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Gas station encounter - Part VI

Part V

“What, no? I would never…no” I can see that he doesn’t believe me and sigh. We walk back to the elevator and before the elevator comes up, I face him. I gather a lot of my braveness and ask:

“Why are you bothered by him? He is a nice guy, absolute son-in-law-material” he snorts not very elegant and shoots me a glance.

“Just want to be sure you choose the right one” he shrugs his shoulders and steps into the elevator.

“And you think you know, who the right one is? Great, show me I am waiting for forever to find him” I reply sarcastically and add:

“Oh wait, maybe you should find yourself someone first because you are unsuccessful with it as well” his eyes are full of hurt and I feel bad because of my harsh words.

“You are right, I am not in the position to judge who you are dating” he agrees and now I feel even worse. He walks straight past me when we arrive downstairs and leaves the hospital. It is still snowing and I follow him, finally getting a hold of his arm. He tries to shake my hand off, but it only glides downwards and I take his hand, holding him back and trying to turn him around, so we face each other.

“Wait. Look, I am sorry. I didn’t mean that…I just hate it, when someone wants to tell me what´s good for me. And I am not interested in Phil, absolutely not” I assure him and he sighs, entwining our fingers a bit more.

“It´s okay and you are right. I can´t find someone who stays with me for more than a year, who am I to give you any tips?” his eyes find mine and we look at each other for a few seconds.

“I want your tips and I want your opinion. You are the most important person I have at this point in my life. And honestly, all those models are stupid for leaving you” he grins and pulls me closer.

“I missed you…are you coming home with me?” he asks and I nod. We haven’t had an evening together for ages. Hand in hand we walk back to his car and I am glad that we fixed our argument. At his house, we both change into some comfy clothes and he makes some tea while I tug myself into the blanket on his couch.

“And I?” he asks and I lift the fabric, so he can slide right next to me under the cover. I lean my head against his shoulder and he pulls me close, one arm around my shoulders. We sit there for a long time, not saying anything and I love that it is not awkward.

“All those men are idiots, who are not hitting on you” he mumbles and I lift my head.

“What?”

“You heard me…they are idiots. You are the best that could happen to any man” he says a bit louder and turns his head to look at me.

“I was honestly jealous today, when he looked at you with those hungry eyes and his hands all over you” I can hear, that he means it and I remember his hurt expression back in the hospital.

“His hands were not all over me, H. We are colleagues” I remind him and he laughs dryly.

“He is hitting on you, don’t you see it?” I shake my head and he cocks an eyebrow at me.

“What has a man to do, so you see that he is hitting on you?” he asks laughing and I bite my lip.

“Probably I wouldn’t notice it until he kisses me…” I shrug my shoulders and feel his soft touch on my cheek. He cups it with his big hand and I look up into his mesmerizing green eyes. I have never seen such beautiful green eyes anywhere else than with him.

“I would have punched him if he did that” I giggle and shake my head lightly.

“You should be happy when I finally find someone”

“Only if he is a good guy. Oh, my mom says hi and she invited us, you and me, over for Christmas if you´d like” he suggests out of the blue and I am a bit startled. I haven’t even met his mom in real life. I only joined a facetime session once.

“Erm…honestly I can´t I would love to but…” I reply and yes, I really would love to. He looks a bit sad but he nods.

“I understand, you have your own routine at Christmas. It´s okay” he smiles and I turn, to face him fully.

“Look, Dr Seymour has a family and Dr Sally worked last year on Christmas so this year it´s my turn. I´m sorry, I am free from the 26th to New Year though” I hope he understands what I want to say but I don’t have to worry. He smiles widely and nods.

“Great then how about coming up to Cheshire later? I mean if you want, it´s some time we both are free” he gets a bit nervous and I giggle, slapping his arm.

“Of course I want that. I will jump right in my car and come to Cheshire” he hugs me and I smile into his neck.

Korrigiert

The Christmas days are very quiet in the hospital, we usually allow the kids to go home. Only the very sick patients have to stay and I always hope that no one dies during those days, it would ruin Christmas for the whole family forever, but this year I am not lucky. A little boy dies and I have to be there only half a day before I want to go to Cheshire. Maybe it is not a good time to make a 4-hour drive. I call Harry when I have a bit time but he convinces me to come nevertheless and he promises to be there for me and make everything less bad.

When I finally get there around 10 pm I am fucking tired and annoyed. I stop in the driveway and take a deep breath. Anne's home looks lovely, everything is white and the house is decorated festively. The windows are light up and I can see Gemma and Anne in the kitchen.

I calm down a bit and grab my suitcase. As I put my stuff into my bag and lean into my car I can hear the front door open.

I smile at Harry and walk towards him. He steps outside in simple jeans and a T-Shirt.

“Hello there, ´s nice to see you. Merry Christmas” he says and hugs me tight. I sigh as I feel his warmth radiating against me and rest my head on his shoulder. I notice that his accent got a bit thicker, probably because they all talk like this.

“Hi, Merry Christmas to you, too” I reply and look up into his beautiful eyes.

