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I swear to god if Santa Claus does not give me my UGW and skinny legs I will body slam that bitch.

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i want this vibe for christmas

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hi if you have friends in that live in Korea you should text them to make sure they’re okay

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not to be a stalker but I was reading your tags - what’s gs25?

idk when I mentioned this but it’s just a convenience store. Like a 7/11 but nicer imo

#lu speaks #I’ve never gotten an ask before I don’t think what a strange thing to ask about lol

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me @ others: being kind to yourself is the most important thing and weight isn’t everything. Weight loss doesn’t happen over night and is not usually linear path. We are all built beautiful

me, seeing the scales gone up .01: I would rather be dead

#journal #being nice to YOURself #YOU #not me girlie #could not be me bestie #tw Ed #tw death #but like not really I am joking #i do hate gaining though oof #this is not the girl boss ness I was promised

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I think the worst news I got yesterday wasn’t that I gained weight but that I might actually be shorter than I thought

#how DARE you suggest I’m not tall #that’s my whole personality #who am I if I’m not 5’10 #journal #tw doctor

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#tw food #hungry so I will look at food

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doctor: you don’t eat enough

me: oh yeah

#thanks buddy I wasn’t aware lol #like actually I laughed #let’s see how long the good advice clicks with me this time #honestly hoping over a month before I’m back on my bullshit #journal #weight loss #tw doctors #tw eating

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Went. Had a horrible time. Got prescribed medication.

hello hello long tim no see im going to see a dietary specialist this weekend and im Freaking Out about it

#it’s shockingly easy to get weight loss medication in this country so I guess that’s good for me #journal

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hello hello long tim no see im going to see a dietary specialist this weekend and im Freaking Out about it

#am i in recovery? #magic 8 ball says no #bu i am trying so theres that #journal #weight loss

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Me: I want to be so thin that people worry

Friends/family: *Starts worrying*

Me: No wait stop I’m not skinny yet

#im too easily swayed for you to be worried rn

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they’re a 10 but they’re on edtumbr in 2022

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having an ed makes you so much more aware of other people’s disordered eating habits

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WHERE THE FUCK IS MY WEIGHT LOSS?!?!

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i wish self doubt burned calories