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hey look at this cool guy i found (totally not me. he looks very handsome)

Meet Belvedere , The Determination of Fate.

He's an new Oc I recently made when i was trying to redesign other oc of mine.

Belvedere works as an Orphanage Headmaster, Where he teaches children and tells them stories. He always help Bern whenever he's in a pickle.

[gwimm]

Look At this Lil Rascal, This Dude Kept evolving ⛹️🗿

Btw this is Gwen, from an Mafia Batim AU . I just feel like drawing him Lel.

[gwimm]

SKETCHES PART 1

Some might know him and some are not, so let me introduce you to Bern-!

Now he might look like bendy but he's actually just my own original character, it just that he was inspired by bendy.

the difference between this two are Bendy is a demon while Bern is not (there's lore 👀?)

He's one of my projects i workin on since 13 , i might post a comic in the future. but for now , have this sketches instead <3

BONUS :-

(random sketches and lore..?)

[gwimm]

I'm sorry you had to go through all that , man. I didnt know Unicornlilac did that to you :(

I also want to share a lil story of mine about them:

This happened like a few years before covid hits on early 2020 when i first join tumblr, i was 13 and i joined batim fandom where i met toony and became friends.

Probably around those few months , Unicornlilac approach me on tumblr chats and began to say hello. She probably approach me since she notice toony and me were interacting with each other through posts and reblogs.( i noticed this since she likes my posts quite frequent)

At first, we have normal convos, we were chatting quite alot and all seems fine and dandy on couple of few days. I dont really remember that much this convo i had with her but she did mention to me about toony to me and told me if we were friends. i told her toony and i are friends and i asked her why she mention it.

she told me that toony and her were ex-friends and she was mentioning alot about how sad she is not being friends anymore. i was like sorry for you but at the same time i was getting lil sus.

Like why she not friends with toony anymore. Me personally knowing toony, they are a great person so i was suspicious why she mention it suddenly but i dont want to judge too soon.

she always chat me quite frequent like almost everyday.

I notice she compliments me alot like calling me cute and baby and stuffs. ofc, at first, i didnt think much since thats probably how she acts with others (i also didnt know she was an actual ADULT).

She also asks me to join a voice call and when i join in, she heard my voice and starts to scream tons of compliments and call me cute. i was quite overwhelmed but i brush it off.(this person is an adult, and idk that)

Until one day, toony make a call out post about unicornlilac. This was when i realized i was chatting with a groomer. Since that, i always try to find a way to cut connection with her but i couldnt cuz i was afraid she would notice something off so i continue to act like i always do.

Tbh, after knowing what she did , i wish she could gone to a redemption and admits her mistakes but instead she disappears and i never seen her again.(probably after toony call her out)

yeah thats all there is to it. im just glad that she didnt try to take advantage of my lack in knowledge about social predators at the time but then again, she probably notice i was a cautious since i make a callout bendy-chat acc trying to drag me in +18 roleplay when i was only 13 at the time.

Sorry for the everyone that got involve with her , i hope you all are doing great. stay strong and stay vigilant to those around you.

Tw grooming/unalive/self harm mentions

Anyways

Here to discuss two of my groomers from the past

Aka MiloIsHere on discord idk what their user is here on Tumblr and Unicornlilac

Yes these are old things

But still I'm going to talk abt

Yes I heard Unicornlilac had unalived themselves idk how long ago

Ppl also tend to forget nsfw rps with minors is low-key grooming if they didn't consent to it, or can lead the adult to bride the minor to do nsfw rps Abt themselves, which unicornlilac did at one point to me

Info under the cut

Idc if I get attacked by my currently alive groomer or his pals, either I'll argue with or ignore yall

Also if u want, y'all can reblog and share

But for unicornlilac:

They were in their 20s, I think like 22 maybe

I was 16, they sexualized my OCs, one basically a child, the ogs know my boy Strawco, yes, him and Gearshift did a ton of the deed bc it's what they pressured to do, especially Ezy when I first made him, Ezy was also sexualized by them, with several Bendy clones at once

There's also them asking me out, I was 15 just turned 16, they kept implying to date, low-key even mentioning having sex and meeting up irl

