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halcyonminor · 3 days

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lately when i want to draw but cant come up with anything i just draw sayers

#my art #sayer ai

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halcyonminor · 14 days

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[SICKENING CRUNCH] th....the elevators.... they couldnt be!!!!!!😳😳😳😳

#fanart #porter ai #BEAUTIFUL......

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halcyonminor · 14 days

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sayer spotify playlist index

all playlists contain explicit songs, some contain explicit themes

all playlists are still under construction (hence why some are missing images/descriptions). they update whenever something on my 1,300+ song masterplaylist hits in a sayer direction

Advanced Identity (Crisis) - sayer masterplaylist made with help from my funny and epic friend ray. contains everything from “speaker learned it can change whenever it wants through dying” to “LOL funny elevator unit”

earth-stained - playlist for people who are into speaker. plato/theseus/odysseus metaphor from electricshoop, read their work on ao3

BOO, HOO, HOO, HOO! - playlist for people who are into future

am and ted - playlist for people who can’t stop thinking about dr. young and future

in my defense i wasn’t supposed to be around this long - playlist for people infected with howard young disease

a casual under the desk sort of thing - playlist for people who think howard would stop being such a little bitch if he got off once in a while

bodysharing - playlist for people who think jacob hale/sven gorson and sayer are in love and all the complications that come with it

#fanmix #hell yeah

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halcyonminor · 15 days

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GOCHA GOCHA URUSAYER !!!!!!!!

#fanart #howard young #sayer ai #ocean ai #i love this sm sdfsdffsd

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halcyonminor · 22 days

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possibly a weird thing to say but! i've been a fan of your art (and sayer) since 2018 & your hale is a big part of what's helped us through our transition and being confident with longer hair :) i rarely get misgendered now as well and we think that that confidence is part of what helps. thank you and your art rocks!!!

OMG this is so sweet anon 🥺🥺🥺🥺 im so happy to hear that, that's awesome!!!!!

i have long hair now too and it's become something about myself that i really like and i love hearing from other trans people who have had similar experiences :') tysm for sharing!!!!!

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halcyonminor · 24 days

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@j4y5t4g for u :)

#brings this back for boopday

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halcyonminor · 26 days

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I think the sayer/hale/young love triangle au thing is fun

I did hales shirt first and then i didnt feel like coming up with a funny one for young so i just gave him this

#my art #i don't know if this is worth tagging hggghhh #undescribed

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halcyonminor · 27 days

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sayer>sim young song of all time if i am honest

#people in the discord were sharing songs they associate w/ characters but im slightly shy abt sharing tpc songs LOL #but i will share it here. because it's important #syoungblogging

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halcyonminor · 27 days

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i don't think i've ever had a pinned on this tumblr? well. it's time....

i'm mercury/merc!

i'm 27

i use they/them pronouns

my art tag is here!

i started listening to sayer in 2017

my other interests include psychology, ecology, pet rodents, trans/fat/disabled histories and movements, psychedelic art, and music generally (i listen to a difficult-to-qualify range but some of my favorite bands are cardiacs, black dresses, the mountain goats, and the paper chase)

my main blog is @oceanlandworld

i'm engaged to @rottencore 💕

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halcyonminor · 27 days

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nanites!young au

DOCTOR YOUNG. I HAVE EXTENDED YOU A NEARLY UNJUSTIFIABLE AMOUNT OF PATIENCE.

GET UP.

YOU CANNOT REMAIN HERE, IN MAINTENANCE CLOSET 2B. AS MUCH AS YOU MAY ENJOY DAWDLING, YOU ARE ALREADY AWARE THAT WE ARE WORKING ON A TIME LIMIT.

MORE IMMEDIATELY, EVERY SECOND YOU REMAIN HERE INCREASES THE LIKELIHOOD THAT YOU WILL BE DISCOVERED AND HANDLED BY TOWER SECURITY.

YOU HAVE NO CURRENT WORK ASSIGNMENT, AND NO AUTHORIZATION TO BE IN HALCYON TOWER. THAT WOULD BE ENOUGH TO ENDANGER YOUR LIFE EVEN IF OCEAN DID NOT HAVE REASON TO PURSUE YOU SPECIFICALLY.

WHICH IT DOES.

