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fjasonwhitaker · 5 hours
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Wednesday, April 24, 2024
Wednesday, April 24, 2024 I am going to a free lunch and a few other places today. I have no idea what else I will do today… I’m looking for a first career. If you want to be friends or more than friends then please make it obvious to me. I need help beginning a career as a standup comedian. I hear the bells ringing marking the passing of time, a lapse in my mind, and I find something…
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fjasonwhitaker · 5 hours
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Wednesday, April 24, 2024
Wednesday, April 24, 2024 I hear the bells ringing marking the passing of time, a lapse in my mind, and I find something once lost. I feel the air against my skin, I cannot pretend to know anything when I doubt the words I once said. Hold me close and kiss me on the lips. Take me to your bed and hold me there. I feel your skin against my skin, in my mind, and it makes me want…
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fjasonwhitaker · 17 hours
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Tuesday, April 23, 2024
Tuesday, April 23, 2024 I went to an Autism Resource event today. Something was delivered from the UK today. I am tired. I am going somewhere tomorrow. I am going to a few places tomorrow… https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And…
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fjasonwhitaker · 17 hours
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Tuesday, April 23, 2024
Tuesday, April 23, 2024 I once dreamt of telephone poles and the wires stretching in between. I once had a crush on the older boys at Summer camp. I once hid who I was… Hid who I am. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And…
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fjasonwhitaker · 2 days
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Monday, April 22, 2024
Monday, April 22, 2024 I went to a few places today: CVS Food Lion Circle K A book from Amazon was delivered. A free can of sparkling water was delivered today. Tomorrow will be a busy day. The customer service at my bank, United Bank, is horrible. They do not know what they are doing. They are also rude. A book I ordered from Amazon is arriving today. I’m Autistic with ADHD and PTSD. I…
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fjasonwhitaker · 2 days
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Monday, April 22, 2024
Monday, April 22, 2024 Sometimes I think back to different times, moments of my life gone but the memories are still vivid. The photographs I took are now gone but the images in my mind remain. I kissed you often. I loved kissing you. I guess we could have had something more but you were not willing to give love a chance. I have looked back to those times these years since and I have…
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fjasonwhitaker · 3 days
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Sunday, April 21, 2024
Sunday, April 21, 2024 I am going to a few places tomorrow. I am going somewhere on Tuesday and Wednesday. I am going somewhere on Friday. Do you listen to my podcasts? Visit and share my links. I am eating dinner soon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And…
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fjasonwhitaker · 3 days
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Sunday, April 21, 2024
Sunday, April 21, 2024 I’m finding myself living in the past moments, times gone but never forgotten, when I once spent time with others. He arrived and I was ready. On my bed, he was above me and in me. In my mind, I recall the feeling of his cock sliding into me, I forgot about everything else in that moment. My legs wrapped around him, I pulled myself deeper onto him, I could feel…
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fjasonwhitaker · 4 days
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Saturday, April 20, 2024
Saturday, April 20, 2024 It is hot. I have exercised a couple of times today. I plan to exercise a few more times today. I am excited about the Autism Resource Day on Tuesday. I keep thinking about having a first career and a first boyfriend. I imagine living in my first home with my first home. I want someone to share my life with and cuddle with while watching…
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fjasonwhitaker · 4 days
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Saturday, April 20, 2024
Saturday, April 20, 2024 We started chatting online then met in person, we met once and then I never heard from you. I wanted to know you, I wanted more than one time, I wanted more than one night together. You were inside of me, I was inside of you but neither one knew the other. We were strangers coming together, one night together. I wrapped my legs around you, you inside of…
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fjasonwhitaker · 5 days
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Friday, April 19, 2024
Friday, April 19, 2024 I’ve been home all day today. It is supposed to rain for the next few days. I plan to go somewhere on Monday. I am considering going to one place tomorrow. It is hot. I keep dreaming of my life if I had a boyfriend. I want to catch up on watching Chucky. I know I watched the first season. If I had a boyfriend we could watch it together. I would have something to…
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fjasonwhitaker · 5 days
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Friday, April 19, 2024
Friday, April 19, 2024 Street light outside my window, waiting for you to arrive, I pace the space beside my bed I imagine our conversation in my head. You arrive and I am excited to see you. On my bed we find our clothes tossed aside, legs wrapped around you I find you inside of me, I like the feeling of your cock inside of me. One night shared, cared too much for you though it was…
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fjasonwhitaker · 6 days
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Thursday, April 18, 2024
Thursday, April 18, 2024 It is hot and I feel like doing nothing all day. I want a boyfriend to have sex with and share my special interests with. I feel alone all of the time. I have no plans today or tomorrow. I am alone in my room dreaming of a boy to be my boyfriend. I have no idea if I will ever meet this guy. I want to hold him close and feel his body next to mine. I want to feel his…
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fjasonwhitaker · 6 days
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Thursday, April 18, 2024
Thursday, April 18, 2024 Summer is beginning hot days and flowers blooming, and a cloudy morning turns to an evening thunderstorm. Days spent watching the grass and nights watching the sky light up before the rain pours. I feel the time passing without realizing it passed until it’s Autumn again. I cannot pretend not to miss him. We had our time together years ago. I needed you more than…
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fjasonwhitaker · 7 days
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Wednesday, April 17, 2024
Wednesday, April 17, 2024 I feel tired. Today and last night have been overwhelming. I am looking forward to Tuesday. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And…
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fjasonwhitaker · 7 days
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Wednesday, April 17, 2024
Wednesday, April 17, 2024 A Summer song plays on the radio news from distant lands transmitted to a TV set, frozen in time are the names of the victims of the evil machine men have created with the plan to take over everything and rid the World of anything not like them. It’s a shame love was not around to end this abuse of power as they built their towers of concrete and glass to…
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fjasonwhitaker · 8 days
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Tuesday, April 16, 2024
Tuesday, April 16, 2024 I went to a few places today. I do not plan to go anywhere tomorrow. Today has been an overwhelming day. Listen to my podcast on my Swell profile. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171⁠⁠ ⁠http://swellcast.com/jason29171⁠ Poems and Photography: ⁠https://a.co/d/bFYc1kO⁠ Words, Floating: Poetry And…
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