gohyuck

[gohyuck]

this is smultronstalle hyuck in my heart and my mind

©︎ FLIPPED_HaeChan

#just saying!!!!! #raya.txt #0606 #oh my GOD...

[gohyuck]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing that 💞💕 it did calm me down seeing that you eventually moved on from that period of your life. I’m glad you’re doing better now!!!

i’m glad i could be of some help!! and yes thank you so much i’m doing a lot better with my interpersonal relationships now 🫶🏽

#i don’t think i was ever doing BAD like casual sex is totally okay it just stopped being for me #i have always known my worth and i think everyone should know their worth #ask #anonymous

[gohyuck]

Stop cause I’m still a virgo and I’m scared to lose it bc I know I have attachment issues lol but I also feel like afterwards I’ll sleep with whoever since I’m not a virgin anymore but if you’re comfortable sharing how was it getting over that? Also, good luck with school!!!

yes of course! honestly it just came down to the fact that i knew myself and knew what would make me comfortable vs uncomfortable — for example, like a month before i started having sex, i got on birth control bc i personally refused to have any sex while not on some form of bc. so i eliminated or lessened one fear factor. by that point i was in a relationship with someone i wanted to have sex with, which also made me feel more comfortable about intimacy in that aspect.

that’s not necessary or how it is for everyone though… my current boyfriend lost his virginity via a hook up and is happy with how he chose to do it! it’s just a matter of what works for you.

as for the attachment issues… i did get stressed about that once i lost my virginity, and then we broke up, which of course stressed me out more. i was scared that nobody else would find me attractive enough to be that intimate with, which of course was wrong and is basically always wrong for anyone who thinks so, so i went a little nuts and redownloaded tinder and slept with a few more people. some of the sex was good, some of it was bad, but all of it served as a slow learning process of what i like and what i’m not as into.

while i was doing this i met my boyfriend, and he was my favorite hook up for a while (and vice versa) til we started hanging out without having sex sometimes and realized we were in love with each other… ultimately i was kind of forced to get over those attachment issues but once that hill was way far away in the horizon i can say it was less something i actively did and more something that happened to me (as far as my break up with my ex causing me to drop those attachment issues)

i don’t remember my slut era but i will say that if you have one please stay safe - i always used condoms and was always on bc, and got STD tested routinely + made all my potential partners get tested as well and only slept with those who did so

#ask #anonymous #hopefully that sheds some light

[gohyuck]

note: reader has long enough hair to feel/is not totally bald, "good girl" and "princess" are used

donghyuck rests his right hand atop your hair, gently skimming over your hair for a moment before placing pressure on you to keep your head down. it's 9 p.m., not too early but definitely not late enough for the position you're in - leaning over your boyfriend's center console as he's parked in the back of a hardware store parking lot. just minutes prior, he'd undone his belt with one hand while pulling you close with the other and leaving desperate hickeys down the length of your throat.

it's been a couple weeks since he'd seen you last. he's in your hometown while the two of you are on break from university classes, and it'll be a full week until you can finally have sex again.

in a blur of hair and hands you'd disentangled from each other as you'd pulled at the button and zip of his favorite pair of jeans, and he'd been rock hard when you'd finally, finally gotten your mouth on his already-leaking tip. since then, cars had been passing intermittently, and you'd always come up when hyuck had tensed or stopped making a sound.

this time, though... this time, he doesn't let you up.

"sorry, princess - this car is too close and has been there too long. tap me if you need air, okay?"

your muffled affirmative pleases him, and he brushes some of your hair away from your face so he can see you, any part of you, as you lave your tongue over the ridges just under his tip. his breath hitches, and he rewards you by bucking his hips, shoving just that much more of his cock down your tight throat. you gag around him, but the lights of the other car are so close now that you're aware of their warmth surrounding you. besides, you love this. you love as the back of your throat massages his tip while you sloppily lick up and down his shaft, the simultaneous sensations having hyuck's fingers curl while still in your hair.

"god, you're so good for me," he gasps out, winding his fingers through your hair and slowly but surely beginning to pull you up and down on him. "you're such a good girl."

on impulse, you whine at the praise, your insides shifting with want. hyuck is hot, but he's the hottest when he needs you, even if he has the physical upper hand in your mutual desire. he pushes down harder than before, and you choke on him again, though, this time, your eyes start watering, and he thumbs away a tear without thought.

