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The start of something new ✨

Commissioned piece with artcraawl 🫶🏼

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what a week huh?

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LOBO GUARÁ GUYS ITS LOBO GUARÁ

Shoutout to the maned wolf, which is technically neither wolf nor fox but has its own genus called Chrysocyon! Why -

why are your legs so long?

I mean, intellectually, I understand that it’s because you live in grasslands and have evolved to be able to see over the grass, but emotionally… why? Are they?? Like that??? Surely there was a way to make your body more cohesive and proportional-looking?

#lobo guará #they're very brazilian #i know cuz im one #a brazilian not a lobo guará

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Bestie dont do it first time i got super high on weed i had the worse trip ever ended up lying in bed two am typing "I need help" "how to know if im having a panick attack" or purely the "panick attack" one and you can guess where it took me lol!!!!!!

I want to look at info on anxiety and hyperactivity and overthinking at night on google but I know it'll just tell me i'm gonna die or some shit lmao

Idk what to doooooo

And my rdv with my psychologist is sadly only in a fking month bfuzjfjs ugh 🙄

#weed high #also im high #thats why im oversharing #isnt that why internet is for tho #tw: panic attack

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Canon

Gwyn: I love you more than anything, and I’ll do anything for you

Azriel: Admit you were wrong last night, then

Gwyn:

Gwyn: Go fuck yourself

#gwynriel

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i do consider all of my mutuals to be experts in whatever it is they’re talking about in the moment btw. like you’re absolutely one hundred percent right. i’ve managed to find the only correct people on the internet.

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so THAT is what happened on tumblr on November 5????? I was here and I understood SHIT

I had so many thoughts and let them all pass and forgot all about it. we're two years in and now I finally get it

Now it makes much more sense. I have reached enlightening. Thank you very much

yo it’s literally november 3rd. what’s next the 4th? and then. no it can’t be.

#november 5th #supernatural #november 5 2020 #thank you #gratitude #slay #destiel

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I hope every writer who sees this writes LOADS the next few months. Like freetime opens up, no writers block, the ability to focus, etc etc you're able to write loads & make lots of progress <3

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When reading fanfic keep in mind that for professional literature: 

Short story: under 7,500

Novelette: between 7,500 and 17,500

Novella: between 17,500 and 40,000

Novel: over 40,000

Fics over 40k are literally a novel written and shared for free.  If you have written a 40k+ fic, you have literally written a novel.

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i love enthusiastic comments istg the serotonin i get everytime i receive one, it never gets old 😭

My issue with likes is that they’re so passive. All that effort a writer puts into writing, editing, formatting, creating headers/dividers/fonts/whatever, and then all a reader can do is like?

Don’t get me wrong, if all you want to do is hit that like button then fine, you do you, at this point it’s pretty obvious that this way of interacting with fanfic is not going to change on here, but don’t get mad that your passive response to a lot of effort for your free consumption is only met with a lukewarm response.

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all energy healing is a scam except for when a kitty lays on your chest and purrs and purrs and sends restorative rays of magic into your bones and nerves. fellas that one’s real.

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obsessed with whatever distracts me from the horrors of being alive

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four of crows (with costume reveals)

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Fanfic writers really said "in any universe, in any scenario, despite any obstacle, these people would love each other" and I think that's very cool of us

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emails with “[AO3] Comment on _____” in the subject line give me a better dopamine rush than hard drugs ever will

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Nightmares

hey y'all i'm baaaack... my original plan was to post this later on the week but thought about gracing you lovelies with this new gwynriel piece! it's designed to have 4-5 chapters, but i don't know when I'll post it yet hehehe hope you like it !

He hears her sobbing in his dreams. First it’s faint, distant; but then it gets louder as his sleep borders awakening. Before he knows, he’s standing up, dagger in hand, shadows whispering desperately all the way to her door. Finding it was surprisingly easy, given how little time had been since Gwyn had moved into the House of Wind. Although it didn’t astound him that his shadows were the ones to know; they were always keen observers of the knowledge-seeker priestess. 

