idk how to explain it but something feels like it’s shifted for louis since tour started. i get the feeling that he didn’t know it would be like this; flags and rainbows and feeling truly seen and understood. i get the feeling that it’s as emotional for him as it is for us.
We always knew he was proud and we always KNEW he supported us and we always knew it wasn’t him behind all the terrible attempts to alienate him from his own fans but GOD to see it, to actually get to SEE the light in his eyes, THE TWINKLE, the SMILE, it’s just SO MUCH when for so MANY years he got SHOVED so deeply and so VICIOUSLY for even ATTEMPTING to show us that he was proud its literally just SO MUCH and I’m SO HAPPY and so PROUD of him I could just BURST. He deserves this and more- he deserves the whole world and I am a MESS.