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HOW THEY KNOW THEY DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE

tw: angst, hurt, and toxic relationships

everything feels like a burden; something as simple as picking up your calls and texting back seems tiring and taxing. all the things he used to love doing with you seem like something of a big effort that wasn't truly worth it. and all too suddenly, being with you felt like a burden weighing him down, and just the mere thought of having to "deal" with you has him sighing and clicking his tongue.

oikawa, SEMI, TSUKKI, SAKUSA, hoshiumi, KITA, akaashi, terushima

nothing about you excites him anymore; he used to love everything that you do—from your little twirl when you show off your outfit, to your little chuckles when you tell him your stories. but now, it all feels worn off and old. everything about you feels gray, repetitive, boring. and no matter how many times you try to do new things or make sure he's entertained or salvage what you can, he retains the same tired look on his face.

OSAMU, tendō, konoha, hinata, yaku, kunimi, MEIAN. sugawara

he suddenly finds excuses to not show up; "i'm busy," and "i had this emergency," are what fills your conversations. he finds himself surprised at his own creativity when avoiding your invites, and he wonders where his guilt ever goes when he cancels on you at the last minute. the trips you two had planned to go to before now end up a distant memory and your favorite corner booth seats at that little café you both love suddenly are empty. his place in your life is slowly drifting away.

SUNA, bokuto, asahi, hinata, aone, koganegawa, KENMA, komori, yamaguchi

he purposely takes you for granted; he doesn't even pretend to listen anymore, he never gives you the same compliments he gave before, and he never holds your hand like he used to. he purposely makes you wait and wait until you just decide to cancel plans yourself. he leaves you hanging, never calls back, doesn't even bother to check up on you, and goes days without talking to you. and the worst part is, he knows exactly what he's doing.

USHIJIMA, futakuchi, makki, KAGEYAMA, KUROO, daichi, aran

he’s suddenly impatient and irritated with everything you do; he lashes out at you with every little thing you do. he raises his voice when you forget to take the receipt during lunch, he rolls his eyes and leaves you behind when you tell him you need to use the restroom, and he doesn't even bother walking you home as if another minute with you would drive him insane.

IWAIZUMI, tanaka, hirugami, kyōtani, SHIRABU, mattsun, ATSUMU

note: angst as promised ♥️ also, let me just point out that i don't intend to villainize any of the characters with this.

p.s.: this was genuinely so hard to write bc all of them are absolute sweethearts and i genuinely didn't know where to put them ;-; and like i just couldn't picture them doing these in my head but here's the hc nevertheless

rbs appreciated *manifesting you all healthy and loving relationships* » m. list

#:)) hello angst i missed u #q

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he's soo pretty it pisses me off

#for some reason january reminds me of him #nd i kinda miss him #haikyuu.art #oikawa.c #q

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sleeping next to kuroo is a trap.

he’s never been a morning person—never claimed to be, really—but it’s not until you’re pulling his hands off your waist and letting the sheets slip from your legs that you truly understand how severe it is.

“stay,” he murmurs, a soft little sound that spills across the sheets. “just for a little while.”

and truthfully ’a little while’ sounds terribly appealing. the idea of staying here—of falling back to the mattress, coaxed by the vibration of sleep in his throat and the warmth of his hands and the ache of the morning sun—you’re more than tempted.

but you know better than to tell him that.

“i gotta get up.” you stretch over his shoulder to glance at the time, sighing as his arm reaches towards you. “and you do too, idiot. we’re gonna be late.”

he shakes his head, nose brushing the pillow, the flush of morning still heavy on his cheeks.

“i’ll get ready so fast,” he hums.

“and what about me?”

“you’ll be even faster, obviously.” you raise a brow in his direction, swatting his hand away as it nears your thigh.

“we can even shower together—save a whole twenty minutes.” you laugh—and perhaps you’d feel a little guilty about giving him the satisfaction any other time, but right now there’s a drowsy little smile spreading across his cheeks and a breath of laughter filling the air that nearly swallows you whole.

“five minutes,” you sigh. “you get five minutes.”

and it doesn’t even take a second of those five minutes for him to pull you towards him, knowing well enough that he’ll be making the same plea again the next time you get up.

because kuroo tetsurō—who burns under the rising sun and kisses sweet words into your cheeks and begs you to stay just for a little while—has never been a morning person, so, suddenly, neither are you.

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🗗 REFUSING TO RECOGNIZE THEM WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK

FT. oikawa, kuroo, atsumu, akaashi, bokuto

W. mentions of drinking

AN. reposting :( i only found one taglist, i'll add the second one when i do :(

OIKAWA!

offended because he's your boyfriend and you refuse to recognize him. it's just a series of 'y/n i'm your boyfriend,' and 'no, you're not. my boyfriend is prettier,' he's literally suffering because it's getting late and people keep giving him weird looks. tries to convince you using pictures in his phone but still no avail because, "listen mister, i know how photoshopping works." is all you say, paying no attention to his words. finally gives up and helps you sober up a bit before you recognize him and you both leave after two hours of constant suffering. literally tells you not to use your brain when you're drunk because the photoshopping move took him away.

