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Its my desk🐦

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After all, no flower can Bloom from a smooth and perfect stone.

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Sometimes I wish my everything was still art like it used to be

After all, what ruined me was my inner desire to be a whole human being.it slowed me down, it made me miserabile... made me weak.

But if i think deeply about It, it was an inevitable outcome, an attempt to fill another hole in my soul, created by the desire itself

something i dont know if i should escape from, or Just wait a little longer

To find away to balance it.

Maybe i should start with finding pleasure in everything i used to like again.

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Deep down, we both know its a lie you wish to be real

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Fear of getting better

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I dont understand, i cant really think at the moment, its prolly bc i havent really slept for some days.

But anyways currently i am not sad? Im not numb? What happened to me? I should be happy about it.

I cant think, i dont understand whats happening inside of me, my mind is empity, im confused i cant even describe what im feeling, thats strange

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È il mio 5 anniversario su Tumblr 🥳

Oh my

#5 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

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Overthinking texts

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Life has been feeling weird Lately

If i think about how ive been in the past few months, it was everything but good.Every month i seemed to have something different to get sad about, then i reached the point were i no longer cared and felt at peace.then i Remembered how i cannot live ignoring life itself, so it got worse again.

Currently im feeling weird, im not sad or stressed, Just weird, maybe its somenthing in betweeen.

I keep seeing that old friend of mine, i feel so Happy when we are together, he often gives me some very nice comics and manga advices, im reading all the things he talked me about, they are all really nice.

Apart from that i feel like part of my life got Better thanks to him, im less sad at least, its not like this solves all my problems, but it feels nice.

Currently i still cant really do much in an interested way, i still lack that desire, that somenthing that pushes me and motivates me to have a future. Whats scary is that sometimes i dont know if i still wanna have a purpose, as if i got one, then id no longer be me, as if i didnt deserve a happy life, whats going on? Im so confused.

I guess it all started last year when my desire to draw ane to improve slowly began to fade away, i guess i changed my priorities, maybe work wasnt what truly satisfied me, but what is it then? People? Other hobbies? I cant really tell anymore.

All i know is that i cant find the same strengh i used to have to do anything to become a master, i think im wasting my potential, but yk, i dont know what to say, i cant even fully tell how i feel rn, let alone fighting for my future

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Added some colors

Selfless compassion

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Selfless compassion

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Talking

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Thoughts about beings

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Questions and roses

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Part 2

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