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Ours, Chapter 2/?

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Raven returned to her apartment exhausted, her emotions drained and strained at the same time. Her conversation with Tim took more out of her than she had hoped for. 

The guilt and worry still settled heavily in her stomach, despite having finally come clean to Tim. She had hoped that after years of keeping this secret from him, she’d finally have a weight lifted from her shoulders. But her nerves told her otherwise and her anxiety multiplied when she felt Tim’s startling realization that he had a child – it honestly felt like she got ran over by a truck.

Absently gnawing her bottom lip, she thought of Tim and the storm of emotions she left him with that evening. She knew he was lost in his own thoughts, the repercussions of wrong choices from many years ago finally catching up on him. She felt terrible for dumping such an important truth on him so unceremoniously. Even more so from keeping his child from him for so many years. What would his family think? The public? Stephanie? Her stomach lurched, she wanted to throw up. Jesus Christ, she was horrible. 

“Mommy?”

The small voice was laced with curiosity and concern, cutting through Raven’s train of thoughts. Raven looked down at the tiny human being beside her, quickly realizing that she had a daughter to take care of. Raven’s own whirlwind of emotions could wait. There’s a little child to feed, bathe, entertain, and put to sleep.

“Hey,” Raven offered a gentle smile, catching Leila’s blue eyes as they stared up at her. For a moment, she marveled at how much of a spitting image the child was of Tim. From her blue eyes to black hair, the playful smile, her eyebrows, and the shape of her face – her features matched her father’s. 

Leila tilted her head curiously at her mother. While Raven may not know the extent of how much her daughter may have inherited her demonic heritage, she was sure Leila was an empath much as herself. The little girl must have caught on Raven’s frayed nerves. 

“C’mon, you,” Raven gently nudged her deeper into their new apartment, a recent acquisition. She wasn’t sure how long they would settle in Gotham, but she felt she’d set something up just in case Tim wanted to build a relationship with his daughter. It felt like the most reasonable thing to do. 

“You must be hungry,” Raven mused thoughtfully while the little girl chirped a yes in response. “What do you want to eat?”

“Cake, pwease. Thank you!” 

Raven released a soft huff of laughter. “Perhaps spaghetti, yes?” she bargained. When she received a request for lots of cheese and “two meatbaws, pwease”  in response, the request for cake was forgotten, and the two settled to make spaghetti with meatballs. Raven wasn’t the best cook, but she rarely heard complaints from her daughter, which she was thankful for.

Despite her exhausting afternoon, Raven still had enough energy to focus on her daughter and listen to her babble about her afternoon at daycare. Raven listened, actively asked questions, voiced her opinion over Sally not sharing crayons (“That’s not nice. Did you share your crayons?” “Yup!”) and hope she did not come across too tired to the perceptive child. 

When everyone was fed, and dishes had been clumsily loaded into the dishwasher by Leila (creating more of a mess than necessary), and the child was bathed, they settled for a book to read (The Princess and the Pea) in her bedroom. 

Motherhood was not something she prepared for, nor thought she’d ever have to prepare for. It wasn’t in her plans or did she picture herself ever to be a mother. But somehow, here she was curled up on the soft violet carpet of her child’s bedroom, reading The Princess and the Pea to an amused 3-year-old. 

“Good night, Lei,” Raven pressed a kiss to the child’s forehead after tucking her into her bed. The little girl mumbled her good night, the promise of playtime at the park dying on her lips, and her tiny fingers tightly wrapping around an old cat plushie, Ginny.

After making sure the child was asleep, Raven stood up, checked to make sure that windows were locked, and every book and toy returned to their boxes and shelves. She turned off the lights and kept the fairy night light on before quietly stepping out of the room. She glanced briefly into the room, the gentle pink and violet light casting a lulling glow into the room. The little lump in bed stirred, curling into herself, and Raven suddenly thought of today’s events and if she did alright as a mother. Her stomach churned.

With her worries and insecurities returning a hundredfold, Raven went through the motions of the evening. Turning on the dishwasher and cleaning the kitchen, returning toys and books to their rightful places in their small living room, and setting out to do laundry. 

The gnawing in the pit of her stomach returned as their home fell into silence and her thoughts kept her company. Her muscles hurt and her nerves stretched and frayed from every last ounce of emotions spent. Meeting Tim didn’t last long, just under an hour – she had to pick-up Leila from daycare. But those 40 minutes felt like a lifetime, zapping her energy dry. 

As she sifted through the colored and whites of their laundry, a routinary task she had grown accustomed with over the years, she wondered what would change now that Tim knew. She wondered if Tim would do the same, sort his child’s laundry in his most likely expensive laundry machine. Would he even know how to wash children’s clothing? Sort the whites from the colored? Raven paused as she picked up a tiny zebra pajama bottom and she blinked, worry growing in the pit of her stomach, would Tim even be interested in his daughter?

“I’m so sorry,” she told him that evening. The weight of Tim’s onslaught of emotions – anger, disbelief, panic, confusion, frustration – seemed to slowly suffocate her, straining her own emotions. Her body groaned in agony. “I wish I could have told you sooner, but I was –”

“Afraid, yes, I know,” Tim cut her off, terse. He sat more rigid, hands curling into fists before frustratingly running along the length of thighs before stopping at his knees. He clutched his knees as if trying to anchor his emotions and released a loud sigh. Raven watched him stare off into space, deep in thought. 

They fell into heavy silence, with Tim just staring at his garishly orange teapot, brows furrowed and breathing deeply. Raven watched him, her own regret and worry growing in the pit of her stomach while feeling Tim’s tumultuous emotions angrily seep into her skin. She felt like throwing up. 

“I’m sorry to ask, but,” Tim sounded genuinely apologetic, but his voice was business-like and measured. “Are you sure she’s mine?”

She wanted to feel indignant and snap at him. But he had every right to ask. “I didn’t sleep with anyone else, Tim,”

Tim’s jaw twitched and she watched him swallow, processing the information. He ran a hand across his face, inhaling deeply. His shocked emotions pressed into her skin, making her muscles groan. “I know you had your reasons, Raven, I respect that, I just – I,” he paused, releasing a frustrated huff. “I wish you told me sooner,”

“I know,” she replied. She felt her emotions strain. “I’m sorry, I wish things were different. But they’re not,” Raven said, feeling herself close to snapping as well. She pressed on, as the mad mix of emotions spurred her on. “I know it’s not fair, I wish I had the courage to tell you sooner, but I didn’t. But you deserve to know. It would be unfair to keep this from you. I just wanted to let you know – what you’ll do with this information, I’ll leave it up to you, Tim,”

Brows furrowed over stormy blue eyes and Raven watched him swallow as he processed her words. He released a long, frustrated sigh. His spiked emotions wrapped around her like a weighted blanket, sinking into her and weighing her down. “I need to process this more,”

She left the apartment soon after, there was nothing more to discuss that evening. She practically flew out of his apartment, blindly grabbing her jacket, and rushing out into the streets to inhale deeply the muggy Gotham air as the world seemed to tilt underneath her feet. She wasn’t sure what she’d expect out of their meeting today.

Raven sighed, memories of that afternoon still bothering her, worry weighing down her movements. She set the laundry machine and began running a load. She glanced at the pile of dark colored clothes, mostly her own, and wondered if she’d still have time tonight to run another load once the first one would be done.

Exhausted, her emotions buzzing under her skin, she padded barefoot into her kitchen and grabbed Leila's half-empty juice box. No use of letting that get to waste. While waiting for her laundry to get done, she sunk into her couch and curled into herself, turning on the TV and mindlessly watching the Minions movies, Leila’s latest interest.

She felt him before his silhouette appeared on her window. As Raven watched the little yellow Minions run across the screen, she could see his hulking shadow cast across her carpet. She heard the faint click in the background and Raven smiled in amusement as Stuart (or Kevin?) babbled loudly. 

"You need better locks,"

As the Minions started babbling about bananas Raven glanced at Red Robin, his suited figure larger than life. Despite how much he denied his similarities to Batman, the Red Robin suit reminded her just how similar Tim and Bruce were. Intimidating, calculating, and strong. The sight of him, taller and larger than she remembered, made her chest tighten and she inhaled deeply, trying to still every electrifying nerve in her body. Red Robin was a familiar sight she should be accustomed to, but seeing him here after close to five years, seemed all too new for her.

“I don’t think anyone will climb up to the 22nd floor to see me,” Raven deadpanned. She grabbed the Juicebox, sugary orange juice, and took an absent sip from it. She went back to staring at the Minions, the volume of the TV barely above a whisper. 

Red Robin shifted from where he stood by the windows, cowl still drawn and his stance rigid and muscles tight. “This is Gotham,” he stated, tone tense and just a little gruff. Raven felt a chill run down her spine, albeit mild, but it had her sit up just a little straighter. 

Raven blinked as she felt his tense emotions, tearing her gaze away from hundreds of Minions going crazy on screen. She stared at Tim; the air seemed to warm with the tension that slowly stretched between them. It felt strange to stare into the white lenses of his cowl, she knew he was studying her. “There are enough wards in this place to send an intruder to hell,” she replied.

Red Robin tilted his head curiously. “And what about me? Am I not an intruder?”

She couldn’t help it. Her skin bristled and her nerves were on the edge. “Maybe this is hell for you?”

She watched his shoulders hike just a fraction of an inch, his muscles incredibly tight, and his gloved hands twitched at his sides. She felt his emotions burn her. The moment broke when he released a long sigh and his face crumpled. Shoulders slumping, Red Robin pulled back his cowl carefully, and Tim Drake-Wayne finally stared at Raven apologetically. 

“Raven,” he breathed, blue eyes looked tired and confused. Inhaling deeply, he tried to find words as he stared at an expectant Raven. “I –”

“I really didn’t think you’d come by tonight,” she mused, sitting up and dropping the remote on her coffee table. It slid across the wooden surface, gently nudging their daughter’s little ballerina toy. Raven blinked at the thought – their daughter, now with Tim finally in the picture. Her heart tightened.  “I thought you’d need more time,”

Tim sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “I do, but I also want to talk more,” he said. She felt his distraught emotions, her stomach churned feeling sorry for him. “I just need help navigating through all of this. It’s a lot to take in, Raven,” 

“Okay,” Raven breathed. She watched him stare at her, looking like a man trying to make sense of things. The air still seemed tense, but less so. Swallowing, and trying to tame the last shreds of her sanity, she offered him a tentative smile. “Do you want anything to drink? Coffee? Tea? Water,” she glanced at her, their she corrected, daughter’s Juicebox. “Juicebox?”

Tim released a soft croak of a chuckle, awfully sounding like a cross between amusement and disbelief. He carefully looked around the dimly lit room, studying the furniture and decorations, as if cataloging every little detail. Raven stood up, giving Tim a moment to memorize some of the children’s books and toys that were lined up against the wall. “I’ll get you something to drink, you can sit down. Just be careful not to step on some of her dinosaurs,” she glanced at Tim’s steel-toe boots and the corner of her lips quirked up lightly. “You might crush her stegosaurus,”

She returned a moment later carrying a cup of coffee. An unmasked Red Robin sat on her couch looking pensively at a small plush rainbow rabbit in his gloved hands. It looked miniscule in his large, gloved hands. She quietly sat down next to him and placed the cup of coffee in front of him, startling him out of his thoughts. “That’s Coco,” Raven said, gently. 

“Coco?”

Raven hummed and tore her gaze away from the old rabbit. She absently picked up the Juicebox and drank the last few dregs of orange juice. “We got it last year, around Easter. We had a few fresh coconuts in Indonesia. I guess she remembered coconuts when I gave her that, thus Coco,”

“Indonesia?” Raven ignored how Tim’s eyes burned into her, instead she focused on the colorful drawings on the Juicebox. “So that was true? Traveling around Asia and Europe?”

“Yeah,” Raven looked at Tim, catching him studying her. She offered him an apologetic smile, her emotions getting the better of her and her body just sagging under the whirlwind of emotions. “I’m really sorry, Tim, about all of this,”

Tim sighed, looking completely tired and lost, a first in her books. Tim fiddled with the colorful bunny ears, staring at it lost in thought before offering her small smile. “I’m sorry too,” he offered gently, his voice sounding completely and utterly broken at the moment. “I’m equally at fault,”

Raven stared at him, gauging his confused emotions as he tried to process being in a room filled with toys and Knick knacks of his daughter. Her heart twinged at the sight, large, gloved fingers cradling a rainbow rabbit, and she wished she offered Tim the opportunity of meeting his daughter sooner. She felt her selfishness eating her chest. “What do you want to talk about?” she asked, voice cracking just a bit.

Tim looked around, as if trying to figure out what best to ask from the multitude of questions that seemed to race through his mind. He blinked as a thought crossed his mind. “How old is she?”

“3 and seven months,” she replied. 

“Huh,” Tim breathed, letting the thought sink in. “Terrible Threes?”

Raven released a soft laugh, of course Tim would know about child development phases. “Thankfully, not as much anymore. Maybe we’re closing in on the ‘fantastic four’s’” she breathed. She tilted her head as she watched curiosity blossom on Tim’s face. His expression reminded her a lot of Leila’s inquisitive looks. Cerulean eyes that glistened in wonder. “Maybe occasionally, when she can’t navigate her own emotions or when she doesn’t understand things. But she’s very smart and seems to handle herself well,”

“Emotions?” Tim blinked. “Does she have powers?”

Raven shrugged. “She definitely is an empath; she can pick up emotions. She gets curious when she picks up something new and different. I don’t know if she has other powers, or if her powers are diluted because you’re human and I’m half demon. I’m sure her powers would be latent, it’s honestly really a wait and see at this point,”

Raven paused, studying his thoughtful expression. Her stomach churned as an ugly, distant memory resurfaced and she frowned. “Is that a problem for you?” she asked, her tone defensive and her skin seemed to tingle in protective energy.

Tim’s blue eyes widened, and he straightened, as worry and panic washed over him. She watched him shake his head, carefully dropping Coco the bunny into the space between them. “You know me well enough that this doesn't matter to me, Raven,” he pressed. He frowned, brows furrowed defensively, and he stared at her with a determined glint. “And it shouldn’t matter to anyone else,”

Raven released a soft dismissive huff, she looked unimpressed. “Look, you must understand the main reason why we stayed away from everyone was because most of the people we know either wanted me gone or dead because my father was Trigon. I was, I am,” she corrected. “Still considered a threat to many. I’m still afraid of what they’d think of hearing that Trigon now has a granddaughter,” she pressed on, frustration and anger spurring her on. 

She watched Tim inhale deeply, processing her words and looking both stricken and apologetic at her words. She knew he understood what she meant – Batman, his father, close to 12 years ago pushed a young Raven away from the Justice League. Wounds would always leave scars.

“Raven,” Tim whispered, he looked sorry and hurt. She felt her throat tighten defensively; she didn’t want his pity. “I really can’t reverse what happened in the past. You should have never, never, gone through that with the Justice League. But I’ll never,” he stressed, his tone hardening, and a protective glint shone in his eyes as he stared at her. “I’ll never let anyone hurt Leila. I promise,”

There was a protectiveness that radiated from Tim that made Raven again regret not allowing him to see his daughter earlier. Her stomach churned painfully. She watched him swallow, his sharp jaw twitched as if his daughter’s name rolled off his tongue for the very first time.  

There was a sense of security and protectiveness from Tim that made Raven’s heart leap. But at the same time longing bubbled under her skin – where was this protection when she was younger, when she had to run from a world that wanted her dead?

Raven inhaled deeply, immediately stopping her thoughts – her past had no place in this narrative. 

“Okay,” she breathed, trying to settle the last shreds of her nerves. She looked at Tim’s intense eyes and she tried not to get too overwhelmed by his own stormy thoughts. Tonight was a lot to take in, for both of them.

“What do we do now?” he finally asked. Tim still looked overwhelmed and confused and Raven watched him seemingly rack his brain for an answer.

Raven blinked, for a moment unsure how to answer. Tilting her head, she watched Tim’s face studying her. “What do you want to do?” she asked tentatively. Concern and dread bubbled forebodingly in her stomach – what would she tell her, their, daughter if her father would not be a part of her life? 

The decision was up to Tim, she knew. A part of her was prepared for whatever his decision may be – he was a Wayne after all. And while children outside of marriage were not uncommon, Tim did uphold a vastly different public image from Bruce Wayne. How involved he wanted to be in his daughter’s life was entirely up to him, and she’d respect that. But the twinge in her heart at the different possibilities left her aching, for so many reasons she would not admit.

“This is up to you, Tim,” she continued. “It wasn’t fair for me to keep this from you for the last four years. It wasn’t fair to Leila either. I’ll leave this to you – if you want to be involved or not. But you had to know she’s here. I’ll res—” 

“I want to be there for her,” Tim cut her off, brows drawing together in confusion and looking incredulous. 

Raven felt her breath catch and heart hammering in her chest. “Please don’t think I’d never want to be a part of my daughter’s life, Raven,” he said, voice sounding just a little wounded. A myriad of emotions pressed into her as Tim continued. She watched Tim swallow, looking clearly overwhelmed. “Look, I wish I knew sooner. I wish you didn’t feel the need to hide and protect yourselves – or myself. I wish I could have been there for the both of you. It’s unfair you had to do this alone for the last three years, I should have helped,” he said, regret lacing his voice. 

Tim offered her small, tired, tentative smile. His tight, defensive posture finally sagging as at the weight of his words. Yes, he had a daughter. They had a daughter. “It’s a lot to take in,” he admitted. Tim absently stared at Coco the rabbit and fiddled with one of the floppy rainbow ears. “I–I don’t know what to do right now. I do want to take responsibility and be present, if you let me. I know we’ll figure something out, right?” 

Raven inhaled, taking an unsteady breath, as the weight of his words settled around her. They rattled her– things could easily go so wrong and right. Raven tried to navigate her emotions and offered him a soft smile. “Right,” she repeated, offering them both some assurance. 

They stared at each other for a moment, waiting for the other to say something. As if on cue, a soft whine carried through the quiet of her apartment and they both stared at the doorway of her living room. “Oh,” Raven breathed. 

Tim watched Raven stand up, offering him a murmured “One moment,” before disappearing through the doorway and into her dark apartment. After another whine and low whispers, Raven returned with a small peach colored bundle wrapped around her chest. Small fuzzy socks with avocado patterns dangled around her hips and Tim stared breathlessly at the sight.

It felt like the room exploded with emotions as Raven carefully stepped into the room, cradling their sleepy daughter to her chest. Her steps faltered at the onslaught of Tim’s jump of emotions as he stared at them slowly returning to the couch. Leila whined in discomfort, likely feeling the jumble of emotions in the room, tiny hands fisting into Raven’s shirt and sleepily squirming in her hold.

Under Tim’s intense gaze, Raven carefully sat down and gently arranged their sleeping daughter on her lap and pressed her into her chest to make her more comfortable. Tiny arms and legs wrapped tightly around her in sleepy discomfort, releasing a soft whine. 

“I think we might have been thinking and feeling too loudly,” Raven whispered thoughtfully, her dark blue eyes staring at the top of Leila’s head tucked under her chin. Placing a gentle hand on her daughter's back, she hoped the added little weight would comfort the little girl. 

Raven glanced at Tim, his blue eyes widened, and he carefully leaned away from them. “Oh,” he breathed in mild panic. “I’m sorry,”

Whatever worries she may have had over Tim, the chaos she seemed to have unceremoniously dumped into his life, and him finally arriving in his daughter’s life seemed to momentarily dissipate. She watched the awe blossom on Tim’s face as he intently stared at the small breathing bundle, tightly wrapped around Raven. She felt his gentle emotions press into her and Raven felt her chest warm in response. She drew in a measured deep breath as distant memories and emotions sent tingles down her spine. She willed her nerves to still.

“It’s alright,” Raven offered, voice gentle and controlled. She watched as Tim stared intently, memorizing the tiny foot covered in cartoon avocados to Leila’s peach-colored pajamas with funny little fairy drawings. The child’s head was turned away from him, safely tucked under Raven’s chin – but Tim continued to stare at the little breathing lump, in total awe. 

As if on cue, the little girl gave a little sleepy mumble and wiggled in Raven’s arms, trying to get comfortable. With a soft yaw, Leila turned her head and pressed her left cheek into Raven’s chest. Raven watched a little breathless as the little girl sleepily blinked at a very still Tim. 

Tim inhaled sharply and in the muted lights of Raven’s living room, stared directly at his daughter in sheer wonder for the very first time. Sleepy cerulean eyes stared back at him, cheek smooshed into Raven, and long black mussed hair framed her sleepy face. Raven watched Tim swallow, at a loss at the sight. 

“Hi,” Tim croaked. Raven watched a watery smile cross his face. 

Leila blinked, stared at Tim for a moment longer, before yawning and slumping further into Raven and slowly closing her eyes and drifting off to sleep. Raven heard Tim release a shuddering breath and she turned her attention to the man, noticing how he seemed to have scooted just a fraction of an inch closer and just stared enthralled at the sleeping child. 

“She–”

“Looks just like you,” 

Tim swallowed, his blue eyes breaking contact from Raven’s and dropping back to the little girl, completely enraptured by the sight. “Raven,” Tim breathed, as if finally, the reality of being a father hit him. She knew Tim well, she felt him at this very moment – working, thinking, planning, and ensuring the future, safety, and everything possible for this little new human in his life. 

“We’ll make it work,” she assured him, but perhaps more for herself too. Tim nodded before carefully settling into the couch, deciding that he had no place he’d rather be than watch his new daughter sleep. 

Raven watched as Tim Drake-Wayne in full Red Robin uniform comfortably leaned into her couch and just stared at his sleeping daughter, a gentle aura of fear, admiration, love, and so much more emanating from him. She ignored how that ugly mixture of guilt and longing suddenly returned and gnawed at her chest. 

This will work.

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Notes: Tension, what tension? Of course there will be tension! Not your usual family fic. lol.

I love torturing these idiots.

#TimRae #I love these idiots so much #There will be so much tension! #Tim Drake #Raven #Teen Titans Fanfiction

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GAAAAAAAAAHHHH. I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THESE IDIOTS. MORE, PLEASE??? 🥺🥺🥺

Rooting for a part 2

YOU KNOW I LOVE THESE IDIOTS TOGETHER.

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Tim flopped into the plush chair by the window, his head fell back against his shoulders and he stared at the ceiling of his posh hotel room. A low groan escaped his throat and he ran a hand over his face, wishing he could be anywhere but here. In fact, he’d rather be back with the Titans over this damned conference on the other side of the world.  

These tech conferences were always a mixture of innovation and annoyance. On one hand, Tim could learn about all the potential new technologies that could be incorporated into Wayne Industries - and subsequently the rest of the Bat family. And, on the other hand, he had to deal with people vying for his attention every single moment. Everyone was trying to suck up to him, and beg for funding from the tech giant of Wayne Industries. 

He sighed and kicked off his shoes, splaying his legs out in front of him. He needed a stiff drink. 

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#timrae #almost adult nonsense

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We Played Dangerously (6/?)

Chapter 6: Once an accident, twice a coincidence, thrice a habit

It takes habit to make this a regular game.

You guys wanted more history, I give you you more smutty history. It's messy, it's complicated, and it's all very smutty.

Enjoy!

Previously: Chapter 5

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The first time was an accident – or perhaps she liked to think so. 

Tim was a flurry of emotions weeks after another argument with his ex(?)-girlfriend Stephanie (something that seemed to happen more often than they’d like), another case that seemed to have taken over his life, and another fallout with the Batfamily. On the outside, he seemed typical Tim – collected, charismatic, exhausted, and every bit of a leader to safely (relatively speaking) drag them through that week’s shitshow. 

On the inside however, Tim was a storm of emotions. It was grating on Raven’s last nerves.

Raven paused and realized she had unconsciously stopped in front of Red Robin’s door. The cup of tea was slowly scalding her hands, but she barely paid attention to the heat. Instead, she felt the onslaught of emotions seeping out of Tim’s door and gnawing at her skin. Tim had come from Gotham earlier that evening, and he was no ray of sunshine.

And she thought Jason’s emotions were a hurricane.

She knocked, her knuckles rapping just a little too hard against his door. Frustration bubbled under her skin. Not soon after, Tim’s door opened, the noise slicing through the still of the night (morning? What time was it?). Blue eyes warily stared down at her.

“Raven?” Tim stared at her, blinking away the confusion in his eyes.

“You need to stop,” Raven hissed, fingers tightening around her mug, and she frowned up at him. He was still in uniform, of course, working on whatever ridiculous case he got his hands on. 

Tim titled his head, looking even more confused. “What?”

“This,” she hissed, voice low with everyone sleeping down the hall. She absently waved her hand at him in general, her hand gesture vague and admittedly terribly confusing. She knew she could do better at explaining things – but holy fuck, she was tired. His confusion mixed with everything else made her bristle. “All of this,”

Tim crossed his arms and Raven watched his eyebrows draw together as he stared at her. Confusion and frustration dangerously bubbling over. “I’m still not following,”

Raven released an irritated huff and unceremoniously pushed Tim into his room, the young man stumbling backwards in surprise and confusion at Raven’s force. His door room hissed shut behind them and Raven barely registered his room, the papers, technology, and evidence that seemed to litter every corner, and she stared up at him in exasperation. With a flick of her wrist, she cast a silencing spell in his room, in case a shouting match ensued. She had no time to deal with Superboy and his nosy super hearing. 

“Your storm of emotions is grating on my nerves,” she snapped at him as they stood in the middle of his room. 

Tim blinked, a look of understanding crossing his face and his tight shoulders seemed to loosen just a fraction. Raven knew he understood how her abilities worked and she immediately felt him consciously drawing away, a mental practice she knew Batman taught him. 

“Oh,” he breathed, arms dropping to his side, and he offered her a sheepish look. “I’m sorry,”

Raven frowned. “Don’t be,” she said. “Look, I’m not asking you to bottle up your emotions on my account. I can handle that,” she sighed and shrugged her shoulders. “I don’t know, this can’t be healthy, Tim,”

In hindsight, once Future Raven would look back, everything moving forward with them was not healthy. A complete and utter shitshow, yes. 

She felt him close off further, protective walls immediately going up. They were by no means close, like to the standards of Superboy and Bart. She was at most, and felt like, an outsider to the team. But she liked Tim, he was nice and tried to understand her and get to know her while others were wary of her and her history. He respected her and she appreciated that. Beyond her annoyance over how he seemed to consistently grate on her nerves and concentration, she was concerned. Tim was a friend. 

She watched him release a soft chuckle. “It’s nothing," he said and brushed her off. He turned on his heels and made his way back to the mess on his desk, signaling an end to their conversation. She felt his tense emotions, his focus turning back to whatever he was thinking and working on. 

Raven frowned at his back. "It is something when you brood like Batman,"

Tim released a bark of laughter, he looked over his shoulder and a look of pure amusement crossed his face as he stared at her. “I do not brood like Batman,”

Raven rolled her eyes and sat down uninvited at the foot of his bed. She shot him an unimpressed look. “If you’re not trying to kill us at training, you’re locked up in your room working on whatever cold case you can get your hands on. And you’re consumed with this case you are working on. You’ve been snippy at Bart and Kon, they’re like little puppies you kicked into the rain,”

She watched him shuffle a few papers around, shoulders tense, and she could practically feel his closed off emotions bubbling underneath his skin. She wondered if that’s what she was like back when her emotions caused her too much trouble. She saw him frown at his table. “That’s not true,”

Raven tilted her head, borderline amused and frustrated at Tim. “Empath, remember?”

Tim sighed loudly, throwing the papers he was seemingly studying on the table and turned to Raven with a frown. “Okay, fine,” he breathed. Crossing his room, he sat down next to her, and Raven looked at him, studying his frown and the bubbling emotions. His warmth and his storm of emotions sent shivers down her spine. 

It often caught her off guard how out of all Bruce’s children, Bruce and Tim held the most similarities – even if Tim did not admit this.

“Tim?” she asked they fell into silence and her tea started to lose its warmth. 

She watched his jaw tighten briefly, the scars along his neck that peeked out of his uniform danced with the movement. “Right, sorry, Raven,”

“Here,” she said, passing him her now warm tea. “Tea helps calm me down,”

Tim hummed and took the offered mug. He took a tentative sip before exhaling slowly. “Thanks,” he offered her a small smile. The first she’d seen from him in days.

“It’s probably nothing like Alfred’s,” she commented. She watched him shrug and take another sip. 

“Remind me to bring you some the next time I go back to Gotham,” 

Raven glanced at him. “I’m guessing that’s not anytime soon,”

Tim hummed, took a long drink from her tea. “Yeah,”

"I can help, if you'd let me," Raven offered, raising her right hand towards his face and a gentle violet glow bathed the side of Tim's face.

Tim caught her hand and gently pushed her back. She expected that from him, all the Bats seemed wary of any kind of magic that would mess with their brains. "Thanks, Raven," he smiled gently at her. "It's alright"

Raven nodded and watched him drink some tea before blankly staring at his door, absently fiddling with her chipped Picasso mug, a gift from Rose. She could feel the thoughts running through his mind and Raven wondered if Tim ever paused to breathe. It always felt like he was running a marathon. She was always curious about Tim and the secret he seemingly kept. It oftentimes felt like he kept more secrets, darker than hers. Perhaps he did, she thought. It was unnerving – her curiosity piqued.

Gloved fingers tapped the rim of her mug, blue eyes stared at her curiously. "What do you do when your emotions," he blinked and paused "and thoughts get too much?"

Raven shrugged. "Meditate," she replied. She absently toyed with a loose string on her pajama bottoms. "Workout, go for a run, do yoga, get a hot bath." She sent him a wry smile, "Talk," 

Tim returned her wry smile. “So, what should I do?"

Raven hummed and eyed him in bemusement. "Talk to your friends? Get out of your room? Go for a run? Drink?" She made a face and she shot him an amused smile. "I don't know. Actually stop working? Sleep? Rub one out?"

Tim released a bark of laughter. "Rub one out?"

Raven shrugged, fighting off the amused smile that threatened to appear on her lips. She watched Tim laugh, the tension in his shoulders finally breaking, blue eyes dancing in amusement - the most life she's seen in them in weeks. "I don't know. Whatever it takes to get off the edge. Jesus, you’ve been obsessing over this case for days. Maybe jerking off helps? All this frustrated energy needs to go somewhere,"

Tim's shoulders visibly relaxed and she watched him snort ungracefully. "Okay, I'll add that to my to do list later then,"

Raven looked mildly horrified. "Please stop. Do not give me a mental image,"

Tim smirked and stood up. He shot her an amused grin over his shoulder. "Too late," He crossed his room and rummaged through one of his cabinets. Raven watched him riffle through one of the smaller cabinets before straightening and pulling out a bottle filled with dark amber liquid. He returned to the bed and sat next to her, a small, amused smile played on his lips as she watched him open the bottle of a very expensive whiskey (that likely cost more than what she made in a month). The familiar smell of alcohol filled the air.

Tim poured some whiskey into her now empty Picasso mug. "Since you're still here and I can't 'rub one out' now as per your suggestion," Raven rolled her eyes at his playfulness, "Let’s drink instead,"

Raven eyed the whiskey bottle warily. “Who would have thought Red Robin allows underage drinking?” she asked and carefully took the offered mug. 

Tim shrugged and watched her take a tentative swig. Raven grimaced at the burn of alcohol. “Well, Red Robin doesn’t but Tim Wayne does,” Tim said while tugging off his gloves and staring at her with amused blue eyes. 

They talked. 

She and Tim rarely talked in the past beyond the occasional banter and their regular meetings. Tim held deeper friendships with Cassie, Kon, and Bart and some of the younger Titans. Raven respected Tim a lot, he was a remarkable Robin and even more so as Red Robin. He was different from Dick in many ways. When she returned to the Titans, from her death after her father’s defeat, Tim was the only one who seemed to welcome her into the group. Where many feared her and kept her at arm’s length, Tim tried to be nice to her – but at the same time kept a close analytical eye on her.

He told her about the case he was working on, something be brought back with him from Gotham, a bloody human trafficking operation. He told her about his recent fallout with the Bats, the fights with Damian, Dick’s behavior, and Bruce’s distance. He told her about Stephanie, their recent argument, her transition to Batgirl, and all the messy details in between him and her. He missed Cass, one of the few family members who seemed to understand and connect with him. He told her about his work at WE, the struggles of being such a young CEO and all the assholes board members he dealt with daily.

They passed around the chipped Picasso mug between them, Raven sharing her own stories of her father, her brothers, relationships lost, and her time in the underworld.

“Hell sure is not fun,” mused Tim.

Raven snorted. “Far from it,” she breathed. She faintly recalled Tim and the team helping her come back, drawing her body back into this world. She watched the young man pour them another round of whiskey and it struck her that she sometimes forgot that Tim was the most human of them all – in every sense of the word.

“What messed up lives we live,” Tim commented, leaning forward and placing his elbows on his thighs. He threw Raven a rueful smile.

Raven hummed in agreement, warm from all the alcohol they had consumed, and she plucked the Picasso mug from his hands. She unconsciously leaned into his side, a little buzzed and sleepy from all the alcohol but her powers were processing through it and her mind was just barely hazy. “Hear, hear,” she mumbled into her mug, taking a small sip of whiskey. 

She felt the warm liquid slide down her throat. “Definitely not Hallmark movie material,” Raven mused dryly.  She felt Tim chuckle next to her, his shoulders jostling her head as he snorted ungracefully. Her chest tightened, as Tim’s familiar stormy emotions brushed against her, his thoughts now making so much more sense to her. Her stomach churned uneasily at the thought of everything Tim had to endure, it seemed unfair. 

“Do you,” Tim paused, seemingly trying to mull over his thoughts as he gently took the mug from her hands. He glanced at her head briefly. Raven felt his curiosity and unease. “I know you’ve been asked this many times before, but – do you still feel your father’s presence?”

Raven blinked and sat up, mildly surprised at the question. She had been asked a few times in the past. It was an old question, mostly because people were more wary of her than concerned. She felt Tim’s curiosity and concern. Raven shook her head as she stared up at him. “No, not anymore. Not for a long time,” she said. She watched him nod and drink from the mug. “He’s been gone for a long time,” 

Raven paused, catching his curiosity and his looming emotions that brushed against her side. Her gaze glanced at her mug; Tim's long fingers wrapped around it. 

"But I guess sometimes his presence still lingers, just memories," Raven added as an afterthought. 

Tim hummed in understanding before drinking the last dregs of the whiskey. She watched Picasso's face peek through Tim's fingers. "I guess our fathers really like to linger and haunt us," he said, shooting her a wry smile.

Raven paused and watched Tim pour them another glass, fingers still steady despite nearly getting through the entire bottle. She wasn't sure who he meant, if it was Bruce or Jack, but both parents weren't best father figures in Tim's life. It was a bit surreal, she'll admit, to see this Tim – all intimate and without the secrets and walls he meticulously kept drawn around himself. It strangely reminded her of her own walls and secrets she kept. 

"Fuck them," she breathed suddenly, leaning away from Tim, and stretching her legs out in front of her as she suddenly felt an odd comfort wash over her. Perhaps it was the alcohol or perhaps she just was tired. But this, this moment of rawness between them seemed safe – it was okay. 

