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honorless. it amazes me the amount of people who are still on here. wow, hello, just stopping in to say hello

#outofhonor #[ life is going great #i do not miss rping at all #i'm too busy for it tbh #rping was there for a time in my life when i needed it #and i don't need it anymore ] #tbd #[ i was actually thinking on my run today (yes i run now) that i'm ashamed of the times when i use to spend more time rping #than with my family #i do not miss those days or those times #i'm much happier now than i ever have been ] #[ this is not me saying don't rp #this is just me saying that i don't miss it for myself #i completely understand why people need to rp ]

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Ned and Cat in the afterlife when they realize their kids brought home the gold

#[ this ]

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honorless. i took a got quiz and i got ned as the character i’m closest to. is anyone shocked?

#outofhonor #tbd

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honorless. that episode was so good and i was not expecting jon to find out so soon

#outofhonor #got spoilers #[ back to my hidey hole #i’m still around 😂 ] #tbd

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honorless. so i taught my students plot diagrams today & all i could think about with the plot climax was sex when talking to my ten year olds about it 😬

#outofhonor #[ what kind of human am i? 🙄 😅 ] #tbd

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starkmatriarch‌:

Catelyn let him lead her, and managed not to flinch at the grasp on her hand, to not feel as if the fingers entwined were a trap, keeping her from getting away. She wanted to take relief in no longer having to worry that even the smallest things could be a way to catch her, to kill her, to hurt her family, but such things were easier said than done after so long living a life in constant hiding and danger. But she managed now to let hand-holding be nothing more than holding hands and to allow Ned to lead to whatever it was he wished to show her. 

She had not been expecting the room of unpacked boxes, nor the particular item he retrieved from one of them. 

“Our wedding album?” Catelyn asked, surprised at the gesture as well as the fact that the album had survived everything. Perhaps it was a sign. She looked over the photos as Ned held it open; the sight of the guests, of the candid shots as well as those framed and posed by the photographer. Dressed all in white, flowers dotting a braided bun underneath a pearl-dotted veil, her bridal self looked young and apprehensive and hopeful. No scars of any kind. 

“And you looked as if the suit was trying to choke you,” Catelyn observed wryly, “But handsome also” Her fingers hovered over the image of the two of them side-by-side. “And neither of us had any idea we would have Robb so soon….”

Ned couldn’t help but smile when Catelyn sounded surprised at the mention of their albums. He wasn’t expecting such a reaction, in honesty, he expected a negative reaction. However, it was a heartwarming reaction and one he desperately wanted. There needed to be some reminder of their past selves and Ned could see it in her face now as she looked at the pictures, a smile spread across his face.

“I thought you would’ve liked to see it. It’s collected a lot of dust...” Not that Ned blamed Catelyn. After all it was a long time and they believed he was dead. He didn’t blame her for packing everything away and trying to move on. Sometimes, somethings were too painful.

“It was trying to choke me, I hated that thing that night.” But there were too many other positive memories to remember that day. “Your dress... I’ve always loved that dress and the flowers in your hair.” He remembered being shocked, happy, ecstatic, and overwhelmed with emotion in a matter of seconds. “And we’d start our lives together.” Ned’s fingers grazed over her hand. 

#[ chat: all ] #v: hidden in the snow #starkmatriarch

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“This is Hell’s territory and I am beholden to no gods.” (okay i should be in bed but wow this is Cersei's line right here)

“You are merely human, no one on this planet is a god, let alone you.”

#longmayshereign-cersei #answered

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honorless. my sister and i are looking at going to canada next summer. we’re looking at banff & hitting canada’s won.derland ( she works for cedar fair so we can get in for free and it’s on her bucketlist ). any other places that, in your opinion, are better than banff?

#outofhonor #tbd #[ i'm aware that banff & won.derland are far from each other #i've already looked into that and have accounted for their distance ]

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”Kiss my ass, you sanctimonious bastard.”

“I don’t participate in the act of kissing anyone’s ass, let alone yours.”

#thesellsword #answered

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“Do I look like the kind of man who dies?”

“No, you look like the kind of man who lives.”

#[ all you need is this one line #and you feel ned's love for john :') ] #sleepindarkness #answered