“Are you okay? Or do I need to cheer you up before we get inside?” he asks a bit worried but I shake my head. Being here and with him already made the pain better.

“It´s okay. I am shy anyway, you know that. Let´s get in before you turn to ice” he laughs and takes my suitcase.

In the living room, I meet his mom. She is smiling so friendly that I don´t feel unwelcome or weird here at all.

“Mom, this is Y/N. This is my mom” he introduces us and Anne takes my extended hand.

“It´s so nice to finally meet you. Please call me Anne and feel completely at home. I can´t wait to show you Harrys baby pictures so you can annoy him with them” we laugh and my heart grows very heavy. I suddenly turn a bit sad, because I don´t have such a great family who is proud of me and supports me. I am all alone.

Gemma hugs me and hands me a glass of wine. We salute each other and Gemma tells Anne the story of how we met.

During dinner I watch them interact and try to get as much information as possible. I can feel the love in this house and I can see how proud Anne is of her kids and how much Harry adores his family. They mock each other but in a loving way and I love seeing it. Being part of it.

We clean everything up and while Harry and Gemma try to figure out, what we are doing now, I stay behind with Anne in her kitchen.

“You are a doctor? He told me about your job and I can´t imagine how hard this job must be” she asks and I nod.

“Yes, I graduated 2 years ago and I love my job and those kids. He probably told you that I try to not bond with other people…which seems odd because it was so easy with H” I laugh and she hands me a glass of wine.

“He is a sweetheart, I would doubt your heart if you could have resisted him in any way. How old are you?”

“I´ll turn 28 next February. You raised him right, you really got two gems there. Oh, by the way, thank you so much for inviting me over, I have a present for you” I remember and she laughs as I get her the present. I bought an expensive and very good bottle of wine and hand her the present.

“Oh honey, that wouldn’t have been necessary. But thank you, come ´ere” she hugs me and I am glad I chose the right gift.

“Mom, Y/N we want to watch a movie, are you coming?” I hear Harry from the living room and Anne and I smile at each other.

“I like you very much, it´s a bit of a disappointment that you are friends. Why can´t he bring someone like you as a partner” she sighs and I giggle a bit.

The siblings are sitting on the couch and Harry pulls me next to him while Anne and Gemma chat a bit and the intro of the film starts.

“I hope she was nice to you” he whispers and I look at him. The resemblance between him and Anne is enormous and I nod.

“I like her, now I know why you are who you are” he laughs a bit and kisses my forehead as I relax into his side.

I must have fallen asleep during the film because I wake up to quiet voices. I feel Harry's arm hugging me tight and I think I am lying half on top of his chest.

“Maybe we should wake her so she can go to bed, she is exhausted” Gemma suggests and Anne agrees.

“No, it doesn’t bother me that she sleeps. As long as we are awake she can stay right there” Harry replies and I sigh lifting my head.

“I´m awake but bed sounds good,” I say and rub my eyes. Harry pushes some of my hair out of my face and smiles at me.

“I´ll show you, come on” I wave goodnight to the ladies and stumble behind Harry.

“This is my room and yours is right next to it” he gestures as we are upstairs. He shows me the bathrooms and then leads me back to my room.

“I am so glad that you came, you can´t imagine,” he says as I sit on the bed.

“Me too. Tomorrow you could show me around town” I suggest and he agrees happily. I yawn and grab my sleeping clothes.

“Goodnight, Y/N. You can come over anytime, okay? See you tomorrow morning bright and smiley” I laugh and throw my arms around his neck.

“See you tomorrow” I reply and kiss his cheek, before he leaves me alone.

The next morning when I get downstairs Harry is already awake and sitting in the kitchen with a cup of coffee and his phone.

“Good morning, love. Slept well?” he asks and I sit down next to him.

“Yes, can I get one cup of this too?” I ask and point to his coffee.

“Sure, mugs are up there and the coffee machine is easy to handle, I show you” he hands me a mug and shows me how to handle the machine. When we sit back at the table I feel him staring at me.

“What? You have seen me in the morning with no make-up” I say and touch my hair a bit irritated. Maybe I look weird. He chuckles and takes my hand. Usually, his fingers are full of rings but this morning they are clean and empty.

“I did. And I can´t get enough of it, you are so pretty” he bites his lip as if didn’t plan on saying that.

“Thank you, H” I squeeze his hand lightly and chuckle a bit.

“Mom said we behave like a couple and she is right…in some way. Guess you are the closest I have to a soulmate” we smile and I shake my head.

“Don’t worry, it´s the same with you for me. What about breakfast? Shall we make some for everybody?” I suggest and he nods.

“Absolutely. What about your delicious pancakes and will try myself on some beans and toast, traditional English?” he asks and I get up, pulling my hand out of his.

“Sounds delicious but you don’t try. You just do, because you are a great cook. That’s why you always cook when we have a sleepover” he laughs and gets the ingredients out of the cupboard.

I mix everything and watch him fiddling with the can opener for the beans. When the first pancakes are cooking I take the can opener from him and help him, he frowns.

“I feel stupid” he laughs and I wink at him.