Tim released a bark of laughter and shot her an amused glance, cheeks mildly flushed and eyes just a tad bit less tired. He looked less like he carried the whole world on his shoulders. It was a good look on him, she mused. "Right," Tim breathed, agreeing to her sentiments. 

"How are you not drunk?" She asked curiously, watching him take another sip from her mug before handing it to her. Her mind gently buzzed from the alcohol and sleep sounded perfect right about now.

Tim shrugged. "When I work at WE, a lot of my meetings have alcohol. Some of the countries I visit have lower drinking age restrictions. Overtime, I've built a tolerance or else all these old board members think they can prove their power because they can drink," 

Raven hummed. What a cutthroat world to live in. "Sounds like a good pathway to alcoholism to me," she mumbled, absently wiggling her toes to remind herself not to fall asleep.

Tim chuckled. "It does. We make sure we don't overdo it. My parents and Bruce taught me that," he paused and blinked. "Except for Jason, I think," Tim returned the cork on the whiskey bottle, signaling an end to their drinking. "This was nice. Thanks, Raven,”

“Anything to get you to sleep,” Raven breathed, relieved that finally Tim’s mind was not a cacophony of noise and there was less tension around him. She hoped she didn’t have to drink with him again to achieve this again though. Standing up, she briefly felt the warmth of alcohol tingle her skin and her mind clouded momentarily, the floor shifted, and she willed herself to burn through the alcohol faster. 

“You good?” Tim asked her, looking mildly amused as she made a face and swayed for a second in the middle of his room. Raven hated how unaffected Tim looked. 

“Yeah,” said Raven. She shrugged dismissively. “Just takes a moment to burn through all the alcohol,” She explained and started to walk towards his door. Tim followed her to the door, his aura much less tense. Raven was relieved, with harmony restored to a certain level, sleep and her bed sounded lovely right now. 

“Sounds like a good power to have,” mused Tim, chuckling softly. Raven was silently relieved to see him slightly sway on his feet – at the very least he did seem to get a good buzz out of all their drinking.

Raven paused at his door and turned around, watching Tim’s amused smile spread just a little bit further that evening. The sight made her skin tingle. “I can do that for you now, you won’t have a hangover tomorrow,” she offered, not really waiting for his reply and already reaching out with her glowing hand towards his temple. 

“Alright, I could also do without the hangover,” Tim agreed. Raven allowed her powers to reach out and heal Tim, taking the heavy effects of alcohol out of his system and clearing his mind. It seemed strangely personal – intimate – to heal him outside of their usual missions, but Raven ignored the thought and tried to focus on the task at hand.

She felt the alcohol and haziness that came with it bubble underneath her skin as she took the last of the effects of alcohol away from Tim. Dropping her hand, she watched him smile, skin just a little flushed still. 

"Thanks," breathed Tim. He blinked, rolling his right shoulder just a bit and he frowned at the movement. "Did you heal my shoulder too?" 

Raven shrugged, feeling the shadow of tight muscles that were once Tim's chief complaint with her movement. "I guess I did,"

Ignoring Tim's soft noise of protest, she plucked her Picasso mug out of his hand and started to turn to his door. She really wanted to sleep. "Well, good night, Tim," her hand hovered over his keypad, just about to open his door. She shot him a warning look over her shoulder. "Sleep," she made a face as he released a soft chuckle. "Or rub one out, and sleep,"

"Maybe I will," teased Tim, a playfulness Raven rarely saw.

Her face pinched. "Ugh, stop putting images in my head," There was a playfulness that tickled at her skin. Ignoring her better judgment, she entertained the playfulness.

Tim laughed, thoroughly amused at their exchange. Raven smiled, a surprisingly light moment. "Your fault, your suggestion," Tim tilted his head, studying her amused face. Raven watched the smile grow just a little wider. Scars along his neck bobbed as he swallowed. For a moment, Raven thought she saw Tim studying her. 

"You did offer to help,"

There was a beat as she caught Tim's bright blue eyes and Raven knew that the world seemed to suddenly shift. And it was not because of the alcohol. Looking back, Raven knew she was damned that night. 

It happened in slow motion, her mug gently being pulled out of her hands and blindly pushed onto the shelf next to her. 

The kiss just happened; Raven told herself as she would later look back at this particular moment. She wasn’t sure who leaned in first and when, but when somehow Tim’s warmth just seemed to just press into her skin and blue eyes grew just a tiny bit darker, studying her in a mixture of want and curiosity, she took the invitation. 

Lips pressed into hers, gentle and probing, and her fingers curled into the front of Tim’s uniform as she tried to steady herself with every kiss. A breathy sigh escaped her lips, and she took more – because as a half-demon, she still liked to take. She liked to be greedy sometimes. Her emotions purred in delight at the attention. 

Fingers were gentle against her hips, guiding her up against Tim’s door, pushing them flush against each other. Their kisses were gentle, probing, and tentative, gently taking stock of each other. She felt him inhale deeply, emotions warm and needy pressing into her skin, and Raven’s stomach jumped in delight at the curious want that pressed into her. Tim pulled away, fingers still pressing into her hips and his blue eyes a mixture of surprise and searching. His breath stuttered as he seemed to come to his senses but to Raven’s mild curiosity, he did not fully step away. His breath fanned over her cheeks, warm and inviting. 

“I’m sorry,” he whispered and released a shuddering breath. His fingers twitched her hips. His shifted gently but did not step away, Raven’s fingers still curled into his uniform, as if keeping him in place. “I shouldn't,”

“Tim,” she whispered, cutting off his apology and her fingers tightened around the folds of his uniform. She was already wrapped up in whatever this was. His keyed-up emotions pressed into her, needy and wanting — she felt her body warm at the attention. “It’s okay,”

She watched him swallow, studying her with wide blue eyes and a storm of emotions. She could feel how his emotions seemed to expand and sizzle under his skin. Raven found herself eagerly taking in every bit of his warm emotions. “Is this okay?” Tim asked, his voice barely above a whisper, repeating her words into a questions they seemingly both already knew the answer to. His fingers pressed into her hips just a tiny bit tighter in anticipation. Want. 

Raven knew this was going to crash and burn so badly. She knew she was going to burn in hell. But she's been to hell once or twice, and there was a want she was curious to full. The attention was tantalizing, so —

"Yes."

He stole her breath. He drew gasps from her lips expertly, greedily drinking them in and taking them as his own. Tim’s kisses were long and deep, eagerly drinking every breath she had to offer and taking it as his own. Raven felt her knees weaken at the want and attention.

There was a hunger, a need, a blaze of sudden emotions that seemed to erupt from Tim that caught Raven off guard. But as Tim pressed into her, fingers slipping under her night shirt, she eagerly responded to every lick of Tim's inferno. She was all but happy to respond to his attentive ministrations, eager to give back what has been given.

Lips and teeth scraped against her neck, and her toes curled into his carpet the delicious sensation. She released a breathy sigh as calloused hands under her shirt slid across her skin just above the beginnings of her shorts and slid to the small of her back. She arched into his touch just teeth scraped the underside of her chin. 

"Tim," she breathed, gasping as his hand slid over her ass. He cupped her ass and whimpered into his lips as he pushed her into his hips and they rocked into each other. Her demon purred in delight at the hard friction.

Fucking hell.

Whatever reservations Raven had gone out the window. There was no going back. Ever. Not in this lifetime. She groaned as teeth sunk into her lips and thirst just practically bathed her. She basked in the attention, and she felt Tim’s emotion hum, eagerly taking in her own ministrations. As fingers slipped and dipped over scars and muscles, and they slowly unwound each other, perhaps they were just two starved souls eager for touch and attention.

To Raven, it was addicting.

Her whole body seemed to slowly burn as they continued to rock into each other, pressed up against Tim’s door. It’s been so long since she’s been consumed like this, and every bit of her was eager to consume and be consumed. 

One of Tim's belts pressed painfully into her stomach, and she blindly fumbled to try to remove it. Releasing an unsteady breath, Tim stopped his exploration around her neck and helped her remove the offending belt. When it fell to their feet, they stared at each other momentarily, seemingly coming to the realization of how real the moment was. 

The belt was not enough.

Raven knew she was fucked anyway as she lurched forward, eagerly responding to Tim's hungry emotions. Her fingers began finding clasps and zippers, clumsily removing the top of his suit.

They somehow managed to stumble back to his bed, clumsily crashing onto its edge. Before either could catch their breath, Raven climbed onto his lap, pleased at the surprise on his face. 

Taking charge, Raven kissed Tim, leaning over him and allowing her hands to drag over muscle and scars. She drank his groan and rolled her hips into his teasingly. Large hands steadied her hips, guiding their movement as they continued to kiss and slowly stoke a fire that all but started to consume them.

Raven leaned back when breathing became difficult and she stared at Tim, taking in his dark blue eyes and his wild hair and the sheen of sweat that started to build over his shoulders and chest. There was an electrifying need that burned her skin. 

She watched Tim blink, determination and hunger washing over his face, and with grunt he reached for her face and cupped her chin. Calloused fingers tilted her chin and with a determined glint in his eyes, he leaned closed and kissed her, wrapping his other arm around her waist, and simply consumed her.

Her body burned and Raven could feel her emotions purr at Tim’s kisses. She could feel heat pool low in her abdomen and she rolled her hips into his lap, earning a sharp nip to her lips and a low growl. Her fingers slipped in-between them, and she again blindly fumbled with the rest of his uniform, trying to unclasp his pants.

Large hands wrapped around her wrists, stopping them as she found the complicated zipper and clasp to Tim's tactical pants. Raven blinked and stared at Tim, his erratic breathing fanning her cheeks and his gaze suddenly studied her again over the haze.

"Raven," he whispered, as if in warning. 

There was a fine line, Raven realized. If they'd cross it, Raven knew there was no turning back. But then again, they seemed to have crossed it already that evening.

Fuck it.

She was damned anyway. 

Raven’s lips curled into a smile, her inner demon purring in delight as she felt Tim's anticipation grow. She returned Tim stare, tilting her head, and waiting for his own move. "I said I'd help," she repeated her words that evening.

Raven watched Tim swallow, processing her words, and just studying her for a moment. He eventually grunted, lurched forward, and caught her lips in a searing kiss. Raven’s hands busied themselves in between them, finding the intricate clasps to his pants and fumbled with his pants.

"Raven," Tim sounded like a wounded animal, his groan guttural as he released her lips with a wet pop just as her finger dove into his tight pants and wrapped around his throbbing member. 

They struggled for a moment, shimming his tight pants down his hips, and fully releasing his erection. Raven squeezed him, fingers gliding over the thick length and absolutely enjoying the groan that filled the air. His silky member throbbed in her hands, and she watched in satisfaction as Tim’s eyes rolled back and his Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed another gasp. Heat began to pool low in her abdomen as her gaze slid from the pure ecstasy on Tim’s face to the growing length in her hands, and she continued with her gentle ministrations of pumping his length. 

“Raven,” Tim groaned and capturing her lips in a clumsy kiss. He released a shuddering breath into her lips as Raven squeezed and he retaliated by firmly squeezing her hips, tips of his fingers dipping into her sleep shorts. “Didn’t I say you needed to rub one out?” she whispered into his ear, her hand gliding over him. 

“An excellent suggestion,” Tim whispered into her neck, voice tight as Raven continued to pump his cock. 

Calloused fingertips eventually dipped into her shorts, sliding over the swell of her ass, and firmly squeezed her, drawing a whimper out of Raven’s lips. They bucket into each other, and Raven felt that the heat of the room was stifling. 

“Tim,” Raven whimpered, acutely aware of fingers slipping under her shirt and hands dragging up her body. Releasing a soft gasp against Tim’s lips and she practically reveled in the heady emotions that consumed them. 

A calloused thumb just swiped the underside of her breast, teasing and Raven’s breath stuttered. Her body buzzed with emotions, and she tumbled into Tim’s chest, cheeks pressing into his as her emotions simmered. His erection throbbed in between them, she felt a warm wet patch against her stomach from his pre-cum. She shuddered in anticipation.

“Are we—,” Tim breathed, fingers pressing into her ribcage and thumb stroking the swell of her breast. She heard him groan against her ear and squirm under her, trying to hold on the last bits of composure. Their want was all too consuming, but he held on to his last bits of control, evert the gentleman he was. “Raven, is this –”

“Yes,” she whispered, hating the way it sounded like a desperate whine. She scrambled off his lap and Raven practically purred in satisfaction as she saw Tim watch her undress, his blue eyes dark and hooded. She stood in between his legs, dropping her shirt and underwear and she could feel her emotions preen in delight as Tim grabbed his cock and gave himself a few strokes. The air was thick, smelling of sweat and desire and sex. 

This was wrong, so terribly wrong, Raven knew. But this would be something she’d take care of later – now she’d just wanted to be thoroughly consumed. His need and desperation were fueling her own desires that had her scrambling back into his lap and eagerly pressing into Tim, stealing a searing kiss that left her lungs burning and begging for more.

It was frantic and desperate, an visible need consuming them and burning every inch of their being. Raven hated how eager she was, happy to take in the gentle and greedy attention Tim offered her. Kissing every scar and hands fanning over her heated skin and holding in place as they continued to take from each other. 

“Please,” she whispered into heated skin, her face pressing into Tim’s shoulder and she felt teeth sink into the crook of her neck. She rolled her hips into his lap, aware of his hot erection pressing into her abdomen. Teeth scraped against her neck, a low growl rumbled across Tim’s chest and Raven bucked into him. 

It felt wrong, oh so wrong, when she grabbed his shoulder to steady herself and Tim helped her sink herself onto his throbbing cock. It felt wrong yet so right to lock eyes with him and watch his mouth drop open in pure ecstasy. It felt intimate and wrong, it was a moment Raven knew she had no place to take, but the heat and need were distracting and at this point, she knew they both just wanted to take and be sated.

The world seemed to melt away as she rode Tim, their movements rushed and frantic against each other. She felt Tim’s fingers press hard into her hips, keeping her steady and directing her hips in just the right angle to hit the perfect spot. 

“Fuck,” Raven whined, she felt a searing heat pool low within her as Tim eagerly met every thrust and practically impaled her. Greedy fingers slid over her bouncing breasts, tweaking her nipples and hungry blue eyes eagerly watched her come undone. Raven greedily took Tim’s heady emotions, drinking them in and eagerly offering her own attention for him to take.

Their movements became more frantic as Raven inched towards the edge of oblivion, and she listened to Tim’s grunts as he pressed her hips into her, his own release closer with every heavy thrust. Her name came tumbling from his lips like a frantic prayer, which fueled the heat in her abdomen. “Please, Tim,” she whimpered, her legs shaking as her orgasm bloomed and the wet sounds of felsh hitting flesh driving her over the edge.

With a growl, Tim sat up and warped his arms around her hips, slamming her down onto his cock and Raven mewled. Fingers slipped in between their bodies and skilled fingers found her clit, easily throwing her over the edge.

Raven groaned, her hips blinding thrusting into Tim as she felt herself freefalling through an explosion. The world seemed to just disappear, and Raven felt herself wrapped in an inferno. She drank Tim’s whirlwind of emotions, readily catching his own orgasm and greedily drinking every last dredge of his heated feelings. 

They sagged against each other, Tim tumbling backwards into bed and wrapping his arms around her and taking her with him. They gasped, breathing heavily against each other, slowly coming down from their delirious high. Raven felt her senses come back, her face pressed into Tim’s neck and slowly growing aware of her surroundings. She felt his erratic heartbeat against her cheek, drawing her back to reality.

Well fuck.

Tim’s cock throbbed in her, mockingly.

“Oh, wow,” Tim’s voice cracked, horse and just above a whisper in Raven’s ear. She felt the unsteady rise and fall of his chest as he tried to catch his breath. Raven lay sprawled over him, her legs wrapped around his hips, and he was still buried deep within her. Tim’s heartbeat and unsteady breathing were oddly secure and comforting. 

As they lay there catching their breath, the world slowly came back to them. Their senses, too. The reality of what just happened slowly sinking in. Raven listened to Tim’s breathing as he tried to find the right words and his emotions finally caught up with him. Fingers twitched along her ass.

Raven hummed, acknowledging Tim’s loss of words. Very gently she pushed herself off him, shuddering as his cock slid out of her and she rolled to the side, suddenly incredibly aware of their nakedness and what just happened.

 Raven lay on her back, still breathing unsteadily, and she watched Tim swipe a hand over his face. There was an unreadable expression on his face, matched by emotions she wasn’t quite sure to place. Tim lolled his head over to her, an unsure smile crossing his face. “Definitely not how I’d imagine the night to end,” he finally said, releasing a soft uneasy chuckle. 

Raven curled her lips into a small smile, as they tried to find a way to navigate through the moment. “Well,” Raven drawled, bracing herself on her elbows and looking at Tim and his bundle of confused emotions. “I did say you should rub one out,”

Tim made a face and Raven watched his Adam's apple bob as he swallowed thickly while mulling over his words. “Still not how I’d imagine that to turn out,”

Raven blinked and watched him curiously, her head tilting to the side. “It took the edge off,”

Tim looked confused and torn with his eyebrows drawn together, she was sure she looked equally as confused. “Raven,” Tim breathed, staring at her with a searching gaze. “I — we shouldn’t have,” he breathed. “I’m sorry,”

Part of her knew he wasn’t, she could feel it by the way his emotions still bubbled under her skin. His blue eyes were dark and there was a desire that seemed to shine in his eyes. Raven swallowed, relishing the desire and attention. She wasn’t sorry either. Her emotions purred, basking in the afterglow. “It’s alright,” she replied. 

Tim’s face pressed into his gray comforter as he stared at her, his eyes searching. For a moment, he looked like any other young adult male, sprawled across their bed after a long night of sex. The image struck a chord in Raven, and she drank in the sight. “It is?”

Raven hummed, vaguely aware how her body still buzzed in delight at the surprised – and piqued interest. She allowed Tim to study her, unashamed at her nakedness. “It is,” she said and shrugged in afterthought. “We’re old enough,”

There was a line that was crossed that night, Raven knew. There really was no coming back from that line.

~

The second time was a coincidence. 

It happened again close to a month after Raven’s night in Tim’s room. They surprisingly went on with their lives, brushing off the incident as a one-night occurrence. Raven refused to call it a one-night stand. Neither talked about it either. It just happened. She entered the Tower’s kitchen the next day, acutely aware of how sore she was and had breakfast with the entire team. Tim had called them in for training later in the morning, following their usual schedule like clockwork. Nothing remis.

Raven refused to think much of it anymore. There were far more important things for her to focus on - like Deathstroke, the Hive, and the occasional imminent doom of the world. 

Their second, what was it – meeting? – happened at random, purely out of coincidence. If having consensual sex even was considered a coincidence. Though, honestly, it was perhaps just as much her fault as it was his.

She knew it was Tim even before spotting him in the dingy dive bar in the outskirts of Seattle. Vaguely wondering what he was doing here, in this particular bar in god knows where Seattle, she returned to her greasy fries and soda. Perhaps he won’t even notice her.

She absently went through her phone, scrolling through social media and the local news. Perhaps she could still catch one of the free concerts at the park. She absently noted that Tim, obviously not dressed as Tim Drake-Wayne in all his worn leather jacket, ripped jeans, baseball cap, and sunglasses glory, settled somewhere in the back.

Her solitude didn’t seem to last very long, when a very familiar energy approached her. She looked up from her phone after checking the latest concert schedules of the local art fair and watched Tim slide into the high stool next to her. He settled his cup of coffee on the bar table. Raven tilted her head curiously, watching a small smile play on Tim’s lips.

“Is this seat taken?” he asked.

Raven’s brows furrowed, watching Tim slide into the rickety seat. “It is now,”

Tim hummed in acknowledgment and Raven watched him take a drink from his coffee, briefly glancing over her shoulder before beaming at her. Of course, work. “I’m Alvin,”

Raven hated that disguise. Alvin Draper. What a strange name. Raven fiddled with her half-empty soda, mindlessly tapping at the glass. “Rachel,”

Tim smiled; she could barely see the way his eyes crinkled in mild amusement. “Nice to meet you,” Tilting his head curiously, he looked genuinely confused. “What brings you here?”

Raven shrugged. “I’m on vacation,” she said with a point. “Got a week off from work for the culture festival here in Seattle.” The corners of her lips lifted teasingly, and she caught his stare as Tim obviously now remembered the vacation time she filed for. “I was hoping to get some time away from work and enjoy my time at the festival,” she watched Tim smile. Propping her chin on her hand, she thoughtfully popped a fry into her mouth. “My boss can be a pain in the ass sometimes, this break is really nice,”

Tim released a bark of laughter. “Right, I’m sorry,”

Raven rolled her eyes and took a swig of her soda. Leaning in just a little closer, she hissed. “You better not blow this place up,”

Tim laughed, more for show than anything else. “I won’t,” he mumbled. “I’m here for the festival too,” he said normally.

Raven looked unimpressed and pressed her lips into a thin line. “What a coincidence,”

In between staged laughs and casual conversations, Tim explained that he was tailing a lead. An international smuggling syndicate had set-up shop in Gotham and nano-tech trade seemed to happen at random points across the US. One of the syndicate's liaisons was scheduled to meet a few associates in this bar. He explained he’d been tailing them for a while now. Strange how their paths crossed – out of all the places and out of all days. Raven just hoped she’d not be asked to help. There was a bibliotheca she wanted to visit in the morning.

“What are your plans tomorrow?” Tim asked, while glancing over her shoulder and watching the group of men in the back. She watched him tap on his watch, obviously recording whatever the conversation was back there.

“There’s a library I want to see tomorrow. Some old scripts and books,” she explained.

Tim hummed, only half listening. He glanced back at the group. “Fascinating,”

Raven snorted, mildly amused to have caught him at work. “You barely even listened,”

“Old books and scripts,” Tim said, throwing her an amused glance. He was about to continue when he paused and stared at the group again. Out of the corner of Raven’s eyes she could see movement and a discrete exchange happen. Tim took a thoughtful swig of his coffee.

“What are you looking at, punk?”

So much for tailing his targets. Tim turned to Raven, schooling his face and throwing her a charming smile. They ignored the movement of Tim’s targets behind them. “I’d like to kiss you,”

Raven rolled her eyes and nodded. Tim owed her for messing with her vacation. Ignoring the familiar tingle that ran down her spine, she watched Tim hop off his chair and confidently walked up to her. Maneuvering herself away from the table, she allowed Tim to step up to where she sat and stand in between her legs. With purpose and confidence that took her by surprise, Tim drew her in for a kiss.

It was for show, to get his targets off his tail. Public display of affection always made people uncomfortable, even criminals. Raven wrapped her arms around Tim’s shoulders and returned his kisses, sitting in the bar stool gave her a height advantage and she slightly leaned over Tim’s form. Her fingers curled into the hair at the base of his neck, and she ignored how familiar every touch and kiss increasingly became.

She felt his hands fan over the swell of her hips, fingers teasingly running along her hips and occasionally stroking exposed skin around her hips. Her stomach flipped at the familiar sensations, and she unconsciously leaned in further.

She tried to ignore how teeth sunk into her bottom lips, drawing out a soft gasp from her. Her fingers curled around Tim’s neck, and she leaned in just a tiny bit further, allowing him to tilt her head just the right way and swiping his tongue against hers. 

There was movement behind them, and a group of men passed them. “Get a fucking room,” she heard one of them say. After a few more moments, they heard the distant sound of doors opening and closing. The bar was filled once again with dated country music. 

Theoretically, they should have stopped at this point. The targets were out, the danger was over, and they had successfully averted blowing Tim’s cover. They should have stopped.

But they didn’t.

Tim continued to kiss her, his ministrations languid and thorough and eagerly drinking her every sigh. He had stepped closer, hands fanning over the curve of her neck and angling her face just the right way. Raven felt her skin tingle at the familiarity, and she tried to not lean into him too much – to no avail. 

When breathing finally became an issue and her lungs began to burn, Raven gently pulled away. She silently wondered what the fuck just happened. They still kept close with foreheads pressed together and noses barely touching. For show Raven assumed in case some of the targets were still around. Feeling Tim’s fingers press into her neck had her shiver in a level of anticipation she shouldn’t even possess. 

“Sorry,” Tim breathed, a jumble of emotions, and looked a bit sheepish. He pulled away, gauging her reaction. She felt the pads of his fingers press into her pulse point on her neck and Raven wondered why her pulse quickened. Blue eyes blinked, trying to clear the darkness in their eyes. Tim cast a brief glance at the door before swallowing, looking thoughtful. “We should go,”

We.

She watched Tim pull away, emotions a curious jumble. He stepped away from her, watching her response before taking his mug and drinking the last dregs of his coffee. He waited patiently, as she mulled over his words. We. An invitation. 

It could well mean her helping him with whatever case he was working, her helping him keep up the front of a random girl he picked up at a bar. Perhaps this was true, whatever image he was trying to project, he needed to keep his cover. But she was also all too distinctly aware of the need that started to warm their skins.

Raven knew she should know better, she thought as she slid out of her chair and stuffed her phone into her pocket. She knew she should have better judgment but the tingle of excitement, a rush of something she shouldn’t be enjoying, had her following Tim out of the door and into the warm night of Seattle. 

She was staying at the Grand Hyatt, a treat she booked for herself. She could have gotten off right at the corner of her hotel when Tim made the turn. But instead, she watched the hotel disappear out of view from her window and allowed him to drive them to his safe house. 

His safe house was an apartment just close to the residential district of Seattle. It looked like a modern apartment, filled with tasteful furniture and the latest technology. It looked barely used, Raven figured Tim stayed at a different place if he’d come to Seattle for business trips. 

She watched him go straight to an open laptop, insert a thumb drive and run a program. They barely spoke, beyond him giving some details of the case. There was a determined look on his face and a heat that simmered low underneath the surface. She watched from the doorway of the living room, the screen of the laptop illuminating his face in the otherwise dark room. There was an air of seriousness that lay heavily in the silence. 

Raven leaned against doorframe, arms crossed and her nerves silently bubbling under her skin. She watched Tim type in his final command into the software, before straightening and looking over his shoulder and catching her stare. She could feel the edge in his nerves as he walked over, his stare intent as he studied her barely visible outline. 

Raven shifted when he finally stood in front of her, her back pressed into the doorframe. She stared up at his face, trying to study his intense gaze in the darkness of his safe house. There was a nervous, on the edge, curious energy that hung thickly in the air and Tim’s emotions probed at her, making her head tilt curiously to the side. 

Tim swallowed thickly and his fingers twitched on his sides. “Are we — are we doing this?” he asked, his voice a low rumble. Raven’s heart jumped at the invitation. 

He stared at her, the sensation of his emotions both familiar and foreign all at the same time. They shouldn’t, Raven knew. She watched Tim inhale deeply, his chest rising and blue eyes dark with an intensity she can’t quite place. Her curiosity and anticipation got the best of her. 

Curiosity killed the cat, she’d say. 

 Tilting her head, a small smile played on her lips in silent response, and she watched the relief and confidence just flood into Tim. Raven hummed, feeling herself loose to the anticipation and nervousness that filled her senses. “Alvin Draper did pick up a girl at a bar,” she said.

Tim immediately crowded her space, taking her confirmation and Raven felt her senses tip into overdrive. For a moment, they just stood there, pressed into each other, and feeding off each other’s energy. Raven felt herself warm as Tim studied her, his body on the edge and a curious energy just eagerly pressing into her. 

His hands fanned over her hips, holding her in place, just as he tipped his face down to capture her lips in a kiss. She inhaled sharply as familiar lips pressed into her, the taste of bitter coffee invading her senses as his tongue slipped against hers in a needy kiss. 

Pressing further into her, Tim’s kisses were practiced and surprisingly familiar, drawing out whimpers and sighs from her with practiced ease. He knew how to angle her head, press greedy fingers into her chin to angle her in such a way that had breathless and arching into him. 

It was disorienting to feel this way. But Raven chased every needy kiss with one of her own, her curiosity and want fueled by Tim’s own confusing emotions. Teeth scraped against her lips and fingers dug into her hips that had her gasping for breath and whimpering into his mouth. Her hands wrapped around his shoulders like an anchor as Tim’s heady emotions had her tittering into a dangerous oblivion, she was not all too sure she’d wanted to leave. 

They gasped for breath when their lungs finally burned, and Raven felt Tim’s ragged breath against her cheek and neck when he pressed his nose into her flushed cheek. Her skin tingled when their hips angled just the right wait and his hands had sneakily slipped under her shirt and pressed into her waist. 

With a shuddering deep breath, Tim pressed a soft kiss to her cheek. “Your kisses taste so good,” he whispered into her ear.

Raven felt whatever fortress she built crumble. With a whimper she kissed Tim, fingers tangling into his hair and practically melting into him. She’d worry over her bad choices tomorrow. 

They left a trail of clothes as Tim led them to his bedroom, hands exploring and each kiss more demanding than the last. They tumbled into his bed naked and breathless, emotions heady and delirious to Raven and she eagerly took every last dreg of pure want Tim had to offer. 

“Tim,” Raven purred, she felt his cock slide over her warm core, and she involuntarily bucked into him, chasing for release. Heat bubbled low under her skin. She’d worry over their poor decision-making skills later.

“Shh,” Tim whispered into her lips. He nipped her bottom lip and pressed a hand into her hip, pushing her away. He suddenly rolled off her and pressed into her side, he hovered over her, and Raven suddenly felt extremely exposed as he dark blue eyes watched her. 

His hand rested on her abdomen, fingers pressed into her hip bone and Raven watched him stare down at her, a dark twinkle in his eyes. “I didn’t get a chance to memorize you last time,” he said, his voice low. Raven felt herself burn under his gaze; his face illuminated by muted lights. Heat rushed through her, and she felt her core pulse. Holy fuck. 

Tim studied her like an assigned case, he was meticulous and thorough. Fingers slid over every scar and dip, memorizing every reaction he could draw from her. Lips followed his curious trail over her body, leaving nips and marks in places that drew embarrassingly soft whines from her. 

When his face disappeared between her legs and her world exploded around her, Raven realized that sinning was not so bad after all. 

~

Three times, that’s a pattern.

It was, there really was no place for Raven to deny it. It was a pattern she unwittingly found herself entangled in. It was dangerous, she knew, but she knew neither of them seemed to think too much of it. 

The third time wasn’t an accident, they did not randomly bump into each other at a bar, it wasn’t anywhere near a coincidence. 

Tim just appeared at her door one night. 

He stood in front of her door, his energy different – bright, on the edge, nerves, and a wanting Raven could easily identify. Raven swallowed at the press of emotions. It was past two in the morning, he looked freshly showered and different in his sweatpants and old Green Day band shirt. His lips lifted into a small tentative smile, and he seemed to study her for a moment, gauging her reaction. 

“Oh,” Raven breathed, and her pulse jumped at Tim’s emotions. It had been weeks since their encounter in Seattle, she had not expected to see him given everything that was going on in his life. She blinked, trying to understand what was happening. “Hi,” she whispered.

“Hi,” he replied, and she watched him stand firm in front of her. His blue eyes studied her, waiting for her next move. 

She shouldn’t have stepped aside, but she did. He shouldn’t have stepped into her room, but he did. 

His shoulder brushed against her as he stepped in, she could smell the familiar scent of sandalwood from him.

The door closed behind them, and Raven vaguely listened to the door’s lock mechanism snap into place. She was all too aware of Tim’s energy pressing into her, a familiar buzz that settled under her skin. 

“I couldn’t sleep,” he explained, his voice low. She knew she shouldn’t allow her skin to tingle and her heart jump at the confession. But the energy immediately changed in the room and Raven readily welcomed the change. 

Raven hummed, the corner of her lips quirking just a little bit in teasing amusement. “Didn’t Alfred tell you that warm milk and honey are supposed to help you sleep?” she asked. 

Tim released a soft huff of laughter and shook his head. “Not much of a milk fan,” he confessed lightly. His damp hair fell into his face and Raven thought how soft it looked – though honestly she shouldn’t even be thinking of this. 

Tilting her head, she studied his playful smile. “So, you thought it’d be good to visit, at two in the morning?” 

There was a pregnant pause between them, as they took the moment to stare at each other in the dimly lit room. She watched Tim tilt his head, as he spoke to her, studying her reaction. “I’m sorry, I could leave,” he told her, it sounded more like a challenge than an apology. Did he really want to leave? No. 

The air seemed warmer. “Stay,” she said. Her nerves tingle at the sight of Tim’s smile. “You can do what you like, you can pick a book, browse the net on my laptop, play some games — there are couple of games on my shelf, or use my bathroom to have another shower, or,” she drew the word out teasingly and paused, her eyes twinkled in amusement. Tim laughed as if catching her thought. “Rub one out. I am going to bed though and look at some animal memes, my legs still hurt from today’s patrol,” she announced in mild amusement. She turned on her bare feet and walked back to her bed and climbed into bed. She was aware of Tim’s watchful stare, burning into her back. She suppressed a shudder, refusing to be the first to budge in whatever game they were playing tonight. Raven crawled into her bed and sat leaning against her padded headboard, her skin warm with anticipation.

Her dim bedside lamp cast a warm glow around Tim, shadows dancing across his face as he sent her an amused smile at Raven. “Thanks for the hospitality,” he teased. Raven snorted and grabbed her phone, barely even paying attention to the animal memes. Instead, she watched him with a mixture of intrigue and subdued excitement as Tim slowly walked across her room and towards her large bookcase. Tim studied her bookcase, amusement and interest emanating from him as his lips continued to curl into a smile. He knew she was starting.

“Really?” her voice carried over her still room, watching Tim pull out a book – Out of Oz by Gregory Maguire.

Tim held the book close to him and turned at his hips to look at her over his shoulder, feigned innocence on his face. Raven fought off her own small smile that threatened to blossom on her lips. Tim was insufferable. “I like Wicked,”

“There are two other books that come after Wicked,” she told him. Raven watched him hum and briefly glance at the copy.

“I know,” Tim said. “Son of a Witch and A Lion Among Men,” he told her. Raven tilted her head and the corner of her lips lifted as she caught his deep gaze. Her insides jumped at the announcement; she wasn’t all too sure what to make of this new knowledge of his reading choices.

“You can borrow it if you like,” she told Tim. She watched his smile grow at the offer. 

“Thanks,” he told her and tucked it under his arm. He turned to starting at her bookshelf, studying the books and knickknacks that filled its shelves. Raven paused the video of the sunbathing dog and watched Tim pull out her old scrabble board. Her brows furrowed as she watched him turn and approach her bed, the scrabble tiles rattling noisily in the box. 

“Scrabble?” she asked and watched him sit down on the other side of her bed. Tim placed the old scrabble box on his lap along with the book he took from the shelf.

“Did you want to play?”

Tim’s blue eyes danced in amusement and a smile played on his lips. Long fingers rested on the edges of the scrabble box, fingers tapping the box absently. Raven glanced at the box, then back at Tim’s amused face. “You came here to play Scrabble?”

The mood shifted and the air that settled around them turned warm as Tim released a soft chuckle, his gaze steady and his smile unwavering. There was a teasing confidence around him that sent chills down Raven’s spine.  “What did you think I came over for?” Tim asked, blue eyes dancing in her muted lights.

