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moving blogs -> @fruitydiaz

officially got tired of using a side blog so i’m moving over to a new blog! @fruitydiaz

tagging some friends and mutuals :)

@himbodiaz @evcndiaz @lesbiandiaz @chiquititadiaz @catdadeddie @eddie-diass @judsonryder @buckleys-diaz @evanbucxley @diazchristopher @buckactuallys @slamminscreendoor @enbyeddiediaz

#al talks #woke up this morning like yeah that’s enough of that :)

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Fire Marshall Buck

#it is ridiculous how good he looks #evan buckley

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Pride & Prejudice (2005) dir. Joe Wright

#yeah #pride and prejudice (2005)

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right when I felt the moment stop glass shattered on the white cloth

#hm. head in hands. #nova… #the transition in the last gif……WHEW #evan buckley

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i love you

[image description: 6 large gifs of Evan Buckley from 9-1-1 with lyrics from Mitski’s “Pink in the Night.” All gifs are colored with a subtle pink.

gif 1: from season 4 episode 14. Buck exhales and smiles in relief as he sees Eddie awake for the first time after the shooting. the text reads, “do you hear it too?”

gif 2: from season 4 episode 14. in Christopher’s room after the shooting, Buck sobs and hides his face in his hands. the text reads, “it’s like a summer shower”

gif 3: from season 3 episode 15. On his hands and knees in the mud, Buck screams Eddie’s name as he grasps uselessly at the ground. Rain pours down around him. the text reads, “with every drop of rain singing”

gif 4: from season 3 episode 6. in the firehouse, Buck smiles as Eddie says he forgives him. the text reads, “i love you”

gif 5: from season 4 episode 8. in the Diaz home, Buck leans against a wall and smiles at Eddie as they talk about putting Christopher to bed. the text reads, “i love you”

gif 6: from season 5 episode 4. Buck chuckles and briefly looks back up at Eddie. the text reads, “i love you”

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#ANOTHER ONE #god this is so soft they’re literally in love #buddie

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i love you 

[image description: six large gifs of Eddie Diaz with lyrics from Mitski’s “Pink in the Night.” All gifs are colored in a subtle pink.

gif 1: from season 4 episode 14. Eddie looks at Buck softly as he tells him, “That’s what I want for him.” the text reads, “do you hear it too?”

gif 2: from season 3 episode 1. At Buck’s surprise party, Eddie runs up to him and folds him into a hug, grinning. the text reads, “it’s like a summer shower”

gif 3: from season 4 episode 13. Eddie looks up at Buck in the moments after he is shot. the text reads, “with every drop of rain singing”

gif 4: from season 3 episode 3. Eddie seeks Buck’s gaze before he tells him there is no one he trusts in the world more with Chris than him. the text reads, “i love you”

gif 5: from season 4 episode 5. Eddie tells Buck, “I know you did” after Buck returns to the fire station after the factory fire. the text reads, “i love you”

gif 6: from season 5 episode 1. Eddie looks at Buck fondly as the crew plays a game of pool and talks about the christening. the text reads, “i love you”

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#this is sooo beautiful alicia #buddie

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This sideblog thing can get really confusing

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#🙂

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insp x & x

#KOURTNEY. #this is beautiful #i am sad #buddie

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Mary Oliver, To Begin With, the Sweet Grass

#life goal

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pussy had me lost and confused really depressed and scared i feel horrible actually

#eddie in 5a #sorry

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me talking about a fictional character: he's more myself than i am. whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same

#eddie

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meowing instead of moaning

#jack’s perry the platypus posts

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scheduled a dentist appointment and i only feel mildly like throwing up 😌

#al talks #hate! #if i have to get another root canal i’m ******* ******

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cast • Kenny is on set filming what seems to be "Boston". + the sign I cut off when cropping the vid 😅

#KENNYYYYYYY!!!! #EVERYBODY CHEERED!!!! #also. the hospital. #im so scared fjdjfjdk #boston’s going to be an Episode isn’t it #911 spoilers

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Don't speak... Just kiss me

"Don't speak... Just kiss me."

"Wha—" The sound of surprise from Buck was lost in an instant the moment Eddie's lips crashed into his. The loud bass of the bar drifted away to the thundering of his own heart beating into his chest, roaring in his ears, and leaving him thrumming with the way it made his pulse points jump beneath his skin.

Eddie’s hand was heavy on the back of his neck. Heavy and all encompassing as it anchored Buck into the moment rather than letting him drift away with the breathlessness that was making him dizzy with disbelief.

He couldn't believe what was happening. Couldn’t believe that after all this time, all the pinning moments that stretched long with want and hope and worry and fear, he was finally kissing Eddie. Eddie, his best friend whom he had been crushing on for what seemed like forever.

Eddie’s thumb rubbed sweeping caresses in the shell behind Buck’s ear that made Buck fucking melt against him as his brain finally kicked into gear. Buck leaned into him, parting his lips to invite Eddie’s tongue to sweep into his mouth like he was trying to drink up the sound of Buck’s sigh. Buck wasn’t exactly in the most comfortable position— Eddie had kind of jumped him when he’d been half on the barstool— and the lip of the seat was digging into his thighs. But Buck didn’t even get a chance wince before Eddie was hoisting him up and pressing him against the wall to pin him there.