“Well Mr Superstar, if you can´t even open a can…I´m joking, I´m joking” I giggle and try to scoot away from his hands but he pokes my sides and tickles me.

“You are mean” he scowls and I can´t stop laughing, patting my hand behind me on the kitchen to find the flour. I stick my whole hand in it and he raises an eyebrow because he can´t see what´s happening behind my back.

“What are you doing with your-“ he gets cut off when I smear my flour-covered hand right across his face. The expression of shock on his face makes me laugh even more and before I catch my breath he rubs his face against mine and shares the flour with me. I dug away and see him cleaning his face in the sink while I flip the pancake.

“I hate you,” he says and I chuckle.

“No, you love me” I reply and his green eyes shoot over to my face. “I- I mean- like a friend. Best friend” he nods very slowly and I am glad to hear someone coming down the stairs.

“Good morning early birds,” Anne says and smiles at us. She walks over to Harry, who is still looking at me with an expression, I can´t really read and hugs him.

“Morning, my favourite son” she smiles and kisses his cheek.

“Morning mum” he replies and turns his gaze to his mum.

“Morning Anne. I hope you like pancakes” she smiles and nods, while she makes herself some coffee.

We have a kind of quiet breakfast until the others wake up and join and I get a lot of compliments for my pancakes. Harry and I don´t really talk much but I hope everything´s fine between us. I mean, why shouldn’t it be?

Hello guys, here it is, a new chapter of my latest work. While I have to wait for my COVID-19 test results I have a lot of free time and being home again after 2 weeks of holidays is so boring. Hopefully I am back at work at monday. 

Stay safe everybody. 

Love, Julia xx

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Gas station encounter Part V

Part IV

A few hours later I await him in front of my door and as he pulls up and gets out I can see the frown on his face.

“Hey, this is a relaxing weekend, you shouldn’t have carried your bag down here!” he says and I laugh until I realize he is serious.

“Well I´m sorry, you can take it from here on” he nods and tosses my bag in his back seat. We drive to his home and I am amazed by how huge this is.

“Are you living here alone? Isn´t it lonely? I sometimes hate it in my 3 room flat but this is the next, next level” he smiles and shuts down the engine.

“It is but I wanted to buy something where I can spend my life. And this is big enough to have a family someday and a bunch of kids” he explains as I follow him up the steps. He gives me a house tour and shows me where the huge guest room is. I even have my own bathroom.

“So, let´s get some music on and while I prepare dinner you take a nice bath, how about that? I put everything in your bathroom, enjoy” he winks at me and I smile.

“Thank you, see you in a bit” I wink at him and do to check out what he got for my spa day.

After my bath, which was really relaxing and soothing for my hurting legs and feet, I put on some comfy clothes and go back downstairs. My hair is still wet and when I walk down I can smell the food he made. He listens to some music and has changed into a pair of grey sweatpants, which hang low on his hips. His T-Shirt is the same as before and I watch how he swings his hips to the beat. He has a towel on his shoulder and stirs in a pot.

t“Smells amazing, what is it?” I ask and step closer to him. He turns his head towards me and holds out a spoon for me to taste what he is cooking. It looks like a curry and it definitely tastes like one, too. It´s delicious and when I tell him, he turns a bit red.

We sit down at his huge dining table with a glass of wine and our plates filled with his curry. We chat and laugh and when our eyes meet, I can feel a tingle in my stomach. Eventually, we end up on his couch, cuddled in a cosy blanket and watch a funny movie. I giggle and sip from my wine when I feel his eyes on me.

“What?” I ask and raise an eyebrow but he shakes his head.

“Nothing”

“Then stop staring, it´s rude” I reply and he smirks but turns his head back to the TV.

“I like this,” he says after some time and I look confused at him. He gestures with his hand a vague movement into my direction and back to himself.

“Oh yeah, it´s fun” I agree.

“Is it awkward?” he seems to be a bit scared of my answer but I shake my head.

“Not at all, feels almost natural doesn’t it?” he nods and we smile at each other.

The weekend goes by way too fast and before I can even blink properly it is Sunday afternoon and I stand next to his car, waiting for Harry to bring me home. He forgot his phone and went to get it.

I enjoyed this weekend and I am a bit sad that it is already over. We had a great time and finally got a bit closer emotionally.

“Go it. Ready to go?” he asks smiling, as he comes down the steps and I sigh.

“Not really, I really enjoyed spending time with you outside of work” he beams and takes my bag, to put it in the trunk.

“Glad to hear that because I had a blast. Can´t wait to do this again sometime” I nod and get into the car. The ride home is mostly quiet and I am captured in my own thoughts when he pulls over in front of my house.

“Thank you so much, Harry. I feel like we grew a bit closer, which takes time for me but I am glad that we did this” he smiles widely and tugs a strand of my hair behind my ear. His finger brush lightly against my skin.

“Me too, I´ll see you next week in the hospital. What is your shift?” he asks and I smile because he always comes when I am there.

“Starting at 2 pm”

“Okay, can´t wait” I get out of the car and he hands me my bag, before he pulls me into a hug. I grab his shirt at the back and tug my nose in his shoulder-chest area to inhale his scent.