From the moment she first met Tim many years ago, she quickly learned how noticeably different he was from all the other Robins. Where most of them were cocky and loud, sure of their moves and their presence, Tim held a quiet confidence that easily captured an audience and took control of any situation to his advantage. In recent months, Raven learned Tim’s quiet confidence was enrapturing, he unwittingly could crawl under her skin, and she was quite possibly drawn to his presence every time.

His gaze was steady, as if waiting for her to make the next move. A challenge, like a board game of Scrabble, tiles laid out strategically. He knew the outcome though.

Raven released a soft laugh, realizing he knew what she was thinking. Placing her phone on her bedside table, she raised an eyebrow at him amusedly. Game on.

“Paint our toenails and gossip?” she offered. She slid under her sheets further, her covers reaching her shoulders and she stared up at Tim with a teasing smile. 

Tim snorted ungracefully as he placed the scrabble board, book, and his phone on the bedside table on his side. Raven watched him hesitate for a moment, thoughts visibly running through his mind as his gaze switched between her and the empty space beside her. 

Warm anticipation brewed as Raven caught Tim’s stare, a silent question in his eyes to which she responded with a small smile and rolling to her side, facing him fully. Tucking her right under her face, she waited for Tim to make his next move. Carefully, Tim slipped under her covers, blanket tucked over his shoulder and settled on his side to face her. He rested his hand in the little space between them, as they lay on their sides and studied each other with bated breath.

For a moment they stared at each other, Raven’s skin tingled as the air seemed thicker at their close proximity. She watched how Tim’s long hair fell into his eyes, a familiar image she’d seen intimately already. He looked awfully comfortable, albeit curious and hesitant, as he lay in front of her, taking his time to study her, as if memorizing. 

“Is this —,” Tim paused, she felt him shift and inhale. His breath fanned over her face and their closeness sent a shiver down her spine. She felt the warmth of Tim’s right hand where it settled in the space between them, long fingers twitched under the covers. “Is this alright?”

“You coming over to play scrabble?” she whispered. They both knew that this was wrong. But — 

Tim’s foot shifted, accidentally brushing against her own bare feet. She playfully nudged his foot away and she settled her own foot on top of his ankle. She watched him smile widen, a familiar glint in his eyes, and his intoxicating confidence she knew all too well seemed to seep into her skin. “Is that what we’re calling this?”

This. 

Calloused fingers wrapped around her wrist, his hand shifting under the covers and grasping her wrist in a gentle hold. His touch sent sparks down her spine that had her inhale softly and desperately try to keep his steady gaze, she refused to be the first to budge and tumble headfirst into this. Whatever this was. 

All Raven knew this was a damned game – and she was willing to play. 

Raven shifted, her foot pressing into Tim’s and their knees brushing against each other. Her nerves seemed to vibrate. “Sure,” she relented, allowing herself to tumble headfirst into this. 

“Good,” Tim said, his voice just a little bit thicker and he swallowed, waiting for either of them to make their next move. Calloused fingers slid up her arm and wrapped around her elbow, fingers pressing into her arm with an apparent want. He tugged gently and Raven felt his warmth and thick desires travel from the pads of his fingertips into her nerves. 

Everything around them seemed to shift as the air became stifling and Tim’s emotions pressed into her, a slow burning hunger licking at her skin. His fingers twitched around her elbow and Raven felt her last resolve break. Fuck it. 

She pushed Tim onto his back and unceremoniously straddled him, heat rushing through her body as hips slanted against each other and Tim’s hands immediately flew to her waist, holding her in place. Bracing herself against his shoulders, she eagerly consumed his heat and loomed over Tim with a playful smirk. “You should know I’m an excellent Scrabble player,”

There was a hungry glint in Tim’s eyes, and he returned her playfulness by gripping her waist more firmly and teasingly slipping fingers under her camisole. “Oh, I know,” he whispered. 

Raven fully surrendered to the moment, to this. She knew when Tim tugged her down to kiss her, a hunger roared to life, and she wanted nothing more to be consumed by this. Future Raven could deal with the consequences of this.

For now, she wanted to feed this wanting and consume nothing but the fire that seemed to teasingly lick her skin. Teeth bit into her bottom lip and hands ghosted over her camisole, brushing over her breasts, and tweaking her nipples into tight peaks. Raven whimpered as their hips rolled against each other, their need more apparent and without any hesitations, unlike before. 

Removing clothes and pressing needy hands into scars, tight muscles, and dangerous dips has since become muscle memory, practiced, and done with little hesitation. There was no hesitation when Tim rolled them over, pressing Raven into her bed and stealing her breath with another long kiss that left her breathless and arching into him. She relished the tight press of his naked body into hers.

True to his promise of memorizing her, Tim knew where he could draw the longest gasp or how to make her breath stutter. His kisses and touch were confident and practiced, pressing into her neck, and scraping over her pulse point. She dug her fingers into his shoulder, pressing into him and whimpering for more. Their movements were confident, drawing out gasps and moans from muscles and folds that they had since memorized.

A heat pooled low in her abdomen, fueled by Tim’s heady wants and desires. Raven whimpered and wrapped her right leg over Tim’s hip, seeking for release as his emotions slowly all but consumed her. 

Practiced fingers slid down her side and Raven listened to Tim inhale sharply just when his fingers brushed her folds and her own fingers curled into hair in response. “Tim!” Raven gasped and her legs spread open further, her core aching and throbbing as Tim continued to tease her, pressing fingers into her in a way he seemed to have memorized well. 

“Fuck!” Raven groaned, unable to control herself as her emotions bubbled over and an inferno all but consumed her. Tim’s fingers slipped into her, curving just the right way, and filling her out and stretching her. She bucked into him, desperately seeking for release. 

Tim released a shuddering breath into the curve of her neck and pressed his fingers in her slick heat. “That’s 13-point word, Rae,” he hummed into her neck and gently bit into her skin. Raven released a soft chuckle which quickly dissolved into a groan when Tim picked up the pace and thrust his fingers into her. 

Raven felt herself tittering close to the edge, her hips eagerly keeping pace with Tim’s fingers. She felt the fire in belly burn her nerves and she eagerly drank Tim’s own emotions, spurring her on for more. 

“Please,” she whimpered, when she felt the hot pressure build up inside of her and slowly melt the world away. Her body groaned for release.

Tim growled and pulled his fingers out of her. He grabbed her hips and pulled them closer. Whispering her name like a mantra, Tim grabbed his cock and slid into her. They groaned as Tim bottomed out, his familiar girth and length stretching her out and filling her.

Raven felt the world just disappear as she welcomed the feeling of being consumed in a mad inferno. Tim thrusted into her at a strong pace, determined to sate their hunger and take them over the edge. His thrusts were unrelenting, long determined strokes that were confident and practiced – Raven moaned as he hiked her leg up higher and angled her hip to furiously hit the perfect spot he knew well. 

Kisses and hands became greedier and needier as fingers twisted nipples and kisses muffled moans. Raven groaned, drinking in Tim’s hunger, and eagerly welcomed this onslaught of emotions. Her inner demon purred in delight, greedy for more. 

Tim hiked her leg over his shoulder and groaned loudly when she squeezed around his cock in response. “Oh god, Raven,” he whispered into the skin of her shoulder, shuddering as hips snapped against each other in a frantic rhythm. 

Gripping Tim’s shoulder, Raven felt her leg jostle and bounce over Tim’s shoulder, their thrusts growing more frantic as they chased after their orgasm. “Harder!” she gasped, and fingers dug into Tim’s hips, pulling him closer - if possible.

The wet sounds of flesh hitting flesh filled seemed to fuel their frantic pace and spur on their need for release. Tim picked up the pace and all but plowed into her – drawing long whimpers and groans from Raven. Raven felt her world slowly burn as Tim brought her closer and closer to the edge, his strokes long and hard, filling her to the core and just driving her senses mad. 

With a soft growl, Tim slammed into her, his thrusts deep, constantly bottoming out and filling her. Raven felt the world burst into hot stars and she felt herself being swept away by a sea of hot emotions and just thrown into oblivion. Everything around her muted and she eagerly consumed Tim’s own orgasm as he frantically thrust into her, their combined emotions throwing her over the edge. Raven mewled in delight, legs wrapping around Tim’s waist and greedily gripping Tim’s throbbing cock, drinking every last dreg of his heat.

“Raven,” Tim breathed, collapsing on top of her. Raven wrapped her arms around Tim’s sweaty form, relishing their closeness and allowing them both to collect themselves from the high. 

Raven felt Tim’s frantic heartbeat against her chest, and she listened to his unsteady breathing, silently delighted to have caused this pure exhaustion. Her fingers pressed into the scars of his back, and she enjoyed the heavy press of his body into hers. 

When sounds of the world slowly returned to them and their breathing leveled out, Tim gently rolled off her. Raven shivered at the loss. “Fuck,” Tim breathed, still out of breath and relishing the after-sex high. Not bothering to think over the consequences of the lines they officially crossed that night, he gently tugged her closer and wrapped his arms around her.

“That’s a double word score now,” Raven mumbled into his chest, teasing him gently. She felt Tim chuckle, his laughter a low rumble in his chest. They basked in the moment, Raven eagerly taking every little emotion Tim had to offer. 

Fingers squeezed her hips and legs tangled into each other. “I’m starting to like Scrabble,” Tim mumbled into her shoulder. He pressed a gentle kiss into her collarbone. 

It was a terribly dangerous declaration, Raven realized. But it was one that was dangerously tempting – something that made her inner demon purr in satisfaction – and one that she’d eagerly play. Consequences be damned. 

“Me too,”

#TimRae #tim drake #Raven #Teen Titans #Red Robin #batman #Baggage what baggage? #Dumb Birbs Navigating Feelings #Its gonna get messier! #timrae fanfiction

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Leila. "Daughter of the night."

It was a surprise Tim wasn't ready for.

Or

How one night close to five years ago would change everything for Tim and Raven.

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Chapter 1

“Hey, I’m in Gotham,”

The message seemed strangely out of the blue to be sent at 4:23 in the morning, but when he saw the ID on his phone Tim sat up in bed and stared at the screen. Whatever dregs of sleep he felt disappeared instantly.

Rachel R.

Not wasting time, he called her. Raven picked up on the second ring.

“Hey,” her voice drifted through the phone, her voice soft and familiar. 

“Hey yourself,” Tim greeted, smiling into the phone and slowly rolling out of bed. It was nice to hear from Raven again after all those years. After she quit the team, they barely heard from her. Raven said she wanted a normal life, away from their superhero work. While with the Titan’s she had gone to a community college in San Francisco and it didn’t come much of a surprise she got into grad school right away on an academic scholarship. “It’s been ages,”

Raven hummed, her voice just a little distant. “Yeah, it has. Sorry for the early morning text,” she said. He could hear her moving around, plates rattling in the background. Probably preparing her morning tea, he thought. He could picture her making her favorite blend of herbal tea, the memory of her in the Tower still familiar to him. 

Tim entered his own kitchen and placed her on speaker as he started preparing his coffee. He set his phone on the large granite counter. “Don’t worry about it,” he assured and started puttering around in his kitchen. “What brings you to Gotham? Do the others know?”

There was a brief pause from the other line and Tim stopped dumping heaping portions of coffee into his old coffee maker. Multi-millionaire and he still had yet to buy a decent espresso machine. His brows furrowed at the silence.

“Just some personal stuff,” Raven finally replied. There was some distant noise and a door closing in the background. He heard the line rustle with her movements. 

“I see,” he breathed with piqued interest. In the last five years or so, Raven barely stayed in touch. She kept the team updated on her travels across the globe, but barely delved deep on her personal life beyond her life as a research assistant and her latest whereabouts. This was new. He knew that Raven’s mother was originally from Gotham and with the ex-Titan wandering around the globe, he assumed she had some business to take care of. 

“Do you need help with anything? Are you alright?” he asked, suddenly standing still and waiting for her reaction. Worry laced his tone and he tried to pick up anything that felt out of the ordinary. “Just say the code,”

Raven released a soft huff of laughter, the sound familiar to his ears and he visibly relaxed around his coffee. She did not sound in distress. “I’m fine,” she said. 

Tim stared at his phone waiting for her to continue as a pregnant pause filled the air. He heard her line rustle again. “Raven?” he prodded gently.

“Sorry,” Raven breathed. “Got a little distracted,” she said over the clatter of plates. He wondered where she was. That sounded way too much china for just morning tea, breakfast perhaps?

“How long will you be in Gotham?” he asked. Tim checked the time on his phone, making sure he still had enough time to get ready for work and make it on time. He had a meeting with R&D in the morning and he had hoped not to come in late today. 

Raven hummed. “I’m not sure, for a while, I think,” she said. 

Tim frowned at how distracted she sounded.  He wondered if she truly was alright, her voice seemed distant. “That’s great. You think we could catch up?” he asked while picking up his phone and coffee and heading back into his bedroom to get ready. 

“Actually, yeah, that’s why I’m calling,” replied Raven, there was a waver in her voice that Tim could not quite place. “Do you think we could meet up?”

Tim blinked, mildly surprised at the offer. “That’d be great,” he said, hiding the surprise in his tone. How strange for Raven to initiate a meet-up. His curiosity picked up and he blinked at his reflection in his bedroom mirror, mildly wondering why she wanted to meet up. Raven barely did social calls. “When?”

“Are you free later, after work?” 

—

While Monday’s were always terrible, Wednesdays were the worst for Tim. Mid-week meant meetings with the Audit department, review of project proposals, a stack of finance documents to review and sign, and project update meetings, and business planning for the new joint venture. Lunch was something he hardly tasted, barely touched it and had it whisked away from him as fast as it arrived. The rest of his Wednesday was spent neck deep in reports, Tim had barely some time to breathe.

His stomach churned from either hunger or his nth cup of coffee today. Or, he chalked it up to the curiosity that came with seeing his teammate after so long. While a million questions ran through his mind, Tim genuinely hoped that Raven was alright and in no way in any trouble. Social calls were hardly her thing.

Tim had just gotten back from work, surprisingly still daytime (a first in his entire career) and busied himself in the kitchen. Raven would drop by any minute, she had insisted on just coming over instead of meeting at a cafe. After throwing his suit jacket over one of the kitchen stools (a terrible habit he still had to outgrow, despite his age), he rolled up the sleeves of his white business shirt and prepared a plate of crackers. Alfred would have his head if he didn’t prepare at least something to nibble on for his guest.

It didn’t take long until his alarm system notified him that someone was outside the building, waiting to be let in. Briefly checking through his phone that it was indeed Raven, he buzzed her in. “Come on in,” he spoke through his phone, tapping a button and letting her through security. 

When he made it to his front door, he heard Raven softly knock against the reinforced door. Swinging open the door, Tim smiled. “Hey,”

Raven looked the same from how he remembered her five years ago. Her hair came longer now, black hair cascading past her shoulders. Her ruby jewel on her forehead was gone and turned into a pendant. Dressed simply in a pair of jeans and stylish black sweater and oversized jean jacket, Raven smiled at Tim. 

“Hey,” she mumbled, familiar blue eyes bright as they stared up at him. Raven sounded the same, and much to Tim’s relief he noted no signs of distress. Perhaps he was just overthinking everything.

“Come in,” he said, stepping aside to allow her to pass through and moving to close the door after her. He stood awkwardly by his now closed door and watched her briefly glance at the tastefully decorated hallway. For a brief moment he panicked, unsure what to do — could they hug? Was she okay with hugs now? Was a handshake okay? Or should he just wave?

Raven seemed to sense the mild awkwardness and she stepped into his space and took him by surprise and hugged him. “It’s good to see you,” she mumbled into his shoulder, she barely came up to his chin as she stood on her tippy toes.

“Raven, it’s been years,” he chuckled and squeezed her small form. Tim wondered if she had gotten smaller, if that were even possible. 

Raven hummed in agreement and stepped out of the hug. She sent him a smile that didn’t quite reach the eyes, but then again, Raven barely smiled. He ushered her into the apartment, directed her where to hang up her jacket, and told her to take a seat in the living room while he went to get them something to drink.

“You really didn’t need to prepare anything,” Raven called after him. Tim laughed and shot her an amused grin over his shoulder. “What kind of host would I be if I didn’t offer my guest something to eat and drink?”

Raven made a face, her calm expression crumpling as she wrinkled her nose. “Host?” she teased. 

Tim left her to her own devices, likely perusing his book collection along the large wall that led to his home office. When he returned moments later, sure enough he found her reading the backcover of a book. Little Women, First Edition.

“You know you can borrow anything you’d like,” he announced while setting the large tray with crackers and tea on the living room coffee table. 

“It’s a first edition,” Raven noted in mild surprise, gently cradling the book to her chest. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen this before here,”

Over the course of their time together with the Titans, Raven had visited his apartment a handful of times. Each visit had her inspecting his book collection, commenting on his lack of classics, and how he could have impossibly not read every management book that lined shelves. (“Some of these look like they never were opened,” she told him dryly, eyeing a Peter Drucker book in amusement.)

“I took that from the Manor a while back,” Tim told her. “You could borrow it if you’d like,” he motioned her to join him on his ridiculously large leather couch. He set a steaming mug of tea, prepared to her liking (as far as he could remember), in front of the empty space next to him. “Now come here, have some tea, and you can pick books you can borrow later,”

Over the course of years he had known her, Tim easily spotted the brief moment of hesitancy that crossed Raven’s face. She hugged the book tighter to her chest and shuffled towards the couch and slowly sat down next to him, just a fraction of a distance away from him. He could smell the familiar scent of her lavender perfume. Setting the book on the table, Raven carefully reached for the steaming mug of tea and took a tentative sip. 

“Well?” Tim asked, smiling and casually angling his body to face her, hoping to break the seemingly awkward silence that stretched through the air. 

Raven smiled over the mug. “This is good, you remembered,”

Tim grinned teasingly. “Hard to forget when you chugged tea every hour of every day,” His smile grew when the tension left Raven’s shoulders and she released a small huff of laughter. 

“As if you’re any different with your coffee,” Raven shot back.

They fell into an easy conversation, quickly catching up on the years apart. Tim learned Raven had traveled quite a bit over time, spending most of her time in Asia and Europe consulting on ancient literature research with local universities. She enjoyed her time in Europe and the slow travel to different countries by train. Tim thought it seemed very much like Raven to enjoy traveling at such a leisurely pace. This was the first time she was back in America after close to five years.

“So what brings you to Gotham?” Tim asked, after they shared a laugh over old memories of the Titans. 

Raven blinked, and that distracted energy he noted from her came back. He watched her blink, the corners of her lips lifting tentatively as she shot him a brief glance before turning back to the now cold tea. 

“It’s complicated,” Raven began and absently tapped the side of her mug. She stared at the plate of crackers, seemingly briefly lost in thought. Tim patiently gave her time to collect her thoughts, worry slowly brewing in the pit of his stomach. 

“Raven?” he gently prodded.

“I have a daughter,” she announced without much preamble.

Tim blinked, genuinely surprised at the announcement. Well, that wasn’t what he was expecting. 

“Oh, wow,” he breathed. He watched her worriedly stare at him, as if studying his reaction. “Congratulations, Rae. That’s awesome,” Raven offered him a small smile, she looked sheepish and inhaled deeply, as if collecting her thoughts. “This is great news,”

The corner of Raven’s lips curled into a wry smile. “Her name is Leila,” Raven carried on and suddenly broke eye contact. Tim watched her in mild worry as she absently stared at the orange teapot Alfred gifted him as a housewarming gift many years ago. “She’ll turn four this year. She’s a very smart little girl. She likes books, going to the park, going to the beach, playing with dolls and Lego, dancing, and drawing,” A fond smile plays on Raven’s lips as she thinks of her daughter. “She’s talks a lot and asks a lot of questions,”

Tim smiles as he pictures a little girl that looked exactly like Raven. The image couldn’t be cuter. His smile grows at the thought. “She sounds wonderful, Raven,” 

Raven looked at him and caught his gaze, she smiled at him like any mother proud of her child. “She is,” 

“You should have brought her with you,” Tim told her. Tilting his head curiously, he watched her body stiffen. “Who is looking after her while you’re here?” He paused, wondering if it was the right time to ask. “The father?”

“She’s at daycare,” Raven answered, not really answering his question. Inhaling deeply, Raven set her cold tea on the coffee table in front of them. She stared at it for a moment, as if seemingly studying the intricate patterns that danced on its surface. 

“Raven?” Tim looked at her in confusion, worry again starting to creep up slowly in his stomach. Was Raven alright? Was her daughter safe? What was going on?

Raven blinked, breaking out of her stupor, and she looked up at Tim, an unreadable expression crossed her face. “When I said I wanted to leave the Titans for a more normal life, I guess I truly got that,” she said wryly. As if catching Tim’s concern, she caught his confused gaze and she swallowed the lump that formed in her throat. Tim had never seen Raven look so hesitant. 

“When I left the Titans, I did not know I was six weeks pregnant, Tim,” she said. There was a brokenness in her voice in her confession that made his heart jump into his throat. His stomach churned uneasily as his mind began to process the information. 

Raven’s eyes widened in alarm, as if sensing Tim’s jump of emotions. She watched him go rigid, staring at her in alarm. “I didn’t know, until a few weeks later. I guess half-demons show pregnancy symptoms late in the cycle,” she explained, her smile wry.

“Raven,” Tim’s voice sounded strained, as waves of emotions suddenly seemed to swell in his stomach. Thought after thought ran through his mind, how could he have missed a pregnant teammate?  His stomach heaved.

“Leila has been asking a lot about her father,” Raven whispered. There’s a hesitancy and brokenness in her voice that made Tim worry even more. “She wonders where her father is and she’s such a curious child. And I can’t –” Raven paused, her voice wavering and her breathing hitched as she sensed Tim’s spike of emotions. Her blue eyes locked with Tim’s alarmed dark blue ones. 

“She deserves to know her father. And her father deserves to know she exists,”

Tim’s ears started to ring as he finally processed the information. Six months pregnant once she left the Titans. Six months — “Raven,” Tim hissed, his breathing hitching and his chest tightening. He felt breathless, his ears continued to ring loudly, and it felt like the world was spinning out of control. A distant memory, clear yet faint crossed his mind, that had his heart stutter and suddenly his world titled to the side. 

Fuck.

“Tim,” He heard her despite the mad ringing in his ears. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. She pressed on, her voice a mad mix of apologetic and panic. Her face crumpled into deep regret, her eyes trying to catch his panicked stare. “I tried to tell you —” she whispered and Tim felt his world explode. 

Oh shit.

“But I couldn’t, I was scared, I didn’t know what you’d do, what the Justice League would do, I as afraid they’d take her away from me, I did not know how you’d react, you were with Stephanie again soon after, and I was embarrassed and just scared,” her words were a jumbled mess, her voice uncharacteristically rose with a mix of emotions. Her blue eyes shone with unshed tears. “I am so sorry, Tim,”

Tim felt like the wind was knocked out of his chest and he inhaled shakily, desperately trying to find air to breathe. “So she’s —”

“She’s yours,”

~~

Notes:

Well, so here's that. Just another wild idea I could not let go of. I had to write. I always wanted to explore the idea of Tim as a father, I knew he was good with kids and the idea kind of grew on me over time. I know I have a couple of other stories in the works, but this one I'll keep short, just so I can let go of this plot bunny that's been bothering me for a while.

I wonder how I two birbs will navigate parenthood together?

#timrae #tim drake #raven #timrae fanfiction #teen titans #Rachel Roth #Red robin #batman fanfiction

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i actually think my arrangement of this chart flawlessly explains the logic behind the dynamic of any two characters listed character interpretation discourse over ur welcome all

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Hi, everyone. Just popping in for a quick update. I got a few messages asking where I've been. Thanks for checking in! I've taken the last few months off, taking some personal time and finding some time to take care of myself.

My mom passed in December while I was out of the country. A few days prior to her passing our state was hit by a category 5 cyclone and pretty much flattened a good part of our country. Our home took a hit, but not as bad as those who lost everything. Shelter and electricity are still a problem for many. As a nonprofit worker, this hits hard. Doubly so when I lost my mom in the middle of it all.

I'm currently taking care of things at home, packing up dusty memories and cleaning out remnants of the past. These last few months have been wild.

My mom had dementia and it's insane to literally wait for death. Months before she passed, the waiting of what could inevitably would happen was excruciating. Now that she's gone, there's this inexplicable feeling -- kind of like roughly removing a bandaid and just waiting for the wound to air dry, hoping it'll heal faster. I'm still allowing wounds to air dry and I catch myself just blankly staring at healing wounds.

Thank you for checking in. I miss writing and I'm planning to get back to writing our favorite #TimRae stories in the days to come.

Tight hugs, everyone! I really want to put out another TimRae update soon. I promise it will come out. I miss our birb idiots and them trying to navigate feelings. 💜

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We Played Dangerously (5/?)

"I think some things (never) change"

I know a lot of you have been asking what happened between our favorite little TimRae birbs.

Well, here we are. We're slowing unpacking things. Slowly, I'd like to unravel this painstakingly slowly (I'm sorry!!) and put things into light little by little. Some things need to be drawn out, with the amount of history between these two. But today's chapter should cast a little light on things.

