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sometimes my friends will go "yeah [insert character here] is hot" and i have to silently stare at the wall for a bit to realign attraction into my view of how people see a character. sometimes i will repeat "[character] is hot????" over and over again like a broken record to cope. truly terrible.

as an aroace i will forget that being attracted to people is normal until someone else mentions it and it shocks me into silence

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as an aroace i will forget that being attracted to people is normal until someone else mentions it and it shocks me into silence

#i blue screen to recalibrate my mind for a second #just #“oh yeah. hm. that sure is real (deragatory)” #aromantic #asexual #aroace #aromantic asexual

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I couldn't get McCoy's words from "Requiem for Methuselah" out of my head and so I put spirk moments for his words. because spirk make my body ache. that's all.

#kills myself with hammers #i'm normal about this.

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i wear a white and black ring as an aroace person and every acespec or arospec person i've met i've had to describe why i wear them every single time except once. i was talking to an acespec friend of mine a bit ago about the card suit thing and they didn't even know it was something that was done. idk it feels like every time that i bring up something i learned about as being ace or aro culture, my ace and aro friends have never even heard about it. it's kinda sad

every time i think about the aphobia and blatant erasure of aspec culture that’s been so rampant in online spaces i get SO sad. now aspec people don’t even know their own history!! aspec people are calling queerplatonic relationships “just friends”!! people are confusing asexuality with celibacy and aromanticism with asexuality!! aspec people think aspec identities are a 2000s fad!! this is so sad!!!!!

#aromantic #asexual #aroace #arospec #acespec

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you are one mobius m(obius) mobius. you love your boytoy arm candy boyfriend. one day out of the blue he has an engineering degree and seems a little stressed out. boytoy decides to go outside into some radiation famous for turning people into spagetti and/or peeling their skin off and doesn't put on a suit. he walks all the way down a walk way up to a big ol' machine and decides to grow 3 foot horns and a cape on his way down. he blows up the generator that powers your place of work. he decides to walk straight into the cosmic spaghetti it spits out, turns it into a giant glowing green tree, and you never see him again.

#you are mobius and about to have the weirdest day ever #loki season 2 finale #loki series spoilers #loki finale spoilers #SIDE NOTE WHY GIVE HIM LOAFERS #anyways the show was pretty bad and the writing was worse but this is a shit post so i won't get into it #mobius m mobius #loki laufeyson #mobius x loki #loki tv series #mobius im so sorry bestie you have no idea what you just saw happen #loki saw 1 (one) squirrel go into a tree and decided that was how he was going to live his life now

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i started college a few months ago and i'm living in the dorms and the people right above us like to listen to taylor swift in the morning and you can hear it through the bathroom pipes (but only when you're actually IN the bathroom) and this morning after my shower the person playing music sang along to one of them and their voice is pretty and i'm living out a fan fiction trope :(

#they typically play taylor swift #so i get to listen to that every morning #its nice #my aromantic-ness will save me from falling head over heels into romantic love but im still at risk of like 1000 other kinds of love #dear lord #anyways its days like these when i remember how gay i am #college life #this is literally a fan fic trope what the hell :(

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Lara Hacker on Instagram

#this is the cutest thing ive ever seen i've shown it to 5 people so far #bees <3

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“Are you really watching Good Omens for the third time in three days?” It’s called COPING and DOING MY PART to help my COMMUNITY

#good omens 2 #good omens #sobs

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think i'm a bit a boy but like how a stick is to a tree yk

#is this how gender works #idc #is now #gender shit post #trans #nonbinary #i do be gender pondering #having a good Gender Think

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just like the horrors my gender is incomprehensible

#am having a WEEEEE bit of a gender crisis #a gender pondering #trans #nonbinary #lgbtq+ meme #shitpost

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loved the way queer relationships were represented in good omens 2. it wasn't like a 'look they're gay and they're happy!!!' they were really just people who happened to be gay

like, instead of pushing them together to be a little happy gay couple, the characters instead have messy or complex relationships

idk it just means a lot to me to get to see queer characters being presented as people first instead of just token representation

#good omens #good omens 2 #lgbtq+

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ah yes, angels and demons, my two favorite genders

#good omens #good omens 2

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everyday i wake up (face down in mud), roll out of bed (hair a mess), text god (say good morning), eat a raw cactus (yum), go to the doctor to get ALLLLL the spikes removed from my mouth (even the not-cactus ones that i grew in there myself!) and flirt with ALLLLL the medical professionals (M.D. stands for Mvery Dnice)

#true story #morning routine #love a good cactus (: #healthy food #doctors #NOT a shitpost i do this for REAL #every DAY #the amount of money i waste on cactuses is astounding

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everytime i drink water it goes straight up into and out of my head. my hair hasn't been dry for days. i can't live like this

#shitpost

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since in TOS the characters sometimes all wear the same eyeshadow i've come to a few possible conclusions

everyone saw spock wearing it and decided they wanted to do they same (boring)

they all accidentally bought the exact same eyeshadow and the same store at the same time. they kept seeing each other and pretending they didn't so they wouldn't have to talk to their coworkers (slightly amusing)

everyone is actively stealing spock's eyeshadow right from his room to wear it. he has found people applying eyeshadow in his bathroom several times. he cannot get them to stop (fun)

the senior staff has meetings every morning where they do each other's make up (very fun)

#star trek #star trek the original series #tos #shitpost #this has been rolling around in my mind for weeks

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don't want to make sense here anymore, sorry

#going to start shitposting to help vent my insanity

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just went from listening to horror podcasts to listening to a silly little radio show podcast and my brain is just sitting there listing to it thinking "where are the Horrors"

#i await an eltritch being #King Falls AM #malevolent podcast #tma #the magnus archives #podcast