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I am hurting.

please make it stop.

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I really don't know anymore. I'm tired of trying. I'm always the problem in every scenario. I truly think everyone would just be better off I'd I ended it all. My kids, my family, everyone. I'm no good for anyone. I don't deserve good things. It makes me feel so selfish to want to end things so bad, but I'm just ready to be out of this misery. Maybe it's ppd. But all I can think about is when should I do it and when can I? Would it even matter? I don't believe it would. I think everyone would be happy I'm gone. It would be a much better world. Thats for sure.

#mental health #sad thoughts #feelings #not okay #loneliest #overthinking #feeling alone #heart ache #heartbrokcnn #depressing shit #mentally tired #tired #su1c1dal #su1c1d3 #su1cide #had enough

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⚠️Trigger Warnings⚠️:

Depression, su***de, very sad

She had a soaked pillow,

But her hair was neat and glossy,

So what did it matter?

She had dark circles,

But her grades were straight A’s,

So what did it matter?

She had a pained laugh,

But she was always smiling,

So what did it matter?

She had a future ahead of her,

Yet she was too numb to see it.

She was surrounded by hope,

Yet had none.

She was given a life,

Yet she chose to take it.

And only then did it matter.

- anonymous

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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

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it is what it is (I can't do this anymore)

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I fucking hate my life so much there are no words to describe how much I hate my life.

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every night fr

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I just want to delete myself from this world as if I never existed to begin with

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I’m okay.

it’s getting bad again

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"but there is something that happens when you are told you are too much. you begin to ask everyone, "how small would you like me?""

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Maybe I'm meant to be alone?

Can't even make a simple friend

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All I want is someone to talk to, but I have no one in my corner. I feel so empty and alone. I'm tired of trying.

#mental health #sad thoughts #feelings #not okay #loneliest #overthinking #feeling alone #heart ache #heartbrokcnn #depressing shit #mentally tired #tired #very upset #i feel empty #always alone #mental disorder #i want to die #disaster

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Really just ready to end it all. I don't want to feel like this or do this anymore.

#mental health #sad thoughts #feelings #not okay #loneliest #overthinking #feeling alone #heart ache #heartbrokcnn #depressing shit #i feel empty #overwhelmed #tired #im alone #mentally tired #mental illness

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How can someone treat you so well, and then turn around and treat you like a Noone.

#mental health #sad thoughts #feelings #not okay #overthinking #loneliest #depressiv

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Things are really bad again. I'm drowning and feel like I can't get out. Everything is falling apart.

#mental health #sad thoughts #feelings #not okay #overthinking #loneliest

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" your tear don't fall, they crash around me. "

#sad thoughts #feelings #not okay #overthinking #loneliest #depressing post #sad night #always alone #im alone #feeling alone

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Being in a happy, loving, non toxic relationship with your bestfriend, after an absuvie and toxic relationship - its hard af, but oh so worth it, oh so rewarding, and so amazing.

I'm so thankful to have met the wonderful man I call mine.

#feelings #happiness #you are loved #love #relationship #non toxic #healthy #life goals #this is genuine #i love you