Here's Chapter 4

~~~~~~

Present Day, Gotham

Tam was furious when he told her to take all his calls just as he stepped out of his office for lunch. He wasn’t sure when he’d be back – or if he’d be back at the office later. He told her he’d work from home, if his schedule changed. (Was he hoping his schedule would change?) But Tim had promised an exasperated Tam that, yes, he’d go through the Tokyo contracts, and, yes, the budget would be signed by tomorrow afternoon. Yes, he really was going out for lunch and not slipping into tight fitting kevlar in the middle of the day.

Though all in all, despite his intelligence, Tim slowly started to doubt his lunch plans. He stared at Gotham Library with uncertainty growing heavily in the pit of his stomach. It was a terrible idea, he knew. But, when did a terrible idea ever stop him? God, he was on the edge.

It’s been a few days since his visit (break-in) at Raven’s apartment. For whatever reason, his nerves were killing him. He was unsettled. God, perhaps Jason was right – he needed to lay off the caffeine for a bit.

Sighing softly, Tim stepped out of his car and hurried up the old library steps before he would lose his resolve. He waved at the surprised receptionist in the lobby, not really bothering to stop to talk to her. Instead, he flashed her a patented Wayne smile, which seemed to do the trick and the flustered woman waved him along as he continued heading towards the third floor of the library where he knew the laboratory and conservation department was located.

Stepping through the large white doors and into the department, Tim briefly took in a spacious room with high ceilings and big tables with an array of books, equipment, and documents. Soft jazz music filled the air and he could see people’s heads move from the glass window that divided the main room from the main entryway.

The sole occupant in the room was a young woman with a Gotham University ID strap around her neck, the same one who pulled Rachel aside during that night at the gala. She was hunched over an old piece of parchment, busy dabbing away on the paper with a cotton swab.

“I’m looking for Rachel Roth,” Tim said, approaching the young woman.

The young woman hummed, not bothering to look up, too engrossed in whatever she was doing. Tim curiously stared at how she swiped the cotton swab across the edge of the frayed paper, silently wondering what that achieved. “I think she’s inside,” the young woman said.

Tim tilted his head curiously to the side and smiled in amusement. “Do you think I could see her?”

“Eh, do you have an appoi– OH,” Tim watched in mild amusement as the brunette blinked momentarily, staring up at him like he had grown a second head. He supposed he did stand out in his business suit. He smiled kindly at the woman, tilting his head ever so lightly for her to continue. “Mr. Wayne,” she breathed, staring at him.

“Hi,” he chuckled. When that didn’t get the response he hoped for, he offered her one of his smiles that usually helped close business deals. “I’m looking for Rachel?”

“Oh, yes!” the woman pushed herself away from the table, rolling her swivel chair away with a bit more force than necessary. “She’s in the main lab,” she said and stood up abruptly, ponytail aggressively swishing behind her. “I’ll take you to her,”

Tim smiled. “Thank you,”

“My name’s Alice, I’m a junior at GU majoring in Conservation Science with a minor in literature,” babbled the brunette, Alice, as they walked down the large hallway. Tim nodded politely, listening to her talk while curiously peeking into some of the rooms they passed.

“Here we are,” Alice directed to the large two-door entryway. “This is our main lab where we do most of our paper conservation work. The other labs are for art,” she explained, though Tim was barely interested. Through the glass panels, he could see Raven’s black hair and he was immediately reminded of his nerves as they leapt briefly.

“Yeah, it definitely looks glued together. Let’s look at what kind of glue they used or if we can get the compounds? That way we can find ways to remove the glue and separate all these sheets,” Tim watched Raven talk to a small group as they were leaning over a large scroll that lay on the huge white lab table. She held what looked like a scalpel close to the old paper, gently nudging at where the sheets were glued together. “Once that’s done, let’s study if we can give the paper a rinse and stop the acid from decomposing the paper.”

For a moment, Tim just stared from his spot in the doorway, taking in Raven’s blue dress and heels and the curious expression that crossed her face. A few strands of hair fell into her eyes as she turned and listened to one of her colleagues and everyone shared a laugh. He felt the oddly familiar way his stomach flipped, watching the smile dance across her lips – a rare sight he often enjoyed for himself. And it struck him how in her element Raven was.

Tim felt his breath catch. Just as Alice was about to announce their arrival and butt into the group’s conservation, Raven looked up and locked eyes with him. Of course, she must have sensed him as he stepped into the room. Surprise flickered in her blue eyes as she stared at him.

“Hi, sorry, to bother,” Alice next to him, smiling apologetically at the group. “Rachel? Eh, you have a guest?” She tilted her head towards Tim, not so subtly nudging her head his way and raising her eyebrows warningly.

“Mr. Wayne,” Raven breathed, a small smile played on her lips as she straightened and she schooled her face, slipping into Rachel Roth with ease.

"Hi, Ms. Roth," the formalities felt odd, grating against his lips, but Tim played along expertly and he smiled at her. He watched her stare at him, as if trying to figure out what he was doing here.

"What a surprise," she said, still staring at him as if trying to read him. Tim knew that look well, her blue eyes searching his face as if trying to find answers.

"Our meeting?" He lied, tilting his head ever so lightly and smiling at her. He watched her blink, a look of sheepish surprise crossing her face. Tim had to fight from smiling broader, watching Raven look sheepish, albeit fake, was always amusing.

“Right, my apologies,” she said. Glancing briefly at her colleagues, she nodded her head. “I think we’re good? I’ll be back later to help out. Hopefully we'll know the compounds by then.” she said before turning back to Tim and offering him a calculating gaze.

“Right. Let’s go to my office, Mr. Wayne,” Raven said, sparing him a brief glance and smile, before walking past him and through the doors of the lab. Tim followed her silently, listening to the rhythmic clicking of her heels against the tiled floor.

Tim spared her a glance, staring at the telltale signs of Raven’s mild confusion as her eyebrows barely drew in and her lips were pressed into a tight smile.

They stepped into her small office at the end of the hallway. It was bare, but tastefully decorated with a few plants and paintings. A standard desk with an obscenely large computer screen was set up close to one of the small windows. Tim could barely see one of the ugly stone gargoyles that were perched by the library entrance from her window.

Once the door was safely closed, Raven whirled around and sent him a confused look. “What are you doing here?” she asked, eyebrows drawn in utter confusion. Arms crossed, she studied Tim. “Do you need help with something?” She paused and looked over his shoulder. “With a case?”

Tim released a soft chuckle, unbuttoned his suit jacket and eased himself, uninvited, into her rather uncomfortable chair reserved for guests. The upholstery was old and uncomfortable and Tim wondered just for how long the chair had been in circulation. “Er, no,” he smiled sheepishly up at her, mildly amused at the sight of her drawn eyebrows. “I was wondering if you’d like lunch?”

Raven looked surprised and she gingerly stepped closer to the edge of her desk to sit down, presumably to digest what he just had said. “Lunch?” she repeated, arms still folded across her chest as if defensively. Tim thought that it was odd to see Raven this way – heels and business-like, and just edging on cautious.

“Yeah, you know. Something you eat sometime around 2-ish or so,” he explained, tilting his head just a little to throw a teasing smile at her.

The corner of her lips curled into a familiar amused smile and she uncrossed her arms, allowing them to rest on either side of her hips and gently grab the edge of her desk as she sat up and leaned towards him just a little bit. She narrowed her eyes and caught his amused stare. “Look at you, telling me to go have lunch. Who are you and what have you done with Tim Drake-Wayne,” she said, a teasing lilt in her voice.

There she was. Tim beamed, catching a brief glimpse of the Raven he remembered from years ago. His chest tightened at the memory of her and he quickly dismissed it. “I’m a changed man,” he told her.

Raven rolled her eyes and crossed her legs by her ankles, getting comfortable on her perch. “I doubt that,” she said, an air of finality in her voice that carried more than it intended to. They shared a brief glance before she huffed and shook her head. “Also, normal people have lunch at 12 noon, not ‘around 2-ish or so,’” she told him.

Tim shrugged. “So my timing needs a bit of work,” he said defensively. He stared at her, expectantly waiting for her reply. Silently wondering if she’d agree. Surely she wouldn’t say no to a friend, right? “So, lunch?”

“It’s quarter to two,” Raven deadpanned.

Tim wrinkled his nose. “Time is irrelevant,”

Raven made a face. “I’d like to think timing meals is important to avoid ulcers and other complications,” she countered.

Tim blinked, staring up at her amused expression and for a brief moment, he was reminded of their younger versions and their endless banter. Before he could allow himself to tumble headfirst into old memories, logical Tim laughed and forced himself to look at the much older version of the Raven he once knew. “Okay, you got me. My lunch game still needs work,”

Raven released a soft huff of laughter. “It’s vastly improved,” she assured him.

“So, is that a yes?” Tim asked.

Raven eyed him as she looked torn for a moment, her gaze drifting towards her office door briefly, without a doubt thinking of her team and her work. Her gaze settled back at him, an unreadable expression crossing her face as she sighed and pulled herself up on her feet. “Fine, but you better think of an excuse for my team,” she told him.

He shouldn’t have felt as excited as he was, but Tim thought it was alright considering they had not seen each other in years. Catching up was in order. Buttoning up his suit as he stood up, he threw her a winning Wayne smile. “Excellent. We can have a lunch meeting outside the library,” he told her.

Raven watched him, as if studying him for a moment, before sighing and rolling her eyes. “Fine,” she mumbled. Standing up, she grabbed her things – her phone and laptop satchel before joining him by her door.

They left without much fuss. Tim threw her assistant Alice a bright smile and nonchalantly informed her that they’d leave for a business meeting. Raven smiled at her assistant and told her she wouldn’t be back for the day and the team could leave early if they were done with today’s work.

They had lunch at Royal Thai’s, of course. The lunch rush was long gone and there were barely any people left in the restaurant as they entered. Out of habit, they walked towards their old table way in the back, the same table tucked away next to a potted mini-coconut tree.

They ordered their usual pad thai, fried chicken, pineapple fried rice, and an order of mango-sticky rice to share. As their familiar order arrived, Tim grinned at the familiar sight.

“Things really don’t change?” he mused while helping himself to a large drumstick.

Raven hummed, as if mildly agreeing. She helped herself to some pad thai, carefully adding a few more tofu cubes to her helping. “Maybe some things,” she said.

Tim sobered briefly, his chopsticks pausing as they tried to scoop up some fried rice. A lot did change, he realized, even if he unknowingly seemed desperate to look for remnants of the past.

Biting the bullet he was too nervous to ask, he eyed her curiously over their achingly familiar lunch. “So what did change?”

A lot, he learned. Raven learned to like running, she went on runs while at the university. She joined the New York City Marathon during her senior year and still goes on morning jogs in Gotham. She seemed to be a lot of comfortable around people, she had gone to parties while at NYU and her handful of galas. She learned how to shmooze more, a must at research fundraisers. Tim learned she briefly joined a Ayahuasca retreat in Peru, during that one period of time where he couldn’t find anything on her. She was vague about the spiritual retreat but laughed it off saying the effects of the psychoactive brew only lasted for a few minutes.

There was a curiosity and lightness about her that he remembered from many years ago, but at the same time, it was new to him. As she explained to him some of the research projects she worked on in Indonesia and Bulgaria. Raven has always been curious, ready to understand more of the world around her. Having this kind of freedom at her disposal seemed to give her a certain glow.

He learned that Raven had taken a liking towards knitting. It was a small hobby she had picked up, again, while at university, when finals were grating her nerves. Though she did admit that she was terribly at it. Her last knitting project resulted in a sweater with lopsided arms.

Tim pictured Raven hunched over her sweater, furiously knitting into the night. The picture made him chuckle.

She learned how to bake, albeit not perfectly. But this confirmed the sight of the KitchenAid in her kitchen. Her shortbread cookies were passable, she told him. But nothing to Alfred’s standards, the ones he liked.

“I’m sure they’re perfect,” he told her.

They shared a smile over the last bits of sticky rice, and Tim found himself desperately grappling for more information about her and her new life. There were years between them, and while it was still the same Raven who liked pad thai, books, glueing ancient documents together, and secretly enjoyed boba tea (and his terrible jokes), it still felt that there was a chasm between them and new things he had to relearn about her.

He watched her wrinkle her nose at one of his bad jokes, lips curling in that old familiar bemused smile masked by feigned annoyance. Tim silently knew he wanted, needed, to fill that chasm between them. The idea had his nerves pulsing under his skin and his stomach leap.

He always knew that bad ideas were terrible for him to jump headfirst into. But he always did.

~

Tim saw Ravan again, a few nights later. She knew he was there before he could fumble with her pathetic locks on her window. She was at the window, dressed in an familiar oversized Gotham Knights shirt, glaring at him with her bedhead hair.

“What the fuck do you want? It’s 3 in the morning,” she glared and watched him stumble into her bedroom. “On a Sunday,”

“I got shot?” he told her lamely, applying pressure to his left shoulder and trying his best not to bleed all over her carpet.

Blue eyes zeroed in on his shoulder and Raven exhaled loudly in exasperation. She stared at him, taking in his roughed up form (he and Jason had intercepted a drug shipment courtesy of Black Mask. They successfully stopped the shipment, albeit with a few scrapes and bruises. Neither were too keen on going to the Cave to get patched up). Tim watched her inhale deeply as she stared at him before turning on her heels and walking away from him.

“Strip, on my bed, let’s patch you up,” her retreating form announced. He watched silhouette silently pad out of her bedroom, likely out to retrieve her med kit. Not waiting to be told twice, Tim silently worked on removing his cape and cowl, along with the top of his uniform without aggravating his injuries too much.

Raven returned with her medical supplies and switched on her bedroom lights, bathing them in warm yellow light. She spared him a brief glance, watching him carefully drop the last of his uniform into one corner of her bedroom where was sure no surface would be stained with blood. Raven threw a towel on the edge of her bed and sat down, carefully disinfecting her hands and gathering necessary supplies to extract the bullet.

“C’mon, Boy Blunder,” Raven beckoned him over and Tim sat down next to her, right hand still pressed into his throbbing shoulder. She glanced at him, eyebrows pinched in displeasure as she took stock of his injuries. “Anything else I should know about?”

“It’s not as bad as it looks,” Tim breathed through the throbbing pain. It was just another Sunday morning, in his book.

“Seriously?” she breathed and swatted his hand away from his bleeding shoulder. “Is it a through and through?”

“Still lodged in there,” Tim winced as fingers gently prodded into the angry red flesh. He watched her frown as she stared at his injury. Dark blue eyes flickered to his light blues ones, and Tim allowed himself to take in the familiar sight of Raven’s displeasure over his injuries. It was an old picture he could never forget. “Okay,” he breathed, as Raven continued to stare, waiting for him to reveal more of his injuries. He knew that she knew him well enough to not disclose every injury. “Cracked a rib or two too,”

Raven sighed and rolled her eyes in clear annoyance, but he could see the whisper of a smile curling around her lips as her fingers worked deftly at removing the bullet and warm hands seeped familiar healing magic into his system. “Some things never change,” she breathed, her energy slipping underneath his skin and wrapping around him in that familiar warm way that he remembered from years ago.

~

Work at WE would keep Tim busy on most days, on other days he’d stop by at the library for lunch. 12ish, not 2ish.

He’d learned that taken an interest in art restoration, more than just restoring old papers and books. He’d enjoy listening to explain her work, going into detail about restoration work and her research on runes.

“So it’s not just glueing papers together?” he asked in amusement over the rim of his Thai coffee. Raven rolled her eyes at him in bemusement.

He learned, much to his surprise, she enjoyed cliff diving. She had told him she went a few times while in Indonesia. The cliffs were high and the thrill of jumping, without powers, was fun.

“It felt like it was a regular person,” she mused.

~

Tim was curious if she had dated, while away. The thought didn’t settle well with him, but he was curious. For reasons he would rather not confront, he wanted to know.

She did, though briefly. While at, again, university. He learned this while she was baking shortbread cookies one evening as he arrived at her apartment for a patch-up. His stomach flipped at the idea but he ignored the feeling immediately.

“Vigilante Half-Demon and civilians don’t really mix,” Raven chuckled and absently cut the shortbread cookie dough into squares. Tim released an absent hum.

From his perch at her kitchen island, he watched her pause and she stared at him with quirked lips. “How’s Steph?”

Tim blinked, not expecting that question. He stared at her, gaging her look as she silently waited for an answer. He and Step had broken up years ago. They were friends but whatever past they shared was just that -- in the past. Tim ignored the sudden tightness in his chest and he shrugged. “She’s good. I don’t see her a lot except on patrol. When she can. She’s working on her residency at Gotham General,” he told her.

Raven smiled and nodded. “Great for her,”

~

Tim stumbles into her apartment more often than he had planned. Oftentimes with casework he wanted her to look over, asking her for advice (“You know these cryptic messages better than us,” he told her once, when going over a recent case he helped out with the Justice League) but more often than not for healing injuries. He refused to go to the Cave. Some things never change, he supposed.

Tim had stayed over one night, on a night after a particularly bad encounter with Captain Boomerang that left him a little too raw and on the edge. After healing all his broken bones and injuries, she had offered him kindly if he’d like to stay the night. He looked dead on his feet anyway.

Raven looked up from watching the kettle on her stove as he stepped awkwardly into her kitchen, dressed in clothes that were achingly familiar.

“Looks like you grew a little,” Raven smirked just as the kettle whistled on the stove. Her gaze swept over his taller, larger form and her eyes danced in amusement.

Tim chuckled and tugged at his old Green Day concert shirt. He had not seen the shirt in years. He was dressed in his old shirt and sweatpants, both just a little too tight and both memories of clothes Raven had seemed to weasel away from him. “Yeah, well, that happens when you grow older,” he said while padding barefoot into her kitchen and depositing himself by her kitchen island. Despite her healing every injury in his body, he was exhausted.

Raven slid a steaming mug of tea his way and watched him gratefully take it. She eyed him in bemusement. “Carefully, you’re calling yourself old,”

“Hah,” Tim chuckled into his mug and carefully blew into it, taking a tentative sip. He kind of felt old, he’d admit.

Raven sat across from him, and carefully handled her own steaming mug of tea. A brief silence fell on them as he watched her glance at her open laptop next to her, she absently typed a few things into the machine with one hand. He had stumbled into her apartment earlier that evening while she was still working.

“What are you working on?” Tim asked her curiously.

Raven shrugged and shoved her Mac away from her. “Just my presentation for the lecture series at Gotham U. I have another class coming up,”

Tim frowned and absently tapped his mug. “I’m sorry to have bothered you,” he glanced at the laptop. “I could leave,”

Raven rolled her eyes and gently closed the laptop with finality. “Don’t be ridiculous. You can surprisingly barely stay away. It’s fine, I was done anyway. I was just going through some of my notes and finetuning some things,” she explained.

Tim sent her an amused smile. “Always the perfectionist,”

She threw him a wry smile. “Learned from the best,”

Tim chuckled into his tea. He glanced at her laptop again, curiosity piquing. “Do you enjoy teaching?”

Raven hummed and shrugged. “It’s nice. I don’t think I’d like to do it full time. Spending so much time with that many people in one place is a bit exhausting. I’m glad it’s just a special lecture series, nothing really graded, I’d rather not spend my evening grading papers,” she explained. Tim watched as a thoughtful expression crossed her face. “But it’s nice to have conversations with students and learn from each other,”

“Seems like you enjoy what you do,” Tim commented and ignored how that realization seemed to not settle well with him.

Raven shrugged absently, throwing him a small smile. Her fingers danced absently over the rim of her now warm mug. “I like it, but it’s a lot less exciting,”

Tim smiled. “Well, your spot with the Titans is still open,”

Raven tilted her head, staring at him and mulling over his words. “Thanks,” she said. “I’ll keep that in mind,”

Tim stared at her and felt the mood shift. Her blue eyes gazed at him briefly before drifting back to her mug and absently taking a small sip of her tea. “I mean it, Raven,” he said, and silently tried to leap over the distance that he had hoped to slowly close in.

The corners of her lips quivered just a little bit and she regarded him with an unreadable expression. “It’d be nice to see the team again,” she mused.

“Everyone misses you,” Tim said, his words weighing heavily in the air as they stared at each other.

He watched her finish the last of her tea with a heavy note, her shoulders a little bit more set and her gaze just a little bit more thoughtful. She blinked and stared at him. “Perhaps I should have been in touch more all these years,” she mused.

There was a pregnant pause as Tim watched her gaze at him, a wan smile playing on her lips, before dropping her gaze and thoughtfully staring at the potted plant in the corner of her dining room. “You had your reasons,” he told her carefully, and suddenly it felt like he was threading through thick waters, legs and arms heavy. Tim listened to her absently hum.

“I should have been more in touch, too,” Tim said, his chest suddenly just a little tighter at the sudden admission. The air just seemed a fraction of an inch thicker and he inhaled deeply, regret that had built up over the years suddenly crawling up his throat. He caught her gaze, as dark blue eyes stared at him, calculating and drinking in the swarm of emotions that suddenly bubbled up out of nowhere.

“Why didn’t you?” she asked, her question seemed like a stick gently prodding a sleeping hornets nest.

His throat tightened at the thought and Tim suddenly found himself tumbling headfirst into memories from years ago. His thumb dragged absently across the handle of his now cold mug, an action that seemingly tried to ground his sudden onslaught of thoughts.

“I was a coward. That was sutpid of me. This is all on me,” he told her, heavily.

Raven blinked and did not look away as she stared at him, taking in his admission. Her brows pinched in that familiar way when she would mull over her thoughts. “You kept your tabs on me. You had every chance to say hello, but you didn’t. You knew exactly where I was, all the time,” she told him. She didn’t sound accusing, she just said things how they were.

Tim swallowed thickly as guilt seemingly clawed at him. He tried to navigate and find the right answer, but at the same time he knew that they both knew the answer to her point. The answer settled low in his stomach.

He sighed and blinked, watching as a Raven offered him a tired smile. He knew she knew. “Why didn’t you?” he asked suddenly, asking before he could think and retract the question. He watched her blink thoughtfully and briefly look away.

She turned back to him, her lips quirking into a wan smile. “Maybe I was just tired of begging for scraps. Maybe I was tired of waiting at a possibility that could never happen,” she told him.

Tim felt his shoulders tighten the chasm that he had so desperately tried to close between them seemed to suddenly reopen, and he watched, with a tight, pained smile at how he was reminded of the distance that was all his – their – fault.

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You're killing me. You're killing me and I LIKE it. Heathen.

Eeeeep, there will be more? I am absolutely in love with the idea of creating an inferno for these two idiots and it will most definitely burn us all alive.

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the dynamics of your TimRae is soooo good 😭💞 i’m so happy i found your writing!

Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! I'm glad you're enjoying the TimRae stories!

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We Played Dangerously (4/?)

Because there is so much history to unpack between these two. I love layering on history and drama very thick.

So here is some adult nonsense for our favorite TimRae birbs. Enjoy, my loves, the complicated storm that lies up ahead. This is just the beginning. If you're confused over what happened, oh boy, you just wait. These two are some work.

Chapter 3 is Here.

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Past, Titan’s Tower

Her phone rang incessantly, cutting through the stillness and quiet of her room and waking her up with a jolt. It was her personal line, the encrypted one. Raven blinked and stared at her dark ceiling, trying to see through the cloud of sleep that still blurred her sight. She listened to the crescendo of her phone’s ringing, wondering if she should answer or not.

The ringing stopped just as she was about to roll over and Raven paused. She lolled her head towards her bedside table and stared as the light of her phone’s screen died. Perhaps she could fall back to sleep.

Her phone suddenly vibrated again before ringing loudly, its melodic tones dancing through the air and forcing her to wake up. Sighing loudly, Raven rolled over and clumsily grabbed her phone, nearly knocking over her tea cup and dropping her phone.

“What?” she croaked into her phone, sinking into her pillows sleepily.

She heard the distant sound of someone breathing on the other end. Had it been anyone else, she’d have half the mind to just end the call and go back to sleep. Instead she blinked and stared blankly up at her ceiling waiting for a response.

“This better be good. It’s 3 in the morning,” she grumbled.

“Hey. What are you wearing?”

Raven woke up, immediately. She felt her nerves tingle and her fingers tightened around her phone as she frowned angrily at her ceiling. “Are you fucking kidding me, Tim?” she hissed.

“What are you wearing, Raven?” The voice hummed.

There was a breathy intake of breath and Raven could practically hear Tim smile into his phone. “It’s 3 in the morning. I am not having phone sex with you. Go to sleep or jerk off, I'm going back to sleep, asshole,"

“Are you angry?”

“No shit, genius,” Raven frowned into her phone, rolling over to her side as the last dredges of sleep seemed to slowly dissipate. What a fucking asshole, this was the last time, she thought angrily. “You’re gone for over a month, you leave the team without even a word, and now you call for phone sex? Are you fucking out of your mind? Don’t you have someone better to call for phone sex instead of me at 3 in the morning?”

“Raven —”

“No. This team is hanging on by a thread, Tim. Connor and Cassie had a fight and it’s been affecting the whole team. Rose and I have been putting out fires left and right. I swear, we’re at our wit’s end. You better hurry up and get your ass back to the tower,” said Raven, glaring darkly at her ceiling.

Raven listened to his soft breathing as he seemed to process her rant. She heard him take a long intake of breath. “I’m sorry,”

They plunged into silence as his words seemed to crawl under her skin and settle low in her stomach. His voice was soft as it carried through her phone. She knew Tim. His voice carried a lot of weight. “Tim,”

“I’ll be back at the Tower in two days. Batman and I finished the mission. I’m sorry I didn’t give you guys any heads up. It was strictly covert. I’ll tell you more about it once I’m back at the Tower,” Tim explained over the phone. Raven listened to his intake of breath. “Just need to recover from the gunshot wound so I can be a bit more mobile and --”

“You got shot?” Raven frowned.

“Err, yeah. GSW, left thigh. Still need to fish out the bullet. Sprained left ankle too and may or may not have a bruised rib, er, ribs?”

Raven finally heard the little slur in his voice and just the hint of strain and tiredness. Even if the world would be going up in flames and was at the brink of exploding, Tim rarely showed any signs of slowing down. Self-preservation be damned. “Are you high on painkillers?”

“May or may not have double dosed on morphine to make this call before I fish out this bullet,”

“You took morphine and wanted phone sex before treating your GSW?” Raven repeated, sounding incredulous. She heard him snort softly. “You should go to the Cave,” frowned Raven, rolling over on her bed and slowly sitting up to move out of her bed.

“Nothing I can’t handle on my own,” Tim waved her off, voice dismissive.

Raven rolled her eyes as she sat up and planted her feet firmly on her carpeted floor. “God you're stubborn,” she muttered into her phone, listening to his breathing. “Knowing you, you’re haphazardly bleeding out on your couch,”

“Bed and not bleeding out, I appreciate your confidence,”

“Shut up, I’m coming over,” she snapped. Not bothering to change into anything else, she easily opened a portal - the location of Tim’s apartment imprinted into memory. She stepped into Tim’s dark living room and her knee knocked into his coffee table, a few coffee mugs rattled noisily. She cursed softly under her breath as pain radiated from her knee up to her leg.

“Raven?”

Tim’s voice carried through his dark apartment and echoed through her phone, still on the line with her. Allowing her eyes to adjust to the darkness, Raven sighed and unconsciously steeled her nerves as she walked through the apartment. She ended their call as she walked down the dark hallways and finally stepped into the familiar threshold of his bedroom, lights barely lit and she regarded his form from where he sat on the edge of his bed surrounded by medical equipment.

“Heeey,”

Tim offered her a tired, tentative smile and she did not miss how his eyes swept over her form as she stood in his doorway. She ignored the jump of his emotions as they stared at each other, a first in over a month, and she pointedly ignored how her chest warmed at his familiar presence and interest in her.

“You look like shit,” she said, brushing aside the soft tingle of emotions that burned under her skin and walked into his room. She watched him drop the bloodied forceps next to some of the other medical equipment he had laid out on a towel. His Red Robin uniform was strewn across the floor and he sat in his underwear in front of her, bruised and looking worse for wear.

“Thank you. You look absolutely lovely in that shirt,” Tim threw her another bemused grin before adjusting the tourniquet around his leg and applying pressure to the bulletwound on his thigh.

Raven rolled her eyes and stood next to him, briefly glancing at her oversized shirt. It was Tim’s very old Gotham Academy PE uniform. It was oversized, frayed, and terribly comfortable. It stopped barely below her butt, brushing the tops of her thighs as she moved. She caught Tim’s interested stare at her thighs.

“You should be at the cave and have Alfred patch you up, you look like you can barely stay awake,” she said, annoyed to see Tim’s all too familiar stubbornness come through. She looked at his poor choice of lighting, the bedside and study lamps offering not the best light support for fishing out a bullet from his thigh. “You could have at least turned on the main lights,”

“It’s just a bullet wound, Raven. And I really don’t want the demon brat up my ass right now. My nerves’ been frayed for over a month working with the little shit, already. I’d like some peace and quiet, for once,” Tim replied, voice laced with hints of venom. Raven sobered up. Since the timestream incident a few years ago, Tim’s relationship with his family still remained somewhat strained. She knew that Bruce was trying to mend the rift between the family, especially with Tim. But she knew well that some wounds ran incredibly deep and required more time to heal. She understood Tim’s discomfort and the strain it placed on his overall being. Over the years, Tim had turned, what was the word? Broodier? Just a hint of darker since the timestream incident and his Red Robin shift. With his emotions darker and tumultuous, Raven had unconsciously drawn herself closer to him without her knowledge.

She sighed as she watched Tim return to work on his wound, the mood in the room shifting and signaling an end to that conversation. “Let me do it,” she said softly, her hands gently brushing away Tim’s as he picked up the forceps again. Making room next to him, she sat down and quietly disinfected her hands and pulled on a pair of gloves. “I’ll need to remove the bullet first before I’ll heal you,” she said. “I take it you’re doped up enough from how you've been digging through that hole in your thigh as if you're looking for gold?”

Tim winced and leaned back with a soft huff of laughter, he gave her a little more room to lean over his wounded leg. He shot her pained grin. “Enough to call you at 3 in the morning for phone sex,”

Raven rolled her eyes at the sight of his grin, watching him carefully lean back. "You're terrible,"

"You know it," Tim grinned and leaned in just a little into her space, breath fanning over her cheek.

Raven hummed and proceeded to fully ignore him as she began working on his thigh. She ignored his pained grunt as she carefully pulled out the bullet from his thigh and dropped it into the ready steel kidney tray. It clattered into the container noisily. She looked up at his pained expression and eyed him curiously as she pressed some gauze firmly into his wound to stop the bleeding. "Any other bullet wounds? Or things that need stitching?"

Under the muted lights, Tim looked worse for wear. A large bruise blossoming on his right cheek, his chest looked terribly discolored from fresh and old bruises, a few cuts looked like they needed attention too. But tending to those wounds didn't seem necessary since she'd heal him shortly, she thought. She listened as he groaned in pain and tried to sit upright. "All good, Nurse Raven. Should have come in a nurse’s uniform tho,"

Raven rolled her eyes at the teasing lilt in his voice. Pulling off her gloves, she gently placed her hands on his side and upper thigh and felt the familiar muscles contract under her cool fingertips. Inhaling softly, concentrated on his injuries and allowed her powers to flow from her core and seep through her fingertips and into Tim’s body. Depending on the injuries, healing someone always was a different experience. She felt the familiar warmth of her powers seeping into Tim’s body, a warmth she had grown long accustomed with. Her magic wrapped around his injuries, strained muscle, and wounds, dragging them out of his body, along with the last dregs of drugs and medicine, ridding Tim from all of his injuries within minutes. Tim’s abdomen contracted under her fingertips. Her skin tingled as his injuries coursed through her.

Her head throbbed painfully and for a moment, it felt like the world shifted as her magic returned to her, having completed its healing intent. She processed his injuries, seemingly trying to sanitize her own body from his injuries she dragged back into her. She inhaled softly, sharply aware of Tim’s intense stare as she tried to come to. Drawing her hands away from his skin, she inhaled softly and opened her eyes. “All done,” she announced.

Raven blinked and absently stared at Tim’s Red Robin costume on the floor as she tried to center herself, while staying keenly aware of Tim’s stare as he watched her every move. Healing Tim had always that effect on her, the familiarity of his energy seeping into her much too closely for her liking. Her nerves tingle and she shivered involuntarily. She felt his hand gently around her forearm, jolting her out of her thoughts. “You good?” Tim asked gently, aware how much of a toll it took for her to heal someone. He eyed her in concern. “You didn’t need to do that, Raven,”

Raven looked up, catching the concern in Tim’s eyes. Maneuvering her hand in his grip, she touched his forearm and felt his pulse faintly under her fingertips. Smiling softly and tilting her head, she met his concerned stare. "I know. I wanted to," she said and gave his arm a gentle squeeze.

Pulling away, she turned to stand and nudged his leg with her knee. "Go take a shower, you stink. I'll take care of this," she said while picking up the medical tools on his bed and avoiding his stare.

She watched him stand up and pause next to her, eyeing her as if he was weighing out what he wanted to say next. “You won’t join?” he asked tentatively, there was a softness in his voice but the teasing lilt covered the unsure waver in his voice. Despite everything between them, the confidence and secrecy, there was a hint of uncertainty that always peeked through.

Raven weighed her options, but ultimately decided against it, ignoring the warm tingle that ran down her back. “Tempting, but no,” she threw him an amused smile over her shoulder and wrapped all supplies in the bloodied towel. “I’m too tired,”

Tim cleared his throat and nodded. There was a fleeting emotion that flickered in his eyes as he stared at her briefly, before nodding again. “Right,” he said and quietly walked towards his bathroom.

Raven picked up all the supplies wrapped up in the towel with one hand and grabbed the kidney bowl with the bullet with her other hand. She listened as the bullet rattled noisily in the bowl as she silently padded through Tim’s apartment, heading towards the medical room on the third floor. She knew Tim’s apartment by heart, countless visits had her well acquainted with most of the rooms and their functions. None of the other Titans knew this of course. Or the Batfamily.

Entering the small medical room, Raven set to work cleaning the supplies and disposing the used gloves and gauzes into the biohazards bin. She meticulously cleaned out the supplies before setting everything into their designated sterilization chamber. Picking up the bloodied towel she quietly headed to the first floor into Tim’s laundry area and quickly ran a wash for the towel to get the blood stains out. It would be a waste to ruin a perfectly good towel that probably cost more than one of her civilian outfits. She silently threw in the towel and dialied in the right settings for the wash. As she pulled out the detergent, pine forest - tough on stains and gentle on clothes, it caught her by surprise how domesticated and normal this all was.

It struck her and her heart stuttered at the image of domesticity.

The laundry machine whirred to life and she momentarily watched the lone towel tumble in the machine. She ignored the inexplicable tightness that crossed her chest and Raven hugged herself briefly. How odd.

Leaving the laundry area, Raven contemplated what she should do next as she stood in the middle of Tim’s dark hallway. In the distance she could no longer hear the sounds of Tim’s shower, signaling he was probably done showering — or he had slipped and died in the shower while stepping out. Sighing softly, she decided that perhaps she could check on him before heading back to the tower. Oh the excuses she liked to make, she thought to herself.

She found Tim sitting on his side of the bed, in a pair of fresh Green Arrow underwear and leaning against his headboard, busy looking through his tablet. Sensing her step in, Tim looked up from whatever he was reading and offered her a tired smile. “Hey,”

Raven smiled. “Hey,” she said and eyed him curiously. “Feel better?”

Tim chuckled and carefully placed his tablet on his bedside table and regarded her with a smile. “Much better. It’s like I never got shot,” he blinked and his lips curled further into a smile. “Or broke a few ribs,”

Raven released a soft huff of laughter. She pushed herself away from the doorframe. “Seeing that you’re no longer dying, I’ll go back to the tower,” she said.

Tim looked confused. “You won’t stay?”

Raven frowned and eyed him incredulously. "It’s almost dawn. People will wonder where I am,"

Tim shrugged nonchalantly, seemingly not taking her answer. "We'll figure out an excuse. We always do," he told her and she watched that smile blossom on his lips that always seemed to disarm her. Didn’t she say that she needed to go back to the Tower?

"Stay? I know you're tired, Raven,"

She was. Healing always drained her and if she did get back to the tower she'd be more tired from traveling through her portal. She'd sleep through the morning and explaining to the rest of the team why she was so tired was not something she was up to. Sighing, her shoulders sagged in defeat and she allowed her body to be lulled into the familiarity of Tim’s warm presence.

Ah, the excuses she liked to pull give herself.

Tim looked triumphant as she walked into his room and silently slipped into the opposite side of his bed. She wordlessly sunk into his bed, keeping her gaze steady on him as she slid under his ridiculously comfortable sheets and settling into bed. Her body sank into the familiar softness of his bed, bones and muscles immediately relaxing. She watched Tim settle in next to her, their proximity enveloping her in a warmth that made her belly tingle and her body unconsciously curl closer to him.

She watched Tim turn off the lights, engulfing them in complete darkness. She listened to his breathing, soft and steady, next to her. His warmth and smell wrapped around her, lulling her softly to sleep. She listened as Tim inhaled softly, she could see his chest rise in the shadows of his bedroom and she watched entranced, her own senses tingling in anticipation and sleep.