Azriel stops himself before knocking. The crying had ceased. 

He could walk away, for sure, head back to his room and let her come to him, if she thought suited. But the sudden, almost overwhelming urge to make sure she's fine is what makes him wait for her answer. Not to mention his frantic shadows insisting he’d at least check in on her. And he wouldn’t deny them, at least not when it came to Gwyneth Berdara.

“Gwyn?” He murmurs through the door. 

“Just one second” He hears her muffled voice in return. 

Steps, and then:

“Shadowsinger.” 

Puffy-eyed, clutching her robe against her chest, Gwyn greets him. She has a timid smile on her face, but it takes no Spymaster to see she indeed had been crying.

“Is everything ok?”

Seeing the dagger in his hand, Gwyn raises her eyebrows in a shadow of amusement:

“Yes. Is this an invitation for dagger-handling lessons?”

He can’t contain his furrowed eyebrows at her deflection.

“I thought I heard you crying.” Not an accusation, but a statement.

At that, Gwyn sighs and leans her head against the door, her expression immediately changing. Giving space to what he can detect as exhaustion.

“Bad dreams.”

He notices how she says “dreams”, in plural, and is familiar with the feeling as well; still, all he does is nod in return. 

"Do you want to come in?"

Not at all what he expects, it catches him by surprise:

"Do you want me to?"

"If I didn't, I wouldn't have asked you."

He's about to decline by politeness, invent some lame excuse, but his shadows sing otherwise. She needs you.

So he comes in.

Her bedroom is simple-looking and comfortable. A large bed takes up most of the space, with cream-colored walls and a wooden bookcase on the left. Near the bed on the right, is a door he can assume leads to her bathroom, and next to it, a single leather chair.

Unsure of what to do, he stands in the middle of the room with his hands in the pockets of his linen pants.

Gwyn chuckles: 

"Well don't you just stand there. It makes me feel weird."

She then points to the armchair, and proceeds to sit at the end of her bed.

He does as said, and watches in silence as she fiddles with the hem of her nightgown for a couple of seconds:

"Sometimes I dream of that night" she lets out, copper hair disheveled falling over her shoulders. "But most times, I dream of her."

Catrin. Her twin sister. 

The one he couldn't save in time.

Gwyn lifts her stare from her pajamas to the ceiling. "I dream she's here with me, alive and well. But she has almost no time left in this world, and doesn't know it. So I try to find ways to make her stay, to delay the inevitable. To make sure she'll still be here when I wake up. And I talk to her as if I didn’t know she'll be gone soon, but I always do." 

She sighs, "These dreams can be even more heartbreaking than the nightmares."

He feels a sharp sting in his chest at her vulnerability. At how honest she's being with him. So he offers some in return,

"When I was young, I lived in the dark." Saying those words doesn't pain him as much as he thought it would, "I'd dream of my mother most nights. In those dreams, I was always with her, under the sun. We had all the time in the world to be together, happy and free, but I knew it was only a matter of time before I woke up. And then I'd be all alone in the dark again."

Gwyn's stare meets his, filled with such understanding it almost breaks him. He braces himself for her answer, for anything. 

But not for what it comes next:

"Can you stay here? Just until I fall asleep?" Her voice is so small it's barely a whisper. It makes him want to come closer to her.

He offers her a gentle smile instead: 

"Of course."

That turns out to be the very first night they sleep together; even if it takes him a lot more time to fall asleep, slightly uncomfortable in the small armchair. But when he wakes up some hours later, neck craned and wings numb, he’s surprised to see the bed in front of him empty, with nothing but a tiny piece of paper on top of the covers:

"Didn't want to wake you. See you in training.

Thank you, Azriel.

G."

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list of favorite things as a fanfic author:

When someone is really freaking mad at me for inducing an emotional response from them

when readers give me a background of how/when they read my writing

when readers give me a background of why they shouldn’t have been reading my writing (usually while at work)

when readers quote my work back to me in comments

the frickin’ real heroes here, the ones who comment on every chapter of an ongoing multi-chapter fic