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أعلى درجات التعافي أن يصبح المرء مُعالجاً ذاتياً لنفسه ، وكما يُقال : من لم يكُن نوراً لنفسه لن تسعفه كُل أضواء المدينة.

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“I take much pleasure in being alone but there is also a strange warm grace in not being alone.”

— Charles Bukowski

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If something I have learned over the years is to never hold on tight to the love that is given to me, but rather to the one that I give, and that sprouts from my heart. 

e.v.e.

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Leila Chatti, from "Postcard from Gone"

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‏كنت دائمًا عندما أمر بشيء ما ثقيل، أميل إلى التوقف عن الحديث مع الجميع وعندما أكون بخير مرةً أخرى أبدأ بالتواصل وكأن شيئاً لم يحدث لأنني أعتدت أن أتعامل مع الأشياء بمفردي، ولأنني تعلمت أن لا أحد يستطيع أن يُرتب أيامي كما سأفعل أنا

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you can't save everyone

while we can try to fill the gaps in people, and fill them with all the love we think they deserve, if they can't see that they are worth receiving this love, they will always brush over it.

To this one friend, I have observed and studied all your insecurities and your loneliness, and your desperate need for love, and I have tried to water all your dead plants, but that was never enough. not because my actions were not enough, no. but because you are sooo into your head that you cant see how much love is surrounding you. I tried to save you sooo many times, but you ended up drowning me in with you.

#im traumatized

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Save Yourself

reality is, the hardest decision to make is the decision to save yourself. the hardest thing in life is to find the will to love yourself everyday and choose the right things for you. Humans can go years and years without realizing that the person you need to show the most love to is yourself. imagine that all of the cells in your body are working hard so your body can survive, while on the other hand your brain desperately wants your doom.

Every inch of my body wants me alive and well, while every inch of my soul wants me tortured and drowned in fear and loneliness.

the question is.. which one wins?..

#its getting bad again

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― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

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‏"لا يوجد ما هو أكثرُ حميميةً من الفهم. من يفهمك يمسّك من الداخل، هؤلاء الذين نسميهم "المقربون.."

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whatever was left, that was ours for a while.

sunrise - louise glück

LizzieOrmian.redbubble.com

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i am not my mother and i am not my father but a third worse thing

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@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

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@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

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“that feeling you can’t explain”