The kiss turned hungry then with Buck having nowhere to go but where Eddie’s lips directed him; consumed him. The bruise across his mouth made Buck’s lips tingle like tiny sparks fizzling into his blood and straight down into his crotch where the beat of the music throbbed in time with his pulse there too. Eddie’s thigh pushing between his legs felt like mercy and torment wrapped up in sinfully tight jeans and Buck jolted at the firm steadiness.

Buck had to be dreaming. Had to be. There was no other way to explain the way Eddie’s teeth nipped at his lips for a moment to let Buck suck in a sip of air before he was holding Buck still and devouring Buck’s mouth again. But if Buck was dreaming then he didn’t ever want to wake up. Not for the world if it meant getting kissed like this; claimed like this for anyone to see. Buck skimmed a trembling hand up Eddie’s chest and latched onto his collar to keep from floating away. Eddie rumbled some sound of approval, humming into Buck’s mouth like he was tasting something sweet and sucked on Buck’s tongue for more. Buck whimpered into it, clinging him for more and—

Then just like that…

Eddie pulled away.

Not far— his body still caging Buck against the wall where he had pinned him like a butterfly on display— but enough for the too humid air of the bar to brush against Buck’s swollen lips. It lapped at the beard burn and stung Buck’s skin. Buck blinked, his mind slowed to over stretched taffy that made the confusion even more tangled around him as he watched Eddie scan the bar over Buck’s shoulder with an unhappy frown.

“Okay, I think she’s gone.”

Buck’s stomach plummeted to his feet. Eddie stepped out of his space— the fabric of his shirt plucking free from Buck’s fingers— and the distance between them could’ve been miles and miles for all Buck knew. Rejection burned out the pleasure singing in his veins and Buck locked his knees to keep from collapsing in a heap of humiliating self-pity.

Oh.

“Thanks,” Eddie said with a shake of his head. “She’s been bugging me all night.”

She being the girl who had lasered in on Eddie the moment they walked in through the door and hadn’t known how to take no for an answer.

“No problem.” Buck forced himself to say. The words felt like ash on his tongue and Buck swallowed down the rest of his beer to wash down the taste of them. The taste of Eddie too.

Eddie watched Buck carefully— closely— and Buck swallowed back his disappointment before Eddie could see it.

“You okay?”

No. Buck’s heart was crumpling into pieces onto the sticky floor beneath their feet and turning into dust on the impact.

“Yeah!” Buck shoved out and stretched a smile across his face as far as he could push it.

The effort made his mouth burn.

“Just surprised me,” Buck said when Eddie didn’t look convinced.

Eddie winced at that.

“Sorry,” Eddie said, flexing his hand around the pool stick he picked up. “I should’ve asked.”

Yeah, he fucking should've because then Buck could've reminded himself over and over again while Eddie was kissing the sense of out him that it wasn't real... wasn't real... wasn't real.

But Buck didn't say that because Buck's brain was still a million miles away from his mouth.

"It's fine. You can kiss me whenever."

And Buck was seriously considering smacking himself with his own pool stick when Eddie stopped. One lone brow arched high onto his forehead as he leveled Buck with a stare that made his mouth water with want again. It boiled something hot within his chest and made his knees weak with the urge to drop to them in an instant if Eddie asked.

"Would... That be something... You would be interested in?" Eddie asked, careful and almost quiet.

Buck should've said no. He should've laughed it off and shook his head. They'd been there to get Eddie back out into the dating scene without having to fully commit to a dating app. Buck was Eddie's wingman. His safety net. The person who was there to remind Eddie that he was allowed to have fun and meaningless didn't have to mean trashy. He should be pushing Eddie back towards the girl who practically offered to jump him right then and there.

But Buck was nothing if not a glutton for punishment.

"I mean..." Buck shrugged. "I—"

Whatever else Buck had been about to say got lodged in his throat and stuck there as Eddie stepped up into his space in three long strides. He didn't touch him but Buck could feel the fanning of his breath on his burning hot skin, his mouth, and he wanted to lean into it. Press into the heat and never come out.

"Would that be something we could do?" Eddie asked, his voice like smoke to Buck's ears. He wasn't touching him but he was so close he could. Buck only had to lean down a little, tilt his jaw up a little, until he could slot his mouth against Eddie's again.

"Yeah," Buck said, breathy and desperate to his own ears. But when it came to Eddie, Buck was willing to do just about anything to get a fraction of that attention. There wasn't much Buck wasn't willing to do for Eddie. "Yeah... if you wanted."

Eddie made another sound that purred up Buck's skin with a caress and made him shiver beneath it.

If the point of the evening had been to get Eddie laid then there was nothing to say Buck couldn't offer himself up to the challenge. Right?

Right?

Send Me A Sacred Romantic Prompt

#god……………… #fic rec

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cast • Jennifer Love Hewitt is on set

#gonna be so calm and chill about this #jlh my hero #911 spoilers