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Aku SABAR kerana SAYANG. Aku MENGALAH kerana SAYANG
Aku tahu kau marah, aku tahu kau benci, aku tahu kau menyesal kenal aku. And you might think that you shouldn't even have to met me. Wanna hear something? Let me tell you. Pernah sekali aku ignore kau? Pernah sekali aku tak ws kau sampai berhari hari? Pernah aku marah kau lebih dari sejam? Pernah aku merajuk dengan kau lebih dari 1 hari?? And if you said yes, tell me when. Even for the biggest mistakes you've ever done, i still forgive you as easy as i always do. Cakap pasal something yang "pelik pelik" with your ex is still not considered as big mistake??!!! Alasan kau apa? Kau dah biasa borak cemtu. Idgaf laaa. Kalau borak macam tu before kau dah ada aku, aku tak kisah. Kau memang still milik dia. Then what the hell and why the hell does that still happened even kau dah dengan aku? Wtf is that?!! Senang kan kau cakap "alaa benda dah lepas". Then yang kau merajuk sbb aku ws perempuan lain dulu tu?? Kau merajuk and abaikan aku for a week! Ada aku borak pelik pelik ke dengan dorang? Itu pon kau dah sakit hati macam aku flirt dengan dorang. So have you even think about my feeling when i read those? Have you?!! You broke my heart, but i still love you with all the pieces! Aku tahu kau akan cakap aku mengungkit, but just nak bagitahu perbezaan aku kalau marah dengan kau. And perbezaan kesalahan yang kita buat. Mungkin kau dah tak baca tumblr nii sbb aku dah lama tak post. But i hope you'll read this. You asked me to mind my words, pernah ke aku maki kau? Pernah ke aku caci kau? Hamun kau? Tapi kau???! Kau maki aku, hamum aku, caci aku. Did you even mind your words? And for the past few days yang kau merajuk dengan aku. Apa yang make you think i dont mind my words?? Aku cuma cakap kenapa kalau aku ajak otp, kau ckp ngantuk and then terus tido. Tapi kalau dah otp, mmg nak teman kau tido....why tak terus tido? Why sibuk main ws bagai?! Aku cuma nak masa dengan aku je. At least waktu malam, kau bagi privacy kat aku. Tak payah ws yang lain unless benda tu urgent. Tapi aku tak pernah dapat semua tuu. Kau takkam faham perasaan aku sbb aku tak buat kau macam tu. Cuba kalau aku buat benda sama dekat kau. Kau rasa? Mesti kau sakit hati kan? And now??? Kau abaikan aku, tapi kau sibuk dm dengan orang lain. Mesti adaaaaaaa je orang nak dm dengan kau. Aku biar, sebab aku tahu itu hak kau. Ada aku marah? Ada aku merajuk? Kalau orang dm aku?? Kau yang reply kan? Tapi kau merajuk dengan aku tu macam aku yang duduk melayan and reply dm dorang. Apa semua ni? Kau tak suka kena kongkong. Hakikatnya?? Aku kan yang kena kongkong? Pernah kau fikir? Pernah kau nampak benda ni?? Kau tak pernah. Sbb kau letak ego kau tinggi. Tinggi dari aku. Tinggi dari cinta kita. Betul? Kalau kau tak letak ego kau tu terlalu tinggi, mesti kau dah jadi macam aku, senang maafkan even for the VERY BIG MISTAKE!!! Tapi jawapan kau senang jee. "Benda dah lepas kan?" Senangnyaa kau lari dari masalah kau. Bila aku keep on push about benda tu, kau tak cuba nak mintak maaf pon. Kau lagi abaikan aku, cakap aku bangkitkan isu yang kecik sampai jadi besar, saja ungkit benda lama, kau cakap aku tah pape and kau pulak merajuk and marah kat aku. Hujung hujung aku yang pujuk kau. Benda yang kau buat tu kau anggap kesalahan KECIK KE?!!!! Dah laaaa. Aku penat dengan dunia. Baik aku mati lagi bagus. Biar kau bebas. Biar kau seronok. Biar kau senang nak buat apa pon. Biar kau tak rasa dikongkong lagi.
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Not Interested (a post long ago saved as draft)
If you're no longer interested with me, why can you just shout it out loud? No need for you to keep it away from me. If that's the fact, then what can I do? But it is better if you can just tell me if that was the case. Jujur tuu kadang kadang sangat menyakitkan, but the pain will not stay for long period. Unlike lying, the pain of lying when you've already know the truth are long lasting. Saya tahuuuu macam mana awak rasa back then in July 2016 because now I can feel it too. If you think that's a revenge, then you are wrong. I never took that as a revenge or karma. I always took it positively which is it was a lesson. A lesson to be learned by a people like me. Sometimes it hurt me a lot. But in order to grow, we must be hurt. That's how life is going. That's how I do thing. From the moment I started to realized about you until now, I will still say that you're the most precious things happen in my life. I could never be this strong kalau tak sebab awak. Love is full with caring, trusting, loving, blessing and even negative vibe are also there. We're in the middle of those things. Only us who determine the path of our way. If you choose to be with me in the future, then act like it. But if I'm not the one you wanted to be with and I'm just a place for you to take revenge on your last relationship, then just let me feel your love. At least until we've ended our studies.
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A NIGHT TO REMEMBER
I know its hard for you. I know I have been treating you so bad and not even trying to pursue you when you are sulking. But trust me, there is not my intention and I have gave my all to try and win you back. Its just the matter of ego. People said "LOVE is FORGIVENESS. But, TOO MANY forgiveness will make the love FADES". And it may be true based on our current situation. No matter how much forgiveness I gave to you, my love towards you never fade away. If your love towards me is faded, I dont mind. I dont even deserve to be loved by a living angel like you. I highly appreciate you for being part of me along our love story up until now. Thank you for that baby. And I am sorry for being such a jerk and I dont even mind my own words. It is a big mistake. But just for that one mistake, would you erase me from your life FOREVER? I am not making your past mistake to cover up my mistake and I am not using it as a point to pick a fight. We need a good heart to heart conversation to settle our problems. Just can you count how many times you have not mind your words on me? You cant. Yet I do count. But I ain't going to brag about it. Cukup lah saya je yang dianggap annoying dan menyakitkan hati bcs I am that kind of person. What hurts me, stays in me and saya taknak pon luahkan or even tunjuk kat sayang how much I am hurt. Once again, sorry and thank you for everything.
p/s: I LOVE YOU FOREVER SAYANG
AND I MISS YOU! ❤
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Thanks for spending time with me last night. Gonna miss all the moment with you 😢 every single moment ! 😭 i hate it to be far apart from you 💔 i cant bear to face it. 3 years is so long to wait. But i will wait for the one i loved so much 💖 may our relay remain untill marriage. I love you so much ❤ i miss you so bad. Thanks for accepting me since the first time i met you. I cant imagine hows life without you. Perhaps im still single by now? Thank yiu terima saya seadanya. Terima kasih sudi jadi yang special pada saya. Thank you sk much for everything. Inwont ever forget you sayang. I love you till the end. Last day together meant everything to me 💕 till we meet again baby. See you when i see you 😘 3 years to go 💍
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Last day 💔😔😢 it really broke my heart. Gonna miss you so bad 😭😭
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