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still shaken by yesterday so i’m very sorry if i just vanish for a while 

#ping me in the discord if u need me friends lol #i am apparently a manipulative controlling hypocrite so that's fun

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woahhh look what i edited instead of doing classwork

seriously tho i love her and have been wanting to make this for a while :)

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the friend/fp who got me into tng really upset me today and i don’t know how i will be able to recover from it so i’m really gonna be strugglin over here for a bit. maybe i will be able to watch it with mom and associate it with her instead of them

#i am sorry my bpd/hpd cannot be controlled. but that doesn't give anyone the right to speak to me the way they did #i am tired. i am vvvvvery much done with being treated like this. if that's how they feel about me i don't want it. #they ended saying they love and care about me but i genuinely can't believe a word of it after what they said #i am at home since i'm kinda in crisis but hey. lets hope shit settles huh. #no more mask. if people don't want the people pleaser then i guess they'll live to regret it lol

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okay thinking about it I'm extremely glad that Picard does Not have a french accent! like can you imagine

Forcing me to listen to his typical episode soliloquy but in a French accent would be a hate crime.

#ONTUPREESE i'm LOSING it-

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will never stop laughing about how dad caught me crying when i was crashing at home for a bit and he just sits down with me. puts a blanket on me. very quietly goes “......you wanna watch blade runner?” and i sniff and go “yes please i would like to watch blade runner”

#we bond over that shit... it was VERY funny URHGURHGJR #i need my dad rn i think but also- how to ask for help. i dont do that. i have enough on my plate with the risky boundary text i just sent #blade runner cures all my ails though but like ONLY when i watch it with dad #bc we just Ramble the whole time it's very fun to listen to us watch movies we've both seen and adore like that #film professional and his mini me just go CRAZY

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literally in the D E P T H S of despair thinking about the soong bros and blade runner parallels god FUCK data is rachael and lore is roy LEAVE ME FFFFUCKING BE-

#OHHHH BABY I COULD LITERALLY BITE SOMETHING RIGHT NOW #i'm angrily eating a clementine like USHRGURYHGURHGURTYH

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I've been watching too much sci fi.

Here's a quick drawing of data I did

#NO NOT THE RACHAEL PARALLELS #NOT AGAIN NOT LIKE THIS

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I think ur first studio ghibli movie determines part of ur personality. Mine was my neighbor totoro, and my little brother's was ponyo

#spirited away.... still my favourite

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Deanna Troi in Star Trek: The Next Generation 3x08 - The Price

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me vs writing deanna x reader shit ,

#i will provide the gays with their woman

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reasons why riker is a good man:

actively anti sexist

anti transphobia

funny lad

slut (in the best way possible)

in that episode where they asked him to put on that skimpy outfit and it was perfectly set up for him to be all “nO i’m a Man” he just LAUGHED AND DID IT WITHOUT COMPLAINT

bi icon you can fight me on this

anti bigot in general

genuinely friendly guy

plays trombone (however mediocre it is)

doesnt let past relationships interrupt his work and is totally cool to everyone he’s dating— this man respects boundaries

thank you

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In a bout of insomnia, I finished my Q illustration. It won’t end up being the first card of my TNG tarot series, but don’t worry! I’m still making one.♥ (Still, I think this would make a mighty fine book cover).

After this I have a much, much stronger idea of what I want to do with the tarot deck, but it will be a second before I get started on it in earnest. If you’d like to vote on options concerning my TNG tarot deck, join my patreon! I’ll be running polls on what card or character to start next. 

Now that I’ve whittled through my panic-stricken insomnia, I’ll be able to get back to work again. -salutes- Fight on my fellow crewmen. 

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holy shit I never posted this

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redrawing text posts with star trek is my hobby

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Stop telling people in twitter that things already happened in tumblr!!! I wanna see them organize their own dashcon, dont discourage them!!!

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