Raven knew Tim was watching her as his heartbeat and breathing remained steady. She listened as Tim turned to his side, drawing himself just a little bit closer to her. His warmth seeped into her and she unconsciously leaned in, chasing his familiar warmth and presence.

"Come here," he whispered, breath tickling her nose. A large, calloused hand wrapped around her forearm and very gently pulled her towards him. She allowed him to drape her over his chest and she automatically sunk into him, pressing herself into his body and draping her arm across his chest.

She felt Tim shift against her, gently arrange them more comfortably, his large hand sliding down her back and resting comfortably against her. Her cheek pressed into Tim’s chest, and she silently listened to his muted heartbeat and allowed the steady rise and fall of his chest to calm her tingling nerves.

Legs slid into each other, tangling together, into a mess of limbs a motion practiced and familiar. As stillness settled around them, Raven felt the rest of the world melt away from them. She knew Tim was still awake, fingers lightly pressing into her skin and his unsettled thoughts boring under her skin.

Despite the quiet, Raven lay awake listening to the unheard noise that settled around them. Her emotions took a leap and her throat tighten, the distant thoughts of the Tower and the world outside of their little space gnawing at her.

She felt Tim shift under her, still awake and fingers tracing unknown patterns into her hip. Tim’s presence was warm and familiar — his emotions, thoughts, and aura she had since memorized over time, seemingly burned under her skin.

Pressed into him, breath fanning over her cheek, this silence moment felt terribly intimate. In the darkness, she could see the outline of Tim’s face inclined towards her. She could feel his gaze on her, thoughts running through his mind at a pace usual to Tim fashion. It surprised her (scared her) how well she knew this.

It felt intimate, it was intimate, being here practically enveloped in everything that was Tim. An inexplicable tightness fanned across her chest and her breath caught her throat as the stillness of the moment wrapped around them. Stray thoughts haunted her, gnawing at her stomach and tightening at her chest. She wondered if she should have just gone home. The world outside seemed to mock her.

“Go to sleep,” Tim whispered and he suddenly shifted them, his body curling around her and tucking her into his side. Arms wrapped around her tightly, and Raven felt like she was swallowed whole by his familiar warmth.

She released the breath she was holding, emotions practically buzzing under her skin. Closing her eyes, Raven willed herself not to overthink and allowed Tim’s breathing to lull her to sleep. She pointedly ignored the mess of emotions that mockingly gnawed at her skin.

“Sleep,” whispered Tim, fingers pressing into her hip and legs wrapping around hers just a little tighter.

“Good night,” Raven mumbled, her face pressed into his chest and she allowed sleep to slowly drag her into darkness. The world slipped away, momentarily.

She woke up hours later, her bones less tired and heavy, alone in bed. The sun was shining through the gaps of Tim’s curtains, a mocking reminder that she had slept through the hour she had promised herself she’d return to the tower. Laying on her side, Raven blinked away the last dredges of sleep and blankly stared at the empty space next to her. Funny, she barely noticed Tim slipping out of bed. Then again, when they shared a bed she always found herself sleeping more soundly.

Sighing softly, she quietly sat up and reached for her phone on the nightstand next to her, quickly sending a text message to Cassie that she’d be gone for the rest of the day — ‘Personal errands in the city. Went out early.’

No use trying to sneak back to the tower when she already missed most of the morning.

Silently walking out of Tim’s bedroom, she heard him move around in his kitchen. She could smell fresh coffee wafting through the air and she silently wondered how long he had been up.

She stepped into his kitchen and watched a shirtless Tim hunched over his laptop by the kitchen island, deeply engrossed with whatever he was working on. Raven always found Tim’s kitchen ridiculously large for someone who barely was at home (or cooked), with a sprawling kitchen island and modern black granite aesthetic. But then again, if you’re a billionaire, you could do anything with your money. Case in point, ridiculously large modern kitchen.

“Hey,” Tim finally took notice of her, looking over his shoulder and blue eyes brightening slightly at the sight of her standing in the kitchen entrance. “You’re awake,”

Raven hummed, ignoring the little jump in her chest and she tilted her head in amusement. “You’re awake too,”

The corner of Tim’s lips curled up at the lilt in her voice. “Woke up a little while ago, I figured I didn’t want to wake you while I worked,”

Raven blinked and eyed his laptop briefly before turning back to him. “Work?”

Tim shrugged and closed his laptop. “Budget season, just wanted to review a few plans in time for Monday,”

Raven hummed, throwing him an amused look before walking into the kitchen. “How exciting,” she drawled. She walked over the kitchen counter and grabbed one of the spare mugs and started prepping her tea. Thankfully Tim had decided to stock up on some of her tea blends over the course of her visits.

The familiar scent of chamomile and lavender filled the air and Raven turned around to casually lean against the kitchen counter, clutching her steaming mug, and catching Tim staring at her bemusedly.

“What?” she asked, tilting her head curiously and catching his interest in her. Tim had long stopped working and his excel sheets were abandoned.

“Nothing,” Tim chuckled and shook his head, long hair flying into his eyes. Raven thought his long hair suited him. “It’s been a while,” he said, tilting his head thoughtfully to the side and studying her.

Raven rolled her eyes, ignoring the curious tickle of emotions and took a tentative sip from her tea. She watched him studying her and she ignored his interested gaze as he swept his eyes over her form. “That happens when you just go and disappear on us," she said.

Tim winced and at the very least looked slightly apologetic. "I'm sorry. I won't hear the end of this, won't I?"

Raven shrugged, she honestly couldn't care any less. "Probably from Connor or Rose a whole lot, yeah. Heads up,"

Tim sighed and ran a hand through his hair, Raven watched the movement absently. "Sorry," he breathed. Offering an amused smile, he continued. "I guess I owe everyone. Forgive me?"

Raven rolled her eyes at Tim's apologetic stare. Carefully placing her steaming mug on the counter next to her, she leveled him with an unamused stare. "It has been a shitshow since you left, not gonna lie. But we managed. Everyone's just a little dramatic. But you definitely owe a few people on the team," she said.

Tim threw her a small smile. "Anyway I can make it up to you?"

Raven fought the urge to roll her eyes again at that familiar lilt in his voice and the way his lips tugged into a smile. "You can start by making breakfast, I'm hungry."

Tim laughed and straightened on his stool. He picked up his phone that lay on the counter next to him and held it out to her. "Or we could order in from Royal Thai?"

She released a soft amused huff. Tim and his obsession over Thai food. Pushing herself away from the counter she was leaning against, she walked over him and took his phone out his hand with an amused roll of her eyes. "I feel like Pad Thai is more lunch than breakfast." She said while opening UberEats.

Tim laughed and hopped off his stool. Stepping closer to Raven he watched her type in their usual order of Pad thai, fried basil and pork, and pineapple fried rice into the app. "Okay, you're right. We could order in for lunch and we can add the sticky rice you like. How about I make, uh, pancakes? Eggs? French toast? Waffles." Tim blinked and watched her. "What do you like?"

She ignored how her chest fluttered at how he remembered her favorite sticky rice. It was ridiculous how she could get worked up over sticky rice. Absently adding that to their order, she scheduled their meal for a late lunch delivery. Granting Tim would get around making her waffles. 1 pm should be about right. She’d head back to the tower right after. Looking up, she shrugged. "What do you want?"

Raven caught how the corner of his lips curled into that familiar teasing smile and Tim stepped closer, taking his phone out of her hands and carefully stepping into her personal space. "Well, there is something I'm hungry for,"

His voice was teasingly low and Raven immediately felt that all too familiar rush of warm press of emotions run over her skin and seep into her. Forgetting her better judgement, she leaned into his space, catching his hot breath fan over her cheek as her lips curled into smirk. “Oh?” she breathed. “Like?”

Fingers danced over her hip and slid tightly around her waist, digging possessively into her skin and pulling her closer to Tim. She inhaled sharply as her hips bumped into his and her senses hummed at the familiar feel of solid muscle against her. She looked up, eyes dancing teasingly as Tim’s dark gaze studied her face. She stood in anticipation and watched as Tim hovered over her, all but consuming her personal space and pulling her flush against him, fingers digging into her skin. She felt herself drawn automatically to him.

“I have a few things in mind,” he whispered, leaning in and barely brushing his lips against her cheek.

Raven hummed and raised her eyebrow playfully. Somewhere in the back of her mind, far, far in the back of her head , a little voice told her this was a terrible idea. But it’s been over a month since they last talked, and as Tim pressed a warm kiss against her neck and pressed her against the kitchen island, reasoning seemed to fly out the window and she allowed herself to get wrapped up in his presence — again.

Fingers slipped under her shirt easily, rough hands sliding up her waist and drawing up the old shirt painfully slowly. Teeth scrapped against her pulse point and Tim’s leg slipped in between hers, pressing into her. Raven drew in a sharp breath as her pulse stuttered under his subtle ministration. Tim knew how to play her like a finely tuned instrument.

Raven exhaled, not noticing the breath she had been holding. Catching his heady stare, her lips curled into a smile in challenge, catching how he easily goaded her to playing. “Do tell,” she mumbled, draping her arms over his shoulders allowing him better access to the curve of her neck. Heat began to pool low in the pit of her abdomen.

“Well,” Tim breathed against her neck after lavishing her with small kisses. He pulled away, offering just a hint of space between them to look at her with mischievous blue eyes that were dark with a familiar hunger that had her heart stuttering and her stomach knot eagerly. Hands slid down her sides again, resting on the swell of her hip and fingers teasingly hooking into the waistband of her panties.

“There’s you completely naked on my kitchen counter,” he said in a low voice while his fingers slipped into her panties, dragging against the side of her hips and sliding over the swell of her ass. She gasped as Tim cupped her ass and pulled her closer, rolling his hips into hers and Raven was sure her nerves were just about to explode. She whimpered as their hips pressed into each other, in an all too familiar hungry warmth.

Tim smirked down at her, watching her cheeks flush in satisfaction. “I’d think that’s an absolute breakfast feast,” He pressed into her further and Raven involuntarily bucked into him at the feel of his telltale erection pressing into her. She whimpered. Tim pressed a kiss to her cheek, warm breath fanning over her ear that made her slowly delirious. “Don’t you think?”

Her resolve broke and she released a soft moan as fingers pressed into her heated skin, drawing her closer. “Yes, please,”

Tim kissed her, a first in a very long time, and Raven all but melted into him, forgetting her distracting thoughts — that was something future Raven could worry about. But now, now she wanted this — all of this. She all but pressed into him, hungrily kissing him back and chasing after that all too familiar high only Tim could draw out from her.

With a ragged breath, Tim pulled away and hoisted her up onto her kitchen counter. Stepping in between her legs, Tim dragged his hands up the tops of her thighs and made quick work to remove her shirt. She watched him drink in her naked sight, blue eyes growing darker as they swept over her nakedness. Her emotions purred in delight.

"Where did you get this?" He asked as his hands stopped their curious exploration over her body. His left hand stopped over the dip of her waist, hand just stopping over a freshly healed bullet wound. His thumb feather over the discolored puckered flesh.

"Got shot with a silver bullet two weeks ago," Raven absently shrugged. She watched him stare at the wound intently, eyebrows drawn into disapproval. "I guess silver bullets don't just work for vampires,"

Tim hummed and Raven watched him gently slide his fingers over the new wound. There was a swirl of emotions from him before he leaned into her and pressed a kiss to the bullet wound.

Raven inhaled sharply at the intimate press of his lips. Her heart leapt and she stared in surprise at Tim as he pulled away and smiled at her. "There, all better."

Her heart swelled without her consent as she watched the smile blossom on Tim's face. He rested his chin on her stomach, blue eyes bright and teasing. Raven released a soft huff of laughter and ran her hand through his long hair. "You sap,"

Tim chuckled and pressed a kiss to her abdomen, staring up at her teasingly. Dragging his hands tantalizingly slow up her rib cage and slowly sliding them her body, fingertips pressing into heated skin and scraping down the sides of her legs that framed his torso. Tim squeezed her thighs and straightened, drinking in her half-naked form sprawled over his countertop. Raven inhaled deeply, relishing the musky emotions that draped heavily over them. Heat pooled low in anticipation as Tim once again studied her, memorizing her dip and cure of her body with nimble fingers and gentle kisses.

"Time to feast," Tim mumbled into her skin, sparking a fire within her that had her draw in a sharp breath.

Leaning over her, Tim pressed a kiss into her ribcage and gently slid his left hand up her side. He teased her panties a bit and Raven gently rocked into him in anticipation. She whimpered as his hand cupped her breast and began playing with her nipple, drawing into it into a taut peak. Tim gently pressed kisses into her side, lowering with every kiss and teasingly looking up at her as he drew gasps from his gentle ministrations.

He pressed a kiss into her right hip bone just above her panties and she watched him smirk in satisfaction as she gasped and squirmed underneath him. A fire of anticipation was building low and she was desperate for release. Tim kissed an old scar, lips lingering just above her panties.

"Tim," she whispered, her voice hitching and her eyes catching his teasing glint, thoroughly enjoying watching her come undone.

Over the time they spent together, only Tim could unravel her slowly. He knew every way to unravel layer after layer of her, to draw out the rarest of emotions. She whimpered as Tim dipped lower, kissing just above her waistband of her panties and his fingers dug into her hips, keeping her from rocking into his face. Her chest tightened, it was only Tim who could so easily squeeze himself into her tightly wrapped up space and draw her out.

A finger dragged across her wet panties, pressing teasingly into her throbbing core. Raven gasped and arched off the counter. His finger stroked her and she whimpered, as the fire Tim stoked slowly came to life and started to burn her skin. "Tim," she whimpered, legs pressing into his sides to lock him in place.

"So wet," Tim mumbled, looking thoroughly pleased at what he found. His finger stroked her a few more times before deciding she had enough and he made quick work to remove her panties.

Fully naked on his cold kitchen counter, Raven inhaled deeply as Tim spread her legs wide for him to stand in between. Raising her head off the counter, she watched his eyes darken and practically drink in her nakedness draped on his counter.

"You're dripping, Raven," Tim praised, voice close to a growl. He stared at her, drinking her in like a parched man in the desert. Raven felt her skin burn under his heated gaze.

And without much preamble, Tim dipped his head down and finally drank.

Raven gasped loudly, arching off the cold kitchen counter and her thighs strained against Tim's arms as they pressed her wide open. A groan rippled through her chest loudly as Tim’s tongue furiously flickered over her clit, shooting sparks of electricity up her spine. Without worrying over teammates overhearing and discovering them, Raven groaned loudly as her whole body burned under Tim’s thorough attention.

Melting into their smoldering desires that lay thick and heavy in the room, Raven meweled and jerked her hips into Tim’s face as he dragged his tongue over her. She saw the satisfied glint in his eyes as she caught him watching her while he continued with his furious attack on her pussy. The dark glint in his eyes and his possessive emotions wrapped hotly around her and Raven whimpered as pressure slowly started to build up.

His tongue probed into her as she felt him spread her wider with fingers opening her folds. She struggled to chase for release as Tim held her writhing hips down and started sucking her clit, drawing out a guttural groan from her. Sliding her hands over her head, Raven grasped the edge of the counter above her and held on as she slowly started to spiral into oblivion.

"Tim, Tim, Tim," she whimpered his name like a prayer, hips writhing into his face as he continued to furiously flick his tongue over her clit. He probed into her with his tongue, drinking greedily. She felt him hum into her, seemingly utterly pleased at her reaction.

She gasped as he roughly pulled her closer to the edge of the counter and buried his face into her, lapping and flicking his tongue over her pussy, drinking her like a thirsty man. Pressure pooled low in her abdomen and a fire threatened to just consume her. Drawing herself up breathlessly by her elbows, Raven watched greedily as Tim all but consumed her.

"Please," Raven whimpered, desperately rolling her hips into his face as his tongue fucked her senseless. She was ready to implode. Throwing her head back, she gasped as fingers slipped into her and his tongue furiously attacked her clit. "Fuck, Tim."

She heard him growl into her and his lust and desire burned her skin, singeing her soul and seeping into her very core. She mewled as she came fucking hard around his mouth and fingers and she breathlessly watched him lap her up, drinking her in and furiously pounding his fingers into her, drawing every last drop from her.

She rode his face through the high, desperating drawing it out, gasping and whining as the release all but burned her senses. Raven was sure she was loud and wanton, and she had an aching feeling that they looked like a scene straight out of a porn movie. They looked vastly different from their usual calm and collected selves, like two different personas of what the world knew them to be.

The thought of how they bared their rawness, their scars and their little little secrets to each other — and only to each other — caught her off guard. She gasped through her orgasm, a little delirious from Tim’s heated emotions. She caught his dark gaze, blue eyes filled with lust and desire and so much more. Her legs wrapped around his head and his tongue remained unforgiving on her clit, dragging out every bit of her orgasm. Her chest tightened and her stomach churned at the possessiveness and how, despite her better judgement, she wanted this — all of this. Raven whined and felt his fingers sink into her thighs just as she ground herself into his mouth, moaning loudly.

Fingers wrapped around her wrist and Raven drew in a ragged breath and watched mesmerized and drunk high as Tim slipped his hand into hers and their fingers intertwined. Mouth unrelentingly sucking and teasing her, and his fingers squeezed hers tenderly — a stark contrast of their dirty ravishing. It was tender and warm. And it had Raven’s heart stutter.

How dangerous this was, she thought through the fog of lust.

Tim released her, finally, mouth glistening and looking all too pleased. Her legs felt like jelly and Raven wasn’t sure if she could even keep herself upright. Her body practically hummed with electricity and fire. She watched him grin at her triumphantly, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand before pressing a kiss to her neck and to the underside of her chin. “Delicious,” his voice rumbled into her skin and Raven marveled at the stark contrast of this Tim to the Tim everyone else knew. Darker, rougher, possessive, and gentler all the same. She was absolutely pleased to have this Tim for herself — for the time being.

Raven hummed, her skin buzzing as she relaxed into his looming form and slowly went limp against him. Her arms warped around his shoulders, fingers absently dancing over scars and muscle as Tim continued to press kisses against her shoulder and neck. She felt his emotions, smoldering under his skin from their little tryst, and she knew that they were far from done.

He kissed her, it was sloppy and needy, stealing her breath away and greedily drinking in her whimper. Still high from her orgasm and hungrily feeding off his own lust, Raven returned the kiss in kind, fingers curling into the hard muscle of his shoulders, drawing him closer to her. She tasted herself on him.

“Can you stand?” Tim asked her, thumb swiping over her nipple and drawing a soft gasp from her. She nodded, albeit she wasn’t all too sure — her body felt like it was on fire and weak all at once. Mumbling into her skin, Tim kissed the underside of her chin before pulling her down from the counter and onto her wobbly feet.

They kissed and kissed, greedy hands slipping over skin and scars and Raven felt her skin ache again as Tim all but consumed her — her back pressing into the ledge of his kitchen counter, drawing out gasp after gasp, and rekindling a fire into an inferno.

Warmth seeped into her skin and Raven greedily took what Tim had to offer, allowing her own hands to take from the planes of his skin and milk every gasp and groan from his lips. She knew that this was a terribly dangerous field they were constantly threading in — and she knew that he knew that too. But, perhaps she was selfish, all she wanted was to take. And she knew Tim wanted the same — take every last bit she had to offer.

She groaned and her chest tightened as her thoughts disappeared as quickly as they came and she allowed herself to get consumed in lust and desire. Tim turned her around and she braced herself over the counter as Tim loomed over her bent over form, kissing her back and roughly grabbing her ass.

“Please,” she whispered into her arms, anticipation building as hands slipped over her back and ass, teasing her. “Tim,”

What dangerous little games they play, she thought over the sounds of their ragged breath and the delicious feel of warm, solid skin pressed against her. She felt her heart stutter and her chest tighten from being wrapped up so comfortably in emotions and feelings that were both his and hers.

Oh how dangerous.

She groaned as Tim sunk into her from behind, filling her and making her slip into bright, hot extacy that only he could bring. His warmth, the fullness, that he brought was uniquely Tim’s. Terribly addicting. Raven groaned, arching into Tim’s chest as he picked up the rhythm and absolutely debauched her from behind.

She forgot all about the world around her. And Raven allowed an all too familiar heat to all but consume her. Again.

#TimRae #Tim Drake #Raven #Teen Titans #TimRae 2021 Year of Smut and Steam #THIS IS JUST THE START OF ADULT NONSENSE AND ALL THE BAGGAGE THEY CARRY AROUND

[flyingkiki]

We Played Dangerously (3/?)

May our hearts and nerves be ready for the rollercoaster of emotions these stupid birds will take us on. Gaaaaaah.

Enjoy my loves. Adult nonsense will be ready for you in the next chapter to fuel the this storm of emotions.

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Present, downtown Gotham

Red Robin slipped through Raven’s balcony relatively easily, something that he found deeply concerning. He frowned as he carefully closed the balcony door and locked the flimsy lock. He'd have to remind her that she lived in Gotham and practically anyone could climb through her doors.

Turning around, he looked at the sparsely decorated living room, taking in the old brick walls of the building and the large fireplace that stood in the center of the room. Raven always did like the appeal of a fireplace.

Not bothering to turn on the lights, Tim silently walked through her apartment, mildly surprised that she still wasn’t home. It was close to 10, would her job at the library really take that much of her time?

Tim had returned from his business trip in Japan a little while ago, his itinerary stretched out way too much for his liking. The moment his plane landed, he had thanked Tam for her help and brushed past her in a heartbeat, rushing down the tarmac of their private hanger and disappeared into his car. Within an hour he had gone home, showered, downed two cups of cold brew, and changed into his uniform.

And found himself slipping into Raven’s apartment uninvited.

As he absently stared at the sole decoration that stood on top of fireplace mantel -- an old group photo of the Titans in civvies. His nerves were buzzing under his skin as he stared at the familiar scene. He chalked it up to his coffee and lack of sleep.

Her apartment was small, decently sized for a single occupant -- was she a single occupant? His night vision-enhanced gaze briefly swept through the apartment, trying to find any signs of a roommate. The thought unsettled him.

The living room was filled with a few cardboard boxes, several neatly stacked piles of documents and books, tons of books piled on a rather large coffee table and scattered across the floor, a bookshelf that seemed halfway built, and a handful of potted plants and decorations. His gaze settled on a ugly beige throw blanket strewn over the backrest of Raven’s large couch, the intricate woven pattern looked worn. The sight of the familiar blanket made his chest jump at a distant memory.

Tim stilled as the lock of Raven’s front door jiggled and turned, breaking the silence. He paused and watched from the shadows as the hallway lights switched on and Raven walked into the apartment, busy talking to whoever was on the other end of her phone call. He ignored the relief that washed over him when she entered her apartment alone.

“Yeah, Toni, just a small papaya salad on the side,” Raven said while she absently tossed her keys and her phone on the hallway table, leaving her phone on speakerphone. Her keys clattered into a ceramic bowl and Tim blinked at the noise, intently watching her. He watched as she struggled to deposit her laptop bag on her floor before proceeding to pull off her heels.

“So, pad thai and a side order of green papaya salad. Do you want that spicy or not so spicy, but probably spicy still?” Tim could hear the garbled voice of the store owner through the rustle of clothes. He watched Raven pull off her trench coat, revealing a grey a-line office dress. Raven paused, her hands lingering on her coat as she stood by the coat rack and Tim could see the familiar rise of her shoulders, tensing just a fraction of an inch.

“Sorry, could you change that?” she said suddenly, her tone changing ever so lightly. “Could you make that into a large order of Pad Thai? To share. And add an order of Khao Pad fried rice, large. And some Thai fried chicken? Throw in an order of mango and sticky rice, please,”

Raven pulled the hair tie out of her hair and ran a hand through her hair, trying to get most of the tangles out as she listened to the restaurant owner prattle through her order. Tim watched her blink and nod, before continuing. “And two large Thai Iced Teas,” she paused as she picked up her phone from the small hallway table and easily caught Tim’s eye from where he stood in the dark corner of her living room. Tim watched a familiar smile form on her lips before turning back to her phone. “Thanks, Toni. That should be all.”

Raven quickly ended the call after the promise of having her food delivered within 20 minutes. Turning on her bare feet, Raven stared into her dark living room, easily spotting Tim next to her potted fern that was close to dying. “I’m going to change clothes. Our intern spilled some chai tea latte on my skirt and I smell like cardamom,” she said simply, speaking to his silhouette. Tim watched her blink, as if him lurking in her living room corner was nothing out of the ordinary. “If Sam the delivery guy comes and I’m not yet back just tell him to leave it at the door, I’ll pay for the food later via Venmo or something. Just make sure my neighbors don’t see you, it’ll be weird to explain you to them,”

And without another word, Tim watched Raven gracefully turn and disappear around the corner. He blinked, staring at the old red bricks of the wall she just walked behind as if they just picked up their conversation from six years ago. Unable to move, he heard her shower turn on and he felt his insides leap at the sound. What was he here for again?

After a few moments of listening to the distant noise of her shower and trying desperately to fight the tension that seemed to stretch across his shoulders, Tim finally came to his senses and stepped out of the corner. Tentatively walking into her sparsely decorated living room, Tim continued his venture through her apartment staring at bare walls and large framed pictures of landscapes propped against the wall waiting to be mounted.

Beyond the living room there was a small kitchen and black kitchen island, he could see that it was already set up. In the corner of the kitchen counter he found a red KitchenAid stand mixer and Tim smiled at the sight, wondering if she actually did end up learning to bake (“I’d like to be able to bake some passable shortbread cookies,” she told him one Christmas). He didn’t bother walking into the kitchen or anywhere else in her apartment, since it seemed too much invasion of her privacy - as if breaking and entering into her apartment wasn’t enough.

He lingered in the darkness of her living room, cataloguing trinkets and the general mess to memory. Tim stared at the myriad of little trinkets that littered one of the selves next to her television -- Raven had always liked picking up quirky trinkets from her travels. He spotted a few he had known she had kept from her days at the Tower. An assortment of rocks from Tamaran, a necklace from Zambia, a little carved box from Peru. A familiar little elf with a lettuce hat stood out from the group or ceramics and stoneware; it was a little elf souvenir she picked up in Iceland.

Tim blinked as her door buzzed loudly, pulling him out of his thoughts. The door buzzed again, longer this time and he stared at her front door unsure what to do.

“Could you get that?”

Raven’s voice carried through her apartment. Tim blinked and stared at the direction from where her voice came from before carefully walking up to the phone in the hallway and picking up the receiver just as it buzzed again. “Hello?” he asked tentatively, feeling just a little out of place.

“Err, Royal Thai’s. Uh, Rachel?” the voice on the other end of the line sounding terribly confused over the noise of outside traffic. “Did I get the right apartment number?”

Tim cleared his throat. “Yeah, 7 oh 4,” he said and blinked at the old telephone mounted on the wall. It was one of the older models that came with the building. “I’ll buzz you in. Just leave the food by the door, we’ll get it in a bit. We’ll pay via Venmo. We’re a bit, uh,” he stumbled and tried to find the right words as he looked at his combat boots. “Busy,”

Tim immediately regretted his choice of words, wincing at the snort of amusement from the other end. It sounded like they were busy with certain activities. Tim sighed, absently tapping the receiver with his gloved finger and pressing the buzzer and allowing access to the delivery guy.

He waited by the door and listened as the elevator finally dinged in the distance. There was a knock on the door followed by rustle of paper bags being deposited on the doormat. “Royal Thai’s!” came the muffled announcement through the old wooden door.

“Thanks, man. We got this,” Tim called back. He leaned into the door, waiting and listening as footsteps slowly disappeared with the sound of an elevator opening and closing. Waiting briefly to ensure the coast was clear, Tim finally opened the door slightly and carefully pulled in the paper bags to avoid being seen by her neighbors. It would be terrible to start rumors of a Red Robin sighting visiting a library researcher.

Enjoying the familiar smell of thai food, Tim silently went back into her living room and carefully deposited the bag on her coffee table, careful not to disturb any of her documents. Engulfed in the familiar smell of Thai fried chicken, Tim felt nervousness slowly creep under his skin as the familiarity of the smell and scene stirred distant memories. His chest tightened at the thought.

“Why didn’t you turn on the lights?” Raven asked as she stepped into the living room, the familiar scent of fresh lavender soap announcing her entrance. Tim watched, her silhouette cast from the hallway’s light, a sight he had committed to memory as she stood in the doorway of the living room. With the flick of her wrist, her lights turned on.

Tim wasn’t sure why his throat tightened at the sight of her, but he spent a moment staring at her. Last night’s image of Raven was familiar, but tonight seeing her in an frayed, oversized Gotham Knights shirt and blue sweatpants, was an achingly intimate image that he had burned into memory. He watched Raven blink, her lips curling into a smile.

“Your uniform has changed,” Tim watched dark blue eyes sweep over this uniform, lingering on some of the upgrades he added in recent years. She approached him slowly, keeping her gaze steady with his.

“Just a few upgrades,” he supplied, intently watching her face as she studied him. Tim felt his breath catch as she stood in front of him, her eyes sweeping over his form. He wondered what she saw as she stared at him, her lips curling as his voice carried through her living room. She looked the same to him, the sight of her in oversized shirts and damp hair a familiar sight he remembered well.

Raven stared up at him, she had to crane her head just a little bit to stare up at him. A small playful smile played on her lips as she studied his face. “Are you going to stay masked the whole time?” she asked, a teasing lilt in her voice.

Tim chuckled as whatever moment broke and he shook his head, “No.”

Raven’s eyes brightened and she smiled. Not giving him the time to pull off his cowl, she leaned forward and stood on her toes, reaching out to carefully push his cowl off his head. The press of her fingers against his hairline were familiar and her movements well practiced as she knew exactly what to tug and unclasp.

“You’re taller,” she noted, her fingers curling into his cowl as she stood back and stared up at him. There was an amused sparkle and wonder in her eyes as she studied his unmasked face, and Tim found himself eagerly drinking in her curiosity and wonder.

“Might have grown a bit while you were gone,” Tim teased, his voice light and he smiled as Raven released a soft laugh.

Raven hummed, eyes bright and a small smile every present on her lips. She studied him for a moment longer before turning to her coffee table and eyeing the large paper bags. Dropping his cowl on her couch, she walked up to the table and picked up the bags. “Let’s eat. I’m starving and I’m sure you did not eat anything yet,” she said with an air of finality.

Tim silently followed her into her kitchen and watched Raven deposit the bags in her own kitchen. He stopped short in her kitchen doorway and found himself watching an intimate scene from years ago in his own apartment: of a much younger Raven plating a large order of Pad Thai onto the cheap plates Jason gave him as a housewarming gift.

“Are you going to stand around and watch or are you going to eat something?” asked Raven, pulling him out of his thoughts. Tim blinked and approached her kitchen island, staring in amazement at an all too familiar sight of thai dishes.

“You remembered,” he asked, an amused smile playing on his lips as he sat down opposite of her and pulled off his gloves. The familiar smell of Thai fried chicken and pad thai filled his nose.

Raven rolled her eyes and sat down, pushing a spare plate his way and nudging the pad thai closer to him. Her eyes were bright and playful as they shared an amused smile. “Difficult not to, when this is practically the only food you willingly eat every time we’re here without having to remind you it’s mealtime,” she teased.

Tim hummed through a mouthful of Royal Thai’s pad thai, his favorite. The first time they came up to Gotham together he had quickly introduced her to his favorite restaurant and ordering in had quickly become a routine for them.

Back then.

“I was kind of expecting you to sneak in here last night,” commented Raven absently as they went through their food. Tim caught her mild amusement as she took a small sip from her iced tea.

Tim shrugged and got himself a large helping of fried rice. “I had an early flight to Japan and I couldn’t risk missing the flight. Tam would kill me,”

Raven released a soft laugh. “I’m sure she would,”

"The last time I arrived late to a board meeting she gave me so much paperwork the next day to spite me," commented Tim wryly. "One should never mess with Tam's schedule,"

Raven made an amused face and snorted. “Oh, I know,” her small smile was playful and there was an amused lilt in her voice.

Tim chuckled softly and a distant thought crossed his mind, this moment seeming so normal to them. Like years had not passed. He swallowed the small lump that formed in his throat. He sobered up slightly.

As if catching the shift of his emotion, Raven blinked, her gaze sweeping over Tim’s face. Carefully placing her fork on the edge of her plate, she stared at Tim curiously and tilted her head. “How have you been?” she asked, her voice softer.

Tim gave her a wry smile.

“Busy,” Tim breathed. He winced at how lame the answer sounded. He stared at her, familiar blue eyes boring into his, and he suddenly was unsure where to begin and pick-up from six years ago. The easy moment minutes earlier slowly melted away and an uneasy feeling settled low in his stomach. “Mid-year reporting season is coming up, things are crazy at the office. There’s a new business acquisition we’re working on, too.”

“You’re acquiring that tech company in Tokyo, right?”

Tim blinked, surprised that she knew. “You know?”

Raven smiled, tilting her head and studying his reaction. “I read about you in the papers. You’re hard to miss,”

Tim released a bark of laughter, grinning teasingly. “I hope you only saw the good stuff,”

“I keep away from TMZ and other tabloids,” she sent him a teasing smile.

Tim paused and stared at her, drinking in the familiar sight of her. A wave of nostalgia washed over him. His stomach churned and he knew she caught his emotions as she tilted her head curiously. “You’ve been difficult to keep track of,”

Raven inhaled, breaking eye contact briefly. She stared out her window, thoughtful, before turning back to Tim and offering him a muted smile. “Reception was bad in Iceland,”

A distant memory of hot springs, breathtaking mountainscapes, and the aurora borealis crossed Tim’s mind and he immediately squashed those memories as his stomach churned and his chest tightened. He watched Raven’s gaze darken briefly. “Yeah, I guess it was,”

Raven picked at her food thoughtfully before continuing. She shrugged absently and glanced at Tim. “After I finished at NYU, I moved to Boston for the conservation and restoration program. And then I went around for a few research projects --”

“Indonesia, Africa, Bulgaria,” Tim looked at her, watching Raven’s reaction. He smiled at her. “Iceland once in a while,”

Raven looked thoughtful for a moment as she stared at Tim, a small smile playing on her lips. She swallowed and averted her gaze briefly, before turning back to him. “Yeah,” she breathed, a soft laugh followed.

Tim exhaled, releasing a breath he was unconsciously holding. “I guess we’ve been both pretty busy,”

Raven blinked and smiled pensively. “I guess so,”

Tim swallowed, conscious of how his nerves seemingly crawled under his skin.”Have you been in touch with the others?”

Raven shook her head. “Not in recent years. Rose once in a while, but not really the rest.”

He looked surprised. Rose had never mentioned that she and Raven had been in touch. “You should swing by,” he suggested, an encouraging smile playing on his lips. “The team misses you,”

Raven tapped her iced tea thoughtfully. Tim saw the brief flicker of emotions in her eyes, catching her microexpression easily and he felt his nerves jump. Raven nodded. “Yeah, I miss everyone too,”

“Do you like what you’re doing now?” Tim asked curiously, as they continued to navigate through their meal and finish their shared pad thai and fried rice. The fried chicken had been long gone, most of it polished off by Tim.

Raven shrugged and made a dismissive sound in the back of her throat. “I like it,” she said while shoveling a few spoonfuls of fried rice onto her plate. She fiddled with a peanut thoughtfully before spooning it. “I like the research and working on old books. It’s fun,”

Tim smiled in amusement. “Only you will say that gluing old pages together is fun,”

Raven rolled her eyes and lobbed the fried peanut at Tim, who easily dodged the projectile legume with a bark of laughter. “It’s more than just gluing pages together, jerk.”

Tim laughed and nodded. “I know. We’re funding your research project, I know the details. I’m sorry, I’m just teasing you,” he grinned, leaning over just a little bit and into their shared space, blue eyes dancing in amusement.

“It’s a lot less exciting than what we do with the Titans,” she mused. “But I get to travel for projects. I like that. It’s fun to go around Asia or Europe and get to experience food and culture without having to worry about being shot or killed at every corner,”

Tim chuckled. “I see where the appeal is coming from,”

“It’s nice when people don’t know you,” said Raven, absently stabbing the last of her chicken. She cast Tim a wry smile. “They don’t hold that expectation or fear that you can bring down an entire building or destroy the planet at will,”

Tim frowned, catching how she sobered up and looked away. He swallowed, knowing how deep some wounds ran. “Civilian life looks great on you,” he said, grappling to shift the somber mood, staring at her in the all too familiar Gotham Knights shirt she was wearing. “Even if you’re in a very ratty Gotham Knights shirt. I was wondering where that went,”

Raven released a soft laugh, blue eyes a little brighter and he watched her run a free hand over the terribly frayed and stretched collar of the shirt. “You leave it, I keep it,” she said simply.

“In fact, I lost quite a few pieces of clothing,” Tim commented, raising an eyebrow questioningly.

“You leave it, I keep it, your honor,” Raven raised her hands in mock innocence as she stood up and threw an amused smile at him. She went to grab another plate for their mango and sticky rice.

