haikkeiji

[haikkeiji]

【10.30am】

they say a picture speaks a thousand words, but what if even the image you captured could not convey the complexity of your profound feelings?

what would happen then?

“did you have fun?”

he nodded with a satisfied hum, the device on his hand felt much heavier than it should’ve been when he first held it.

“well...what did you take?”

kenma hesitated for a moment, his thumb hovering just above the tiny trash button. the sharp gaze of his lingered over the smallest of details he couldn’t help but notice, while every new discovery seem to tug on his heartstrings like an angel on the harp.

“kenma?”

there were many thoughts running through his mind when he contemplated his options, but somehow, the thought of seeing your reaction intrigued him more than the natural route of deleting that particular picture.

“some photos...of what i like.”

“oh? can i see them?”

the obvious excitement dancing in your bright hues was more than enough to have him let out a sigh as he passed your camera back to you.

it was just a split second.

“kenma, are the clouds only what you like?”

you chuckled, observing the subtle differences in each picture of the sky he had taken.

“i do like them...but there’s something else...”

or someone else, but he couldn’t bring himself to say it.

he was threading his sentence lightly, eyes flickering from his phone to the images you were previewing.

when he was playing with the depth of field and trying to refocus the lens manually; it was in that one monent.

“hmm? and what’s that?”

you nonchalantly asked, still going through the series of skies and some random photos of blurred fingers and sandy ground. his sudden shift in the type of silence lingering in the air did not go unnoticed by you as wondered what was wrong with him today.

“ken—”

then, you saw it.

that one particular picture that had him in a bundle of nerves like a ticking time bomb.

you were gazing at the endless stretch of the deep blue sea, seemingly getting lost in it’s beauty when each crush of waves were like an orchestra—playing right into your heart.

and in that tiny viewfinder of a rusty camera, it was as if the whole universe held its breath together with him at that magical moment; the way your hair was carried by the breeze in a slow dance, to the way your eyes were soft and curious; as if you were lost in the wonders of what the sea had to offer.

if he had admired you a second more or rushed a second less, he wouldn’t have captured the rarity of your profile.

“since when did you...?”

there were a million train of thoughts going through your mind when you brought your attention back to the very male you may or may not have a huge crush on for years. kenma wasn’t exactly the type of person who’d notice your feelings for him when you were practically close to him since birth. and yet, there was something odd in the way he was looking at you that day.

“sorry...”

he thought you might understand what he was trying to say immediately, but he realized maybe he wasn’t all that clear about it.

“i thought of deleting it but...”

you knew. you knew exactly what he meant but at the same time you were afraid.

what if that wasn’t what he was thinking? what if you were just jumping to conclusions because if he hadn’t liked you since before, why now?

“but...?”

but what?

what could he say?

that it was too beautiful for him to delete?

that you had been watering his garden of love for you for years and only to have the flowers bloomed in that miraculous of a moment because he was a blinded fool? that kuroo was right about him taking you for granted or that he owed that annoying male twenty bucks now because of it?

how could he express his feelings without actually saying them?

“you know...i got it. i mean, i think i got what you’re trying to say but...do you really?”

you placed the once treasured device next to you, eyes staring right back at the sea. and this time, wishing the waves could pull you back into the water as they retreated.

“i mean...of course i’d be happy to know that you finally saw me in a different light but, do you really?”

it was his turn to watch the waves crashing against the shore, and for him, he wished they would just drown out all of his hesitation.

“i—”

“do you really want something more?”

but what more could he ask for when you had always been enough for him. he was just too comfortable with your affection that he failed to realize how it was only meant for him.

“i—”

“are-are you sure it wasn’t just a spur of a moment? i don’t want to...you know...get my hopes up only to realize—”

he really was an idiot, wasn’t he?

the way you were trying so hard to make sure you didn’t accidentally slip those actual words out, the way you were trying to make sense of his own inability to string the right words.

“—you didn’t actually feel the same way.”

a pause. a beat. a shift in his gears.

“i thought of deleting it but...”

“i couldn’t do it.”

“i knew i—what?”

