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Doing portraits!

One person is $40, two is $60 and then we can discuss if you want more!

Add ons-

A physical copy +20

Color- +10

Lewd +20

Lewd in color +15

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Happy Indigenous Peoples’ Day!

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Doing portraits!

One person is $40, two is $60 and then we can discuss if you want more!

Add ons-

A physical copy +20

Color- +10

Lewd +20

Lewd in color +15

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instagram | cultivatedbychristin

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a 90’s kid? don’t you mean sad adult?

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Not doing well.

#me #personal #my face #selfie #pretty #septum #cute #monroe piercing #pale #cutie #grunge #big girls #adorable #pale girls #septum piercing #grunge girls #long hair #makeup #nonbinary #they them #they/them

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A piece for my honey bee for our anniversary 💞

#me #personal #ally #art

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AWE BABY

Hi. My name is Miranda and I have depression and generalized anxiety along with ocd.

These are my morning meds. Say “hello” to Prozac and Xanax. Yes, that’s right. I take Xanax every day to function like regular people do.

I have terrible night terrors and sleep paralysis, so every morning I wake up shaking and exhausted. Even worse, I cannot go back to sleep or the cycle will restart.

I hate when people demonize Xanax as a medication. Sure, people use it recreationally. But, I have to have it to live and breathe like the rest of you. It calms me down to where I only shake a little and I can hold a conversation with people instead of staying in bed and relearning to breathe.

With Prozac, I’m starting to have better days. My default isn’t sad. The world has things to fall in love with and things to enjoy. It’s great to feel like I fully exist again.

I don’t expect this one post to change your mind on medications, or as I lovingly call them “my brain pills.” I just wish the stigma wasn’t there.

Hi, I’m Miranda and I’m on medication to live just like all of you.

#chronic pain #spoonie #chronic illness

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There’s not much media that shows mental health properly. It’s usually demonizing or glamorizing. As someone who is royally fucked in the head, I bring you...

It’s a comedy. But it has some really relatable moments. Bob is basically an assorted candy bag of mental illnesses. He wants to get better. But everything just fucking dies in his wake.

This is his motto. A motto that I have adopted. Fake it until you make it.

His doctor had a book called Baby Steps and Bob tries to face his fears by going down an elevator. Which he screams all the way down on. He has a fear of elevators. To the point where, to get to his doctor, he walked up like 50 flights of stairs.

Before his time is up, his doctor informs him that he’s going on vacation for Labor Day and that he won’t be seeing him for a while. This is where Bob’s mind starts to crumble.

He finds his doctor’s vacation home and gets on a bus, with his fish, Gil, and tries to get more help. He feels like he’s never gotten so much help before. His doctor vehemently hates him. But, Bob meets his family. He has a son named Siggy, who is afraid of death. Bob helps him overcome it. He has a daughter, and she helps Bob by tying him to the sail of a boat and he happily yells “Doctor Marvin! I’m sailing! I’m a sailor!”

I’m just rambling about this movie at this point, but, as it’s almost 30 years old, I find it one of the most accurate mental health focused movies I’ve ever seen, to be honest. He keeps tissues in his pockets so he doesn’t have to touch germy door handles. He hyper fixates. He forces himself to do things. He gets better.

So, whether you are Bob Wiley at the beginning of the movie, surrounded by piles of things that used to be your life and only caring about one thing enough to put yourself at risk, like a fish, or you’re him at the end, writing a book, getting married, being happy, just remember.

Baby Steps.

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I’m just mad rn because I can’t find a gif from blades of glory when the guy is drunk in the evil wizard costume and screams “I am a human onion” over and over because that’s me

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I worked up this altar for Aphrodite. I’m still really in need. I do tarot and Ora clue card readings, if interested. I’ll also consider selling some pictures. Cashapp is below if my fellow chronic pain people want to help.

$ughmirandaplss

#me #personal #my face #selfie #pretty #septum #cute #monroe piercing #pale #grunge #witch #altar #Aphrodite #love #crystal wifch #chaos witch #help me out #please

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"You are so quiet" bro i daydream 80% of my time

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the take that “enemies to lovers doesn’t have to involve violence!!!” is so boring. knives to the throat or don’t bother

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Did you remember to take your medication today?

Stay healthy folks!

If you have an inhaler, remember to use it.

And don’t forget to do any exercises or other activities recommended by your doctor. Those are important too.

Happy scrolling!

Art by nardacci-does-art

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Dionysus

#me #personal #my face #selfie #pretty #septum #cute #monroe piercing #pale #grunge #cat #witch #Dionysus #kitten #nonbinary

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I like clouds.

#clouds #personal #grunge #sky #mine

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one day i will take a really good selfie and you will be sorry….. you will all be sorry