After a minute or so he lets go of me and smiles.

“Don’t want to draw attention on us, see you soon Y/N”

 The next month goes by and we hardly manage to meet outside of the hospital. Due to the illness of one of my colleagues, I have to work nearly every day and Harry told us, that he is going back to LA to finish his album. He will be gone for a few weeks and I can´t help it but feel sad. I can't get free time until Dr Sally is back. Dr Seymour and I have to manage the whole station and it´s I have a hard time.

The kids and Harrys goodbye was sad but he promised to come back. I am not good with goodbyes and didn’t really know what to say, so we just hugged and said our goodbyes. Sometimes we text a bit but he knows that I am very busy and when finally Dr Sally gets back, I relax and take a few days off.

During this time Harry and I managed to facetime a few times and at first, I am a bit awkward but he makes it normal by being himself and being worried. To be honest, I look like shit and I am tired as hell and so exhausted.

“I have some good news, I will be back in a few days,” he says and my heart skips a beat before pounding like crazy.

“When? Annas final bloodwork is in the lab and will be due in around three days” I ask excited and he grins at me.

“I wanted to surprise you all but I can´t keep a secret from you…I will be home tomorrow night” I clap my hands together and reply:

“That’s awesome, she will be so happy to see you”

“And you? Are you happy to see me?” his voice gets a bit deeper and I can feel the heat in my cheeks.

“Of course, Harry. I miss you”

“Good…because I miss you, too” we smile at each other and chat about his music and how his album work goes before I head to bed.

 Three days later I stand in front of the hospital and wait for Harry to arrive. It´s Wednesday and I have to be back at work on Friday but I promised Anna and her family to be there when the blood tests come back. I chose my red duffle coat and as I wait it starts to snow. I am freezing but instead of waiting inside, where everybody knows me, I keep standing outside.

I put on my hat and tug my hands deeper into my pockets. Where the hell is he? I look around and see a tall man with a beanie and a dark coat walking towards me. He wears warm boots and gloves. His green eyes are fixed on me and he smiles as he comes closer.

“Hello there, you are so bright” he laughs and pulls me into a hug. I giggle into his ear and feel his hot lips on my cheek.

“Hey, how are you? You look great and relaxed” I compliment him and he beams.

“Thank you, you look lovely as always. I like the coat, red suits you. Wait…is that make-up? Just for me?” he mocks me and I shake my head and roll my eyes at him. Of course, I tried to look my best.

“Oh shut up. Come on” I pull him with me, trying to get him to stop but he won´t.

“So tell me, why did you put make-up on? You look so different but still cute. I like it but I like you anyway” he asks again and again until we are in the elevator and I face him finally.

“There is no deeper meaning behind me putting make-up on. I just wanted to, so calm the fuck down”

“Hm. I hoped it was because of me” he mumbles and looks down to his feet.

“What would that change, H?” he smiles as the door opens and I immediately get a bit nervous. This is Annas bis day.

“Harryyyy” she squeals and flies into his arms. I laugh and hug her parents, knocking on the office door.

“Oh hey, you are here for Annas results aren´t you?” Phil asks and I nod. He smiles at me and kisses my cheek. He is always aa bit flirty with me and I kind of like it. He is just a bit older than me and we always liked each other.

“Yes, we are. How are you?” I ask him and he nods. He had an operation a few weeks back when he couldn’t work.

“Better, thanks for doing all those extra hours. I owe you one…maybe some dinner soon?” he asks and I smile widely.

“Sure, I´d like that” he returns the smile and prints the results before we head back to the others, his hand on the small of my back.

“So Anna, you excited? Oh, you must be Harry, I am Dr Phil Sally” he introduces himself and shakes Harry´s hand. I feel a bit uncomfortable when his eyes wander to me and how Phil handles me. I never took a piss out of it and I honestly never thought about it but now…I can see that he is a bit hurt, I think. I immediately step back from Phil and wrap my arm around Anna.

“Soooo…this looks great Anna. I think you made it and you are clean” he says and I put my hands in front of my face and start crying. Anna hugs me and I lift her up into my arms, we both are crying and I am so overwhelmed with joy. Of course, I know that she will have to go to checkups rhythmically and often the cancer strikes back later but this is great news. She can have a few carefree years and experience being a teenager.

“Thank you for everything,” her mom says and we all hug each other, with watery eyes. Phil leads them into the office to give further information and I wave goodbye to them.

“I´ll text you about dinner” he says not too loud and kisses my cheek before joining them in the office.

“You okay?” Harry asks and I nod, trying to rescue my make-up. I smile at him and he smirks.

“So you and him, huh?” he asks and I look confused at him.

Part VI

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Gas station encounter - Part IV

Part III

The next day I wait for him standing behind my window. When he pulls up outside I smile because he is too early. His black car is standing in the same spot than the day before, when he brought me home.

I see him getting out of the car and shooting a glance up to my flat, then onto his phone. He leans his back on his car and puts his hands in his pockets. He wears a black hat and a black coat with some brown Chelsea boots and dark pants.