“because i finally realized the reason behind your every smile when you look through that tiny hole.”

you had seen the way kenma would light up whenever he bought a new game, or when he was playing volleyball with that new orange head of a friend.

and yet, you truly regretted letting go of that camera, for the smile tugging at the corner of his lips was slowly dying your cheeks crimson from the fondness you could gently feel.

“so...what’s the reason...?”

he mulled over the right words to say this time.

“you could really see a whole world through it.”

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my lovelies:

@bokutokoutarou @keijiuwu @jemilktea @pineapplekween @haikkeiji @lcaita @raevaioli @akaashit-baeji @kitashxnsuke @sosugasweet @simping4ratsumu @shishinoya @drainedjaz @kawanisshi @skiyoosmi @from-left-to-write @cali-writes-sometimes @thiccbokuto @fukuronani @shouyouwrites @yams046 @agaassi @mlkytobio @hakueishirei @fern-writes-ig @milks-writings @annalyn-annalyn

let me know if you want to be added or removed from my taglist dears ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

[haikkeiji]

i hate it here too 😔😔😔 hurry and com bak bls

I HATE IT HERE I MISS MY BABES SO MUCH

#ani rambles

[haikkeiji]

love letters;; you’re perfect [11-20]

— in where he receives a hundred new emails.

oikawa tooru x reader

m. list

wc;; 2.4k

A/N: this is still pre-haikyuu, meaning seijoh 3rd years are 2nd years

Y/n L/n <[email protected]>

To O.T. <[email protected]> 

january 22, 20XX

huh.

I kinda wanna know what goes on in your head.

Bc seriously. “Dark elves” 

Keep reading

[haikkeiji]

thank you my dear nuggies 🥺💖 really craving some rn tho

@kawanisshi @cupofkenma @agaassi @bubbleteaa @cali-writes-sometimes @fukuronani @hakueishirei @sosugasweet @kitashxnsuke @pineapplekween @shishinoya @the-broken-halo-writer @ushiwakaa @wakaitoshi @from-left-to-write @annalyn-annalyn @akaashichigo (ily all so much) i'm sorry if i forgot i'm literally running on sugar

This is the Nugget of Friendship.

It is not given lightly. Yet I give it to you.

Yes. I mean YOU.

Now shoo.

Pass on the Nugget of Friendship.

#tag game #ani's babs #ily all so much damn #thank you for tagging me <3 #youre all my lil nuggies mwah mwah

[haikkeiji]

ma'am i'm going to ask you for more

love letters;; you’re perfect [1-10]

— in where he receives a hundred new emails.

oikawa tooru x reader

m. list

wc;; 1.8k

Y/n L/n <[email protected]>

To O.T. <[email protected]> 

december 24, 20XX 

you’re perfect. 

Keep reading

[haikkeiji]

cliffhangers are evil jem 😔

hit me up • oikawa tooru x reader smau

stupid

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> masterlist

> [y/n’s squad] | [oikawa’s squad]

taglist: @snackgod @kiracat13 @the-black-birb @yogurtkink @jdkook @babyboytsutomu @min-kags @ultshongwon @mx-minxx @fernthefangirl @geologii @svtbitch @annoyingbagelturtlegiant @95softs @its-onepiece @authentictiramis @t-rexmoreliket-flex @cadememe @miyuswriting @renaxwrites @ukaiwachin @srirachibi @thatmichaeldork @imconfusedanditsok @therealwalmartjesus @unhappyraspberry @nerdyphantomlady @pavlovs-titties @adoring-obi-wan @miyayassy @glossyjiminie @zoppzoop @berrycafe @watevermelon @sugawara-shoushi @ultkyu @toorus-ddalgi-uyu @wthyuta @kefakiran @akaashiisholy @where-are-the-avacadoss @bridgehampton @ce1estia1sky @andr3wwwwww @bagofcowmilk @marmol4d4 @xeuropas @kasandrafaye @weisstorm @i-bitch-you-bitch @prettymuchboo @emiyummy @plutoroki @issalilmessy @saraqw @artsamber

#ani rbs

[haikkeiji]

thank you tae for yet another tag 🥺💕

put any of your playlists on shuffle and expose the first five songs

1. bandaids (live version) - keshi

2. youth - daughter

3. 505 - arctic monkeys

4. sex with a ghost - teddy hyde

5. maman - louane

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tagging @akaashichigo @boomboomjaz @cali-writes-sometimes @pineapplekween @wakaitoshi <3

tag game 2.0 !!

