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i- i need to stop reading fanfic this, this is angsty af 

#angst #tw suicude #sander sides #patton angst #virgil sanders #fanfic #sander sides fanfiction

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reblog and put in the tags which characters currently live in your brain rent free

#logic man #logan sanders #oh ya and #trash man #remus sanders #love my caotic boy

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without saying the ship name, put in the tags a description of your ship, badly.

#gay nerd #gay trash #gay snek #idk man its a good ship #dark side bros #waaaaaaaay too much sexual tension

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(via GIPHY) “Smile even though your sad” Death of a bachlore, Panic! at the Disco. wow this g#ot angsty, ive been rewatching learning new things about ourselves so i that verse has been getting to me. anyway sorry for not posting for a while hope everyone had a great valintines day!

#giphy #patton sanders #sanders sides #angst #morality #thomas sanders #roman sanders #virgil sanders #logan sanders

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(via GIPHY) starting a new series were i take some panic at the disco lyrics or song titles and connect them to a ship or an au something along that nature. If you have any ideas or suggestions feel free to dm me or ask. this one was intrulogical because i love this ship with all of my heart. welp this took longer than i thought sorry for the bad lighting

#giphy #sanders sides #thomas sanders #remus sanders #logan sanders #intrulogical #tw blood #tw remus #tw lighting #panic! at the disco #crazy = genius

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ATTENTION FANDERS

Dose anyone else after watching sander sides find their sides and start naming them. Well i have and its kinda fun. I dont have names for everyone so if you have some ideas that would be great.

reason (alex) Alex is my voice of reason and or logic. They are my constant reminder of what is real vs whats in my head. Is quite a prick at times and obsessd with have a stable future ( even though im 14 ) and constantly nagging at me about the impossible scenarios i create in my head.

creativity (kai) Kai is all of my love for theater music and my fandoms. They are a very positive person in general but as we all do they have their moments. Also the source of every song that gets stuck in my head. They love acting singing writing and drawing. Overall an extroverted person, even though im an introvert.

love (syd) Syd is the source of all my emotions but mostly love. Since im bisexual i basically i fall in love with like every girl i see. also extroverted most of the time but as the soul connection to my emotions they also have their angsty moments.

anxiety (avery) Avery is my anxiety so they imbody my fears and overthinking. They are quite an angsty being. Like Alex they are quite nagging and an asshole. Coming up with impossible scenarios and often paring up with other traits (mostly paranoia and manipulation)

paranoia (sarah) Sarah is a mutation that formed over time from anxiety ( used to be fear ) sarah is often seen with anxiety. Shares a lot of personality traits with anxiety expect for one thing, they make all situations worse. As a full blown side they are there and tends to make all problems worse and can only be calmed down by Alex.

manipulation ( no name yet ) Manipulation is a side that tend to be bad at most times and tells me what i do wrong and what others may think about me. They are quite charming and well manipulating. Though they have to  remind me of thing that i do good of but that usually fallows with some kinda remark of what that could have been bad.

creativity ( no name yet ) This is another form of my creativity. I suffer from intrusive thoughts and we can blame this bitch for it. Im not on good terms with them ( is anyone though ) they pop up at random times and when paranoia gets a bit too crazy, so thats fun.

These are my sides and if you want me to draw them i can just ask. Im currently taking suggestions for names and looks so any idea is a good idea. Love yall! Have a great day!

#sander sides #thomas sanders #patton sanders #janus sanders #logan sanders #remus sanders #roman sanders #virgil sanders #princxiety #logicalty #demus #intrological #moceit #anological

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A black girl will be spending years in jail because she had a mental health crisis. PLEASE READ

Meet Saraya: she was experiencing a mental health crisis. Police came and tackled her. She is 15.

Saraya Rees is a 15 year old biracial girl from Coos County, Oregon. After being abruptly instructed to stop taking her antidepressants by a local pediatrician, Saraya went into psychosis. In her manic state, Saraya poured a small amount of gasoline on the floor. Her parents called Coos Health & Wellness in hope that that would send mental health advisors, Coos Health & Wellness sent the police. While still in psychosis, the officers arrested her, questioned her without her family or lawyers present, charged with attempted murder and assault, and sent her to juvenile prison for 11 years.

ELEVEN.YEARS.

This is not justice.

This is inhumane.

WHAT YOU CAN DO TO HELP:

1. Call these people and demand that she be let go to the custody in her parents.

Please call Governor Kate Brown and Senator Jeff Merkely.⁠

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📞Governor Kate Brown: [phone]⁠

📞Senator Jeff Merkley: [phone]⁠

2. Sign the petition! 

http://chng.it/dPR59dnMzq

Please DO NOT donate to CHANGE.ORG, instead donate to Saraya’s gofundme. 