“From what I hear you’ve not only been working on sticking old pages together,” said Tim as Raven slid their dessert in between them. He sent her a small grin as she snorted. “Intercepted a human trafficking ring in Africa, busted drug cartel in Indonesia,”

Raven shrugged and helped herself to the sweet desert, taking a large helping of sweet rice and mango. She always had a sweet, something she never would openly admit. But Tim knew better. “The police was not help, they barely did anything for those kids. Those were easy enough jobs. In other countries it's easier to slip on the uniform occasionally and no one recognizes you. Easy in and out jobs,” she explained.

“Do you miss it?”

Raven looked at him, blue meeting stormy blue. Tim watched her look thoughtful. “Sometimes,” she finally said.

He swallowed and tried to bite the bullet, nerves thumping under his skin as she stared back at him, anticipating his next question with bated breath. “Will you come back to us?” he asked, the pit of his stomach gnawing as he anticipated her answer. He wondered how he would react if she did not say the words he wanted her to say -- his stomach flipped.

“I don’t know,” Raven said finally, breaking contact and looking out the window. There was an air of melancholy that draped around her and she looked significantly smaller in his old Gotham Knights shirt, for the first time looking so vastly different from the woman he remembered. “I like what I do, Tim. I like the life I have and the opportunity of walking through this world without biases and fear directed towards me,”

He distinctly felt a cold jolt run down his back and Tim straightened in his uniform. Tim knew he had no place to ask for her to come back. He remembered their conversation years ago -- this was her life and this was what she wanted, needed. Tim felt his nerves take a tumble and his chest tighten as his first concerns from years ago were confirmed.

“Well, you did say you’d take a sabbatical. I did not hear a no,” he tried feebly, sending her a wry smile.

Raven exhaled and looked at him, her gaze soft. “Yeah. It’s not a no,” she repeated. Looking like she had enough of her food, Raven stood up and picked up her empty plates and started to carefully place them into her sink. Tim watched her movements silently, he tried to ignore how this looked exactly like an old scene from his apartment’s kitchen.

Sensing that tonight’s conversation was over, Tim slowly stood up and helped her with the dishes. They worked silently, putting away leftovers and placing all dishes into the sink. He stood to the side, watching as Raven used her powers to clean all dishes with a sweep of her hands and they were washed and neatly stacked on the drying rack.

“It’s getting late,” Raven breathed, pushing herself away from the sink and looking at him over her shoulder. A signal that tonight’s conversation was done. Tim swallowed. “I have an early meeting with the museum’s director tomorrow and I have to go through my notes,”

“Right,” echoed Tim. As he returned into her living room to pull on his gloves and pick up his cowl, he found himself in an internal battle, trying to figure out what to do next. His throat tightened at the thought of how he drew a blank and the panic of tonight ending with so many things still unresolved settled heavily on his chest. He drew in a rattled breath and pulled on his cowl. Perhaps tonight truly was enough.

“It’s good to see you again, Tim,” Raven said behind him, her voice carrying through her apartment. It was a tone he was deeply familiar with. He fiddled with his belt to keep his hands busy as he was unsure what to do next.

Turning around, Tim offered Raven a bright smile, quickly sweeping aside his unsettled feelings. He’d take what he could from her, from this moment. He ignored how different it felt, to be Red Robin in front of Raven, a civilian, in his old t-shirt, an image that he had burned into memory. “It’s good to see you again, Raven,” he told her.

Tim had his arms around her even before she was pressed into him. Raven stepped closer and offered him a long hug, arms wrapping tightly around his torso and fingers pressing into the kevlar of his back. The press of her was exactly how he remembered, warm and soft, perfectly tucked into his side and under his arms. He catalogued this to memory, inhaling the familiar scent of her and memorizing her softness. How could he have missed this?

Tim swallowed uneasily as she stepped away and slipped out of reach. “Good night, Tim,”

“Good night, Raven,” he smiled at her. He slowly made his way to her balcony and paused as he opened it. Looking over his shoulder, he caught her watching him leave. He licked his lips and continued. “I--” he paused and breathed. Fuck it. He felt his heart leap. “I wish we kept in touch,”

Raven tilted her head and Tim watched an expression he could not quite place cross her face. “Why didn’t we?”

His fingers tightened around the cold handle of her balcony. Tim blinked as a million reasons raced through his mind, stabbing him accusingly. Guilt and regret grabbed him by the throat. He inhaled shakily. “I don’t know,”

Raven smiled sadly at him. “I think we both know why,”

Tim dropped his head and nodded. “Yeah, you’re right.” He looked at her, drinking in the sight of her basked in the dim lights of her living room. “I’m sorry,”

He watched the rise of her chest as she inhaled and emotions flicker through her somber face. She offered him one last somber smile. “Good night, Red Robin,” she said softly, a signal that tonight had truly ended.

#TimRae #Tim Drake #Raven #Teen Titans #TimRae 2021 Year of Smut and Steam #BAGGAGE? WHAT BAGGAGE. WHOSE EXTRA BAGGAGE IS THIS?

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We Played Dangerously (2/?)

Are you ready for the delirious start of some adult nonsense? I am.

Chapter 1 Here.

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Past, years ago. Titan’s Tower

Raven stared at the devastated training hall, her frown deep and her annoyance just bubbling slightly under her skin. She shot Tim an aggravated glare while he busied himself with fixing the simulator. Having Connor and Cassie ‘go all out, no holds barred indoors’ was a terrible idea. A random part of the simulator fizzed by her feet and she kicked it away to avoid getting shocked.

There was a crash from the far corner of the training room and Raven whipped around to watch in disdain as the small pile of parts she earlier piled up scattered across the floor. Raven glared at Bart, who sent her a sheepish smile after having accidentally sped through the pile in his efforts to clean the place up.

"SORRY!" Squeaked Bart, withering under Raven's glare. "I didn't mean to -- I was just cleaning up the left wing and I didn't --"

"Just leave it," Raven interrupted, sighing loudly. She sent the younger boy a dismissive look and waved him off. While he meant well, when it came to cleaning, Bart was more trouble than good with his energy.

"Nah, I can just --" Bart disappeared and whizzed past her, bumping into her and accidentally making her drop a pile of rubble she was holding with her magic. There was another crash and Raven's frown deepened. "WHOOOPS!"

Raven was tired, her muscles ached, and she desperately wanted to catch a shower and crawl into bed. Tim pushed them to their limits today and she just wanted to rest tonight and not spend a good amount of time cleaning shit up and trying to fix the training room.

"Leave it, Bart." Raven said with a sigh as she set to picking everything up again.

"Yeah, but I can --" Bart began to fumble with some of the parts.

"Leave it,"

"But --"

"LEAVE THE -"

"Just hit the showers and go to bed, Bart," Tim appeared across from them, sending Bart an easy smile. Raven frowned as Tim sent her a placating smile, before turning to the rest of the beat tired team. “Raven and I got this, everyone else hit the showers and let’s call it a night. I’ll see everyone after breakfast for another run,” he said and pointedly ignored the collective groans. “And for us to fix some of the wiring, it’s too late tonight anyway,”

“Told you it was a bad idea, man,” said Conner, grinning over his shoulder as he passed Tim on his way out.

Raven rolled her eyes in annoyance as the two best friends laughed and exchanged fistbumps. Rolling her shoulders and allowing her muscles just a little reprieve, she set to cleaning up and piling most of the parts that went together. She waved at Rose as the younger woman headed out of the training room before turning to the fizzing console and tried to turn it off. She wondered how long it would take them to fix the fight simulator, not that it mattered since they had a few more for them to use.

"You good over there?" Tim called from across the hall, picking up some of the spare parts that got thrown across the hall when Cassie accidentally threw Connor into the projector.

Raven looked up from levitating the last of the rubble into one corner. She shot Tim a dark look. "I think you should be the one on cleaning duty. Your stupid idea, your mess, you clean it up," she said sourly.

Tim threw her an amused grin as he stood and hauled a large metal plate to the side. "Where's the fun in doing this alone?"

Raven rolled her eyes and ignored his teasing as she set to find their tool kit from the equipment closet. "I don't recall signing up for clean up duty today," commented Raven offhandedly as she walked towards one end of the room. Ignoring Tim's ungraceful snort of laughter, she opened the steel door and tried to locate their tool box through all the mess. "Why does it feel like Beastboy was assigned to cleaning our equipment closet? This looks exactly like his room: total shit," Raven glowered and squeezed into the closet, ruffling through boxes and supplies. Hitting her head on a protruding pipe, she cursed loudly, and ducked lower into the closet. Raven groaned as felt her muscles cry in protest as she bent over. A nice hot shower would be nice. "Where the fuck is that tool kit?"

She felt Tim appear next to her, the press of his aura familiar and warm. "Maybe look up?" He chuckled, ducking into the cramped space with her. Raven felt his shoulders brush against her side as he reached over her head to the top shelf and pulled down the grey box filled with tools.

Raven straightened and ignored how Tim grinned down at her teasingly, his presence warm and clearly enjoying her frustration. Frowning at him and then at the tool box, she grabbed the heavy steel-reinforced box from his hands. "Thanks,"

There was a beat and Raven felt her pulse quicken for just a second as they just stood there, with Tim crowding the entrance and elbow lightly pressing into her side. Raven watched Tim smile down at her, that familiar teasing smile she knew well. Rolling her eyes, she nudged him out of the way and squeezed past him and through the door.

"I'm going to fix the console. Finish cleaning up, bird brain," announced Raven as she marched towards the still fizzing console and knelt down next to it. Her knees popped at the movement and she sighed. What she would give for a hot shower and her bed. In the background she heard Tim laugh and shuffle around her, picking up a broom and promptly sweeping through the rubble.

"You could just use your powers and sweep this all up," commented Tim, voice just a bit bored.

Raven looked up from the dead wiring she was fixing and did not lose the irony of the situation of how their roles were reversed. Usually it was Tim who fixed all their equipment and machines, but given how exhausted she was, Raven thought sitting down on the floor and trying to make sense of a shitton of spaghetti wires seemed better than standing and using her powers. Fiddling with the pliers in her hands, she sent Tim an amused grin. "Where's the fun in that?" She asked.

She watched as Tim released a bark of laughter and stared at her. Raven caught his amused grin and the corners of her lips curled into a teasing smile. Ignoring the familiar press of his emotions, Raven rolled her eyes at him as Tim’s grin widened before turning back to her task at hand and weeded through the fried wires.

They worked in comfortable silence for the next hour, cleaning up the training hall and fixing the training console (or at the very least got the system to boot up again to cast a kitty hologram, it was the best Raven could do at this point). Standing up from her spot hunched over the myriad of spaghetti wires she had fixed, Raven resigned to the fact they had to finish this tomorrow and get Tim to look over her work. At this point, she was sweaty, her muscles were on fire, and her fingers ached from working with the pliers. She made a face at how her uniform stretched across her sticky skin and mentally prepared herself for a long hot shower, comfortable pajamas, and sleep.

“Excellent job on the cat hologram,” Tim commented after having hauled the last of the training mats and debris into a corner. They’d leave the major repairs for everyone to fix tomorrow (err, later?).

Raven made a face and turned to Tim, watching the teasing smile cross her leader’s face. Tim had long removed his mask and blue eyes shone back at her in amusement. “It’s the best I could do,” she said and glanced at the cleaned up hall. “Can we call it a night now and go to bed?”

Tim made a distant sound of approval and nodded his head in agreement. “Yeah, sleep would be nice,” he said as they packed up and slowly headed out of the training hall.

“You sleep? That’s new,” Raven threw him a teasing glance over her shoulder as they waited for the elevator to arrive. She watched in amusement as Tim made a face and she curiously watched a few beads of sweat roll down his neck. The little wet trail disappeared into his uniform.

Looking back up, she caught Tim staring at her and there was that familiar tug of emotions that bubbled low beneath the surface as she stared at his bright blue eyes. Tim smiled and held her stare for a moment and Raven wondered if he always had a few dark blue flecks in his eyes or if it was just the lighting. Another errant little bead of sweat traveled down the side of his neck.

The elevator signaled its arrival with a low ding and Raven pulled herself out of her thoughts with a soft sigh. She watched the elevator’s doors open and out of the corner of her eyes she could see Tim’s amusement bubble low.

“Don’t make fun of my sleeping habits,” Tim commented as they entered the elevator and hit their floor number. He shifted his weight on his feet and looked thoughtful. “It’s unique,”

“It’s terrible,” countered Raven.

“Hah,” Tim chuckled and watched as they reached their floor. The metal doors of the elevator slid up with a soft hum. Allowing her to step through first with an exaggerated flourish of his hand, he grinned at her.

They walked silently down the hall, mindful not to be too noisy with the rest of the team already asleep. Reaching her room first, she tapped in her code and watched her door slide open. Turning to offer Tim a small wave and a sleepy smile, she nodded. “Well, good night. Don’t stay up too long obsessing over reports,” she mumbled. “We need you awake to fix the training hall tomorrow,”

Tim chuckled and nodded. “Good night, Raven,”

Stepping through her door, Raven sighed as tension finally left her shoulders and she welcomed the cool air of her dimly lit room. Ignoring how her emotions still bubbled low under her skin and the familiar tug and pull of achingly familiar sensations settled low in her belly, she pulled off her cloak and dropped it into the hamer. Pulling off her boots, she sighed in relief as her toes dug into her plush carpet. Running a hand absently through her hair, she started making her way towards her bathroom, a shower would be perfect for her keyed emotions.

There was a knock on her door.

Raven paused and felt her stomach jump. Maybe not a shower then.

Turning around, Raven went back to her door and her lips curled into a teasing smile as she felt the familiar energy behind the steel door. Opening her door, she leaned against her doorframe and tilted her head in amusement and stared up at bright blue eyes. She felt her emotions purr.

“This better be good. I was about to take a shower,”

An unmasked Red Robin grinned down at her, his emotions warm, playful and teasing. Raven’s skin tingled. It was ridiculous how easy she could get lost in his blue eyes or get caught in his warm emotions. She unconsciously swallowed. Raven raised an eyebrow and crossed her arms over her chest, waiting for an answer as continued to study her. “Well?”

Stepping through her threshold and ducking just a little lower to her height, Raven caught that familiar glint in his eyes as his body fully brushed against hers when he entered her room. The knots in her stomach jumped and she felt that distinct electric tingle in her lower back radiate to her lower abdomen.

“Who am I to keep a girl from her shower?”

Tim’s voice was low with a teasing lilt that made her skin tingle. Her bedroom door closed and locked behind them with a hiss. They were engulfed in silence as they stared at each other, lips curled teasingly and an intensity in the air that Raven was all too familiar with.

Raven watched, her emotions falling into that familiar tumble of heat and electricity, as Tim turned on his heels with an achingly familiar smile that held secrets and promises and he stepped further into her room. She watched as his broad shoulders disappeared into her room and through her bathroom without further preamble. The familiarity of these movements gnawed at her stomach but she paid no heed.

Her steps were silent as she followed him into her large bathroom and she paused at her doorway to drink in the sight before her.

The sound of Red Robin’s belt dropping onto her floor reverberated through her bathroom and Raven watched as the other utility belts followed, dropping onto her purple bathroom rug. Gloves followed and his top next, and Raven watched as well defined powerful back muscles rippled with each movement. Scars upon scars danced for her in a familiar dance she had since memorized as Tim bent over to pull off his boots and socks. Her eyes traced each scar watching them disappear into dips of muscle. She felt her chest tingle as heat and anticipation bubbled harshly under her skin.

Raven watched Tim straighten, her gaze lifting from the way his abdominal muscles rippled at the movement and her gaze paused at his teasing face as he turned around to face her and his fingers stopped at the clasp of his pants. He caught her shameless staring.

"Are you just going to stand around and watch? I thought you wanted a shower?" Tim asked teasingly, his voice a low rumble.

Raven hummed, her resolve breaking under his long stare and the thickness of Tim’s familiar emotions crawling deep under her skin and seeping low into her nerves. She stepped into her bathroom and kept her eye contact with him as she reached behind her neck to unzip her uniform. The movements of undressing under his watchful eye were practiced and familiar. She lost count of the number of times Tim would pause at what he was doing to just watch her undress and reveal her skin - scarred and injured like his - for him to hungrily drink in. As she pushed her uniform and underwear down her legs she felt her heart stutter under his penetrating gaze, blue eyes darker and a familiar flurry of emotions hurdling into her, clawing at her skin.

In the muted lights of her black bathroom, Raven watched sharp blue eyes travel down her body, seemingly memorizing every scar, dip, and muscle, just as she had earlier. She reached behind her and unclasped her sports bra, allowing it to slide down her arms and drop by their feet. She stood before him, naked and just a little breathless, as heat bubbled low within her and greedily drank Tim's own hot anticipation.

"Well?" She whispered, standing in front of a still half-naked Red Robin, seemingly too caught up in watching her to finish his own task of underressing. Raven smiled teasingly as Tim chuckled and began to pull his own pants and underwear down his legs and step out of his clothes. He stood in front of her, naked and fully erect, lips curled into that deliriously handsome smile that made her lower abdomen throb.

Raven watched Tim turn around and open her shower door, reaching in he turned on the shower and fiddled with the knobs to get the temperature right. The bathroom was filled with the noise of her overhead shower hitting her tiles. A few seconds later the bathroom filled with a pleasant warmth that sent even more tingles down her spine.

"C'mon," Tim commanded and stepped into her shower. Raven watched as water slid down his back and sides, sliding over scars and ripples of muscles. It was such a tempting sight.

She followed him into the shower, his light order making her nerves hum in delight. She stood in close proximity next to Tim, deliciously warm water slipping over her shoulder and cascading down her back and in between the valleys of her breasts. They stood there in her shower, their dark gazes drinking in each other and feeding off a heat that the shower did not supply.

Her world disappeared and her mind turned foggy as Lust purred when large calloused hands finally, finally, slipped over her waist and dug deep into her flesh to pull her flush against solid, slick, muscle. She groaned as lips brushed against her own in a bruising kiss that stole her breath and she lost all strength in her legs as Tim’s lips all but consumed her, drinking her every moan.

The warmth of the shower and the heat of the moment made Raven delirious and she dug her fingers into the thick muscles of Tim’s shoulders and arms to keep her upright. She moaned his tongue slipped against hers, greedily drinking her sighs, and his hands eagerly slid down her body, cataloging every dip, muscle, and scar to memory as if it was their first time.

It wasn't.

Far from it.

"Fuck," Raven gasped and briefly pulled away to suck in a wet, ragged breath as she felt Tim’s cock slide teasingly in between her legs. She bucked into him and whimpered at the delicious feeling of the thick, slick length teasing her throbbing core.

“Shhh,” he whispered, terribly out of breath and Raven felt herself purr in delight at how ragged and delirious his emotions clawed at her. He pressed a kiss to her neck, tongue and teeth scraping against her pulse point before dipping into the junction of her neck and licking the light dusting of freckles. Tim squeezed her left breast and tweaked the perk nipple, grinning into her neck at the sharp gasp that echoed through the bathroom. “Others are asleep,”

It didn’t matter, really. They had a silencing charm up in her room, just for them. Humming softly, Raven’s fingers slipped up his chest and over his shoulders, fingertips pressing into dips of hard muscle. Pushing him gently away from her neck, she kissed his cheek and reached over his shoulder to grab her body wash. “Wash me,” she said, pushing the lavender body wash into his hands.

Tim released a breathy laugh, gently pushing her shoulders away and steering her around. Pressing a soft kiss to her nape of her neck, he set to work washing her back, lathering her body with silky suds. Fingertips pressed firmly into her back, working through knots and tight muscle, making Raven sigh in relief. “You weren’t kidding when you said you needed a hot shower,” Tim commented, working through a particularly tight muscle in her shoulder.

Raven sighed and arched her back as Tim worked on her back. She offered him a small amused smile over her shoulder and she arched her back as large hands dragged themselves down to the small of her back. “This is all your fault,” she said lowly.

Chuckling, Tim pressed a kiss to the side of her face. His hands slid down her back and rested on the dips of her waist. Pressing his chest into her back, he nipped her earlobe. “I’m sorry. I’ll make it up to you,” he said in a husky whisper that sent another wave of tingles down her spine. She sighed in delight as his soapy hands travelled up her stomach and over her ribcage before sliding over her breast and gently massaging them. She felt Tim place his chin on her shoulder, his hot breath fanning over her cheek as he watched his fingertips slide over her nipples and tweak the pert tips. They both watched fingertips feather over her hard nipples. Raven gasped loudly and released a soft whimper as his cock slid between her legs again, teasingly stroking her.

Tim pulled away and Raven sighed at the loss of contact. She allowed him to turn her around and she caught his playful smile as he leaned down to press kiss on the underside of her chin, teeth scraping teasingly against her pulsepoint. She watched through hooded eyes as Tim made quick work to lather her legs, bending down and gently squeezing her leg muscle. Rough fingers slid up her inner thighs and she inhaled sharply as they slid over her core, teasing her clit for a few moments before sliding down her legs again.

“Tease,” she gasped as her breathing hitched and she watched through her haze as Tim grinned up at her, long hair falling into his eyes and fingers digging playfully into her thighs. She pushed most of the hair out of his eyes and her fingers slid down his cheek and cupped his chin, tugging him up for another heady kiss that left her breathless and her knees weak.

“Your turn,” she whispered, nudging him away and reaching out to get his brand of body wash he kept around in her shower for these delirious occasions. The fresh scent of eucalyptus filled the shower, mingling with her soft scent of lavender. Gathering a healthy lather on her hands, Raven set to work on Tim’s shoulders thoroughly enjoying the sensation of her hands sliding down well-defined muscles. She always secretly enjoys how well Tim’s body looked, with all the work he put into working out and mastering the Bō. She shot him an amused smile at his sharp intake of breath when her hands slid lower, fingertips pressing into the dips of his abs and her forearm brushed against his erection accidentally.

"Raven," Tim hummed with hooded eyes and he watched her slide down to her knees, soapy fingers dancing down the outside of his thighs.

Warm water beat down her back as she knelt in front of Tim, the heat of the water and their heady emotions wrapping around her nerves in in a delicious thrill. Entranced, like so many times in the past, by Tim’s deep breathing and his greedy emotions, she felt her body purr in delight, allowing herself to tumble head first into this delightful encounter. She watched in pure satisfaction as his leg muscle twitched under her fingers and she continued with her work. Tim shifted in front of her, she could feel his anticipation and desire raging wildly under his skin.

Tim pushed her hair away from her face as he tilted her face to look up at him. Raven's lips curled into a satisfied smile, drinking in the desire and anticipation that filled Tim’s face. Digging her hands into his hips, her gaze dropped to his erect cock in front of her. Her heart throbbed in excitement.

Pride swelled within her at Tim’s sharp inhale as she languidly licked his entire length, her tongue teasing his tip before repeating the same all over again. Fingers slid into her hair and tugged, sending delicious sparks down her spine.

“Raven, fuck.” Tim whispered, his breathing ragged as she took his length into her mouth, relishing the feel of him against her tongue. Raven hummed as Tim tugged her hair with every suck and stroke of her mouth and she catalogued every new reaction and groan from him for later use. She looked up as she continued her ministrations, sucking on his length, and reveling at the sight of watching her leader come undone.

She released him when Tim gently pulled her away. Sending him a languid grin, Raven leaned back and took in the soft flush that spread across Tim’s cheeks. “Tease,” he whispered, fingers releasing her hair and softly tracing down the side of her face. Relishing the touch, Raven hummed and leaned into his hand and allowed him to tug her up. Kissing the underside of his chin, she steered him back underneath the warm stream of her shower and they washed their hair and washed all the soap off their bodies.

After the last of the suds slid down the valley of her breasts, Raven watched as Tim drank in her naked form before leaning down to kiss her languidly underneath the shower stream. She sighed into his lips, arms crossing over his neck giving her a little lift and she practically melted into his body, drinking in his heady emotions and searching for more.

As teeth scraped against her pulse point and fingers hungrily pressed into old scars, Raven rocked into Tim as she felt his erection press into her abdomen. She whimpered as Tim continued to tease her, fingers sliding over and tweaking her nipples, followed by lips and teeth scraping over the sensitive nubs. Over the steady noise of her shower, their heavy breathing and her soft whimpers filled the room, driving her closer to the edge, and just begging for release.

Finally, finally, calloused fingers slid in between their bodies and feathered over her, teasing her clit and probing her. She gasped and whimpered, bucking into his steady hand, chasing that much needed release, and she practically drank in the pride and sheer satisfaction that swelled from Tim, knowing only he could milk her this way.

“Fuck. You’re practically dripping, Raven,” Tim groaned into her ear, breath hot against her and she moaned as fingers continued to probe and fuck her. Her legs buckled and and her fingers curled into his arms for support as heat and desire seemed to practically consume her and she wanted nothing more to be ripped apart and engulfed in flames.

“What,” she gasped as two thick fingers pumped into her. “Are you going to do about it?”

Growling into her neck, Tim pulled his fingers out of her and pushed her into the bathroom wall. He easily hoisted her up and held her by her waist and draped her legs over his arms and spread her open in front of him.

And he fucked her.

Raven gasped loudly and threw her head back in pure ecstasy as finally Tim filled her, stretching her out and consuming her whole. Her back pushed roughly against the wall as Tim pressed further into her waist, holding her in place as he practically plowed into her, stroking a fire that was close to consuming her whole.

His strokes were sharp and strong, hips snapping into her harshly and she bounced along, trying to rock into him as best as she could. She could barely hear the noise of her shower over their grunting and moaning, and the delicious sound of flesh hitting flesh. She greedily drank in their heady emotions that seemed to practically suffocate her as she felt her world slowly disappear into an inferno. Close to tittering over the edge and going up in flames, Raven clenched around Tim’s cock and moaned loudly.

“Shh,” Tim teased as he hoisted her a little higher and scraped his teeth across her pulse point. He fucked her harder, hips angling just the right way, and he groaned into her neck as she fluttered around him. “What will the neighbors think?”

She was sure she was losing all feelings in her legs as they remained draped around his forearms but the heat that pooled low in her abdomen was more than enough to keep her going. Gasping and rocking into him, she regarded the smirking Tim with a heated stare. “That you should fuck me harder,”

The world seemed to snap at her words as Tim growled and all but fucked her into the wall. She mewled and gasped as his cock continued to stoke the inferno within her. His teeth buried into her skin as groaned, she was sure that would leave a satisfying mark (she’d deal with that later).

Everything disappeared and the Raven found herself tumbling over the edge, falling into the flames and just chanting Tim’s name as she came. She could hear nothing as the world exploded and Raven continued to fly through an explosion of nothing and everything as she continued to buck into Tim, milking every last dredge of pleasure. She felt him gasp and moan her name, as he joined her tumble, and pressed his body fully into her, snapping his hips roughly into her as his cock milked her with long and measured strokes. She drank his high, relishing his delirious emotions and consuming them greedily.

They stayed that way for a moment, gasps ragged, heartbeats erratic, and their bodies singing. The world slowly came back to them when Raven could finally hear her shower again over her erratic breathing and she slowly opened her eyes to catch Tim watching her, a smile playing on his lips.

“You think you can stand?” he mumbled into her ear.

Raven sighed and nodded. She shuddered as Tim pulled out of her and he gently helped her back on her feet. Her legs felt like jello and she had to hold onto Tim to steady herself as she regained some sense of balance. She leaned into Tim, allowing him to wrap his arms around her to ground her for a moment and get her bearings in order. As they stood there, she felt his cum slide out of her and down her legs.

“That was amazing,” Tim hummed and pressed a kiss into her shoulder.

Raven hummed in satisfaction. It was fucking hot. Who knew that shower sex, albeit dangerous, could be this thrilling? They should definitely do this more to blow off steam. Coming to her toes, she pressed a kiss into his neck. “Let’s clean up. I’m sleepy,” she mumbled.

They quickly cleaned up and wrapped themselves in fluffy towels before silently padding barefoot into Raven’s room. They silently changed into more comfortable clothes for bed, Raven watched as Tim went to her dresser and pulled open a drawer that had slowly been designated as his over the course of time, grabbing a pair of boxers and a spare shirt.

After slipping on a pair of underwear and her camisole, she watched curiously as he stood at the foot of her bed. As dark shadows danced across his features cast from the light of her tableside lamp, he looked incredibly attractive. Raven ignored how her stomach leaped.

“Are you staying?” she asked while approaching her side of the bed.

She watched Tim mull over his answer before slowly walking to the opposite side of her bed. She stared at him across her black bedsheets and watched a small smile play on his lips. “Who said we were done?”

Hours later, Raven woke up sore and to an empty bed. Reaching out, she touched the side Tim previously occupied. It was cold. Sitting up slowly, she stared at the empty space and blinked. It was a sight and system she (they) had grown accustomed with.

Sliding out of bed, Raven went into her bathroom for her morning routine and changed into a fresh uniform. Tim’s Red Robin uniform was gone from her bathroom floor and her old uniform from last night was neatly stowed away in the laundry hamper. Trust Tim to clean up after himself. Her stomach churned at a stray thought but quickly dismissed it.

Pulling on her robe and boots, she made sure she had everything and silently stepped out of her room. Her muscles were still sore, but she could manage through the day. Walking through the hallways, she headed to the kitchen for breakfast. There was a cold case she and Rose were working on and Rose had hoped they could go through some files later.

“Hey, Raven!” Garfield greeted her from the stove as she entered the Titan’s kitchen. She made a face at the familiar smell of tofu sausage. “Do you want some breakfast tofu sausages?”

“No,” she breathed and made a beeline towards the kettle for some tea. After preparing her tea, she grabbed her mug and joined the rest of the team at the table. Sliding into her seat, she politely greeted the rest of her team a good morning and reached for a croissant roll.

“Good morning,” Red Robin offered her a smile as he sat down across from her.

Raven watched him take a swig of his coffee, she could feel the soft amusement rolling off of him. Nodding at him, she returned his smile. “Good morning,”

Tim blinked, staring at her for a second, before turning to the rest of the team with an easy grin. “We need to fix the training room today, after Conner and Cassie totaled it last night. After breakfast, everyone is on repair duty,” he said.

A collective round of groans of protests filled the air. Raven blinked and watched as another regular day at Titan’s tower began.

#TimRae #TimRae 2021 Year of Smut and Steam #Tim Drake #Raven #Teen Titans #ARE WE ALL READY FOR THIS ROLLERCOASTER?!

[flyingkiki]

We played dangerously (1/?)

Because we need more stories that show us just how much of a dirty boi Timbo is. The more smtty #TimRae the better. So excited for this story and delve heavily into their drama and dirty deeds. Strap yourselves in, bbs. it's a steamy one.

The history between them ran deep and long, mostly unspoken, messy, and painfully raw. Years later, here they are - older and carrying just a little bit more baggage than necessary. Tim and Raven reflect on their dangerous history and sift through the extra baggage they acquired.

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“You’re quitting?”

Raven frowned and crossed her arms defensively. She steeled herself as Red Robin stared at her, a look of total disbelief on his face as he processed what she just told him. She ignored how a heavy feeling settled low in her stomach.

“I’m taking a sabbatical,” she said levelly.

“For an undefined period of time,” continued Tim, his voice strained as he drew his eyebrows together trying to process what he just heard five minutes ago. “That sounds like quitting to me,”

She pressed her lips together as she tried to ignore the harsh press of Tim’s emotions against her. She watched him stare at her from across the briefing room, the sound of their computer working on data broke the heavy silence between them. “It’s my life, of course it’s indefinite,”

Tim blinked and followed her stance, crossing his arms as he studied her intently. “I’m not trying to take control of your life, Raven,” he bristled.

Raven tilted her head in challenge. For whatever reason she felt annoyance crawl under her skin. “It sounds like you are,”

“I’m not,” Tim pressed, sighing loudly. With a huff he pulled off his mask and threw it on the briefing table. Raven watched it slide on the flat surface before looking back up at Tim’s confused blue eyes. “Look, I don’t want to fight. You can do whatever you want, Raven. You’re right, it’s your life. I’m sorry if I sounded controlling,”

Raven hummed in acknowledgement. She knew he meant well. She knew Tim well enough that he wanted to understand the situation at hand. She shifted under his gaze and ignored how her stomach gnawed painfully. “When are you leaving?” Tim asked, his tone softer as he slid into the seat across from her. Raven watched him grab his mask and fiddle with it absently. The atmosphere shifted and her stomach churned painfully.

“In two weeks,” Raven replied and sat down in front of him. She watched Tim press his lips together and frown at the news. “I got into a special program. School starts early in August,”

Tim swallowed and threw her a torn look. “I’m glad you’re going off to university,” he began. He paused to inhale as he tried to think. “And this is not something you could do, like part-time online or something?”

Raven frowned at the way he tried to find ways to make her stay. “No,” she said. “Our work is a tight schedule as it is,”

Tim nodded in agreement. He gave a halfhearted smile. “At least I tried,”

Her stomach lurched without her consent and she ignored the jumble of emotions in the room. Her decision was final. This conversation made the move incredibly real. Pain settled low in her stomach. She needed to pack and get things going. “I want a life outside of the Titans, Tim,” she said. “Most of you have lives outside of the Tower. Gar does his stupid acting. Jaime has his family and volunteer work. You run WE, Tim. You all get to do something outside of our uniform. I just want something as close to normal as I can get, whatever that is for Rachel Roth, even if it’s just for a while.”

Tim sighed. The tension was palpable as Tim frowned. His brows furrowed and he nodded. “Yeah, I respect that, Rae,” he said, voice low. Running his hand through his hair, Tim leaned back into his chair with a huff. “Yeah, okay. Yeah,” he breathed and looked deep in thought. She felt the faint press of his carefully controlled emotions. “We’ll make some preparations for your transition and make sure that everything is in order. I’ll let the Justice League know,”

There was a beat of silence between them. Raven was surprised how methodological the conversation was. Then again, was she really expecting an argument for her to stay? There was an inexplicable pin-like pain in her chest she could not shake off. Wasn’t this what she wanted? Sighing softly, she assumed their conversation was done and stood up. Tim probably had to file a report to the JL. She had to pack up and get going with her life – they all did. Raven swallowed a thought.

“Well, thanks,” she said and turned to leave the room. She heard Tim stand up.

“Hey,” Tim called, voice slightly strained. Raven paused and turned back around, eyeing him curiously. Tim swallowed and his brows pressed together and there was a cautious look on his face. “This is not about –”

“No,” Raven cut him off sharply. “It’s not.”

Tim sighed and his shoulders lowered slightly. He caught her blue eyes and Raven watched an expression she cannot quite place cross his face. He offered her a tentative smile and nodded, his brows still furrowed and still looking torn. “Okay,” he breathed. “Yeah, good.” He paused before continuing. “We’ll tell the team after dinner tonight.”

Raven nodded. Her stomach felt heavy, she had enough of this conversation. It was done. “I’m going to start packing up stuff,” she said and made her way towards the door.

“Everyone’s going to miss you, Raven,” Tim said as she opened the door.

She paused at the door, hand resting at the metal doorframe. Her finger tapped the frame thoughtfully as a few stray thoughts ran through her mind, before turning to look over her shoulder, catching Tim’s piercing blue eyes. She sent him a tight smile and buried whatever errant emotions tickled her heart. “Yeah, I’ll miss everyone too. I’ll be back soon, I promise.”

She did not come back anytime soon.

~~

Tim forgot when he was last in the Gotham Public Library – perhaps back when he was still in high school, 11 years ago? He wasn’t all too sure. His high school memories were blurry, given how his vigilante life was far more exciting than high school calculus.

But he was sure that the Gotham Public Library did not look this modern or dazzling since he last stepped into it when he was 15. The large library atrium was cleared out from its usual chairs and tables and instead filled with cocktail tables, round tables with sparkling black and gold table settings, buffet tables lined the walls, upbeat jazz music and heavy conversations filled the usual quiet halls, and every single one of the Gotham’s elite was dressed to the nines.

It was a charity dinner with plates going for the thousands. There was a silent auction too, some collectors’ books were up for grabs. The library was launching a new exhibit with some new codex they found out of Gotham. Wayne Foundation was funding most of the research and restoration work that went with it, and tonight’s event was supposed to help cover costs for the library’s expansion projects.

He idly listened to some politicians talk to Bruce and his siblings, Damian and Cass. Jason had moseyed off somewhere (likely browsing through the bookshelves or bidding on some of the collectibles in the silent auction) – lucky for the asshole. Tim wasn’t really paying attention. There was a lot going on, Tim barely kept up if he was being honest. A business merger was keeping his mind preoccupied, he was flying out to Japan tomorrow morning, and tonight’s dinner was the last place he honestly wanted to be at – but press as CEO of WE was important, Bruce liked to constantly remind him.

“So I was saying to him, ‘Johnny, son, if you don’t pull your pants up, that’s gonna be a lawsuit waiting to happen,’,” said the old man, assistant city treasurer – or whatever – to their small group. The old man heartily laughed, wheezing into his champagne glass. Bruce looked like he just swallowed bad caviar and cleared his throat while Damian and Cass made no effort to hide their bewildered faces. Tim sighed.

