felt pain when i was watching sb ruin. my poor faceless girl, uhh... appearance inspired by @mushramoo work!

#digital art #digital artwork #fnaf #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #roxanne wolf #fanart #art

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'CAUSE HE GOT THAT!

my emerald boy trumper! i vibe with him so much right now... posing and showing himself for sergievsky :)

i am also trying a little bit experimenting with style (fase esp), so i would like it better

#frederick trumper #freddie trumper #chess #chess the musical #musical #fanart #digital art #digital artwork

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w i l l i a m ' s r e d e s i g n ~

yes, he still has his ~iconic~ ponytail, but now it's more acceptable for 80's... i guess?? whatever, i just can't cut it to zero. and he got permanent gray hair!

also, yes, he's main sin from 7 deadly: PRIDE. no questions? great!

this work took a lot of time (and also 100% memory in sai... ouch), but i'm really happy with it!! very impatient to draw more william in new look

#digital art #digital artwork #fnaf #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #purple guy #william afton #fanart #art

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another playlist cover, but now it's for JD! he got teeeeth

this playlist definately contain one hour audio of explosions sound

#digital art #digital artwork #heathers #heathers fanart #jason dean #jd #jd heathers #fanart #art

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he has a little gift for you ~

although you shouldn't waste your time, it's ticking :)

#digital art #digital artwork #heathers #heathers fanart #jason dean #jd #jd heathers #fanart #art

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experiment with coloring which... i can't now exactly duplicate but oh well

however i'm truly in love how he turned out!

#digital art #digital artwork #inside job #inside job fanart #ron staedtler #fanart #art

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my final art with Will-rapunzel (lmao) who dyes his gray hair old man trying to be young

#digital art #digital artwork #fnaf #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #purple guy #william afton #fanart #art

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Christian Slater JD 'cause he is amazing i can't express how much i love him

also we have similar vibes yeaa

#digital art #digital artwork #heathers #heathers fanart #jason dean #jd #jd heathers #fanart #art