"you're so fucking sexy." he hisses, such a final, absolute truth of a statement. you push yourself down further, even as you hear the other car drive off and feel your boyfriend slacken the pressure on the back of your head. there's something so powerful about having him in your mouth, about working your tongue and your throat at once and not only watching hearing him come undone but feeling it as well.

after being around you but not being able to fuck you for the past few days, it doesn't take too long for hyuck to finish, holding you back down and filling your throat with bitter cum while talking you through him mouthfucking you, reverting to his mainstays of "sweet girl," "my good little baby," and "my princess" as he loses thought in return for physicality. you swallow around him, earning a soft groan, and lick over his tip one last time on the way up, making him gasp before heaving an out-of-breath laugh.

"you're an actual angel, you know that?" he asks, pulling you in for a kiss before you can reply to him, though you're glowing with the praise.

"yeah, yeah," you mumble as you pull back, smiling at him in a way that has him muttering "minx" under his breath. he'd fuck you through an apocalypse right now if he could, and you see this on his face.

"wait a week until we have a bed to have good sex in, baby," you laugh, pushing his hair away from his eyes. he pouts, but he knows you're right.

"what now, then?" he hands you the aux, and you put your phone on, turning to a playlist he won't make fun of you for before responding.

"now? we go through a drive thru. i need something to wash your cum down with."

#i’m back kind of 🫡

[gohyuck]

I’m so happy you’re getting laid you deserve it queenie

thank youuu god my timeline with sex has been so insane because a little over a year ago i slept with my first boyfriend and had sex with the first time ever and then i went crazy and slept with whoever after we broke up (it wasn't a long relationship i just was like. well now i know what sex is like and i should keep having it) and then i started hooking up with my now bf and eventually we were like. actually we should be monogamous because it is obvious we're in love with each other

#AND he's the best sex i've ever had easily so women can win #not to my man my man my man... #anyways that was tmi but like i said grad school apps are getting me so it's time for me to write again methinks #raya.txtask #ask #anonymous

[gohyuck]

this is the edit i’m talking ab in the tags

sorry i started getting laid + got medicated + got into a loving relationship and stopped being kpop-obsessed LOL but i’m in the process of applying to grad school rn and it’s driving me insane again (and i’m off my meds rn) and basically what if i write about college student by day male stripper by night haechan

#haechan #.txt #raya.txt #0606

[gohyuck]

sorry i started getting laid + got medicated + got into a loving relationship and stopped being kpop-obsessed LOL but i’m in the process of applying to grad school rn and it’s driving me insane again (and i’m off my meds rn) and basically what if i write about college student by day male stripper by night haechan

#.txt #sorry i saw that haechan vvv edit by duckie on tiktok and this is what came to mind immediately

[gohyuck]

ไอ้เต้าตัวปุ๊กปิ๊กของมัมมี๊ 🐻🌻😚

#0606 #oh my goodness

[gohyuck]

Are you perhaps Swedish? Just asking bc “smultronställe” hihi

nope! i'm indian (ig i'm indian-american technically)

#smultronställe was in a book of beautiful words i got as a gift once #i would like to visit sweden someday #raya.txt #ask #anonymous

[gohyuck]

Hi do you know an old nct writer called desiree?

yes, i think so! why?

#i don't remember anyones users ngl #ask #anonymous

[gohyuck]

Dude I’m so serious I think about your lionheart fic all the time

you’re so sweet omg thank you

honestly i wanna write more fantasy like it could be a fun endeavor imo…

#i dont read much fantasy so i’d have to get into reading the genre first before writing but like it could be fun #my bf is a big fantasy guy i should borrow some of his books #anonymous #ask #making you all monsterfuckers :(

[gohyuck]

i like istj (the song, haven’t heard the full album yet) but it hasn’t immediately stuck in my head