Ofc I turned that down, but they did make jokes abt how we would do it bc as most of u know, I'm trans, so they were trying to talk abt how we'd do it and pointing out how I didn't have a dick

They even mentioned to me how they dated someone who would have been my age at the time (16) but they broke up 2 years prior

Making that person 14 years old, idk their story tho or how long unicornlilac was with them, just might be before they turned 14 for all I know, I can't provide evidence for this bc unicorn deleted everything and I had blocked them prior to that

For Milo (who I have evidence for):

Tons of NSFW rp from them, didn't really talk much outside of the NSFW rp, they never asked if I was ok with the rp, just went ahead and did it, I only went with it bc I was a ppl pleasing traumatized wreck that broke my own boundaries for it, (y'all would know I wasnt fond of my characters being referred to suggestively if y'all remember when I was upset with ppl calling Ezy a man whore, stuff like "hot" or "handsome/pretty" was fine tho), remember ppl, if they don't say yes, that doesn't mean it's not a no, it's a no until they say yes, I was 16 at the time, they were 17 going to be 18, and continued when they turned 18, i believe Milo is abt 19/20 now

Sexualized Ezy (only time they rped was for sexual rps between him and Don), had a drowning kink, I only figure out bc they did a water demon rp with their bendy and mine on a non NSFW channels in a server, only stopping when I said my boy doesn't need to breathe and is Aroace so if that's a turn off so they stopped so fast, weird if that's just a reg rp

Plus I've heard they did this type of rp many ppl, not just me, even ones that included choking and cutting

Lied about their age in different servers and dms to do nsfw rp

So if he claimed to be 18+ before/around the time of May, 2021

U were lied to

Many adults were lied to abt their age just to do nsfw rps

Got upset when someone didn't include their bendy in a work with different Bendys and my Ezy, which was a surprise gift we didn't know abt

And got upset when they weren't in it and seem to take pride in being messed up in the image above, didn't feel guilty until I pointed out that's not something to be proud of

I know they contacted the artist abt it, idk how they did but for all I know it probably came off as pretty rude

Only apologized to me to keep shipping, if I hadn't mentioned what I did, they probably would have continued abt the shipping rather than a really apology I low-key eventually pressured but still didn't seem sincere tbh and took a "I mess everything up" approach

This was stuff on my old phone I got from Google photos, when they took a joke too seriously there and started to guilt me for it, yes I did spiral so I know I over apologized but they didn't say they forgave me until this last message and told me to not make it into a self blame thing on my own server that everyone knew was a joke, and when asked not to make that joke I apologize and we dropped it, the only one that escalated was Milo

Doesn't ask if I'm up to rp, expects me to comply

When ignored

Tries again

The way they questioned the ban from my server seems pretty passive aggressive, probably nothing big but included anyways

Also this is old from my old discord acc

He asked what bbc was, I made something up tbh I didn't know what it meant back then

Don't know why he turned it on me

Um why???

When exposed for all this one someone else's server he started angrily (or so I'm told) questioning who did it and had threatened to self harm over it, I heard from ppl it was a way they guilted ppl to listen to them

I wasn't the only one he groomed but I'll leave it up to the ppl who were victims to step up if they see this post

#Callout #spread this pls

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I'M BACK-!!! (FOR REAL THIS TIME. NOT CLICKBAIT.)

AGAIN FOR REAL IM ALIVE DIS TIME ;D

Well Im sure not everyone knows where the hell have i been... but,

I just wanna say that i been great, just takin a break from tumblr/other socials and doing my study (like hell my brain is still empti huheehuheu) anyways, i decided to change my mind and decided to post WEEKLY, for now on. (TUMBLR ONLY)

About Making Bendy and other au contents, i will still continue them but i decided to focus on my own project/interests more instead since im not into batim like i used to (but i still will do them if requested ^^ ).

anyways its 3am gotta go sleep now.. byebye-!

(i will talk more about the latter later.)

[gwimm]

Sorry for sudden vent there.

Just had to get things out of my chest.

Been wanting to seek help but couldn't afford or know how to. It churns my stomach eveytime i vent.

But For now, i felt a little bit better now things are out. Though it's not completely gone, things can improve along the way.