KUROO!

finds it interesting and decides to play along. says "your boyfriend doesn't have to know," with his famous shit eating grin, however, is taken aback as you gasp and slap his hand away from you. kuroo is happy that even in the lack of soberness, you won't go with any other man but at this point, it's getting too much and he's just exhausted. says something like, "let's go home, y/n," and grabs your hand, only to get punched in the face. he hopes his nose isn't broken. takes you home once you realize that he's your boyfriend because "you both look a little too similar— oh, tetsu?!" you're a little too late, y/n. please buckle up because you aren't hearing a end of this anytime soon and kuroo is the type to hold grudges <3

ATSUMU!

so fucking embarrassed because you just said, "i will report you for sexual assault," a little too loud and the people around are now sending him glares. as much as he loves you, he might really be regretting some decisions and the one to let you drink alone is on the top of the list. had to clarify using pictures on his phone and other things before someone calls cops on him. for some reason you remember osamu even when you're wasted ( which he's still offended about ) and call him to help you get home. you wouldn't stop saying things like, "samu, who is this weird man? where is tsum?" and it pains him physically.

AKAASHI!

tired. it's late night and he wants to sleep so bad. doesn't take shit from anyone, just picks you up and walks out. ( akaashi is very capable of that, i know ) definitely gets weird stares about it but no one really questions since you aren't opposed to his actions. if you don't recognize him, he washes you face until you get a minimum hold of yourself. turns out you actually recognized him a while later and apologize to him the next morning. he doesn't let you drink alone ever again. kinda salty that you didn't try to stop him when he picked you up because it could've been anyone else. just be ready for a lecture.

BOKUTO!

in tears, honestly. it's not like you accidently hit him or anything. you're not even listening to him. he's the sitting beside you, begging you to come with him while you keep rambling about how amazing and hot your boyfriend is. and as much as he likes compliments, he clearly doesn't appreciate them at 2 am when you refuse to recognize him. "y/n, let's go home," — "you know, kou used to call me that," — "that's because it's your name?!" — yeah you have this moment with him and it kills you the next morning because you remember everything. when he asks you to come home a little too firmly, you glare at him and refuse, saying that you already have a boyfriend, he's not sure if he should be happy or crying. finally you pass you and he takes you home, sigh <3

taglist in the rbs.

#reading list

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kuroo loves to sleep with his face smushed in the crook of your neck.

it doesn’t start off this way though. he always insists on having you tucked in his arms when you guys first lay down for bed. but sometime during the night, it all shifts.

in the morning you find his wild hair tickling your face, his arms securely wrapped around your waist with his head burrowing into the juncture between your collarbone and throat — his soft snores filling your ears.

when he wakes, he can’t help but lazily smile against your skin, placing sloppy kisses against it as he makes his way up to face you, rasping out the gentlest “good morning sweetheart.”

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why don't your masterlist has Kakashi fics in it

cuz i have none

#but i do have one tho

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where did you go? :(

hIHI still here !!

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back from the dead just to let u know that these two:

are the same person.

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hewooo, i had a mimosa for brunch and now i feel like a rich, successful woman in her early 30s. happy saturdayyy <33

#also the weather is so nice today #clear skies and cold air i love ittt #no more sweating thank fuck #rambling

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does anybody have kdrama recs?? like,, rom coms etc etc ?

#im watching hometown chachacha rn and #the enemies to lovers!!!!love triangle!!!!hurt comfort!!!! #IT HAS EVERYTHIGMGG

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when nanami kento said "the accumulation of little despairs is what makes one an adult" and when nanami kento said "I will prioritise your life over my own" and when nanami kento said "being a child is not a sin" and when nanami kento said "I have no regrets" and when nanami kento said "you've got it from here" and when

#the first one #thats all im gonna say #jjk spoilers #q

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miya bebs 🦊✨

#bABIES BABIWS BABIESSS #haikyuu.art #atsumu.c #osamu.c #q

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geto suguru delinquent

#suguwu w a bun :c #jjk.art #geto.c #q

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!! friendly reminder that this is an 18+ blog. don't follow/interact with me if u are a minor or don't have your age in your bio

#the smau might be sfw #but pleaaaase #dont ask to be tagged if u are under 18 #thank u good night

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00. host club members + commoners

+ the hosts

+ the commoners

𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝。｜ 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝。

here they are! meet our six, handsome hosts ♡

i didn't want to write 'y/n' so that's why it says birdie, but think of it as a nickname !! the texts will say y/n tho

light mode is ur pov / dark mode is their pov (which will be specified on the title)

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu smau #oikawa x reader #iwaizumi x reader #atsumu x reader #osamu x reader #hinata x reader #kageyama x reader #haikyuu fluff #bd.smau

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𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚜 ｜ 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝

a new scenery brings new friendships. but when said friendships have royal blood running through their veins, drama is bound to walk one step ahead of you.

based on 'ouran high school host club' and 'boys over flowers'

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⥅ pairing. haikyuu / reader (she/they pronouns used)

⥅ genre. smau + reverse harem + royal au + university au + fluff

⥅ warnings. time skip characters, mention of adult themes, ohshc + bof spoilers, strangers to friends to lovers, enemies to lovers, ooc probably, clichés, written chapters here and there

sᴛᴀᴛᴜs. ongoing + updates are inconsistent

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tba

ᴛᴀɢs. #bd.smau #bd.taglist

00. host club members + commoners

01. making enemies + oikawa's pov

02. the incident + iwaizumi's pov

03. welcome to our club! + hinata's pov

04.

— *more chapters tba* —

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu smau #oikawa x reader #iwaizumi x reader #hinata x reader #kageyama x reader #atsumu x reader #osamu x reader #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu imagines #bd.smau

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look, a clown

ill commission u for the ohshc reverse harem fic.

there aren't enough ohshc characters for that bby

#HQ HAREM SMAU STARTS TODAY #well #technically it starts next week #but im posting the masterlist in an hour #!!!!! #pls be excited are u excited? i am excited