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oh my god

#i'm so mad i didn't answer this before i left this blog holy shit

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Shout out to everyone doing the hard yet necessary work of posting about fictional characters kissing online.

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wowow her cats are so cute. wish i could have one but im allergic to them back home, and our landlord wont let us

#this sucks and its rly fuckin weird but at least I got to pet a cat for the first time! #hajime.txt

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[I.D. Of First Pic(Left) :Buggs Bunny in a suit on a black background and bold large white text to the farther left that reads, “I wish all Intesex people who do not include themselves part of pride month or the community a very pleasant evening and June.: End of I.D.]

[Second Pic on Right:Buggs Bunny in a suit on a black background and bold large white text to the farther left that reads, “I wish all Intersex people who want to be included in Pride and the community (forgot to put that so I’ll add it here) a very pleasant evening and Pride month.End of I.D.]

All in All I wish all Intersex people a very happy life and know those who wanted to be included and those who don’t want to be included in the community know they are valid either way!/light hearted

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Aaaaa bestie I have to sleep now and you'll probably be at work when I send this but too bad you still get a goodnight ask

I am imagining giving you a very warm hug :> goodnight, ily!!

yeah i was, aha. goodnight! i love you too!!

#you seem so nice #god #i dunno where samael is but i bet she misses you a lot #ask

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Aw that's boring >:0 wish you were just like- in my arms smh

Dw I'll hug my bear instead - sadness gone :)

Also my bracelet jingles when I shake so then I happy stim and then it jingles again and I'm in a cycle of happiness rn-

Am I rambling?? :v sorry if I am, have some hearts 💕💕💕💗💗💗

awww, thats so sweet! <3

#you are but thats okay! #i really like you actually #i bet she liked you a whole lot too!! #ask

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hajime

what?

#ask #bestie hiyoko 💕

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ok! i think im gonna be moving blogs now that im home and have access to a laptop. ill keep this one up as an archive, but i wont be posting or checking it anymore after maybe a week or so of moving

#yeah i feel kinda bad tho #i feel bad cus this isnt my body and this isnt the life ive built so i feel like im just coming in and fucking it up! #?* #but it looks like she wanted to move blogs before so i might as well do it #maybe if i get to go back home she can decide to move back i dunno #im just gonna do what im comfortable with though and that is not keeping this blog #it feels too much like... hers? i feel bad for posting on it honestly #so im gonna move and hopefully it might help clear things up a little #plus shes had this one for 3 years now so a fresh start seems like a nice idea anyway #hajime.txt

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Patting ur back rn Hajime i get it. Might not be exactly the same situation, but i am in a similar boat

thank you! and yeah i can assume with all the system stuff you feel things like this all the time, but personally im very new to even simple things like delusions and whatnot so i think im gonna need a minute

#hm. seems like she says bestie & <3 often should i keep that up? #i dont want it to be like a new person is running this blog or somethin #like im still me! just not. at all. ?? #ask #bestie bunny 💕

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#no worries this isnt much of a vent i just dont feel like typing a long ass post #anyways. #so yesterdays thing has not gone away #and if u have not seen yesterdays thing basically i could not look in mirrors becausw i do not know who is looking back at me #no shade! shes very pretty! just not me #im living her life too. it kinda sucks and i wanna go back home but i dunno how #i mean its not like i dont know whats going on tho like i have a good understanding of her and her friends and the memories she has #but why am i here? #home isnt too much better but at least im an adult and i have a cool boyfriend and no responsibilities #this girls life kinda sucks #its hard to explain but i feel more like myself (hajime) than usual to the point where i am disconnecting myself from my physical life #-and body #and i cant tell whats real anymore #fuck i just wanna go back home #u guys are nice of course and its not like ur talking to a different person than before or anything #just. somethin weirds going on #she might be doing this for coping reasons maybe but why did i have to be apart of it #i should be making dinner with the tv on waiting for my boyfriend to come home right now not whatevers going on here #preferably dont rb/comment unless u know what the hell is going on and might be able to help #i just wanted to say this out loud mostly #her friends seem nice so im guessing u guys can help or at least offer a pat on the head #hajime.txt

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Shoutout to all the transgender people who get misgendered by family members today

You are valid and loved 💕

#THANKS <33

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gonna dox myself and reveal all my personal info one of these days out of boredom. first person to reach my home and assassinate me gets my stuff

#mecore

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mystery anon to lovers

#samael.txt

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Change your last name u ain't even gay

I’ll get right on that.

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#HELP

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#mecore

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jsyk, being mlm is not "gross" "disgusting" "misogynistic" or "less pure" than being wlw, gay men are oppressed, making jokes about testosterone being "poison" isn't funny and harms trans men/enbies, and me wanting to kiss a boy isn't an attack on your rights to kiss a girl.

#thanks :(