ghouliewiththetoolie

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

I don’t even want it anymore.

#fuck it

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

Get up 7 times, fall down 8.

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

I always fall back on sad.

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[ghouliewiththetoolie]

I know you don’t see how you fit in

Standing on the outside looking away again

You skipped all the rituals

Now you don’t know what you don’t know.

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We’re you ever really invited?

Hung out alone and never tried to fight it.

You expect the world to carry on

But they’re looking around and starting to notice

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That’s just not fair

To you

But shouldn’t you be glad you’re a part of the world again?

That’s just not fair.

#poem #poetry #outsider #looking in #alone #fit in #don’t fit in #shitty poem

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

I bring the kind of heat that ain’t gonna burn ya

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

I want to love and be loved

I want nachos out on a Friday night

I want to drink until the morning comes

Get up and pour another one.

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I want to be alone for the rest of my life

Change my mind and be welcomed back

Come on out and be my friend tonight

I want to love from the top of my heart

#off the cuff #drunk #drunk poet #drunk poetry #scraps #rough draft #buzzed #buzzed poetry #love #loved #lonely #stuck #trapped

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

A promise made at 17

A dream caught just a little too young

A promise kept just a little too long

A life lived looking through the window

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The world rushes by in a blur of green and brown

A counter seat at the local bar

Tense conversations

Works in and out

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The world circles back

But the moment is gone

All is wrong this time around.

#poetry #poem #buzzed #drunk #off the cuff #drunk post #drunk poetry #shitty poem #world #promise #17 #dream catcher

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

When I tell you take a picture,

Take a hundred.

It won’t be like this forever.

Capture the moment, remember these times.

They won’t come back again.

Time changes things,

It reaches everyone,

And you’ll be alone in the end.

So when I tell you take a picture

Take your friends

And remember these times in the end.

#poetry #poem #shitty poem #stream of conscience #picture #take a hundred

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

I’m a broken man

Living a lonely life

Too afraid to get back on track.

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[ghouliewiththetoolie]

It’s hard to see how much I’m bleeding in the dark

But if you would only feel me you would understand too

#bleeding #short poem #sad #dark #fee me #bleeding in the dark

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

Angel or demon

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

Sick of all the bull shit

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

[ghouliewiththetoolie]

Why does everyone actively try to make me mad?

#pissed #angry #mad #people #tired #bull shit

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