“Well, it does sound like a lawsuit waiting to happen, Mr. Peters,” Tim absently fiddled with his scotch glass and wondered if he should get anything stronger to get him through the night.

The man made a wounded sound and said something before slinking off. Bruce and Tim shared an exasperated look. Damian clicked his tongue, absently tapping his glass of orange juice. “This party is terrible, father,” he sniffed and icily scanned the crowd. “May we leave early?”

Bruce eyed his teenage son blandly. “We came here together, we leave together,” he said.

“Tt,” Damian frowned and took a sip from his orange juice.

Tim glanced at Damian, mildly feeling sorry for the 16-year-old gremlin. He remembered how he felt over these galas when he was younger. Internally grimacing at the galas when he first became CEO back when he was 17, Tim hid his displeasure behind his scotch glass while taking a sip.

They milled around more, talking to investors and guests from Gotham’s elite and academe. Tim smiled politely and held conversations where necessary, idly wondering when the night would be over. The crowd soon gathered in the middle of the atrium at the soft chime of a bell, signaling the start of another round of speeches from the library. Tim and his siblings slowly followed Bruce and the rest of the crowd towards the atrium. Tim caught Damian and Cass sharing bored glances.

“We’d like to thank everyone for being with us tonight,” said the Gotham Public Library Head Librarian, a well-dressed elderly man. The man went on with library expansion updates and the latest figures on tonight funds that were raised. Tim barely listed as he checked his phone for his flight details Tam sent him earlier. Ignoring the polite applause that filled the room, Tim continued to discreetly scroll through his itinerary.

“Tonight we’re also delighted to announce the opening of our exhibit, the Life Codex: Ancient Celebrations of Life. The library is honored to house this latest discovery and carry out the research, restoration, and preservation work of these recent discoveries,” the librarian droned on about ancient documents and the restoration work involved. Tim felt Cass nudge him and he blinked, looking up from his briefer. He stared at her quizzically.

“Attention,” she whispered. Tim offered her a sheepish look and pocketed his phone. They both turned their attention back to the stage. He caught sight of Jason’s large built shuffle in next to them, looking utterly bored. Since Jason was ‘legally alive’ again, they had roped him into attending a few events once in a while – much to the older man’s displeasure.

Mr. Tompkins, the Head Librarian, went on to discuss the project details that had gone underway since last month. Documents from Africa had been flown in and the research team had been working on restoring paper and decoding the codex. Tim barely listened as the elderly man droned on and silently wondered if he could still catch some sleep before his flight in the morning. His phone vibrated and he pointedly ignored Cass' look as he pulled out his phone to check an update from Tam.

"Doctor Collins, Dean of Gotham University's history and anthropology department is leading this project and she has built an excellent team for this project. Doctor Collins?" The head librarian welcomed an elderly woman with salt and pepper hair up on stage. Tim drowned out the speech as Dr. Collins started talking about the project, briefly looking at his phone and going through the project document for tomorrow's meeting with the Japanese tech firm. Tim wondered if he could at least get some good sushi while in Tokyo. Perhaps he could ask Tam to squeeze that into his schedule, they could --

"Hey, isn't that…" Jason paused and squinted at the stage. "Huh."

"Tim, look,"

Tim closed his phone and glanced at Cass curiously before turning his attention to the stage. Tim stopped short at what he saw.

Dressed in a flowing halter gown with a modest v-neck and a teasingly stylish slit up her right leg, a strikingly familiar woman walked up on the small platform offering the crowd a tentative smile and a modest wave. Tim watched the small woman carefully shuffle across the platform as a few more members of the research team were introduced. He blinked and stared at the violet-black haired woman and felt his throat tighten.

As if sensing his stare, dark blue eyes caught his light blue ones from across the hall. They zeroed in on him, easily catching him in a sea of hundreds.

There was an inexplicable tightness that seized his chest briefly, as Tim stared back at the woman, watching transfixed as emotions flickered across her face before quickly slipping back into a small pleasant smile and keeping her gaze briefly at him before turning to her colleagues and chuckling at something they were whispering to each other on stage. Tim watched and stared at her, schooling the surprise on his face, and just drinking in every familiar slopes and planes of her face because it had been what? Five? Six? Years since he last saw her.

"That's -"

"Rachel," Tim cut off Cass, blinking away his brief surprise and instead stared intently at his (former?) teammate.

"Rachel Roth leads our research team. Is there anything you'd like to say, dear?" Dr. Collins asked, turning to the group on stage. Rachel looked surprised before shaking her head and waving her hand in decline. "Ms. Roth does excellent work in ancient runes and languages, and restoration work. It's a pleasure to have her on the team. She's a guest lecturer at Gotham U, so if you're lucky, you best sign up for her special lecture series on ancient runes."

Tim watched as Rachel blushed at the praise, ducking her head briefly before chuckling at something a blonde haired woman next to her said. The group on stage shared a laugh and Tim watched curiously at the familiar sight of Raven smiling. There were few more pleasantries on stage before the group had their photo taken

“If we could invite Mr. Bruce Wayne, Mr. Lucius Fox, and Mr. Tim Wayne, to come up on stage for a quick photo with the rest of the team? After which we can proceed with our evening, and hopefully get your support in our library’s expansion work,” the head librarian called.

Tim blinked as Cass nudged him and pulled him out of his thoughts. Clearing his throat, he handed Cass his drink and quickly walked up the stage, following Bruce and Lucius up the small steps. Pulling on his practiced Tim Wayne-CEO-of-WE-smile, he dutifully shook hands with Dr. Collins and the head librarian. He briefly caught Raven’s stare as he moved across the stage to shake hands with people on the stage. Their gaze briefly met and her lips quirked into a small smile before quickly turning away and shuffling to the end of the line and out of reach for any other contact without attracting too much attention on them. Photos were taken swiftly and before Tim knew it everyone was ushered off the stage and he was wrapped up in a rather lengthy conversation on library work and the ongoing renovation projects.

Tim discreetly tried to look over his shoulder, barely catching a glimpse of the familiar slope of Raven’s shoulder disappearing into the crowd.

“Bruce Wayne,” Dr. Collins walked up to them just as the head librarian excused himself. The elderly woman beamed and quickly shook Bruce’s hand.

“Julia, it’s nice to see you again,” Bruce smiled warmly. “You know my son, Tim,”

Tim smiled and shook her hand. “Dr. Collins, it’s a pleasure to meet you,” he said, easily pulling himself out of his thoughts of trying to find Raven in the crowd.

“Mr. Wayne,” The elderly woman beamed and regarded both men in front of her.

Tim chuckled. “Just Tim, please,”

“I worked with you parents, Jack and Janet, many years ago on a few of their archaeological digs, back in their early years. I met you when you were a little boy once or twice. I must say I am impressed at what a successful grown man you've become, Tim,” praised Dr. Collins. The elderly woman hummed and smiled. “CEO of Wayne Enterprises,”

Tim chuckled, pulling on his best boardroom smile. “Thank you,”

“Also, this makes me realize that time certainly flies when the young boy you last saw in diapers has become the CEO of the world’s most successful conglomerate,” Dr. Collins chuckled, beaming up at Bruce with a mischievous smile. “That does make me feel old,”

Bruce chuckled as Tim politely made a face and their small group fell into an easy conversation. “The last eight years with Tim as CEO have been the best years for the company,”

Tim grinned playfully over his scotch. “Careful, is that praise I hear?”

The small group fell into an easy conversation discussing work and the research project. Tim quickly gathered that Dr. Collins was an old family friend of the Waynes, particularly of Bruce’s parents. He kept rapt attention to the conversation, nodding and chiming in where necessary, while occasionally glancing around the room for even a hint of purple or black.

Feeling distracted by tonight’s discovery of Raven, Tim was ready to excuse himself from the conversation and pretend to make a phone call. That seemed to be the best way to try to look around and catch Raven.

“There you are,” Dr. Collins glanced over Bruce’s shoulder and beamed. She beckoned for whoever was behind Bruce to come closer.

“I was looking for you,”

Despite the years that passed, Tim recognized the familiar voice in a heartbeat. He watched as Raven appeared from behind Bruce. He schooled his face, trying to fight away any signs of recognition and familiarity towards the black haired woman. Tim watched in a mix of curiosity and internal surprise as Raven smiled softly at their group and confidently walked up to them. From the slopes of her shoulder, the elegant movements of her hands, to her black-violet hair, deep stormy blue eyes, and that achingly familiar errant dusting of a few freckles just around the hollows of her neck, Raven looked exactly like how he remembered her. Tim blinked and absently tapped his scotch glass as he stared openly at her, a sight he had not seen in years.

“Rachel, please meet Bruce Wayne and his son, Tim. As you know Wayne Enterprises provides extensive funding for our work,” Dr. Collins said, waiving at both men in front of them.

“Mr. Wayne,” Raven began, moving her champagne glass into her left hand and went to shake Bruce’s hand. A smile appeared on her face as she and Bruce exchanged pleasantries. There was no air of familiarity between them, despite the schooled smiles that stretched across both of their lips. Tim knew that practiced look from all the undercover missions he had seen, been with, her. “It’s nice to meet you. Thank you for all your support,”

Raven turned to Tim and he watched as her smile immediately curled up just a tiny bit more in that familiar teasing way he had not seen in the last six years. There was that achingly familiar twinkle in her eyes he often saw back in the day, reserved for rare occasions, and Tim found himself smiling back at Raven and eagerly drinking in her familiar presence. “Mr. Wayne,” she said to him, a small quiver in her voice that no one but him seemed to pick up. She reached out and shook his hand.

Tim gave her hand a brief squeeze and he was pleased to see how the corner of her lips curled into a familiar amused smile he remembered. “Just Tim,”

Raven hummed and nodded, pulling her hand back. “Thank you again for supporting the research and restoration project,”

“What were you busy with before joining this project?” Bruce asked curiously. There were little updates from Raven throughout the years as she left the team for university and eventually work. While in the early years of her sabbatical Tim kept some updates on her, these eventually became less up to date as Raven eventually seemed to do her own thing.

“I was in Iceland,” Raven supplied and explained that she worked on an ancient runes translation project with the local university for six months.

Tim felt a distant memory tickle the back of his mind and he ignored the tight feeling that accompanied those distinct memories. He ignored the whisps of memories that teased his mind. Dark blue eyes briefly caught his stare and he watched that familiar curl in the corner of Raven’s lips appear. Tim smiled in return. “Iceland is a beautiful country,” he commented.

Raven stared at him, dark blue eyes intense as he remembered them. “It is,”

“We’re glad that Rachel has joined our project. She’s a fine addition to our team,” commented Dr. Collins. The elderly woman smiled teasingly. “And we’re definitely hoping she’ll considering staying in Gotham after the project ends,”

Raven rolled her eyes in amusement. “We’re just two weeks into the project. We have a long way to go,”

Tim looked at her curiously. How could he have missed her entering Gotham?. “You’ve been here for two weeks?”

Raven looked at him as if catching the slight jump in his emotions at this little discovery. “Three actually, if you count my moving in week,” she shrugged in amusement.

Three weeks. Tim stored that information for later, for a later conversation, and ignored how it settled uncomfortably in his stomach. He instead smiled at her and titled his head curiously. “I hope the transfer into Gotham wasn’t too difficult,”

Raven made a face. “It’s been interesting,” she said and Tim easily caught her familiar teasing lilt in her voice.

“Let us know if you need any assistance getting you settled, I’m sure we can send over someone to help you with your apartment,” Bruce offered, smiling charmingly at Raven.

Raven waved him off. “It’s just a few more boxes, nothing really major,”

Tim watched as a young woman tentatively approached them and offered the group an apologetic smile. “I’m sorry to interrupt,” she said to the group and quickly turned to Raven. With a quick tilt of her head towards the right, she made a face. “The University Press wants to talk to you,”

Raven made a face. “Oh, Why?”

“Just stuff about the project and the lecture,” supplied the young woman. She offered Raven a wry smile and made a face. “Also one of them asked if you were single,”

Raven rolled her eyes before smiling tightly at Bruce and Tim. “I’m sorry, if you’d excuse me. It was really nice to meet you. Thank you again for all your support. I hope you’ll visit the library again and we could show you around our work,” she said. Quickly turning to Dr. Collins, she nodded politely. “I’ll see you later, Julia,”

Smiling at Bruce and Tim, she tilted her head and there was an amused glint in her eyes as she stared at them. “Gentlemen,” she then turned on her heels, casually drank the rest of her champagne with just a little bit more purpose and seemingly bracing herself for what was about to happen next. Standing a little taller and squaring her shoulders, Raven followed the young assistant towards the press. “So, what did you tell them?” she asked, amusement lacing her voice.

As the conversation between Dr. Collins and Bruce resumed, Tim took a long sip of his scotch and stared at Raven’s retreating form. A million thoughts ran through his mind and he silently wondered just how fast he could get through his business trip in Tokyo. Sushi would have to wait for another time.

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His head was pounding. Literally. He could feel his blood work through his veins, pumping along his temple and through his nose. With a soft curse he ran his thumb along the bridge of his nose and reached for his cup of coffee, only to find it empty. With a low groan, he lifted himself from his chair and made his way down to the breakroom at the end of the hall. It was well past midnight, and the building was almost eerie as shadows danced with the deep red of the emergency exit signs. 

Tim pushed open the door and smelled fresh coffee brewing, which set off warning bells in his mind. Save for the security guard at the entrance thirty floors below him, Tim should have been the only person here. A flutter of fabric rustled behind him, and Tim turned to see Raven standing there, leaning against the door frame. 

She smirked and her eyes flicked over his disheveled form, taking in his loose tie and unbuttoned collar. “Good morning.” 

A memory itched at the back of his mind, and Tim cursed. “I missed a mission, didn’t I?”

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A Very Merry Christmas (4/4)

We're ending this little series with a steamy little Christmas celebration for our favorite little birbs. Thank you all for following this series. I had a lot of fun writing this story.

Chapter Three of A Very Merry Christmas is here.

I'll focus on a few other TimRae projects and finishing a few other stories. Would you be interested in an AU?

Here's a steamy Christmas celebration, my loves!

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Christmas dinner was a sin, really. It was the most delicious meal Raven ever had in her lifetime – Alfred truly did wonders in the kitchen. She still silently marveled at the normalcy of the Wayne family celebrating Christmas with a Christmas ham, creamy mashed potatoes, and array of vegetable dishes and sides, and a delirious amount of desserts. It felt strange to watch Bruce Wayne carve into the ham and gingerly place a rather large slice of ham on an annoyed Jason’s plate. The emotions in the room were strange – hurt still bubbled low and raw underneath the surface, but there was a level of protectiveness, forgiveness and care she could feel all at once with the family.

While everyone was still full and dutifully placing dishes into the dishwasher (“Alfie should not wash dishes, you little shits,”), Raven, Cass and Alfred carefully portioned off leftovers into containers for everyone to take home tomorrow.

The house smelled like Christmas as Cass steered her back into the sitting room where the large Christmas tree was bright and warm. If she blinked, Raven thought she was in an old Christmas movie as she watched Dick and Bruce settle a few more gifts under the Christmas tree. Their movements ruffled a few sprigs of the tree and Raven could smell the fresh scent of pine.

“Presents time,” Cass whispered into her ear and pushed her into the plush rug next to Tim, who easily caught Raven by the elbow and helped her settle in next to him. Cass pushed a plate stacked high with desserts into Raven’s hands, “Eat,” before bounding up to the couch to settle next to Bruce.

Raven stared at the gingerbread men and colorful thumbprint cookies warily before shooting Tim wry smile. “This is so much food,” she whispered to him, while watching Tim chuckle and pluck a colorful peanut butter Christmas cookie, his favorite, off her plate. Alfred had taught her how to make them, which thankfully turned out passable by Alfred’s standards. Tim didn’t seem to mind the burnt edges.

“We’re growing superheroes, we need our calories,” Tim said teasingly before quickly devouring the cookie.

Raven leaned into Tim, pressing into his side as they settled comfortably against each other. Curling her legs under her and feeling just a tiny bit drowsy from all the food, she carefully balanced the plate on her lap. “I don’t think I’ll fit into my uniform after all of this,” Raven breathed in resignation and took a careful bite out of a gingerbread Batman.

Tim made a dismissive sound and grabbed another peanut butter cookie while the rest of the family was busy pouring themselves glasses of eggnog and hot cocoa. “I definitely do not mind you out of your uniform,” he whispered discretely into her ear, earning a blush and exasperated eyeroll from Raven.

“Shut up,” she shoved Tim lightly, and she smiled at his amused chuckle as he plucked another cookie from her plate and crawled towards the large coffee table to grab them some hot eggnog. He carefully crawled back to her, half a cookie in his mouth, balancing two glass mugs of eggnog in his hands. Raven accepted the small glass mug and took a careful sit and immediately felt the warm rush of alcohol and spicy, creamy sweetness coat her tongue. Delicious.

“Okay, presents!” Dick announced after Alfred finally joined the family, not after depositing a large Christmas log on the table much to everyone’s delight. Bruce dove right in and began handing out slices.

Raven settled back and watched in a mixture of fascination and amusement as everyone eagerly handed out gifts. Bruce received a Green Lantern shirt from Jason, much to his chagrin. Damian received a new easel stand from Bruce. Jason got a new holster with tech upgrades from Tim. New ballet shoes for Cass from Dick. Alfred received some incredibly fancy pair of gloves from Damian. Dick chuckled in amusement at the Hufflepuff scarf he received from Cass (Both Dick and Cass seemed to have taken quite a liking towards Harry Potter).

There were more gifts that were passed around and opened and Raven took great pleasure to take in the domesticity of the scene in front of her. She ignored how her stomach leaped and warmed at the occasional ‘Thank You’ and the hug she received from Cass for the ballet tickets (“We can go together!”). She still was not entirely used to having this kind of doting attention directed towards her. This year she and Tim signed the tags of all the gifts for the rest of the Wayne brood with their names together. It was a surreal act, a first in their relationship (since last year they just kept to themselves), making this feeling of inclusion into this little bubble very real. She watched as Damian carefully unwrapped the silvery wrapper of their gift for him, her gaze briefly catching sight of the familiar tag she and Tim meticulously cut out and signed. She felt her heart leap briefly and marveled how a simple strip of paper could affect her.

They gifted Damian with leatherbound sketchpad and graphite pencils which Tim had carefully picked out for the younger boy. She watched as the corners of Damian’s lips curled slightly into a smile as he lifted the large sketchpad and inspected the lettering of Damian Wayne carefully pressed into the leather. She knew that Tim and Damian were not always at best terms, but Tim still was very thoughtful of his younger brother’s interests.

“Thank you, Raven, son,” Bruce smiled kindly over at the couple, holding up a large leather satchel. Tim had mentioned that Bruce needed a new bag for work, so he and Raven tried to find one and worked on customizing it with a few more hidden panels and locks.

“Welcome, B,” Tim beamed and quickly went through the codes and panels with the older man.

Raven was busy making plans with Cass to catch a performance at the New York City Ballet Company for their Spring season with the promise to use a portal to pick the younger woman up in Gotham. Tim returned and sat down next to her and gently pressed a small present into her lap.

“Oh,” Raven looked at the small red package in surprise. She caught Tim’s bemused smile and playfully rolled her eyes. “Wait, let me get yours,” she said and hurried towards the tree and grabbed the medium-sized gift. “Here,” she offered him a stern look. “Don’t shake it,”

“What is it?”

Raven settled next to him and placed her own gift into her lap, curiosity piquing slightly at what could be in the box. “Just open it,” she nudged him gently while watching his fingers pull at the ribbon and meticulously unwrap the giftwrap.

“Oh,” Tim pulled out a Sigma camera lens from the box. He blinked and stared at the new model, surprised at the gift. They briefly talked about getting new lenses for his camera a few months back, Tim was touched that she even remembered that conversation. “This isn’t even out on the market yet,” Tim marveled.

Raven shrugged and smiled mischievously. “I have my ways,”

Tim carefully returned the lens into its box. Leaning in he pressed a gentle kiss to her cheek. “Thanks, Rae,”

Raven hummed, a warm blush dusting her cheeks, and she ducked her head. Focusing on her gift, she unwrapped the gift carefully and stared curiously at the grey box. Carefully lifting the lid, a small smile spread across her lips as she stared at the little note she found on top of a pair of very fuzzy blue socks. ‘For your cold feet.’

She released a soft huff of laughter and pulled out the impossibly soft and fuzzy socks. She shot an amused look at Tim, who quickly returned hers with a familiar boyish grin of his own. Pushing aside the colorful box stuffing, she pulled out a portable mug heater and a beautiful kabuki mask from his last trip to Japan.

“Thanks, Tim,” she pressed a soft kiss onto his cheek.

“There’s one more,” Tim gentled nudged her shoulder, prompting her to look back into her gift box and rummage through colorful paper before fishing out a small velvet pouch. She cast Tim a curious glance, before turning back to the little pouch and carefully opening it. Turning it upside down, she knew it was jewelry when she felt the light weight of a chain slide down the pouch and drop into her hand. “Tim,” she breathed.

It was gold necklace with a little bird in flight pendant. The pendant looked delicate and finely made, Raven could see the details of feathers on the little bird’s outstretched wings. The little pendant slid down her palm as she shifted her hand in the warm light, the delicate weight of the necklace tickling her palm. She never really thought much of jewelry, but her heart warmed at the thoughtfulness of the gift.

“Do you like it?” Tim asked carefully, leaning into her space, and gaging her reaction. He knew that he shouldn’t be all too worried over her not liking the gift, he already knew that she appreciated small tokens and trinkets. Early on into the relationship Tim learned that Raven did not seem to care over expensive and lavish things, but she enjoyed simple treats and gifts from his business travels and missions. She did the same by bringing rocks or other strange trinkets from her off-earth missions. Yet the little golden necklace seemed to unwittingly rattle him just a little bit, he thought.

Raven smiled and nodded. “It’s pretty,” she mumbled, careful to keep the little conversation between them as the rest of the Bat family busied themselves with their own presents and conversations. Leaning into his space, she pressed a kiss to his cheek. “You shouldn’t have,”

“Well,” Tim chuckled and took the necklace out of her hand and gently pushed her shoulder to turn her around for him to put the necklace around her neck. “I would have wanted to get a bat pendant, but that would have been weird,”

Raven released a huff of laughter as she pushed her hair out of the way and allowed Tim to fasten the necklace around her neck. The little gold bird settled against her red reindeer sweater. Absently fingering the little pendant, before turning back to Tim to show him how it looked. She smiled as she watched him beam at her, blue eyes bright in mirth. He looked happy and content, bathed in the warm Christmas lights and wrapped up in his dorky Festivus Christmas sweater. Raven’s heart warmed at the sight, the Tim she met so many years ago was so different – much darker, and she enjoyed seeing this new light in him. Leaning in, she kissed Tim. “I love you, you dork,”

Tim hummed and offered a mumbled ‘I love you’ back before gathering her into his arms for a quick hug. Aware of others around them and the curious glances they shot their way, he released her and pressed a quick kiss to her temple before they settled next to each other. While Raven busied herself with Cass, Tim caught Bruce staring at them, his gaze warm and there was a small smile on the older man’s lips. Tim felt a little flustered at being watched but felt relieved to find himself in a better place with Bruce and the rest of the family. Offering the older man a small smile, Tim was glad that he and Raven decided to spend Christmas together with the family.

“We should take a family picture,” Dick announced, his Gryffindor scarf clashing terribly with his cat Christmas sweater. There was a loud cacophony of agreements and grumbles (“So many dramatics, dickface”) as Dick herded people to the small couch by the Christmas tree and had everyone settle around Bruce and Alfred.

Raven blinked, suddenly unsure where to place herself in the middle of people moving around the living room for the family picture. She awkwardly stood up and made a grab for Tim’s camera. “I’ll take the picture –”

“No!” Cass jumped to her knees and stopped Raven from picking up the camera from the table. “You sit with us,”

Raven felt heat rush to her cheeks at the invitation. “But I –”

“You’re one of us now,” Dick chirped from his perch on the couch’s armrest. His arm was slung over the back of the couch behind Alfred and he smiled warmly at Raven.

“Sit,” Tim mumbled warmly into her ear, gently pushing her lower back towards the couch. He easily caught on her sudden discomfort, catching the way her brows drew together in worry. Smiling gently, he gave her another gentle push before he took the camera and worked on setting up the tripod and timer.

“Come sit with us, Raven,” Bruce said while wrapping an arm around Damian next to him. Bruce easily caught her flustered glance and tilted his head towards the side where Cass had settled down next to the Christmas tree.

Raven tried to hide her surprise and embarrassment as she ducked her head and hurried to sit down next to Cass by the foot of the Christmas tree. You’re one of us now settled low in her stomach and surprisingly sent warm jolts up her spine – she had not expected that invitation. She felt Cass’ hand wrap around hers and she looked up at the younger woman in surprise. Cass offered her an encouraging smile and nudged her shoulder. Raven offered a small one in return as she allowed these new feelings to settle in.

“Hurry up, Timbers. Let’s get it done within this year’s Christmas maybe?” Jason’s annoyed voice drifted through the living room and Raven listened to Cass giggle next to her. “My hot eggnog is getting cold, and I’d like it warm, thank you very much.”

“Hold on, one sec,” Tim mumbled. He was busy tinkering with the camera settings, making sure that the lighting was perfect, and the exposure was just right. After making sure that everyone was in frame, Tim pulled out his camera remote. “Okay, got it.”

Hurrying towards Raven and Cass, Tim settled down on the floor next to Raven and gave her gentle smile. Wrapping an arm around her shoulders and pulling her closer to his side, he squeezed her shoulder encouragingly. “Okay, everyone. On three, smile. One, two, three!”

“Wait now? Or on three? Or after?”

“On three, Dickface!”

“Boys!”

“Three!”

As the sounds of the camera shutter filled the room, Raven smiled and leaned into Tim. Whatever discomforts and flustered feelings she may have had early on, seemed to have slowly dissipated – like a weight she had been carrying on her shoulders had lifted. She belonged. Leaning into Tim more and feeling his arm just tighten a little bit more around her, Raven basked in the warmth of belonging.

The picture turned out great.

~

They all settled into their own rooms later that evening after everyone had their fill of eggnog, hot cocoa, and the Christmas Yule Log was miraculously eaten up. (“When you raise boys, leftovers are rare,” Bruce told Raven with a chuckle) A round of ‘Merry Christmas’ filled the living room followed by amusingly stiff yet warm hugs among the men (except for Alfred, who warmly hugged his brood) and a promise of Christmas leftovers for breakfast for everyone.

Raven and Tim silently shuffled back to their room carrying their gifts. Raven was surprised she even received gifts that evening considering that none of them even knew that she would be coming. The cashmere scarf from Alfred was beautiful (“I wasn’t sure who Master Tim would bring, but I would think every young woman would need a beautiful scarf”) and the Christmas-themed Batman sweater was funny (“We didn’t know who you were,” Dick shrugged apologetically). Bruce gifted her with a first edition Mark Twain book, undoubtedly pulled out of his personal library, but she loved it. (“You’re welcome to come and visit the library, or our home, anytime.”). Damian surprised both Tim and her when he silently offered them a thick rolled up paper before scurrying back to Bruce’s side and stuffing his face with cookies. When she and Tim unfurled the paper, they were surprised to see a beautifully drawn pencil drawing of both of them asleep and curled up into each other in one of the many sitting rooms of the house. It was beautiful.

Just as they carefully deposited all their gifts on Tim’s study table, Raven heard a little huff and scuffle by their door. Titus’ head peaked through the open door, obviously on his way to Damian’s room down the hall. The large dog whined, begging for Raven’s attention. Leaving Tim to change and get ready for bed, Raven released a soft chuckle and went over to the large dog.

“Hey boy,” she whispered and knelt to offer some scratches. Titus huffed loudly and promptly plopped down on the floor and rolled onto his back for some belly rubs. Raven eagerly complied, rubbing the dog’s soft fur.

Raven chuckled as Titus gave a low huff and whine as she scratched just the right spot. She heard Tim move in the background and slowly appear next to her, watching them in amusement. “Titus is going to miss you,” Tim chuckled while rubbing his face with a towel.

Raven hummed and she briefly looked up at Tim, noting that he had already changed for bed. Taking that it was her turn to get ready, she gave Titus one last pat on the belly and finally stood up. “I’ll miss him too, but not his sheer force of a dog,” she said with a small smile and stood up. They both watched Titus whine and get to his feet, watching Raven curiously. With a sneeze and a huff, he sat by their door. “Night, boy,” Raven gently patted the dog on his head before gently nudging Titus out the door and closing and locking it.

Pressing a kiss to Tim’s temple, she slowly shuffled off towards the bathroom to wash her hands and get ready for bed. She could hear Tim climb into bed and tinker with his phone as she heard the distinct tapping of keys, she was sure that Tim was busy checking emails and some work-related project from WE. She could feel the gentle push of his stress and it was a little surreal how well she knew Tim. While admittedly, there was still so much to learn from each other, Raven oddly caught herself surprised at how well they complemented each other despite the physical distance between them at times.

Despite her earlier hesitations of coming to meet Tim’s family officially, Raven was glad they made this trip. She understood his hurt a little bit better. She got a glimpse of how much he cared for his family, despite the tension that often bubbled low beneath the surface. She understood and saw Tim more, a rawness she was privileged to see, and her heart unconsciously warmed to have shared those moments with him.

Frank Sinatra’s ‘Have yourself a merry little Christmas’ crooned softly from the bedroom and Raven smiled. Feeling warm and full, Raven was glad she was here with Tim. She silently hoped for more of this. These quiet, raw, moments between them. Funny how she now found herself wanting this kind of raw intimacy.

After washing her face and brushing her teeth, Raven stripped down to her underwear – thankfully a matching lacy black pair. Not bothering to change just yet, she slipped out of the bathroom and leaned against the doorframe as she listened to Sinatra’s voice and watched Tim frown at his phone screen.

“I’m not sure Frank Sinatra will appreciate you frowning so furiously at his singing,” Raven teased, while playfully crossing her arms.

“There’s just a report –” Tim paused and openly stared at her figure, drinking in the black lace. “Oh,” He sat up, leaning against the headboard and watched her move towards the bed with piqued interest. “Hey,”

“Through the years we all will be together…”

Raven released a soft chuckle. “Hey,” she replied, lips curling every so lightly as she felt the familiar press of desire and attraction press against her. Drinking in his own boyish grin and the way his muscles rippled as he carefully placed his phone on the nightstand while not breaking eye contact with her had her own desires pool low in her stomach.

“Merry Christmas,” Tim said as Raven reached his side of the bed.

Raven hummed playfully. “Merry Christmas,” she replied and climbed into his lap, Tim’s hands immediately settling on her thighs as she sat down.

Tim grinned up at her boyishly and ran his hands up her thighs and over the swell of her hips. Fingers teasingly hooked into the sides of her lacy underwear and his lips curled further into a smile as he caught her amused stare. “May I unwrap my Christmas present?”

Raven released a thoughtful hum and ignored his fingers press into her hips. Leaning over him, she instead slipped her hands underneath his grey shirt and teasingly tugged it up his body while pressing a kiss to his neck. “I was hoping I could unwrap mine?” she mumbled into the underside of his chin as she pressed her body into him and felt his hands splay over her hips and butt. She tugged at his shirt once more and they fumbled to remove it while Raven lay over him.

They kissed languidly, both basking in a warm Christmas glow that settled low in their abdomens and left warm tingles up their bodies. Fingers were needy and gentle as they pressed into familiar curves and scars.

Raven felt nimble fingers run up her back and make quick work to unfasten her bra as she kissed him deeply. With a soft inhale, Raven sat up on Tim’s lap and allowed the garment the slide down her shoulders. Raven raised an eyebrow playfully as she caught Tim’s heated gaze, watching her remove her bra and drop in on the floor. For good measure, she teasingly rocked her hips into him as she felt his erection press against the apex of her own growing need.

Inhaling sharply at the steady rocking of her hips, Tim’s fingers dug into her hips and slowly slid up her waist for a steady trek up her chest. “Definitely the best Christmas, I must say,” Tim announced, hooded eyes eagerly drinking in Raven’s naked form.

Raven teasingly raised an eyebrow and ran her hands down his abdomen, watching in satisfaction as the muscles contracted in contact. She hooked her fingers into his sweatpants. “I still need to finish unwarp—”

Titus’ loud snuffling interrupted them as he sniffed the bottom of their bedroom door. Raven paused, lips lifted into an amused smile, and they both curiously watched as the silhouette of a large nose danced across the small crack at the bottom of their door. There was a low whine and a lot louder snuffling.

Tim shot an annoyed-amused look at this door. “Go away, Titus. You’re killing our Kinky Christmas mood,” he said, which of course did not achieve anything with the silencing charm still in place in the room.

Raven chuckled. With a little spark of magic that danced through the crack, Titus released a loud huff, before scurrying away from their bedroom door. With purple eyes dancing in amusement, she turned back to an equally amused Tim. “We should get a pet,” she said, tilting her head to the side thoughtfully and she regarded Tim’s surprised expression.

Tim blinked, surprised at the announcement. Scooting further up against his pillows to sit up better, he dragged Raven closer to him on his lap. The pads of his fingers pressed into her waist. “A pet?” he repeated, curious at this sudden announcement.

“Yes, a pet. An animal,” Raven rolled her eyes and squeezed his left forearm playfully.

Tim paused, gaging where this was going. He watched Raven curiously, waiting for her to explain but she seemed to wait patiently wait for his reply. He blinked. “Uh, okay? But we’re rarely together as often as we’d like in one location. So maybe a,” Tim paused and drew his eyebrows together. “A fish?”

Raven released a soft huff of laughter. “I’m pretty sure a fish needs just as much care as any other animal,” Her gaze softened a little bit as she took in Tim’s curious look and the corners of her lips curled up. “You always said you’d like a cat and I thought we could get one together?”

Tim’s chest warmed at Raven’s explanation. She remembered their conversations of wanting to own a cat as a child but never having been able to. Tim smiled warmly up at Raven, as a rush of emotions spread across his chest. It was always so easy to remind himself why he loved Raven because of her simple acts of kindness and thoughtfulness. “I’d like that,” he said. Curious, he pressed on. “So, it moves around with us? A few months in Gotham and Jump at a time? How do we –”

“I could be more in Gotham,” Raven cut in, tilting her head thoughtfully as she looked down at him.

“Oh,” Tim breathed, as realization slowly dawned on him. A pet – something they’d share together, the feeling of permanence bubbled low underneath his skin and the thought left him just a little bit breathless. “More time in Gotham?” he repeated, sounding terribly like an old record, but he needed to confirm what he was hearing and what it meant.

The corner of Raven’s lips lifted slightly, and she shifted in his lap as Tim sat up fully to lean against the headboard. Fingers pressed into the dips of her waist, and she felt a blush spread across her cheeks and neck as she felt his warm press of emotions against her – want, love, happiness.

“Yeah,” she replied and absently traced an old scar along Tim’s right forearm. “I’ve been thinking of getting a degree at Gotham University, have a life more outside of the Titans,” she shrugged nonchalantly. “I’d still help where I can, but –” Raven blinked thoughtfully and stared at Tim. “I’d like to have a life as Rachel as well,”

Raven watched as a smile grew on Tim’s lips. She returned his smile, her own emotions a whirlwind in her chest as she thought of the different prospects of the future. “That’s an excellent plan,” breathed Tim, eyes shining and his grin wide with excitement and happiness.

“Yeah?” Raven asked, unconsciously tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. They occasionally talked of the future and their current arrangements, but her plans offered unspoken possibilities they both seemed eager to explore. “That is, if Batman is okay with having a half-demon resident in Gotham?”

“Fuck Batman,” Tim huffed and pressed forward to kiss Raven, muffling her bark of laughter. Pulling away from the kiss, he smiled “So, a cat?”

“We should look at shelters,”

In a rush of emotions, Tim kissed her again. The promise of so much more between them seemed to teasingly dance in front of them and he was eager to take what he could get. He felt Raven hum and melt into the kiss, leaning deeper into his embrace.

“I love you,” he breathed after finally pulling away and gently pressing another kiss to the corner of her lips. Basking in the joy of the moment and the unspoken promise of what lay ahead for them, a cat and so much more, Tim pulled away and carefully leaned towards his bedside table. “I have another Christmas gift,” he announced and with unusually clumsy fingers, he pulled the small item out of the bedside drawer.

Raven’s brows furrowed as she curiously watched Tim blindly fumble through the items in his drawer. She kept her balance on Tim’s lap, as he twisted and tried to keep his balance over the edge of his bed as he rummaged through the drawer. “Here,” Tim announced and turned back to her a little too quickly, eager to present to her what he pulled out of the depths of his drawer.

“What – oh!” Raven felt her heart stutter to a halt and her breath was knocked out of her lungs. She stared at the small black box in front of her with a wild mix of emotions. She blinked, wondering perhaps she was seeing things, but yes – the little black box was there. Her heart jumped into her throat. “Tim.”

Tim blinked at her tone and jumped as his own thoughts and stray emotions seemed to catch up with him. “It’s --- ah,” he breathed, and Tim was sure he could barely hear his own thoughts over how loud his heart was hammering in his chest. He shifted in bed, bringing Raven closer to him. Her eyes were wide, staring at the little box in his hand.

“It’s not an engagement ring,” Tim quickly explained, catching the panic and surprise that crossed her face. “I --- ah, yet.” He quickly added, heart beating like mad in his chest and he watched in relief as Raven released a soft huff of laughter and the confusion on her face disappeared.

