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The reason there have been so many good updates is because we're preparing to give you bad news

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Under further consideration I have decided that emotionally I am reck and will be taking advice.

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I am a lying lier who lies

I am unlike my brother, who lies about what he has done

He is a lier of actions. A lier of disprovable lies.

I, on the other hand, am a lier of emotion.

“How are you doing?” they ask.

“Good” I reply. But I am l y i n g.

I want to scream “ Can’t you see me withering away?”

My soul is being chipped apart day by day, but I’ll lie and say it’s ok.

It’s not ok, but I won’t tell you the truth.

My mom despises liers, she yells at my brother.

I wonder what she would do if she knew the real me.

But I don’t even know the real me. She is trapped behind the web of lies I’ve created for those around me.

I wonder when I’ll meet her.

Not today, maybe tomorrow

But I doubt that will happen

For I am a lier lying to myself

#lying #poetry #honestly though #thoughts

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asians: pls care about racism against us

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I got an answer to a trivia game today based on a Dr. Who episode :/. I have never felt more nerdy in my life.

#doctor who

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If I scream

What is worse

If somebody hears but demeans your screaming to mean nothing

Why do you scream they demand

There are those who have it worse

What right do you have to scream, when you can be better

This is a hurt that leaves you hurting and ashamed

Or

If they simply do not hear your scream

And the only echo to your scream is a piercing silence

#poetry #sadnees

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*sighs contently*

Its the most wonderful time of the year

*doctor who theme song plays in the background

#doctor who #takeover

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Anybody know what time the Revolution of the Daleks trailer is supposed to be released? Or is the BBC having all us refreshing our feeds all day?

#doctor who #please #the suspense is killing me

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I WAS GONE FOR ONE DAY. WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED?!

#destiel #sherlock #election

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Anybody else ever feel like life is slowly crushing your hopes and dreams till nothing is left except a human shaped ball of stress and anxiety.

#anybody #anxienty

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they're out of control. someone save her.

(inspired by this post)

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I don’t know if this is just me. But Ruth!Doctor’s Tardis looked a lot like the first doctor’s. Now that might just be a coincidence, but it sorta reminded me that Missy said the doctor was once a little girl. So maybe it was Ruth!Doctors and then the first Doctor’s? I don’t know. Just thinking out loud.

#doctor who #spoilers #please forgive me #thirteenth doctor

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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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everyone who reblogs this

will receive a piece of art based on their url

e v e r y o n e

tag people, reblog, so on

now i tag people

@frnkfuckniero @joshdunsleftdrumstick @the-black-melody @the10dollarfoundingfather @markdebutslimitlessly @opaiescents

no reblogs will be taken after DEC 31st

sorry

but i will start this again

(make sure submissions are open)

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May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