gyuphorias

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nobody knows that gyuphorias was at txt san antonio day 1 last tuesday that's crazy

#— ⭐️ moon speaks #saw the love of my life beomgyu in person #actually the highlight of my life i fear

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#— ⭐️ moon speaks #heyyyyy (10 months absence) #lots of things have happened

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alright so. i've mentioned this a few times before, but for a while, i've been thinking of moving blogs. this account just isn't what it was when i started it last year and i want a fresh start. i won't delete this acc ofc bc i want people to continue loving what i posted here, but i won't be active here anymore.

if you'd like to continue supporting me, you can find my new account here!

#⭐️ — moon speaks

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(in response to ur response lol)

whatever you decide to do, i am wishing you all the best and sending you so much support 🫶🏽 i think it'd be super cool to see what you decide to do with your new account since i love the theme on this one so much and whenever the inspiration for you to write again hits, i'll be really excited to see it

thank u sm ily kiza 🫶🏻

#🌙 — talking to the moon #🌙 — kiza

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im sorry you've been having a hard time :( i understand the feeling unfortunately but im sending you all the love and i truly hope things get better <3

also completely understandable if you do decide to move accounts, tumblr rly hasn't been as fun lately 🫤 ive been trying to get back into writing but... shits rough out here lol

thank u lovely <3 working through every day as best as i can yk

n yeah ... i wanna start writing again but i just. don't rly like this specific acc anymore. idk if it's bc i started to associate w negative things or what but. Yeah i think a new acc and a fresh start will be good for me

#🌙 — talking to the moon #🌙 — kiza

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HIII MOON :D glad to see you here (even if for a little while) missed seeing my fav moots 🫶🏽🫶🏽

hiii kiza 🫶🏻 glad to be here for a while and talk to my mooties again missed y'all

#🌙 — talking to the moon #🌙 — kiza #i wanna start being active again #but this acc just isn't the vibes anymore #i think i have a new url i wanna use so i might be dropping an announcement soon if i decide to move #idk i just miss my moots and my anons and writing a lot #especially lately bc i've been having a rly hard time 🥺

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copying ur gf huh

maybe so? what are u gonna do abt it 🤨

#🌙 — talking to the moon

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yeah not to copy dream but i am here (momentarily) too hello 🫶🏻

#⭐️ — moon speaks #tbh i've kinda talked abt it with them before #and i think i might move accs #bc this one just doesn't have The Vibes anymore #i just can't come up w a good url 💔 #i peaked w gyuphorias it's devastating

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ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

-Yh

happy birthday!!!

#🌙 — talking to the moon #🌙 — younghoon anon

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++ ALSO THE PLACE I GET MY ALBUM ISN'T EVEN STOCKING IT YET?! LIKE UGGGH

I was gonna buy myself it for my birthday (15 days to go!!) But it's not listed yet, so I brought myself Yena's Smiley album instead, bc she's actually my wife. (I was gonna buy smartphone but my friend convinced me to by her first album before her second)

Now I'm just rambling,, but I hope you're looking after yourself! Please remember that we all have days that are worse (in some cases much worse) then others and it's nothing to beat yourself up about!! We all love you and care about you !! Please also remember to stay hydrated and eat as well!!

-yh

PLEASEEEE i wanna buy their album so bad but i'm SO broke rn (like $6 in my bank account broke 💀) i rly wanna start collecting their pcs too since i love them sm and it'll be easier since they're nugu w 3 albums 😭

very early happy birthday!! i hope u have the best day!! i'm glad ur treating urself already <3

#🌙 — talking to the moon #🌙 — younghoon anon #also trying very hard to look after myself but life just . is not it rn #so i'm struggling a lot #but i'm trying and i think that's what's most important

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I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO TALK ABOUT ENGINE OMG?! HOW AMAZING IS IT 💔 LIKE STEVEN?! (I remember seeing his new hair colour after it being platinum for so long and not liking it BUT I ADORE IT NOW) OH AND WOOBIN?! HE'S BEEN LOOKING SO GOOD, SAME WITH YOUNGBIN. AND LIKE DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON SUIL- HE IS SO MY BOYFRIEND IT'S NOT FUNNY.

but seriously, imo the album is one of the best kpop albums this year (partly because Luminous' music is amazing and this year in kpop has been sorta lackluster for me). But I wasn't expecting it to be bop after bop. Like, Hologram and marionette? Definitely my faves.

(I originally came here to talk about Jacobs purple hair but that's literally a whole different topic)

-yh

me collapsing to the floor when i saw that youngbin has pink hair for this comeback

anyways YEAH i woke up early on the day the engine mv released bc i had sorority recruitment happening and i watched it while eating breakfast and it's just so good!!! one of my favorite cbs this year so far bc lmn5 never misses ‼️ i haven't listened to the whole album yet just bc i haven't had the time or been in the right headspace to sit down and do so but i don't doubt that it's one of the best tbh!!

