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November 11th - 17th Prompts

11th - autumn / rain / tea

12th - sweater / cuddling / kisses

13th - coffee / comfy / memories

14th - melancholy / orange/ windy

15th - hugging/ bonfire/ night

16th - stargazing/ falling leaves/ laughing

17th - tears/ lake/ sunrise

Tag us @fortheloveoffandomevents #chillnovember so we may reblog your stories. As always we will reblog any late entries of any events.

Open to any Class 1-A BNHA characters or ships. Fan fics, fan art, fan edits. Have fun!! 🍁

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Zawavmeber 2019 Prompt list! 30 Days of Aizawa for the whole month of November!

Just like last year I will be featuring everyones works in the tag over on instagram in story so please feel free to follow!

ALL SHIPS ARE ALLOWED!! OC/READERS WORKS INCLUDED! Every prompt can be taken as an AU so please be creative. If you want your work reposted it MUST BE SFW!  NSFW/underage ships will NOT be reposted. 

Tagging! Please use the following tags for easy filtering! MUST HAVE Tags: Zawavember, Zawavember2019, SFW or NSFW

The rest is up to you! If you have questions drop an Ask!

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entry #4 ? , 11/1/19 , 1:21am

i’m sad /: i never really talked to anyone about how regretful i feel about high school and college. i know i shouldn’t be rushing myself but i’m so upset that i didn’t take advantage of how smart i was when i was younger. i really could be going to an amazing school , dorming and living my best life and that’s a fact. but we really had too much trauma in our lives. i’m mad that i didn’t do my homework or that i skipped class all the time. i’m mad that i didn’t take my SATs and i’m mad that i didn’t even try to apply for college. i’m mad that i gave up on myself so early on and now i’m sitting here in a complete rut doing absolutely nothing with my life right now. all in all , i wish i could just go back in time and teach myself what really matters. i miss my cats too ): i miss having good friends. i miss being happy. when was the last time i was happy ? i miss riding my bike around the cul de sac. i miss being a goody goody teachers pet. i really miss when i cared. when i cared about my future. when i cared about my life. and now what am i doing ? crying in bed in my messy room with nothing to be proud of.

1:27am

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entry #3 10/31/19 5:57AM

HOLY CRAP I TOTALLY FORGOT AB THIS. but while i’m here , let’s talk about what’s new with me. It’s the morning of Halloween and i haven’t slept yet. all day i’ve been in bed reading bnha fics and rewatching the training camp arc of the show. i’m thinking of starting a new fanfic piggybacking off an episode. ugh the ideas. i haven’t written anything in a really long time. At least two years so this is pretty exciting to me. Lately i’ve really been getting into the bnha fandom and i started shipping erasermic (omg this is the most pure ship ever and i’ve never shipped ANYONE like i have erasermic , the FEELS , i literally love the dynamic of their relationship and it’s definitely canon goddamit). it’s been crazy. i’m pretty lonely too. earlier i came to the realization , after noticing myself hugging as many stuffed animals as i could fit in bed, that when i find someone , i’m probably going to be the big spoon lol. i love holding things in my arms when i fall asleep and i can rarely sleep without doing so. i also went through two years of a conversation with a boy that liked me. lowk i got jokes 🤣🤣 but sometimes i neglect to remember how seriously depressed i was when i was younger. i had vented to him about it and reading it brought back a lot of memories. i’m glad that i’m no longer in a place as dark as that. even though my life isn’t perfect where i am , it’s definitely a giant step up to where i came from.

anyyyyyyway , imma cut the post short bc it is early and i still haven’t slept yet. i’m pretty tired and i have work in 11 hours //: it’s halloween so i should dress up for the kids coming in but i literally do not have a costume ,, soooooo we’ll figure that out when it comes to it lollllll. i’ll post any updates (: good night !!!!

6:08AM

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entry #2 , 9/8/19 , 6:39am

I seem to like mornings , huh ?

Well I got a new phone. The XR. Not everything has been backed up completely , explaining the lack of quirky lowercase letters at the beginning of my sentences.

I have a confession to make. You see , my battery is at 2% and I’m trying to kill my phone so it’ll die and I can put it on the charger and finally go to sleep. However , I do have an unsettling anxiety that my phone will just die on me and I won’t be able to finish this post and it won’t save /: currently , I’m at 1% , but hey maybe I’ ll tell you more after I’ve gotten at least a few hours of sleep

6:44am

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entry #1 , 9/6/19 , 6:17am

in the time between making the account and creating a comfortable starting page (which was a little complicated considering the fact that i’m a compulsive perfectionist [trust me, i did not mean to use alliteration at all but the poet inside of me is restless], i’ve thought of half a million ways to start this first post but now i can’t really figure out a good way to fit in all my thoughts. and i do have a lot of thoughts.

anyway i kinda realized that shoving that much information about myself behind my opening post would just about be overkill. but i can’t help it , i seek to destroy with the boring details of my personal thoughts. but let me be straight with what’s going on here. this is a repertoire of my thoughts. or at least i hope it is. i’m trying to find the perfect word to describe what i really made my account for (jeez you know when it’s early in the morning and apple kinda just decides to brighten up your screen for you? yeah that just happened to me). pretty much i’m choosing words like memoir and repertoire because they sound like they belong with this kinda grouping. to be completely honest i’m not sure if there’s a connection in the fact that the words rhyme and i also might not even know what repertoire means lol. pretty much it’s a diary. it’s that simple. i don’t need to make it complicated. it’s a diary that i hope to one day tweak into a story and pitch as some kind of media or digital film or something. im a writer. or so i think. i used to love writing when i was more of a child than i am now

, sorry for the gap. i had to pause my thoughts cuz my sister opened her door to get ready for the day and nothing happened after and that kinda sent a random wave of anxiety my way. lol , literally what in the world do i need to be anxious about right now ? another one of those happened while i was binging the O.C. (ep 3.6) , and it was so strange and random i had to pause the episode to figure out why that was happening. ANYWAY, me stopping that episode was actually the reason i’m typing rn. cuz i posted my deep angsty thoughts on my finsta and that got me thinking about starting to write in a journal. y’all know taureans are lazy so here i am on tumblr, the ultimate refuge for angst filled teens to hide away from the troubles of the real world. it was also pretty convenient. at this point i’m running out of things to think about. this is honestly a super long first post and i’m kinda embarrassed that i didn’t cover any of the points that i actually wanted to but hey this is a pretty good start. we got lots of room for new thoughts. and this is just a rough draft, is it not ? a starting place. i’m gonna unpause my show, and smoke a bit more. withdraw those high thoughts, flush em out with sativa wax. maybe i’m sharing too much idk. either way i’ve finished my first memoir/repertoire/diary? entry.

6:52am