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Meant for something better than rotting in my childhood bedroom

#long time no post things were good for a while and still are Better but they've gotten Bad again and I don't have energy to do things anymor #a feeling of rotting but not volatile and painful #one that creeps and worms it's way here you don't realize it's entangled you #until you can't move from your spot and all you want is to return to the fungus-ringed spot #shaped like your curled up body #your place of rest #your open grave

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pinned like a moth

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Simone de Beauvoir, from a letter to Jean-Paul Sartre (Paris, 21 February 1941)

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flesh by leMÁine

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Not ready to post the whole thing but i wrote a poem for the first time in 2 years and immediately entered my rupi kaur era 😔 im sorry

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It Stopped Raining (2019) ‘静かな雨’ dir. Ryutaro Nakagawa

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“i should value myself”

artist: masha kasha

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But the thing I will never admit to anyone who's met me is how desperately I want to be loved, I don't think I could say it. How I want someone to hold my wrists and kiss my palms and smile at me, and want me, I want to be wanted and I don't know how long poetry or songs will substitute for being wanted.

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Two Girls (Lovers) (1911), Egon Schiele / Going to Scotland, The Mountain Goats