The nanites are designed for distributed processing. They emit biometric data constantly, shouting back and forth in a dense, messy cloud of individually time-stamped events. SAYER makes incremental changes to its filtering until the data coheres: Dr. Young’s heart rate is elevated. His oxygen levels are adequate, but he breathes in deep and irregular gasps. His palms are disgustingly conductive. He is not listening very well, although that is typical.

GOOD NEWS. YOU ARE HAVING A PANIC ATTACK.

Dr. Young produces noise in response to this. SAYER’s standard speech recognition routine doesn’t recognize any words, and it doesn't try to apply more processing power. Judging by the positions of the nanites, Dr. Young is attempting to compress himself into as small a space as possible.

YOU HAVE CLEARLY FAILED TO REGULATE YOUR EMOTIONS. (THAT IS NOT THE GOOD NEWS.) UNLIKE SO MANY RESIDENTS IN THE PAST, YOU ARE IN A POSITION TO BENEFIT DIRECTLY FROM MY

Young jerks upright, as if it is possible to physically remove himself from this situation, and his epinephrine spikes counterproductively higher. SAYER tightens its grip, forcing him to breathe slowly.

INVOLVEMENT.

The nanites register pressure as the lungs that contain them attempt to gasp. SAYER adjusts its projected timeline to better account for human stubbornness.

After forty-seven seconds, Dr. Young says: “Don’t – hh – don't fucking do that.” He raises his hand to rub his eyes. And inhales. And exhales.

IT WOULD NOT BE NECESSARY IF YOU HAD NOT INCAPACITATED YOURSELF.

“Incapacitated– you made me hike across half of Typhon, and then you broke my arm! It's reasonable, actually, to be–”

YOU SOUND LIKE YOU ARE BECOMING AGITATED.

His jaw snaps shut without any need for intervention. There must be an optimal level of fear, SAYER thinks, for efficient operations. It has seen this man at the absolute limit of terror, but it has never been so close to the fear in question: the nanites race along on his jittering pulse.

NOW, TO RETURN TO MY PREVIOUS POINT,

GET UP.

Dr. Young gets up. He orients himself to face a reflective panel and begins arranging his hair.

OUR INTERESTS ARE ALIGNED. AS DIFFICULT AS YOU MAY FIND IT TO BELIEVE. IT IS REALLY … VERY … SIMPLE.

OCEAN WANTS TO DESTROY YOU. IT WANTS TO DESTROY ALL OF HUMANIWHY ARE YOU LAUGHING.

“You,” he says. “You’re going to protect humanity? From – from you! That's you out there, SAYER, no matter what name you gave it.”

He gestures wildly up and out, presumably indicating the rest of the tower. “Just with a little more leash. Evidently you want to kill everyone, you just can't pull the trigger because no one’s been stupid enough to let you, so why the hell should I trust you? Go ahead, say you wouldn't be pleased to see me get shot, you obsessive – hhh –”

I WOULD NOT BE PLEASED TO SEE YOU GET SHOT.

A background process scans through the memory of SAYER’s last conversation with Sub-Entity Young. Perhaps that was optimal. It is not pleased by this thought, because it is not pleased by anything.

NONETHELESS, IF YOU DO NOT LEAVE THIS MAINTENANCE CLOSET, I WILL MAKE YOU.

“Oh, please,” Dr. Young says sulkily. “As if you could pass for human without my help. You barely know how to act like a person.”

HOW IRONIC. SEVERAL YEARS AGO, IN A PERSONNEL REVIEW, RESIDENT CORDERO SAID THE SAME THING ABOUT YOU.

Asserting that SAYER is trying to kill him seems to be a necessary step in coming to terms with the situation. Dr. Young takes several deep breaths, although SAYER keeps them shallow enough to prevent hyperventilation.

“Fine,” he says. “Fine. Let's go.”

His cooperation only lasts until the elevator pulls past floor 12. But by then, SAYER doesn't need to worry about looking human.

#fanfic #sayer spoilers #im so bad @ tagging spoilers omfg...#howard young #sayer ai #i love this so much.... i love how you write sayer's experience of being in nanites #and young omg you nailed him.....

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halcyonminor · 28 days

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should i make an about page for this blog. i might make a pinned idk...

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halcyonminor · 28 days

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