When I close my door behind me I feel my phone vibrating and look at it. Harry sent me a text and I start going down. He smiles when I open the door and step outside.

“Hey there, how are you?” he asks and hugs me.

“Great, how are you? Ready to grab some coffee?” he nods and kisses my cheek.

“Sure, let´s go. I thought I would show you my favourite café. Believe me, they have the most amazing things” he promises and opens the car door for me.

The way to his café is not very long and when he finally found a parking spot a few streets away he looks at me.

“I apologize in advance. It is very likely that I am recognised and because you are an attractive woman it probably will be in the media tomorrow. Be prepared” he warns me and I shake my head.

“No worries, I can handle it I think” I assure him and he gets out of the car. I shut the door behind me and we walk next to each other in comfortable silence. He seems a bit tense but when nothing happens and no one tries to stop him, he relaxes a bit.

“So tell me, what happened to Anna? She told me yesterday, that she is feeling so much better and she might be able to go home? I thought she was on the edge of dying when I visited her the first time” he asks while he leads me towards the little café.

“There are moments when those miracles happen and I try to not question them too much. Her bloodwork is great, she doesn’t need more chemo and she feels better. Her vitals are really great. This might be a miracle but to be honest, we should appreciate it as long as it is possible” I explain and walk through the open door into the café. We find a table in the corner and he pulls my chair, so I can sit.

“So you think she might get sick again?”

“It is possible. At this point, no one can say yes or no. I will do my best to let her go in a few days and give her some time at home with her friends and family. But I try to not let it get too close to me” I reply and he nods while he hands me the menu.

“I hope the best for her. Maybe you can keep me updated” he asks me and I agree to nod. I decide to get a normal coffee and a blueberry scone.

When our order arrives we dig into the food and I immediately know why it is his favourite café. The food is excellent and even the coffee seems to be better than other coffees.

“This is really good,” I say and he smiles at me. He got a cinnamon roll and seems to enjoy it as well.

“I´m glad you like it. Their cinnamon roll is the best I ever ate” he declares and I giggle.

“That’s a huge compliment from someone who has probably eaten in the whole world”

“You want to taste it? Then you will see that it is the best” he holds his fork with a piece of that roll into my direction and I nod, eating from Harry Styles´ fork and I close my eyes in awe. This is the best cinnamon roll I ever ate.

I nod and he smiles delighted that I agree.

“It´s great. Wow. Thanks for showing me this place, I´m sure I will come back some time” I assure him and he takes a sip from his coffee.

“I don’t share those special places with anybody but I think you deserve the best. I appreciate the work you are doing so much, I am so impressed how you handle all this and I can´t believe anyone takes this for granted. You and your team should get an award, you are the real heroes” he says and I try not to choke on my scone. I am very much touched by his words and I honestly don’t know where to look.

“Thank you, I think it is normal to us because we love what we do. We don’t need an award…a simple thank you and some smiles on those kids faces, that’s why I do this” I reply and take my cup in my hands.

“But you sacrifice so much, please don’t get me wrong…but someone who tries to make others happy should be happy themself. What would make you happy? Maybe I can give something back” he asks and I shake my head.

“No, no it´s fine. I am happy, I really am” he looks at me and licks his lips, to get all the cinnamon and sugar.

“I have some time off, so if you would like…I could come and play and sing with the kids. It would be a pleasure and I absolutely don’t mind it” he proposes and I truly don’t know what to say. It’s a very kind offer from a very busy man like him.

“If you want to, sure. I am happy when the kids are happy” I agree and he bites his lip, what I find very sexy.

“Great, I will contact you if you don’t mind”

“I don’t. Soooo…it´s already 3 pm and we still need to get my car. How long do you want to spend time with me?” I ask him and look at my phone.

“If you want to leave, we can go immediately…shit I think I got spotted” he whispers and I am clever enough to not turn around as he tries to hide behind me.

“Are you Harry Styles? You are, right? Do you mind, if we take a picture with you?” a young girl asks next to our table and eyes me sceptical. Harry smiles friendly and gets up to chat with them and take a picture. After they left he pays for our order and is eager to leave the place. Maybe he knows that when he was spotted once, there will be more fans in no time. I hurry after him and as we are a few streets away he gets a bit slower.

“Sorry for leaving so abruptly but I know how fast they are. By now we would have been swarmed and I don’t want that right now…we can get your car or take a walk in the park if you like” he suggests and I nod. Sounds great.

“A walk seems to be nice, we have a lot of time left, so no hurry with getting my car” we walk next to each other, chatting about anything that comes to mind. He tells me about his family and friends back in Manchester and I listen very interested. His mom sounds lovely from his stories and at this point, I am just happy that I met him at the gas station.

“It is lovely spending time with you, Y/N,” he says and smiles at me.

“Likewise, I never thought I would spend time with you after our first meeting. But I´m glad we do, you are easy to be around and I kind of like you” I confess and giggle a bit.

“I appreciate it very much, that you are accepting me in your life and I have the feeling you don’t mind me having in it? Or am I completely wrong and this is just your average kind of being nice?” he asks a bit concerned and unsure.