3. Follow @justice4saraya on instagram. You can find info on where to send her encouragement cards and get updated on progress.

4. SEND CARDS TO THE FOLLOWING (please also note card sending rules)

OAK CREEK CORRECTIONAL FACIILITY 

C/O SARAYA REES

4400 LOCHNER ROAD SE 

ALBANY, OR 97332

EDIT: PLEASE CONSIDER THESE RULES WHEN SENDING HER CARDS! The family has asked for the following when sending cards: 

-No vulgar language or cursing (she’s a child, afterall) 

-No stickers

-No metal 

- Do not use return address stickers

-No Cash

Using these things could mean Saraya doesn’t get your card. If you want to donate to the family during this very hard time, please use the GOFUND ME.

 https://www.gofundme.com/f/justice4saraya

You can also send her gifts for when she gets out to a PO BOX: 

SARAYA’S PO BOX

PO BOX 211

MYRTLE POINT, OR 97458

MENTAL ILLNESS IS NOT A CRIME. LET’S FREE OUR GIRL SARAYA!!!

Saraya’s website: https://www.justice4saraya.com/

UPDATE EDIT: Jan.5.2021: Saraya has written a letter: 

Dear Mom and Dad, 

I want you to post this on every social media platform that you can. I want you to do so, so that everyone knows how messed up the system is and how messed up the state is.

I don’t care if people know about my “crimes”, and I don’t care if people know I’m in prison. All I care about is letting people know the truth, this for me, and all of the rest of the kids in the system. This is what really, this is the truth….

I am Saraya Rees. I’m 14 years old, and I’m being charged with attempted murder x2. And attempted aggravated assault x1. I was arrested July 8th, 2019. I was in a detention for 3 months and 9 days. I spent my 14th birthday in Juvy. Not only that, but I have been sexually and physically harassed and the staff did nothing to help. I physically hurt myself even though I was on suicide watch.

They allowed the boys to make sexual gestures and comments to all of the females. The staff at my Juvy made fun of people who self harm or attempted suicide. They would do that right in front of the kids who have done that. Out of all the staff there was only one that was respectful. That staff’s name was Tom (thank you Tom for helping me through all this BS).

The reason I’m telling (whoever it may concern) this, is so you know what really happens in the system. But now I’m going to tell you why I’m really stuck in prison. I am being held in prison because I cried for help. People who know me, know I’ve done many things as a call for help. This was all of the biggest, what I did was pour a small amount of gasoline of the floor at my house. I was never going to light it, but the police and the court all said otherwise. 

When in comes to the court they don’t care about the fact they care about tearing people and families apart. The kids that they arrest are the kids who are being sexually and physically abused at home, the teen moms, the kids looking for love in the wrong places, places because their families don’t want them, the kids who are hurt, the kids who are suicidal. They arrest the misunderstood and that is not fair.

They arrest kids even if they have never committed the crimes, they arrest kids for no reason sometimes. As citizens of Oregon we need to take a stand, we need to stick up to this injustice. Please help get the kids like me who, without their families have nothing to hold onto. No reason to continue living out of places like this…please. Join our cause at #takeastand4oregon. 

                -Saraya Rees, 15 (she was 14 when this was written, I believe) (currently serving 11 years for a crime she did not commit)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANUS!!!!! he is my favorite side also sorry its messy i hadnt posted in a while so i kinda rushed this anyway hope you enjoy! happy black history month too!

#janussanders happybirthday janus birthday #janus sanders #sander sides #haha rhymes thomas sanders

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me vs cousin

me: hey have you heard of umbrella academy

cousin: no

me: Hamilton dear even Hansen Percy Jackson gravity falls Beetlejuice SANDER SIDES

cousin: no

me: how are we even related

(picks up all my fandom babies and leaves)

#hamilton #sander sides #dear even hanson #percy jackson #umbrella acedmy #gravity falls

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haha ya.............

Stop what you’re doing. Reblog if you should be sleeping or doing work.

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u! patton

ok so i got my sibling into sander sides and now after beingon tumblr and reading u!patton fan fics i want to scream at patton whenever hes on screen so thats fun. thx for reminding me of this and @unsympatheticpatton for the great fan fic

edit: this didnt ruin patton for me it honestly made him better im a sucker for phycopathes

#u!patton #sanders sides #unsympathatic sides

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double sided patton oh god this took way to long please help

#u!patton #unsympth patton #doodlem8 #tw unsympathetic patton #unsympathetic sides #tw angst #tw blood #art #fanart #fander