I won't be posting in this blog forever. Reasons due to studying and moving my main blog to a new email acc, which probably up now. (On Tumblr btw i cancel my plans for other socials since there alot of problems i'm not prepared yet.)

This blog will be archived and be stored for memories. Who knows, i might visit it after years for nostalgia trip.

Though i kept you updated every week, might post a doodle to not keep things bored out. You can dm me (Only friends and followers though)

if you want though probably not around times i had school. (Saturday and Sunday)

I hope it won't take long for me to finished my exams. Hope for the best to you all and have a great day.💖🫂

[gwimm]

WHERE HAVE I BEEN?

Status update:

Sorry for being dead for about 1 year(?)

Mainly, I been busy with my trial and final exams

(which is for Trial(October)&Finals(January) next year)

that is nearing so I was left with a choice to keep studying.

⚠️ BIG VENT ALERT-!

(I don't want to ruin anyone day for being negative)

Last year (probably?), I had an episode of being anxious about things i do that i began to erase myself and being feel ashamed about it which almost bring my depression back. (That's why my other social are gone)

That's why i had issues of maintaining relationships with people because of this sudden episode that came back and haunted me for days or months.

I had not told anyone of this issues till today and had been bottling my feelings to myself because i don't want to make anyone hold any of my burden,

Which makes me feel guilty of not telling anyone and ruin potential long lasting relationships i had with them.

I lost many of friends(rl) through out my childhood and the cycle still continues...

I always been jealous of having a group of friends that can fully trust and had long lasting relationships.

It makes me feel left out of the moments that i could possibly cherish them in the future.

What am i supposed to do to stop this ever from happening? I can't keep losing someone that i can trust. I felt lost... i cant do anything... I'm sacred that i'll be alone and had to continue living like this.

It's not that like i love being alone, I DO love being with people it's just that my feelings towards them wasn't honest enough. Even if i do met someone i really want to become friends with, they just gone and never came back.

...

Sorry... I never wanted to do this... but it's been years and i had no where else to go beside here... I hope this vent doesn't effect anyone as much as i do. I'm sorry if i ever did anything or do something that offended anyone... i had nothing else to say...

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Some OCS for the Bounty AU :D

Matches (A Match) , Danish (Angel) , Cipher (Bat/Devil)

(Yep I decided to change the AU Name and now it's a Bounty Hunters AU :] )

These three are amongs the shorter Ocs I made (excluding Gwin cuz his size can't be determined).

Lemme know if ya want to see more of them :D

#batim #bendy and the ink machine #batim au #bendy fanart #oc #batim oc #bendy oc #bendy au #batdr #bendy and the dark revival #cuphead #cuphead ocs #Bounty Alert Au #BAAu

[gwimm]

Ooo~ The result is very tempting~✨ 😏

Guess I'm quite a temptation for others 😉

here's a random word generator--whatever word it gives you is now the thing you are the deity of

[gwimm]

MAFIA CONTENT amshsj

Just Revamped this Goofball and He's all brand new <]]

Also Bonus doodles:

Mafia Bendy X Gwen #crackship sksabk

#batim #bendy and the ink machine #mafia au #batim au #bendy fanart #batim mafia au #mafia!gwen #batim oc #bendy the ink demon #ink demon #bendy fan art

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Over the last 3 years, I’ve drawn 250+ pages of my webcomic but I wouldn’t be surprised if I’ve drawn less than 25 drawings of my characters outside of that…

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I’m gonna open up a few comms cuz I wanna have money for when I’m at the airport Sunday. All up to full body flat colors.

No shading for full bodies but I’m willing to do lighting and shading for waist up and head shots.

Sfw only

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Sorry for lacking art this week-!

I just started going to school and this is the last year, so I probably won't be posting much but I will when I had the chance!

#mun #gwin #gwinn #mun asks

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reblog if you want more interaction w your lovely followers

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My Man more productive than most people out there XD

Honestly All the Jobs suit him-! :D

Does Benson had any jobs?

If so, What is his opinions about it-?

🎸

[gwimm]

OH-! I forgot I had another blog-!

This one is about another BATIM Au Content called Grimm's Studio.

Mostly some Canon BATIM arts and Ocs such as Gwim, Alise and William in their own cartoon counterparts-!

Let me know if you interested in this AU aswell-!

He's One

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