“I don’t mind having you in my life, not at all. And no, you are not wrong” I can see his happy smile and follow him at his side across the park.

 A few weeks later during my shift, I can see Harry sitting amidst a lot of kids with his guitar and singing with them. They love having him around and he loves entertaining them. Anna was able to go home and I promised to come visit her soon. The last days have been really exhausting, we have a few very critical patients and I had to tell their parents that it´s only a matter of weeks.

Harry comes here as often as he can and I am very thankful that he spends his rare time with all of my children. We usually don’t spend much time together but when I have the opportunity I stop and listen to him telling stories or singing to them. When he notices me, he smiles at me and I return it gladly. I know that he won´t come here forever, he has a job and soon he will be gone because of promotion and recordings and tour. But he never mentioned it, when he walks me to my car after my shift.

A soft knock on my door jerks me out of my thoughts and I look up, seeing Harry in the doorway.

“Hey, can I come in or is it bad timing?” he asks politely but I don’t mind it at all.

“No, it´s fine. Come in, you alright?” I reply and watch him, as he sits down in front of my desk.

“Yes, I love being here seeing the kids smile but I noticed something…” he says concerned and I sit up straight.

“What? Is something wrong with one of the kids?” I start to panic, that I haven’t noticed. I get up and walk around the desk to get to the door, but Harry holds me back by grabbing my wrist.

“They are alright but are you too? You hardly smile and you look tired and exhausted, can I do something for you?” he asks and I meet his soft green eyes. I relax a little and lean against my desk his hand still wrapped around my wrist.

“I´m alright. Just a bit tired but nothing I haven’t handled before plus I have a free weekend ahead of me. The first one in three months” I answer and see him smiling.

“Free weekend, huh? How about…I try and make it the most relaxed weekend in your life? I just want you to feel good and we haven’t spent much time in the last weeks” he requests and I raise an eyebrow at him.

“And what are you picturing?”

“Hmm maybe me cooking some dinner for you, watching a movie, getting a massage and not worrying about anything. How does that sound?” his eyes are shimmering with hope and I chuckle. It sounds great but what if it gets really awkward? I have never been to his house or the other way round. We usually just hang out in a café or here, this is kind of a next step.

“I´d love to do that but…I don’t want it to be awkward honestly” I say and he entwines our fingers.

“It won´t, I promise” his voice is low and deep and touches me like velvet.

“Okay” I agree and he squeezes my hand lightly.

“Great, I´ll pick you up after your shift?” he sounds really excited and I grin at him while I nod in agreement.

Part V

Hey guys, 

sorry for the delay and lack of posting. I hope you are still here and enjoy my newest chapter. Please send all your love or hate, I´ll take it. 

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Gas station encounter - Part III

Part II

The weeks pass and to our surprise, Anna gets better each day. She even started walking around the hospital a week after Harrys visit. I don’t understand it but I have learned to accept those little miracles, they happen very rarely.

I haven’t heard from Harry since then and we haven’t met at the gas station yet but I have enough to do at work, so I only think about it, when I get gas once a week.

I have the night shift today and sit in my little office with the door open so anyone can enter anytime. I look at some blood work results, as I hear a slight knock in the doorframe. It´s Anna standing there in her little nightgown.

“Hey, sweetie. What´s up? Bad dream?” I ask her and smile. She comes in barefoot with no face mask on, I allowed her to go without one a few days ago because her last three results came back very good looking.

“No, I dreamt of ice cream and now I am hungry and can´t sleep anymore,” she says and rubs her eyes. I laugh and shake my head. Nice try.

“So I guess it would be better if we organize you some ice cream?” I ask and she beams at me nodding. I sigh and get up, hearing her footsteps behind me. I lead her to our small coffee kitchen with a very small freezer and grab each of us a magnum.

“How are you feeling? I haven’t had much time for you the last days, I know that and I am sorry” I say and bite into the chocolate.

“I´m feeling great, just touch this” she says and puts my hand on her head. I can feel a bit of a stubble and smile. This is a miracle.

“You have no idea how happy that makes me. I don’t understand it, but I don’t care as long as you are getting better and better each day. Your parents are coming in two days to talk to me, right?” I ask her and she nods smiling, eating her ice cream.

“Do you think, I might be completely healthy again? Maybe it is because of Harrys visit. Since then I´m feeling so much better” she suggests and I smile. I don’t think that it is possible to get healthy because you were happy to meet someone but I won´t destroy her little dream.

“Maybe, we won´t know I think. But I am glad I could bring you some joy that night”

“Are you two in contact? Maybe he can come and visit again? He was so nice and so handsome” she whispers and we chuckle. She is right, he was nice and was handsome but I don’t even know how to talk to him.

“I am not in contact with him but I have his number…I don’t know what I could write to him. I am not good at such things”

“Just write what´s on your mind” she suggests and I smile of her simple and childish thinking. Sure I could, but that wouldn’t be very appropriate to write something like I like you, I miss you and you impressed me so much I can´t stop thinking of you when I am at our gas station. I always look for your face, but I don’t even know what I could say to you.

