Successfully had my surgery on 9/21!! I’m finally back to work fulltime, though it’s been really busy! I didn’t have the time I thought I would to make a comeback during my recovery because, shockingly….. I was recovering LMAO. and ofc I like to think i’m superwoman so i went back a week early.
not smart BUT LOL. I needed that $$$ since we unfortunately i had no sick/vacation time left and my job doesn’t have fmla
ANYWAY!!! I do plan on coming backnow that i can… you know. actually eat real food and have energy!!
my activity will absolutely be sporadic since my internet sitch is not great bc i literally can’t get wifi upstairs bc mom eats it all with her qanon livestreams 🙃🔫
but ofc, you guys can always just ask for my dis.cord and we can chat/scream abt our meowmeows/plot/what have you there.
thanks for continuing to be with me on this journey 🥹🫶 love u all!!!!!!
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lmao so quick update!
i did not, in fact, learn when my surgery was going to be. i did have an endoscopy yesterday (they found nothing— no ulcers, only a bit of gastritis) though, so.
i go back to the surgeon on the 18th so maybe i’ll learn something then 🥲
one more day until i learn when my surgery is going to be. hopefully sooner rather than later. i need cletus (what i named my gallbladder) to yeetus.
me, in pain: cletus is kicking
assistant manager: EWWWW I HATE IT
also assistant manager: we’re throwing a baby shower for cletus.
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one more day until i learn when my surgery is going to be. hopefully sooner rather than later. i need cletus (what i named my gallbladder) to yeetus.
me, in pain: cletus is kicking
assistant manager: EWWWW I HATE IT
also assistant manager: we’re throwing a baby shower for cletus.
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memes for that specific brand of ships
SOFTER:
“ stop doing that— stop trying to hide your emotions from me. ”
“ i can’t make you trust me. but i’m gonna stick around long enough for you to realize you can. ”
“ not everyone is just gonna become another scar. some people will stay, if you let them. ”
“ i feel like i’ve been living in a storm for so long, like i’m just drifting from wave or wave hoping i won’t drown. ”
“ what happened to you? what made you so scared to stay still long enough to let someone in? ”
“ i don’t wanna be scared anymore. ”
“ even when you smile, your eyes are still sad. ”
“ you’re safe with me. you can let go. breathe. ”
“ i just want to belong somewhere again. or to someone, i guess. ”
“ the thing about never having a home, is you don’t know what to do when you’re finally given one. you just feel like you’re waiting for something to take it away again. ”
“ would you just sit still? you’re gonna get an infection if you don’t let me clean this up. ”
“ i’m not gonna hurt you. i’m just here to help. ”
“ close your eyes. go back to sleep. nothing can hurt you while i’m here. ”
“ you looked so peaceful while you were sleeping…i couldn’t bring myself to wake you up. ”
“ why do you trust me? ”
“ don’t do that— don’t shut down on me. let me in. ”
“ you were talking in your sleep again. i’m starting to think they’re memories and not just dreams. ”
“ i’m not used to letting people close. i don’t like being vulnerable— but i want to, with you. i want to let you in. ”
“ how did you get this scar? ”
“ i don’t always need you to fix everything. i just— sometimes i just want you to listen. ”
“ you’re so beautiful when you laugh. i wish i could see it more, but maybe it’s the rarity of it that makes it so captivating. ”
DARKER:
“ every time i touch you, there’s a moment where you look like you think it will hurt. ”
“ why aren’t you scared of me? ”
“ you’d accept a caress from the same hands that leave you bruised, just to feel warm. ”
“ i’ll kill anyone that makes you hurt like that again. i’d kill them just for taking your smile. ”
“ i want to keep you all to myself. i don’t want anyone but us to know the things we do in secret. ”
“ you’re mine now. and i won’t let anyone take you from me. ”
“ would you kill for me? ”
“ i’d cut my heart out and place it in your hands if it would prove my devotion to you. ”
“ you love me so fiercely. i’m almost afraid of it. ”
“ i know if anyone hurt me, you’d never let them see another day. and i think i like that a little too much. ”
“ i know you’re dangerous, but i also know you won’t hurt me. you bark, and you growl, but you never bite. not me, at least. ”
“ who hurt you? who made you so sad and lonely? tell me so i can make them pay. ”
“ i don’t like the way they look at you. perhaps i’ll cut their eyes out. ”
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“ they hurt me. now i want you to make it better. make them hurt too. ”
“ if anyone lays even a single finger on you, i’ll cut it off and feed it to them. ”
“ yes. i killed them— but i did it for you. ”
“ i had to do it. no one gets to make you sad and get away with it. ”
“ i told you, i’ll love you no matter what. i’ll wipe the blood off your skin. i’ll clean the dirt off your hands from every grave you dig. i don’t care if you’re a monster. ”
“ you should be scared of me. i like that you’re not. ”
“ don’t you know my love could destroy you? ”
“ come, sit in my lap and tell me whose blood i should spill tonight. ”
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𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒 ; a collection of enemies to lovers sentence starters . change the pronouns if needed .
i know that you are my enemy , but you have intoxicated me into falling in love with you .
you're the first person who is vulnerable enough to make me impossibly weak .
will i ever regret my own choice for loving you instead of killing you ?
forget who we are , let's make our new life together .
at first you were the hell that you gave me , until you become my heaven .
I'll try my best to deserve you .
i seek for peace , until i found you .
tell me , why does my own enemy could make feel safe ?
though you are dangerous , you are also capable of love .
my hands have stained with bloods and violence , yet you choose to hold them like a precious thing .
i've hurt you , why would you seek love and warmth in me ?
i'd rather die in your arms than being stabbed by you .
curse me with your love , darling .
what did you do to me to make me fall in love with you ?
you're so pure and innocent , and i am scared to hold you and break you into pieces .
losing you is my worst nightmare .
i'm sorry for hurting you .
be in my dreams to replace the nightmares you have given me .
why do you want me of all people ?
i can't help myself from falling in love with you .
let's have a peaceful life , shall we ?
i shouldn't have given you the scar , i hate it so much .
be happy with me .
i've always hated your smile , but as i keep seeing you smile , i begin to admire them .
god really gives me a soulmate in a possible way , doesn't he ?
i'm grateful to have you as my enemy .
i feel calm when i am with you .
teach me how to love , so i won't hurt you .
all i knew in my life: love is a weakness . then you came into my life , making me stronger not to lose you .
every second i have spent with you , i'll treasure them to remember you .
you don't have any idea how much i love you .
there are many reasons why i hate about you , but those reasons turn into something why i love you .
we were destined to be enemies , so we could fight against each other until we tire ourselves and find many reasons why we should stop and forgive each other .
i forgive you , despite the hell you have put me through .
let us move forward into something new .
i should've let you die , but i chose to protect you .
sit , and let me tell you the reasons why am i falling in with you .
it's impossible , isn't it ? how two enemies can have feelings for each other ?
let me protect you instead of fighting against you .
each day i am always worried something dangerous might happen to you , but i am the danger , aren't i ?
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