He pressed the little box into her hands with a nervous laugh. “It’s not an engagement ring,” he repeated and offered her a small reassuring smile. “Yet – we didn’t talk about that. But --- yeah,” Tim wrapped her fingers around the small box and held her hands. “It’s just a ring I thought you might like,”

There was an inexplicable warmth that spread through Raven at the unspoken promise of something deeper. They had never really talked about how their future may look like – their work offering little stable foundation to a permanent future. But this tonight – these little promises and pictures of what may potentially be ahead of them painted a much clearer picture of the future for the two of them. It left Raven breathless. They were getting a cat, together, and they had this now – this little warm bubble they shared.

“Oh,” Raven opened the box and stared at the silver infinity knot ring perched in the velvet case.

“I thought you might like it,” Tim explained gently, taking in Raven’s surprised reaction. “I just – I like this, us, and everything we have together. It was a dangerous mission, but Lisbon and getting shot and getting paired with you was incredibly lucky for me – well, minus getting shot and losing a lot of blood, but,” Tim shrugged and watched as Raven chuckled softly. “I’m so lucky to be with you, and I honestly don’t think I deserve you or everything that you’ve given me. You’re the kindest, most loving person I know. The last year has been incredible and yeah --- I want more of this. These moments of us together, it’s been incredible. I love you, Rae,” Tim felt his stomach twist and he smiled gently at Raven. “I’d really like that cat with you,”

Raven laughed; eyes filled with unshed tears. “I love you too,” she breathed and dipped down for a deep kiss he eagerly responded to. There was a jumble of emotions that seemed to catch up on her – she honestly wasn’t quite sure if they were hers or Tim’s, but the feelings were pleasant, and she was in no rush to dissect them.

She pulled away when air became scarce and a deeper hunger pressed into her as their hips slowly rocked into each other and fingers pressed into the dips of her ribcage and brushed just under the swell of her breasts, a reminder of their nakedness. Sitting upright under Tim’s watchful gaze, she pulled the ring out of its box and slipped it onto her finger. It fit perfectly. Looking down at Tim’s face, she quirked her lips up teasingly. “Are you sure you didn’t just propose?”

Tim laughed and leaned forward to press a kiss onto her cheek, he felt her grin widen. “I want you to be my cat partner,” he teased and ran his hand down her bare back, enjoying how her warm skin felt against his hands. There was a little window that offered a little glimmer of being more than just cat parents that they both seemed to acknowledge but they did not bother to speak about – yet. “Besides,” he mumbled against the underside of her chin and teasingly ran his hand over her waist. “I’d rather propose somewhere else, not with a 200-pound dog standing guard outside our door and the rest of my family in the house,”

Tim flipped them over, Raven released a soft laugh as she was pressed into their bed and Tim hovered over her with a teasing smirk. Fingers teasingly hooked into the waistband of her underwear and he grinned boyishly at her, long hair falling into his eyes as they twinkled playfully. “And I’d like us to celebrate very loudly all over our apartment and not worry over nosy neighbors,” he said and playfully tugged at her panties. Pressing down for a breath-stealing kiss, Tim nipped at her lower lips and pulled his body flush against hers and gently started to tug her panties down. “For now, we celebrate us being cat parents. I’m going to unwrap my Christmas gift,”

“Yes,”

With a final tug, black lacy panties were thrown off their bed and Tim quickly dipped his head between her legs, tongue eagerly licking wet folds and burying into an addictive warmth. Raven gasped loudly, back arching off the bed, just as hot electricity shot through her body and desires pooled low in her abdomen.

“Tim!” she gasped, her thighs straining against his forearms as he pressed them wide open. Raven’s world seemed to turn into a blurry haze as heat just ignited her skin. Blindly grabbing the sheets to anchor herself and her reeling world, Raven buried her right hand into Tim’s hair and gave it a sharp tug as he hit a particular delicious note in his ministrations. Groaning, Raven felt her titter dangerously out of control.

Enjoying watching her coming undone, Tim continued with his careful ministrations of measured licking and strokes. Humming in delight as he felt her sharp tugs in his hair, he peered up at her and watched in satisfaction as continued to writhe in delight. Spreading her wider open and digging his fingers into her hips, Tim’s tongue buried deep within her and eagerly stoked a fire that made her sing.

Raven felt the world melt away as she felt herself quickly tumbling over the edge as Tim continued to stroke and suck, quickly sending her into oblivion. With a cry, Raven felt her body tumble over the edge. The world seemed to explode as she fell through the sky and her body roared at lick after lick after lick – continuously stoking flames and propelling her into the abyss.

The world came back around her slowly and the first thing she heard was her unsteady and rapid breathing. Her senses came back one of after another, her skin hot and sticking against the sheets despite the cold winter air that brushed over her legs. She lay spread eagle, all her limbs weak, and she gasped for breath as the heat within her belly still roared and her core throbbed deliciously.

“Fuck,” she breathed, blinking up at the old wooden ceiling and thanked the gods for their common sense of using a silencing charm.

“Hmm,” Tim made a humming sound of agreement from below and Raven lazily lolled her head in his direction to catch him still draped over her thighs and hips. He looked like the cat that ate all the cream – quite literally with the way his chin glistened. Raven blushed at the sight and her desires roared lowly for more. Nimble fingers danced over her heated flesh, dancing across her inner thighs and dangerously close to her throbbing core – teasing her with each stroke. Raven involuntarily bucked into him. Fuck.

“That was the best present to unwrap tonight,” mumbled Tim with a soft grin. He watched her sigh softly as he ran his hands up her waist. “Need to do one more thing before we move along,” he announced and quickly began kissing and nibbling on her hip bone.

“What are you doing?” Raven asked in between breaths as Tim nibbled and sucked on her hip bone, teeth scraping against heated flesh. She gasped as teeth dragged across her skin and she felt herself buck into him, cashing the delicious friction.

With a wet pop and a satisfied grin, Tim looked up at her, catching her blown blue eyes over her heaving chest. Tim felt his emotions hum in satisfaction, he loved watching her come undone and loose herself. “Just leaving a little mark to celebrate the occasion,” he said, eyes trailing back to her hip bone.

Raven’s brows furrowed together in confusion before releasing a soft huff of exasperated laughter as she saw the blossoming red bite mark on her skin – on her hip bone. “You didn’t,” she threw him an accusatory smile.

“Oh, I did,” Tim kissed her rib cage as he crawled up her body. Pressing a kiss to the side of her right breast, he dragged himself up her body and enjoyed the silky press of her skin against his. Pressing into her and enjoying the subtle roll of her hips against his own, he kissed the underside of jaw. “Thought it’d be a good touch to celebrate our Kinky Christmas,”

Tim had lost his sweats at some point earlier and Raven felt him brush against her inner thigh. Chasing the silky heat and his hot emotions, she laughed and wrapped her arms and round his shoulders, drawing him flush onto her. “You sap,” she whispered and caught his lips for a kiss. Feeling him brush against her, she whimpered softly and wrapped her left leg around his waist.

Tim rolled his hips against her teasingly, his cock brushing against her entrance and he released a breath he was holding in anticipation. Teasingly, he kissed the corner of her lips and smiled. “You like it, admit it,” he said while grabbing her leg around his waist and digging his fingers into her thigh. He grinned at the soft mewl and how their bodies rocked into each other.

“Yes,” She whispered, slowly loosing herself again. Her fingers danced over his shoulders and traced old scars. Rocking her hips against his and chasing the heat that was building up, Raven tapped his shoulder and hungrily brushed up against the silky skin of his cock. “But,” she whispered and her breathing stuttered as Tim started to kiss her neck and continued to teasingly rock into her. “I – I’d rather,” she mumbled, and she felt him nibble at the junction of her neck. “You fuck me into oblivion to celebrate our cat parenting future,”

Tim dragged his teeth along her pulse point and listened to her stuttered breathing. Allowing a fire to consume both of their desires, Tim promptly crawled over her and grinned down at her wolfishly. Rocking his hips into hers and brushing against her entrance teasingly, he spread her wider for him and pulled her in for long, bruising kiss. “Gladly,” he growled and all but impaled himself into her hot heat in one fluid motion.

“TIM!”

Much later, when they lay spent against each other and basked in the afterglow of lovemaking, they’d agree that this was perhaps the best Christmas they ever had – the promise of more Christmases together, as a cat family, seemed to glimmer teasingly.

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A Very Merry Christmas (3/4)

A little bit more excitement and a whole lot of steamy escapades for our favorite bbs. As promised, 2021 is a year of smut and steam for our favorite birbs.

Check out chapter 2 of A Very Merry Christmas to refresh your steam tank. We know Tim a little dirty boi behind closed doors -- or in abandoned tree houses.

In today's episode, that bathtub looks perfect for some luxurious steamy action.

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Titus, much to Raven’s surprise had taken a great liking in her. Over the course of her stay, the Great Dane was practically glued to her side, following her everywhere. While endearing, it proved to be quite a challenge during movie nights once Raven quickly realized that despite his size, Titus believed he was a lap dog.

“Titus!” Tim whined when the dog’s tail smacked him across the cheek one evening while the whole family settled down to watch The Nightmare before Christmas. As Raven settled down next to Tim on the couch, Titus climbed up on Tim’s other side and clumsily clambered over his lap to get to Raven, who stifled a giggle.

“Oh,” Raven breathed as the huge dog settled on her lap, knocking the wind out of her. She felt Titus snout settle into the crook of her neck and his paw dig painfully into her thigh. The dog practically leaned against her and she shot Tim a quick look over Titus’ hulking form. The dog wiggled in her lap, trying to get comfortable. “You’re a big boy,” she breathed.

Tim frowned and tried to nudge the dog off his girlfriend. “You’re suffocating her, Titus.”

Unfazed, Titus yawned and clumsily knocked his face against Raven’s cheek. With a little huff, he licked her left cheek and dropped his chin onto her shoulder.

Raven squeaked softly at the lick and wiggled under Titus, trying to get comfortable. Titus paw dug painfully into her thigh. She leaned into Tim’s shoulder and grabbed his forearm, giving it a gentle squeeze signaling her discomfort. “Tim,” she whispered. He had to do something or her illustrious career as a superhero might just end due to suffocating under a 160-pound dog.

Tim sighed and reached around the massive dog to gently nudge Titus off his girlfriend. When the dog whined and sneezed into Raven’s shoulder, Tim rolled his eyes in exasperation. “Dami,” he called the younger boy sitting on the floor next to Dick’s loveseat. “Call Titus, he’s suffocating Raven,”

Damian looked over his shoulder, frowning at the sight of his dog taking more interest in Tim’s girlfriend. “Titus,” he called over the noise of Jack Skellington discovering Christmas. The dog di not even budge and Tim shot him an annoyed glance.

“Looks like Titus has a new favorite human,” Jason commented slily, enjoying getting rise out of his younger brother.

Damian huffed and glared at Jason for even insinuating Titus had a new favorite. Shaking his popcorn bowl, Damian called Titus again. The sound of popcorn in a bowl seemed to have caught his attention. “Titus, come here.” Damian called again just as Dick ‘shhed’ him.

Titus seemed to finally get the message and with a huff into Raven’s neck, he jumped off Raven’s lap (and successfully kneeing her in the process) and trotted towards Damian. With a low whine, he curled up right next to the boy and deposited his head into Damian’s lap.

Titus continued to follow Raven that evening. Tim flat-out refused to have the dog in their bedroom because sex with a dog watching was a terrible idea. Titus was following them the entire morning as they helped Alfred with a new batch of Christmas cookies.

“Titus, time for your walk,” Damian appeared at the entrance of the massive kitchen, already wrapped up in his winter jacket. He jiggled the leash to catch Titus’ attention, which was solely focused on Raven as she bent over the kitchen island pipping lopsided smiles on gingerbread men with Tim and Bruce.

The dog whined and gave Damian a brief glance before turning back to Raven.

“That much sugar cannot be good for you,” commented Tim in amusement after Bruce ate half of a gingerbread man. Their small group remained oblivious to Damian and Titus. It was Bruce’s second cookie that morning and Alfred was not pleased at the depleting cookie count.

“It was missing an arm,” Bruce brushed off the accusation of being a cookie thief. He broke off one of the legs of the cookie. “Here, have the leg.”

Tim looked scandalized. “And be an accessory to your crime, Batman?” he said with wide eyes but still accepted the amputated sugar treat. It was a delicious leg.

“Who knew Bruce Wayne was such a sugar junkie?” Raven commented after drawing yet another lopsided smile (frown?) on a gingerbread man. She stuck a bright purple candy onto her gingerbread man’s neck. That kind of looked better.

“His sugar panel is terrible, Miss Raven,” Alfred appeared next to them sounding totally unimpressed at Bruce’s sugar habit. He glanced at the pile of cookies they had been working on, noting a few that had gone missing. He sighed softly. “Perhaps I may suggest refraining from eating any more cookies, Sir? We’d like to keep the rest for Christmas tomorrow and some for everyone to take home as well,”

“Might not fit into the Batsuit after Christmas, Old Man,” Jason commented from where he was mixing chocolate chip cookies. Cass giggled next to him.

Bruce looked a bit sheepish has he polished off the last of the gingerbread man he stole from the pile. “Right, Alfred.” Raven watched as the man looked amused and she shared a small smile with Tim, who looked happy to spend a little downtime with his adoptive father. Moments like these were rare for Tim. “I shall have a little bit more self-restraint,”

“I’d appreciate that, Sir,” Of course, Alfred did not sound very convinced. Leaving the fresh batch of cookies, he went back to working with Jason on the cookie batter. Raven and Tim chuckled softly in amusement.

“Titus!” Damian called again, this time gaining the attention of everyone in the kitchen. The dog in question raised his head in acknowledgement before lying down again and staring up at Raven.

Bruce looked over the counter and watched the dog in surprise. He looked up at Raven with a hint of amusement. “Looks like Titus has taken a liking in you,” he commented.

“More like a huge dog crush,” Jason added, smirking over this shoulder.

Damian huffed and crossed his arms, frowning at the group. “It’s likely that he senses her demon heritage and keeps watch to protect us,” he said, annoyance laced in his voice.

“Damian!”

“Hey!”

“Rude, you brat!”

Bruce was clearly disappointed and angry while Tim looked furious. Bruce frowned at his son and placed his piping bag on the counter. He crossed his arms in disapproval, an action Damian immediately mimicked. Reindeer apron or not, an angry Bruce Wayne is a scary Bruce Wayne. “Apologize, Damian,”

“Why? She is half-demon,” Damian sniffed and frowned, frustration bubbling low underneath his skin. “I’m sure Titus senses this. And I honestly do not understand how you can allow Drake to –”

“Finish that sentence and I swear I will smack you into next week,” Tim scowled, fist tightening on top of the marbled kitchen island. Raven could feel old emotions surface as the boys glared at each other and she frowned.

“I could help take Titus on a walk with you?” Raven said suddenly, knowing well that Damian was not going to apologize anytime soon. His frustration and resentment were coming off him in waves. She placed her hand on top of Tim’s arm, trying to calm him down.

“I don’t need your help,” Damian bristled.

Raven rolled her eyes at the haughty attitude. Ignoring Damian, she handed Tim her pipping bag and shot him an assuring smile. She removed her apron and placed it on the table, before turning to Damian. She tilted her head and raised her eyebrow in challenge. “Really? Not unless you want to clean up Titus’ pee later, I think you’re stuck with my offer,” she said.

“Raven,” there was a hint of worry and confusion in Tim’s voice. Raven shrugged and leaned up to kiss him on his cheek. “It’s alright,” she whispered and squeezed his forearm reassuringly. She waved off Bruce as he glanced at her.

Turning on her heel, she looked at a fuming Damian, displeased at the idea of being bossed around. “Wait for me at the door, I’ll go get changed,” she said. Ignoring Damian’s protest, she walked out of the kitchen with an eager Titus hot at her heels. Damian stopped out soon thereafter.

Jason blinked; astonishment written all over his face. “Well shit, that took a weird turn,”

Raven met up with Damian at the large front door. The boy was still frowning into his dark blue fluffy scarf when she approached and made no acknowledgement when she stood by him. Titus appeared by her feet, oblivious to the jealousy he had caused. “Ready?” she asked.

Damian sniffed again and silently hooked Titus to his leash and the trio stepped out into the cold. The leash wasn’t really necessary and as they would step further out into the forest, Damian would release Titus from the leash. The dog was trained enough to follow commands.

They were walking silently towards the large frozen lake, keeping close to the edge of the woods for Titus to sniff along and do his business. The silence between them was palpable, Raven could feel Damian’s storm of emotions. She watched as Damian released Titus from his leash and they followed him through the snow as he happily sniffed at snowy bushes and tree trunks.

“There is no need for you to accompany us,” Damian said, voice laced with a frown as he walked ahead of Raven.

Raven stuffed her hands deeper into her winter jacket as a cold breeze passed them. She hurried to keep up with Damian and walked next to him. She shrugged her shoulder dismissively and offered him a small smile. “It’s alright, I don’t mind the company,” she said.

“I do,” Damian frowned. Of course, ever the brusque one.

They stopped as Titus stopped by a bush a little up ahead. They were close to the completely frozen lake, they could see old dock and the outline of a few people walking by the lake from the distance. A few snowflakes started to fall as winter continued with is below zero temperatures. They watched Titus do his business in the snow.

“I’m sorry about this whole ordeal with Titus,” Raven said, glancing at the scowling boy.

Damian spared her glance; eyebrows draw into a perpetual scowl. “He senses the demon in you,” he said.

The corner of her lips quirked just a little bit and there was a bemused look on her face. “Well, I think you’re right about that,” she said. Damian continued to stare at her with a mixture of mild surprise and anger. They heard Titus make snuffling sounds as he buried his nose into the snow. “Some animals are quick to catch on meta-physical psyche,”

“To sense a threat,” Damian supplied.

“Sometimes,” said Raven. She glanced at Damian, sensing a mix of emotions. “They also get attached or curious. I’m pretty sure Titus is just curious after sensing a new presence in the house. He seems to be very loyal to you,”

She could see Damian move and some of the tension leave his face. She offered a small smile at the frowning boy. “I’m hardly a threat,” she added finally, her voice soft in the cold wind.

Damian swallowed and briefly glanced at Titus, who scampered towards him for pets. Looking up at Raven, his frown softened ever so lightly. “I apologize if it sounded like I was implying that,” he mumbled, his voice sounding just a little strained as if apologizing was not something he commonly did.

Raven hummed. “It’s alright. We always try to be protective over the ones we care for,” she said.

Damian cleared his throat. Looking away, he turned his attention back to Titus. It seemed like that conversation was now over. Raven would settle with whatever she could get from the boy.

They continued to watch as Titus enjoyed the snow, sniffing at the bushes and barking at stones. The silence was soon pierced with the sound of a loud crash and something heavy hitting ice and water. Louds screams filled the air.

Raven and Damian straightened, alert. They watched as the wooden docks gave way and parts of it disappeared into the lake. A name rang through the air, and they watched the outlines of two people wave frantically by the shore. Someone had fallen in.

Raven shoved her phone into Damian’s hands as they started with a run towards the lake. “Call Tim and the others. We need to help now,”

Damian scowled. “You’re not going in there. I can –”

Raven stopped and glared at Damian, halting the boy. Her Titan authority suddenly taking over, and she frowned. “They need help. That water is below zero, do as I say, now.”

She barely heard Damian make the call as she sprinted towards the couple, adding a little bit more force into her run. She couldn’t teleport, that would have been a risk to her identity and the rest of the family. She could do this rescue manually.

“My name is Rachel. What happened?” Raven breathed, reaching the couple by the docks. It was a middle-aged man and woman, both looking frantically at the remains of the docks. There were shrill cries coming from the middle of the lake, just past the remaining wooden beams of the docks.

“Maggie!” breathed woman, frantic. “The whole docks gave way and she fell in!”

The man, who looked like he was in a middle of a phone call with the fire department shot her a frantic look. “She’s five!”

Raven pulled off her bonnet, gloves, and scarf and thrust them to the frantic woman. “Here, she’ll need these when we get back,” she said. Not sparing another glance at the frantic couple, Raven took a running start towards the remaining wooden beams and jumped, easily landing on the standing wooden beam. It creaked under her weight, and she ignored the sounds of water and ice hitting the beams. The beam lurched as she shifted her weight to jump to the next support beam, nearly slipping on its frozen mossy surface.

She heard water splashing and weak cries for help up head. Raven knew she had to pull out the girl soon before hypothermia would set in. Jumping onto the last few support beams that stood out at odd angles in the freezing water, Raven stopped at the last one that leaned heavily to the right, barely above water. There was still about three meters of a distance between Raven and the little girl with some wood floating in between them. There was no way to pull her in from where she stood. She had to swim towards the girl. Well, fuck.

“Help!”

“Maggie!” Raven called, heart pounding in her chest in anticipation of the freezing water. She hated cold showers. This was going to be terrible. “I’m coming for you. Don’t worry!”

“Help,” Raven heard the little girl whimper. With a sharp intake of breath, Raven carefully slid down the upturned support beam and plunged into the icy water. She gasped as her muscles initially froze at the icy sensation. Her chest seized at the freezing temperatures and the wind momentarily knocked out of her. Holy fucking shit. Raven screwed her eyes shut and willed her muscles to move as cold water slapped her face. Hearing the soft whimpers up ahead, Raven pushed forward and quickly swam towards the girl.

“Maggie, hold on,” Raven called, she swore she felt her teeth clatter in the cold. Using a bit of her powers, she swam faster through the water, knocking away the large planks in her way. Raven panicked as the whimpers seemed the grow softer as she approached and Maggie seemed to slowly sag against the large wooden plank she had been holding on to.

“Hey, hey, hey, hey!” Raven surged forward and watched as the little girl seemed to have fallen asleep and slip into the water. Gasping, Raven lurched forward and dove straight into the water. Spotting the small pink body in the murky lake water, Raven quickly grabbed the little girl and broke through the surface gasping for air.

“Maggie, hey, Maggie,” Ignoring the biting cold and how her winter clothes weighed her down, Raven wrapped the little girl closer to her body and patted the girl’s bright rosy cheeks as she spluttered and gasped against her shoulder. Raven allowed the little girl to gasp and recollect herself against her shoulder and she listened to Maggie whimper and wheeze loudly.

“I got you,” Raven whispered and wrapped her arms tightly around the little girl. Craning her neck, she faced Maggie and pushed wild red curls away from the girl’s face. “Hey, I’m Rachel. Let’s go back to shore, okay?”

“It’s so cold,” the little girl whimpered, and Maggie’s arms tightened around Raven. She began to sniffle and cry softly. “I want mommy,”

Raven continued to thread in the freezing water, keeping herself and the little girl afloat. Rubbing her hand soothingly across the girl’s back, she nodded. “Your mommy’s back on shore, we’ll get you there in no time,” she assured. Looking over the girl’s shoulder, she caught sight of the frantic parents back on shore. Damian was with them talking on the phone with an alert Titus at his feet. She waved her hand in the air. “Got her!”

It was a bit of distance from where they were to the shore with a thin sheet of ice covering the lake water. She would have to break through the ice as she’d swim towards the shore. It should be easy enough, Raven thought. The little girl shivered into her neck as Raven started to swim to shore, pressing the little girl into her.

“It shouldn’t take us too long,” assured Raven, as she used her right hand to push them through the water. The little girl pressed into her chest, whimpering in response. Using her fist and forearm, Raven punched into the thin layer of ice as she pressed through the ice. “You’ll get lots of hot chocolate after this,” Raven assured. “That sounds good, right?” her voice strained slightly at the cold. Her body groaned in protest as the icy water continued to stab her muscles. The little girl nodded into her neck and whimpered. Good, at least she was still pretty responsive.

“Rachel!”

Raven looked up from pressing through ice to watch Tim, Dick, Bruce, Cass, and Jason rush towards where Damian and the parents were. Cass and Tim were carrying heavy blankets while Jason was carrying a rescue buoy.

“Hold on!” Jason called from shore. Raven stopped swimming and watched as he twisted his body and forcefully threw the rescue buoy across the lake. The red ring was attached to a rope and Raven watched as it flew through the air before dropping onto the ice and skidding towards her. Using her powers discreetly underwater, she helped the buoy slide towards them. “Got it!” she called as her cold fingers wrapped around the red ring.

“Here, Maggie,” she shifted the little girl and slipped the ring securely around Maggie’s shivering form. “I need you to wrap your arms the ring, okay?” Raven watched as the little girl whimpered and she swam closer to the buoy and wrapped her arm around the girl’s shivering form. “You got this. I’m right here, I’ll push us through. My friends are going to pull us back to shore, okay? I’ll break through the ice so it’ll be easier for us, okay?” Raven pushed some red curls from the girl’s face. “Ready?”

“Okay,” Maggie whimpered. Not really wanting to waste any more time, Raven nodded and turned back to Jason and the rest. She tugged the rope. “Go!”

Raven felt Jason tug the rope and they lurched forward easily. Keeping her hand firmly pressed into Maggie’s back, Raven swam next to her and used her arm to press through the thin layer of ice to avoid any hard ice hitting the little girl. Her muscles groaned in protest and the felt the ice bite her skin.

“Maggie, baby!”

Raven groaned and pushed the buoy with a little bit more force as they closed in on shore and her feet started to feel the ground. Maggie started crying again at the sight of her parents and with a low grunt, Raven pushed the ring forward to shore. She heard Bruce bark out orders to grab the girl and Raven’s legs slipped under her as she pushed the girl towards the shore and within reach to a waiting Jason and Dick.

“Oh my god, my baby. Thank you so much, thank you. Oh Maggie!” Arms were flying around as everyone made a grab for the little girl and the mother continued to sob in the rush. Raven slipped in the water as she lost her footing and her knees hit the ground. Weighed down by her clothes and her frozen limbs, Raven clambered back to her feet and gasping for breath as the cold seemed to finally register.

“Rae,”

She felt gloved hands wrap around her wrist and pull her out of the water. She gasped as the cold air seemed to bite into her body. She tumbled into a warm solid body and her arms instinctively wrapped around Tim, immediately recognizing his warm press of emotions and his scent. She shivered as arms wrapped around her and a heavy blanket was pressed around her. She felt hands rub up and down her back as she continued to shiver into Tim. “Maggie,” she whispered, trying to look over Tim’s shoulder to where Bruce was assisting the parents. She heard muffled crying and the distant sound of an approaching ambulance.

“Maggie okay,” said Cass, hands pressed into Raven’s back to keep the blanket from sliding off her shoulders as she and Tim tried to rub some warmth into Raven.

Tim’s fingers dug into her body and he pressed her closer. “They’ll be okay, you did great, Rae.” He whispered and pressed a kiss into her cold temple. “Let’s get you back home for a hot bath,”

The trek back to the house was a blur to Raven as Tim and Cass practically pushed her back to the house with Damian and Titus on their heels while Dick, Jason, and Bruce remained by the docks to help the family and talk to the lake management regarding the docks. Cocooned in the warmth of the thick heavy blankets, Tim gently steered her into their large bathroom, warm already from the hot bath that Alfred may have already drawn for her.

“Strip,” Tim said after closing the door behind him and gently peeling off the blanket from her body and unzipping her drenched jacket. Raven hummed in protest at the cold, but lethargically complied as her healing powers slowly worked on healing her from the cold that seemed to have seeped into her bones. She shivered when warm hands pressed into her bare shoulders and hip, directing her into the excessively large bathtub.

“I’m fine,” she grumbled but allowed herself to be gently pushed into the tub. Tim snorted, sounding very unimpressed and helped her climb into the tub. Raven sighed loudly as the comfortably hot water wrapped around her freezing body and she instinctively closed her eyes and allowed herself to sink lower into lavender scented bubbles. Her tense muscles eased, and she slowly felt the cold leave her as she leaned comfortably against the tub and allowed bubbles to tickle her nose and chin.

“I’ll go get you some tea,” Tim said, and Raven heard him stand up from where he sat momentarily on the tub ledge, just watching her. She cracked open her eyes lazily, muscles more relaxed and significantly less cold as she watched him stand and make his way to the door.

“Aren’t you going to join me?” she asked, her gaze drifting over the bubbles and watching Tim curiously.

Tim blinked as his hand settled at the doorknob. He raised an eyebrow at her, lips curling up lightly, and the worry that settled around his shoulders lifted a fraction of an inch. “My entire family is downstairs, Raven,” he said, tone light. “I’ll get you some tea,”

Raven rolled her eyes and raised her right hand out of the water, lazily draping it over the ceramic tub and beckoning him to come closer. Lavender scented bubbles slid down her hand and onto the floor as she waved her hand in a beckoning motion. “I’m not asking you to have sex, Tim,” she said, rolling her eyes. “Though, it’d be a nice reward,” her eyes danced in amusement as Tim snorted.

“Come sit with me,” her hand slipped back into the warm water, and she slid a little deeper into the tub as her muscles groaned in protest. “Please?”

Caving at her request, Tim smiled and made quick work to lock the bathroom door. Raven lazily watched him take off his clothes, silently appreciating the way his muscles moved at every movement. Tim caught her triumphant smile behind the bubbles and he playfully rolled his eyes as he approached the tub. “Shut up, you,” he murmured playfully and gently nudged her forward to slip into the tub behind her. Water sloshed around in the tub dangerously as they settled in together and Tim leaned against the tub wall, gathering Raven in his arms. They both released content sighs.

“What a morning,” Tim breathed into her hair while gently running his fingers along her arm.

Raven hummed in agreement. She shifted in his arms, her fingers curling into his biceps. “I hope the little girl will be alright,” she whispered.

“I’m sure she’s fine. B was there to take care of everything.” Tim said. He leaned forward and kissed her temple, pleased to find that she had significantly warmed up. “You did great,”

She hummed again, silently glad that she decided to go on that walk with Damian and Titus. Who knew what might have happened to Maggie? Allowing the warmth of the bathwater and Tim’s presence to wrap around her, Raven felt herself slowly relax and settle comfortably against Tim’s chest as the last of her adrenaline left her body.

“I think I deserve a reward,” Raven hummed, fingers curling into Tim’s biceps as she leaned into him. Her emotions purred lowly, still coming off the adrenalin and looking for a little release. Arching into him just the right way, she felt his body respond immediately and his thighs pressed into her hips.

“Raven,” Tim said warningly, knowing full well where this was going. He felt her shift against him, soft curves brushing against his thighs and chest. A soft warmth immediately pressed low in his abdomen, and he sighed softly into her hair and squeezed her shoulders.

“What?” Tim could hear her smile in her voice. Digging his fingers into her shoulders as he kept her wrapped close to him, he pressed a kiss to her temple. “My family is downstairs,”

Raven hummed and titled her head up, a languid smile stretched across her lips as she knew she already won. She felt his erection press into her lower back, and she eagerly pushed her ass into him. “The silencing spell is still up,” she whispered and pressed a soft kiss underneath his chin.

“Raven,” Tim sighed as his resolve broke when he felt her move against him and press another tantalizing kiss into his neck. He groaned as Raven stretched across his chest, placing her head onto his left shoulder, and her breasts teasingly peaking out of the water. Releasing his hold around her shoulders, his hands slid down her chest and gently cupped her breast, fingers sliding over hard buds. He heard Raven sigh in pleasure, head tipping back in delight.

“I’m not sure if sex in a bathtub is safe,” mumbled Tim and watched Raven close her eyes, relishing the soft ministration across her breasts. Nimble fingers slid over her nipples, stroking and tweaking the hard buds. He listened to her sigh in pleasure and he eagerly watched the emotions on her face – he always enjoyed watching her openly show her emotions, it was a thrill to watch knowing only he could milk these ripples of emotions from her.

Raven released a soft sigh and looked up at Tim with hooded eyes. Shifting in his arms, she spread her legs underwater and draped them over his toned legs. The tub was wide enough for enough movement for both of them. Arching into him and relishing the tantalizing feeling of being spread out in front of him to do as he pleased, she felt heat pool low in her abdomen. “I’m sure we can do enough,” she mumbled. She sighed as one of his hands slid down her stomach and teasingly trekked towards her center. She released a soft keen as his hand cupped her fully, fingers pressing into her and she jerked into his hand. As fingers began to softly stroke her, she gave him a languid smile. “And if we’re not yet done, you can bend me over the sink and fuck my brains out,” she said teasingly.

Tim groaned, his last strands of restraint breaking at her teasing. Feeling his blood roar, Tim slid his hand up her neck and tilted her head for a greedy kiss. It was sloppy and hot as tongues slid against each other at the strained angle and Tim eagerly drank every whimper and groan that he milked from her. His fingers underwater worked their magic, slipping into her hot center and stoking a hot fire within her.

Raven bucked into his hand, eagerly chasing the pleasure and release and teasingly brushing against his own hard erection. Raven released a soft keen, as she felt Tim’s fingers dance all over her body, stroking her heat and pushing her gently towards the edge. Being so openly splayed in front of him – legs spread wide over his strong legs and her back pressed into his chest – and allowing him to stroke, probe, nip and twist as he pleased simply burned her heightened emotions. It was a sin how well he knew how to draw out every last bit of desire from her.

“Ah, Tim,” she whispered, as teeth scraped hungrily against her pulse point and two fingers eagerly stoked a burning fire within her. His nimble fingers were magic.

She tittered so closely to the edge, her adrenaline and emotions sizzling under her skin, as Tim expertly drove her towards oblivion. “Please,” she whispered and screwed her eyes shut as her sensations went into overdrive – warm water lapping against her heated skin, fingers pushing her over the edge, and teeth scraping over her skin.

Tim released a soft groan, unable to hold back as his own desires seemed to sizzle dangerously underneath his skin. With low growl and curse, he pulled out his fingers from her and ignored the whimper of protest. Sitting up, he pulled her up with him and wrapped his arms around her waist and hoisted her up his chest and with a few quick movements – water sloshing over the tub – he took his throbbing member and slipped into her, reverse cowgirl style.

“Fuck,” Tim growled into her hair and listened to Raven’s soft keen of pleasure as his grip around her waist tightened and he pumped into her, stroking her hungrily and catching her own erratic thrusts. Their thrusts were hurried, each roll of their hips hungrier than the last, as they tittered so dangerously close to the edge of no return.

Raven released a strangled cry as fingers danced over her clit and her movements melted into erratic thrusts. She felt her whole body erupt into an inferno as her adrenaline stoked her desires and continued to feed of Tim’s own pleasure. She felt her whole world disappear as she tumbled over the cliff and her whole body seemed to erupt in inexplicable pleasure as Tim expertly steered her through the inferno.

Tim came quickly with her as his world exploded and he released loud moan into her neck, Raven’s name a soft mantra against her skin as he continued to pump into her and extended their high. Their movements were frantic and sloppy, as they milked every last inch of pleasure.

The world seemed to slowly come back to her as Raven slumped against Tim in exhaustion, her emotions purring and the heat in her abdomen so pleasantly warm and sated. She gasped, catching her breath and listened to Tim’s own labored breathing.

Tim wrapped his arms around her and carefully slipped out of her, shuddering at the sensation of loss. He carefully wrapped her in his arms, they settled comfortably against the tub, both trying to catch their breath and allowing their heartbeat to come to normal.

“Told you we could do enough,” Raven whispered teasingly, fingers wrapping around his forearms that settled across her chest and she gave him soft squeeze.

Tim chuckled and pressed a soft kiss to her temple. “My knees are on fire,” he commented breathlessly. He kissed her cheek at her amused chuckle. “Totally worth it though,”

“Let’s see if we can try the bathroom sink tonight,” he added playfully as an afterthought.

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#TimRae Work in Progress, because I like torture myself

Here's a little preview on another project I'm working on. It's been on my mind recently and I needed to write this out. CivilianRaven! and RedRobinTimDrake!

Let me know if you want this. *winks* Steam still promised.

Also, check out Chapter 2 of A Very Merry Christmas

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Red Robin sent her a quizzical look, surprised how well she was taking this rather strange encounter. “And you just have medical supplies lying around?” he asked.

“I’m an ER nurse at Gotham General,” the woman shrugged. “This is Gotham and have you seen this shitty neighborhood? I’ve been stitching up most of our neighborhood kids every other day,”

“Huh,” Red Robin breathed, his fight or flight reflexes relaxing just a fraction. Taking a quick scan around the living room, noting all potential exit points and all furniture that could serve as a weapon in case things would escalate. The apartment was simple; a small living room filled with books and varying trinkets and fairy lights. There were several books and medical supplies strewn over an old coffee table. The place was small but seemed to be well loved and taken care of.

“Don’t you dare,” the young woman warned, her eyes narrowing dangerously as she watched Red Robin begin to pull out the IV needle from his arm. Her voice raised in warning, taking a sharp tone that seemed second nature to her job as a nurse. “I do not want you to bleed all over my couch and carpet unless you’ll pay for the deep cleaning,”

Red Robin watched in silent fascination as the woman, Rachel, all but marched towards him and swatted -- swatted! -- his hand away with much more force than he expected from her petite frame. Red Robin recoiled at the sharp slap. Pulling on a pair of gloves, and grabbing a cotton ball, and a strip of medical tape, she bent over his arm and carefully pulled the IV out of his arm. Firmly pressing the cotton ball into his arm, she quickly taped it on. Shooting him a warning look, she straightened and carefully placed the used IV line onto a tray. Grabbing his free hand, she firmly pressed his fingers into the crook of freshly taped arm.

Not really waiting for his reaction, she sent him an exasperated look. “Press down firmly for five minutes. You look like the kind who does not take instructions and likes to bleed out, so make sure you don’t leave a speck of blood on my couch or floor. Or else I’ll rip out all of your stitches,” she said. Grinning triumphantly at his stunned look, she picked up all the used medical supplies to dispose. “I’m going to prepare some food, you look like hell warmed over,”

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