“That’s sadly not how it works in the adult world, Anna. But thanks for trying” I reply and throw away my waste.

“You do like him, don’t you?” she asks me and I shrug my shoulders. 

“He was nice and funny but I don’t have time to meet someone, you know that. And it's your fault that I like him because you fangirled so much about him that I couldn’t escape” we laugh and I look at her. She is really feeling better and I am thinking that she might go home soon. She yawns and I wink at her.

“Time to go to bed, young lady. Hush, hush” I say and she nods, while she walks back to her room.

In the early morning hours, the next shift arrives and I talk with Dr. Marc Seymour about the next steps in some of the kids' therapy. We even discuss if Anna should be allowed to go home soon and it starts getting really late. Around 8, two hours after my shift usually has finished, a soft knock at my office door interrupts our discussion.

I turn around and my eyes widen as I see Harry in the doorframe. He smiles and in his hands, there is a beautiful bouquet.

“Harry,” I say very intelligent and look at Marc.

“Hey, I heard that Anna is feeling better and I wanted to visit her. Wasn’t in town for a while but now I´m back” he says and looks at my colleague.

“Oh this is Dr. Seymour, this is Harry. I think Anna might have mentioned him or his band” I laugh and he smiles at Harry, extending his hand to him.

“Nice to meet you, it is so nice of you coming back to check on her,” he says and shakes his hand. I take off my medical gown and I can nearly feel his eyes on me.

“Well, I´m gonna do my routine check. See you tomorrow night, Y/N” he says and I nod, waving goodbye to him.

“She will be so happy to see you. She asked me last night if you would come again and she will love those flowers” I smile at him and grab my phone from my desk. I shut down the little light and the computer and walk towards him.

“Actually…the flowers are for you. But I can snatch one for Anna” he pulls a beautiful orange flower out of the bouquet and hands the massive thing to me. I am surprised.

“For me? Why?” I ask and turn light red, I do like the bouquet and I am flattered that he bought me one.

“Just a little thank you for your hard job. You are an amazing woman and I think your job is not appreciated enough” he says and I smile at him.

“Thank you, this is so nice. I never got flowers before” I didn’t mean to say it but it slipped through, mainly because I am tired as fuck I think.

“Never?” he asks and I shake my head. I try to let the subject slide and put the bouquet on my desk.

“Just for my birthday. Let´s visit her. She is feeling so much better lately” I beam at him and he shows me his dimples.

“I am glad to hear that. Lead the way” he puts his hand on the small of my back when I walk past him and he follows me closely to Annas room. I knock and enter and she squeals when she sees Harry. She jumps in his arms and he laughs, hugging her tight.

I proceed like the last time, just sitting there and observing how he handles her and how they laugh and talk like old friends. I can feel how my eyes close from time to time and I have a really hard time staying awake.

“Hey, Y/N. Come on, I will take you home” I hear Harry's deep voice and feel a light touch on my hand. I must have fallen asleep for some time.

“Oh sorry…no need. I have my car here” I reply and yawn behind my hand. Harry shakes his head and I see Anna rolling her eyes at me.

“Let him take you home, you are way too tired to drive,” she says and I smile at her. She can be really bossy.

“She is right, there is no way I am going to let you drive by yourself,” he says and takes my hand, to help me get up. I stumble against his chest and he holds me pressed against him, to stop me from falling.

“Sorry” I mumble and stand straight up. He smiles down at me and I can feel his hands on my hips and the heat in my cheeks. He is a bit flushed too and when I step back I can feel his grip tighten a bit before he lets go of me.

“I hope you will visit me again sometime, Harry. Thank you for your visit” Anna says and I laugh because it sounds so formal. They hug and he kisses her cheek before we leave.

I grab my flowers and my bag on the way out and when we arrive in the car park I say:

“I can go by myself, really. Did it often enough”

“No way, get in. You are not driving” he says and opens the door to his big black car. I sigh and get in.

“But I live really far outside of London”

“I don’t care, I would take you to Moscow. It´s too dangerous” he closes the door and gets in on the drivers side.

I tell him where to go and after a forty-minute drive, he stops in front of my flat.

“Here we are” he smiles and I feel the obligation to ask him up for a tea.

“It´s okay, you need to sleep. But maybe we can meet up tomorrow and I invite you. I can take you to the hospital to get your car and we can stop and get a coffee…if you like” he suggests and I smile happily at him. Very thankful that he declined my offer to come with me.

“I would like that. Tomorrow at 10 AM?” I ask and he grins.

“Sounds good to me. Goodnight, Y/N. Until tomorrow” he leans towards me and I hold my breath as his soft lips touch my cheek.

“See you tomorrow and thank you for taking me home” I yawn again and he giggles. I get out and close the door, waving one more time as he leaves. In my flat, I put the flower in some water and smile. I take a picture and send it into our girl group chat because they were asking too if I would make a move on him. Everybody seems to assume I fell for Harry but I doubt that it is more than a light crush.