(and yeah cob purple hair.... he did that for me bc my favorite color is purple 🫶🏻)

#🌙 — talking to the moon #🌙 — younghoon anon

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i'm gonna have to start running a luminous update acc but i am going to singlehandedly raise them out of nugudom

#⭐ — moon speaks #the selfies youngbin posted earlier... #my boyfriend <3<3 #engine is so good i love it sm #i rly wanna get their album but i'm BROKE broke rn 💔

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hi moon ! saw that you’re not doing well but wanted to stop by and tell you that it’s okay,everything is gonna work out for you 🤍 i hope that you feel better soon so that the world can see you smile again,it’s a whole lot brighter when you do 🤍

v i love u so much 🥺 thank u 🥺🤍

#🌙 — talking to the moon #🌙 — v

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sending u some hugs and a bunch of love!!! i hope everything works out. it’s always the hardest to work through the bad days but i have faith in you! if you need anyone to rant to i’ll offer my services <3

thank u a lot i really appreciate it <3

#🌙 — talking to the moon #🌙 — hyuneater

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think about hoshi coming to you after you've had a bad day. he's quiet, maybe for the first time ever, soft when he reaches for you to hold your face. he hushes you if you cry, pets your hair and tucks your face into the crook of his neck. swaying you gently back and forth. he's be so warm and would smell good, i think, and super comfy when he eventually lays down with you, humming or singing softly until you fall asleep.

the way i'm going to be thinking about this when i fall asleep tonight i'm so serious.

the image of him using the backs of his hands to wipe tears away ☹️ and then just crowding u against his chest in his arms. don't ask questions or talk until ur ready for it, if ur ready for it. orders delivery, puts on a comfort movie, just a competing presence... oh i need him in my room right now so so bad

#🌙 — talking to the moon #🌑 — new moon #🌑 — svt #hoshi makes me so happy #and he's been a very comforting person for me the last few hours

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nah bc i need yall to send some asks i just had the worst day of my life

#⭐ — moon speaks #impulsively cut my hair last night and now i'm contemplating checking myself into a psych ward bc i can't afford hair dye 🙏🏻 #like ... HALF joking #i'm just in a very bad mental health situation #and i wanna talk to literally anyone

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✶ seventeen when you take your promise ring off during a fight

ft. performance unit

-> vocal unit | hip hop unit

junhui: he only notices it when you start to walk away. there's a lull in the kitchen, the type of weighted silence that lies thick and suffocating in the air, waiting for someone to make the first move. junhui takes the knife and slices. ("we can talk about it tomorrow," he says.) it gives you both time to be angry about it, sleep it off, then apologize. except, he sees the glint of metal rolling around in your fingers, and your still-empty ring finger when you turn around to leave. junhui has always given you time, given you the space to cool off and talk about it next morning, but he feels if he lets you and the ring go to sleep like that—("your ring," junhui calls quietly, his voice almost fragile with the way he speaks it. he hopes it's just a reminder, not a plea.) the band freezes in your fingers before you silently slip it back on.

soonyoung: he goes quiet. arguments with soonyoung are agitated, barely contained words exchanged like the beginning spark of a lit match; it's never loud, always tense, but soonyoung sees the fidgeting slide of your ring on and off your finger and his match snuffs out. his words trail off into nothing but a wisp of smoke, argument dying with it as he silently walks over to you, a careful yet gentle hand on yours. ("stop." it's the ash that falls from the top of burned incense, the soaking of a matchstick in water.) if you held your breath, you'd notice the slight tremble in his hands before your fingers left your ring and entwined with his instead.

minghao: the second you touch the band on your finger, he stops. ("let's talk about it later," he amends, eyes flickering to your hand before looking up at you as a sort of silent mutual understanding, only to find a hard stubborness in your eyes.) to him, the small gesture is a sign that you need time to cool down, to talk about it civily when the fight isn't so fresh in both your minds; to you, the postponing is something he just says. when is later? when will you talk it over again? when will his words mean something more than just pacifying platitudes? ("no," you declare, firmly planted, metal burning. "we need to talk about this now." you need him to understand this, to understand that it's worth it.) and to him, nothing was worth more than you. so he sits down, and you talk it through, and you apologize.

chan: you see the panic fly through his eyes. the ring has always been a comforting presence to you, grounding you when you need it most. but in the midst of a fight, the metal feels too tight around your finger. you needed to feel the skin beneath it again. chan stops mid-speech the moment he sees you pull it off your finger, alarm in his voice when you move to put it on the table. chan says your name like a fraying thread, as if wide eyes and closing distance were the only things he could do to keep it together, to keep you with him. (he looks between you and the ring, panic barely kept within its confines as chan tries not to spiral. "what...what are you..." is all he can manage to get out, words buzzing as they leave his tongue. you pause, startled, following his shaky gaze to the ring between your fingertips, and you breathe out a single noise. "oh.") you're not, you assure him, metal band warm in your palm. you would never. chan doesn't stop looking at you with trembling eyes until he can slide it on your finger himself.

#⚡️— moon recs #cried idk #chan's is heartbreaking i'm so srs #the image in my head was VIVID #screaming crying punching the air #i love that these all end w not going to bed angry tho #that is The Rule #plus i just love good communication in fics #thank u op 🫶🏻