#raya.txt

[gohyuck]

pairing: head knight!jeno x monarch!reader (reader has genitals attributed to those considered biologically female but no pronouns are actually used)

genre: fluff, mild angst (they discuss an oncoming battle they must prepare for), smut (it’s mostly smut)

word count: 6.5k

warnings & notes (nonsexual): mentions of war/battle, mentions of injuries retained from past skirmishes, jeno is as tall as you need him to be in order to rest your head against his chest without leaning down, it’s kind of cheesy tbh they are disgustingly head-over-heels in love with each other, also a peryton is a fantasy creature that’s essentially a stag + a bird, also i know y’all must be tired of royalty aus but i swear this is almost pwp (except there’s context so there’s plot) so give it a chance (if you’re legal) i guess

warnings & notes (sexual): oral (giving and receiving for both parties), fingering (reader receives), spit kink (lmao sorry), general messiness honestly, mild knife kink (no blood drawn, he just uses a dagger to tear apart clothing), gratuitous usage of the name ‘lionheart’, jeno has a big dick because i cannot stop myself from doing that to y’all for some reason, some choking

special thanks to @moonlit-jeno​ @domjaehyun​ @waithyuck​ for reading parts of it/all of it beforehand!

the soft hours of twilight have their holds on you, chilling you to your bones even as you pull the heavy fur cape tighter around your body. you should’ve pulled something over your thin nightgown, you suppose, something to act as a middle layer between silk and skin and peryton fur, but it’s too late for that. you’re already out on your private balcony, overlooking a kingdom you’d do anything to see the sun rise on day after day. 

far, far past the outskirts of your humble realm, barely visible to your own eye, an unsettlingly large camp of soldiers is finishing setting up camp for the night. you watch as tiny, tiny orange pinpricks - no doubt the fires they’d set to make food, to alert you of their presence - begin to get snuffed out. finally, they sleep.

if you were any worse of a person, of a ruler, you would send your army after them now, hours before the battle is set. perhaps, if you were any less selfish, you would do so regardless of keeping your status as a good and just monarch. if you were any less selfish, you would shake awake the love of your life and hand him his cape after shedding it from your shoulders. you would tell him to rouse his men and women, to arm them to their teeth, and to fight for what is right using means that are entirely wrong. 

as if privy to your thoughts, your head knight stirs in the too-large bed behind you. you turn just in time to see him sit up and twist his body left, right, left as he stretches to rid himself of sleep. it’s too late - or maybe too early - for either of you to be awake. maybe you should have stayed within his warm embrace rather than gotten out of bed to size up the army of the kingdom of crithage. 

even now, you can’t help but strategize, at least on a basic level. crithagians are unused to the cold of your beautiful - but often frigid - ekoria. they won’t expect your people to fall upon them from the icy cliffs that surround their camp, nor will they be able to see over the oncoming blizzard your royal sky-reader has predicted. she has not been incorrect in many, many years. ekorians have, over the years, grown accustomed to heavy snows, among other weather phenomenon, so your army’s visual acuity is not to be questioned. 

that, and your troops are in the hands of the best warrior ekoria has ever had.

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#reviews #i love u #forever after this fic was posted… i’m an english major and freelance writer now

[gohyuck]

#0606 #my goodness

[gohyuck]

my cousin is watching grey’s so i just had to reread smultronstalle again. i miss you and your writings!! hope you’re happy and healthy always <33

i hope it was good this time around too!! you’re so sweet, thanks for coming back to my work. i hope you’re doing well and staying safe 🫶🏽🫶🏽

#anonymous #ask

[gohyuck]

what’s stopping me from writing the most tragic backstory you’ve ever seen

[gohyuck]

wow.. seeing you reblog smultronställe i reread the prompt and was like wow this sounds really good, but then i realized i read this series way back when you first wrote it. i took a break from tumblr for a couple years but i have a good memory so as i reread it was like i was remembering how i felt the first time i read and remembered how well written the piece was. i think it’s one of the most fleshed out, professional works i’ve ever read to date and even though i don’t really read for nct anymore, i think i’ll come back to it whenever i see it again or whenever i feel like it just because it really was that good of a piece and the writing is just a breath of fresh air <3

you’re too kind!! i’ve also been on an (extended) tumblr break (though i did see nct dream live a little bit ago so i’m not exactly on a kpop break) so it’s nice to come back to messages like this whenever i do drop in. i appreciate you rereading it, and i’m so glad you’ve enjoyed the work i put in

#reviews #ask #anonymous