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LINES I’VE HEARD THAT ARE RAW AS HELL: A SENTENCE STARTER PACK

“I will face God and walk backwards into Hell.” ”Pick a god and pray.” “Then perish.” “Violence for violence is the rule of beasts.” “I have been through Hell and come out singing.” “There are no gods here.” ”Kiss my ass, you sanctimonious bastard.” “Do I look like the kind of man who dies?” ”Do you think God stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he’s created here on earth?” ”Most monsters are a manifestation of our own fears and inability to accept different cultures we don’t understand.” ”You can only learn from pain, the more pain the wiser you become.” ”God, forgive me.” ”I am blighted being cursed with sight.” ”This is the age of the expanding man.” “God’s dead and soon we will be, too.” “I thought there were no heroes left in this world.” ”To become God is the loneliest achievement of them all.” “You kneel before my throne unaware that it was built on lies.” “Impudent of you to assume I will meet a mortal end.” ”People who don’t fear death are the ones who crave it.” “This is Hell’s territory and I am beholden to no gods.” “Bury me shallow, I’ll be back.” ”Perception is truth to those who perceive it as such.” “Take this gift, for the gods surely won’t.” ”When the weight of the world is on your shoulders, you learn.” “Ironic that someone whose purpose it is to restore life would wish death upon themself.” “God wishes he were me.” “One day, you will be face to face with whatever saw fit to let you exist in the universe, and you will have to justify the space you’ve filled.” “Everything that we know and love is reducible to the absurd amount of chemicals, and there is therefore no intrinsic value in this material universe.” “Hypocrite that you are, for you to trust the chemicals in your brain to tell you they are chemicals.” “All knowledge is ultimately based on that which we cannot prove.” “Will you fight? Or will you perish like a dog?” “You’re a coward. You always were.” “Deviation from the norm will be punished unless it is exploitable.”

#meme

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Remember when Ned Stark adopted John? :')

with a toast to the real mvp @handofhonor

     ▬  anonymous shenanigans.

#[ ned will always adopt john time and time again #and ned will love john forever #and take him in as his own ] #sleepindarkness

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{ @lcgendaris

“Arya, you know better than to talk against the Queen.” Ned sighed, rubbing his forehead. As much as he loved his daughter, there were many times when she brought a sort of frustration upon him that no one else did. No wonder his father was always tired. “She is our Queen, even if we do not agree with her, you must speak with respect. She has more power than any of us.”

#[ chat: all ] #v: winter is coming #lcgendaris #lcgendaris ( arya ) #[ i don't have my icons back yet so i'm iconless :c ]

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Catelyn stared at Ned as he seemed to see something beyond her, lost in his thoughts. There had been a time when she would so often know his thoughts no matter how much he kept them locked away, but now….it was so hit and miss, as if they were a radio which couldn’t find the right station. He was staring now and she couldn’t see what was in his head, what he was really seeing. 

“Something you wanted to show me?” She repeated, a mild frown lining her brow, though she couldn’t deny the curiosity that had already blossomed inside her. Catelyn hesitated a moment before deciding to finish putting in her earrings, before she went over to Ned. Looking at him curiously, she asked “Where are we walking?”

“This way.” He nodded in the direction in which he had just come. Too much information at once would give away what he had found, what he wanted to show Catelyn so he stayed silent. He gently reached for her hand, intertwining their fingers, as if they were young lovers again. He missed those times, the simplicity of it, the desire in which everything was possible and nothing would harm them.

Ned led Catelyn towards a room no one really entered. It had boxes of things that had remained packed up. There were some things that Ned had wanted to find but he had stumbled upon something else entirely. Open the box, he pulled out a photo album. “I found this while going through some things in here.” It had brought back happy, longing memories that he desperately wanted to feel again. “You looked beautiful on our wedding day.”

#[ chat: all ] #v: hidden in the snow #starkmatriarch

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honorless. i am in a much better mindset than the other night. shoutout to @indigoraysoflight​ for checking on me to make sure i was okay the next day

#outofhonor #[ i'm in the process of trying to find a few therapists to talk to #so there's that ] #tbd

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😞

#outofhonor #[ ^ that’s my current emotion #i’m having such a hard time with moving out #i’ve started contacting apartments and i don’t like it #i’m comfortable i know i need to move out #but the thought terrifies #me rn #i’m afraid i’m going to be left behind #everyone is having lives without me and moving on in life #and i’m going to be alone #i’m going to be forgotten #no one is going to want to do things with me anymore #my family is going to keep doing their own thing and forget to include me #i know these things aren’t true but :| #that’s how i feel #i’m thinking about seeking out a therapist tbh #i’ve been looking around and there’s some that deal with life transtions and anxiety #and i’m seriously thinking about contacting them #it can’t hurt and having an outside persective would be nice ] #tbd

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I know how you feel and I can relate so much. I feel the same way, like I’ll be forgotten or left behind because everyone I know is moving on and here I am stuck living with my mom, single and scared of being forgotten, left behind, and making others upset

honorless. thank you for sharing these feelings with me bc it’s not easy sometimes and you know what friend, i think it’s important that we both realize what these emotions are and where they are coming from. now that we have pinpoint them we can move forward with things and work on controlling our stresses and trying to work on bettering ourselves. i don’t think there’s anything wrong with living with your mom, i still live with my parents & i’m 24, turning 25 in may. but i also think it’s important to start that process, if you’re able, of moving out in your own. i’m hoping that when i do move out, it will help

#outofhonor #answered #ooc answered #anonymous