[ thank you @akaashit-baeji & @mlkytobio for the tag hehe 🥺💕 ]

put on any of your playlists on shuffle and expose the first five songs

1. like nothing — younha

2. love/hate — matt van

3. should we — chinychon

4. mirage — elina

5. 好想愛這個世界啊 — 华晨宇

tagging:

@haikkeiji @boomboomjaz @kawanisshi @pineapplekween @hakueishirei @annalyn-annalyn @sosugasweet and anyone else who wants to do it !!

tagging my babies that always vibez in vc together 🥺💕

[haikkeiji]

thank you for the tag bby 💕 (the strawberry mochi 👀)

3 ships: kogami/akane, usui/misaki, me/cheesecult

last song: dragostea din tei by ozone (don't ask)

last movie: howl's moving castle

currently reading: L'Ombre du vent by Carlos Ruiz Zafón

currently consuming: mostly O2 (oxygen)

food i'm craving right now: melona mango ice cream pop (i'll get one as soon as i'm done with this)

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tagging 9 people: @shishinoya @akaashichigo @fern-writes-ig @the-broken-halo-writer @oyasenpai @pineapplekween @wakaitoshi @agaassi @kitashxnsuke

random tag game

[ thank you sweetie for the tag @writeiolite 💕 ]

3 ships: raeji ; kaita ; me&allmybabies

last song: out of love by peter manos

last movie: maquia: when the promised flower blooms ; its my 5th time and i still cried

currently reading: when breath becomes air by paul kalanithi

currently consuming: air a.k.a oxygen

food i’m craving right now: strawberry mochi

—

tag 9 people you want to know better or you want to catch up with:

@bokutokoutarou @raevaioli @lcaita @haikkeiji @kawanisshi @kawaiikraykray @mlkytobio @boomboomjaz @cali-writes-sometimes

#tag game #ani's babs #ani rambles

[haikkeiji]

Freeze! Its illegal to be so lovely and precious so imma send you to loving jail. You are amazing and I'm so proud of it, have a nice day/night and be happy!! Keep the happiness going ✨💗 aaaaa ilysm u deserve da world >:DD

jemmmm you deserve the world and fkejdjdj your timing 😭 i literally just woke up and i'm being attacked with love 🥺💕💕

#ani answers #jemmieee <3 #you always make me smile #thank you cutie mwah mwah

[haikkeiji]

excuse me ma'am who gave you the right to make my heart melt?

Conspiracy Theories | Semi’s Route

2.1 my setter

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a/n: oh my god, this is really the end of conspiracy theories and it was so much fun. I’m glad y’all convinced me to do a Semi route cause it’s been a lot of fun to write!

#ani rbs #jazzieeee #we need more semi content #bls feed the semi army

[haikkeiji]

Freeze! You’re under arrest for being so lovely. Copy this message to other blogs that you think are beautiful and deserve it. Keep the game going and make others feel beautiful!!

thank you annonie! 'tis very sweet of you 🥺💕

#ani answers #thank you cutie mwah mwah

[haikkeiji]

thank you for the tag jemmie !! (i agree that pants should burn, they suck). || tagging: @cupofkenma @kxgeyamasmilk @fukuronani @bubbleteaa @the-broken-halo-writer

-> the less sleep i get, the more energized i feel during the day. I cannot sleep for more than 8 hours straight.

-> i think cheese goes well with everything. pasta? cheese. bread? cheese. fruit? cheese.

-> i'm very affectionate and complimenting people is one of my favourite tingz to do,, but if someone else shows me a hint of affection i will combust and my brain will cease to exist (don't test this)

tagged by @akakeiiji to list 3 random facts about myself! Thank you bb, I had fun with this 🥰🥰

I have an oddly specific fear of heights. I’m less afraid of heights themselves and more afraid of falling off of high places? Idk if this makes sense but i’m totally fine if I go to the top of a super tall building, but the minute I’m hiking up a steep mountain I panic bc I think I’m gonna fall off. 

weird/strange habit: whenever I watch anime that are really suspenseful or where I’m very invested in characters I have to take breaks and pace around my room to calm down. The first time I watched Haikyuu, the matches STRESSED ME OUT. I had to pause the episode every 5 minutes and just walk around bc I WANTED EVERYONE TO WIN :(

I once slept for 23 hours in a row and when I woke up I was so confused and alarmed when I looked at my clock because I thought time had gone backwards by an hour (this was before I checked the date on my phone). 

tagging @a-kaashi @bokutokoutarou @kaidasen @honeyvanilla-hq @sneezefiction and @sushij1ma

#tag game #thank you for tagging me <3 #ani rambles

[haikkeiji]

ani strawberry mochi 🥺💕 what’s your favorite song? what song do you think represents your life right now? what song would you recommend me if you can only pick one? and if you can only sing one song for the rest of your life, what song would it be? - tae

hi tae bby 🥺💕 for the question: i don't really have a favourite song because it switches depending on my mood. if i had to choose tho, it would be 505 by arctic monkeys (all their songs are *chef's kiss*, 10/10 would recommend)

as for a song that currently represents life i'd go with ceux qui rêvent by pomme. it's a french song but it's worth a listen !

for a recommendation hmm,,, apocalypse by cigarettes after sex. i think you've probably listened to it before but i can't get enough of it 👉👈

initially, i would say atlas by keshi, but after thinking for a bit, i would say riptide. it's a classic and i never get tired of humming it (although the people around me do get tired 😔) so singing riptide for eternity it is

#tae bby #ani answers #this is hard because i could've listed 100+ songs #choosing hurts me 😔

[haikkeiji]

can i pls be added to the cheesecult tag 🥺💗

aaa of course bab! i'll make sure to add you 💕

#ani answers #cheese cult

[haikkeiji]

your local arsonist is here to help~ 🧡❤️

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this is for @akaashichigo & @fukuronani 😌💕don’t worry babes I gotchu if you ever need me

#justice for jemmie and riss #arsonist babs 🧡🔥 #its not a crime uwu

[haikkeiji]

i am now a whore for yuuji 🥳✨

𝕚 𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕕𝕖𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦

terushima x gn! reader

genre: angst, fluff if you squint at the end

summary: After the match against Karasuno, Terushima has been taking volleyball a little more serious

word count: 889

author note: this for you @kawanisshi ! and thank you @writeiolite for beta it!

Things have changed. That was for sure. The warmth from the constant presence of your boyfriend by your side. His laugh as he made fun of something you said. His constant smiling face. It wasn’t there anymore like it once was. Terushima was changing for the better but it hurt. Knowing that the attention you once received was no longer there. That he wasn’t there to smile and laugh with you when you made jokes. 

Keep reading

#jazzie tis was so good #its so soft i literally cant #i need more ngl #imagine if it was angstier aha

[haikkeiji]

thanks bby for the tag 💕

the fact that most setters don't like me hurts. at least makki and bo want to be friends 🥺

tagging @cali-writes-sometimes @cupofkenma @kitashxnsuke @akaashichigo @estherwritess @pineapplekween @shishinoya 💖

See whateach haikyuu team thinks of you !!!!

Using these that I found ⤵️ links are color coated to the teams!😆

Link link link link link

Results:

Ohh my boy goshiki is jealous of me ~ I wonder what for??👉👈👀

Tagging: @sugawalmartwobble @kaiwritess @kageyama-tho @tendou-tho @tobiosbabie @tobios-queen @toomuchtendou @letshaikyuu @lcaita @leiawriteshaikyuu @samwrights @tamcitrus @applepiekyuu @giyuwu-san @bokuto-trash @bb-noya @starrylune @strawberrysuna @unofficial-writings @ukaiwachin @ushijimahayashi and anyone who ses this and wants to do it!💕