Part IV

Well hello there, lovelies. It is officially my first attempt with a GIF in my chapter :D

I hope you all appreciate it. I started a taglist for this Miniseries, so if you wanna join, leave a comment. Or leave a comment if you don´t want and just tell me what you think about all of this. 

Love you all, thanks for the response. 

Love, Julia xx

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My Favourite Harry Styles FanFic Writers

@chillmichelle 

Her whole damn masterlist is like finding a pot of gold. She is the angst queen. Everything is crazy good. I cry everytime i read her stories :”)  and i’ve read her whole masterlist like girl its so amazing. Here are some of my favourite stories on the top of my head: Marry Me Part 1| Part 2 , Next Week . She writes for Shawn Mendes too : White Roses , Gold Digger , Baby 

@pendantstyles​ 

Hannah is the sweetest❤️Her Blog is such a safe place where you can interact w her & everything. She has an extensive masterlist with more than 200 things? she writes so much it makes me wonder why i’m so unproductive with life HAHAHA. I love her Angst Weeks the most 1 | 2 . Get ready to get heartbroken multiple times. 

@hestylesno​

The amount of hurt i felt from reading Spoken Words and Inaudible Words Words is insane. Such a good read that i’ll never forget! You are also so kind & wonderful 🥰Check out all works in the masterlist you’ll have a great time!

@hes-writer​ 

You have no idea how many times i’ve read the just a little bit of your heart 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 series. Like i can’t get enough of it. One of my favourite series to read! Check out the Masterlist  here!

@writers-hes​

I loved reading Late Christmas���!!! 

@harrysgoldenline

I believe she’s new to writing fics? i’m not sure though but I love all her works!!! like if she’s doing it this good at her first try…like girl u slay. I’ve loved everything you put out so far ❤️Here is her Masterlist . My Favourites: Burnt Cookies & My Muse. She also started writing her first series ‘Can’t Help but Love Him’!

@heyyyharry​ 

I LOVE AND MISS THE FLATMATE SERIES! even though the 3 books of flatmate are done she still does a lot of blurbs and instagram posts about them and she writes other things as well! Allie is so creative and even her blubs are just so amazing so i highly recommend you check her out! 💜

@hazzmedicine​

The masterlist might be short but the quality of all the stories are amazing!!! love the series His Replacement and everything else on the masterlist basically. 

@harryimaginedstories 

She’s not active anymore but her masterlist is insane. Literally all stories are amazing but one story that never fails to keep me coming back is a hint of yoghurt like just something about that one shot has so much of my heart I love it so much!!!

I hope all of you have an amazing holiday season!!! thank you for putting all the energy , time and effort into your writing!!! it really means a lot to me and the fandom. Fanfics never fail to make my day better and I just forget all my problems and escape into another world with these stories so thank you so so much. Wishing you the best in 2020❤🥰🥳

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I'm thinking of starting a taglist for my writings. Would anyone be interested in that?

#harry styles #harry styles imagine #harry styles blurb #harry styles x reader #one direction #1d #1dff #harry styles fluff #harry styles smut #harry styles fanfic #taglist #harrystylestaglist

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As a fic writer, i need every reader to know that:

I don’t care if your comment is coherent. I know what you mean and i love you

I don’t care if you ramble. I read every word and i love you

I don’t care if you leave a comment on a fic from four years ago or leave comments/kudos on like ten of my fics in one go. This isn’t IG, pls stalk my AO3. I love you

I don’t care if you mention the same thing in your comment that four other people have already mentioned. It’s actually really useful to know what resonated with people and I love everyone who takes the time to tell me they liked a particular turn of phrase

I don’t mind if your comment is super long or just a couple of sentences, i love them all

I love you

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Preach. This is so fucking true. Your interactions are all we get as motivation and repay

the scariest part about being a writer? pouring your heart and soul into this one fic that has taken literal months to piece together only to have this sick feeling in your stomach like it isn’t going to be a hit. not because it isn’t good, no, it’s worthy of a pulitzer, but just because readers won’t interact.

this is my message to my readers and all the readers out there: interact with your writer’s fics. someone can leave a seven word compliment along with a reblog on one of my stories and i’ll think about it for days. writers, good writers, have stopped writing because of the lack of feedback they get. nobody should get the amount of support to the point where they feel it’s worthless to do the thing they’re doing. 

readers. like. reblog. leave a comment.

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Smut Masterlist

SMUT EDITION

this is a list of all my favourites, I didn’t write any of them and I don’t own them!

Supernatural 

Coming For Dinner (Jensen x Reader x Jared)

Oh My God (Jensen x Reader x Jared)

That Fucking Mouth (Jensen x Reader)

Slut For Punishment (Jensen x Jared)

Beg (Jensen x Jared)

Undiscovered (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Surprise (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Breathe (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Adventures in the Dean Cave (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Claim (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Threes Company (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Ask Me (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Stuck in The Middle (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Sibling Rivalry (Dean x Reader x Sam)

His Property (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Spank Me (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Birthday Pie (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Morals Be Damned (Dean x Reader x Soulless!Sam)

Say Thank You (Demon!Dean x Reader x Souless!Sam)

Teach Them a Lesson (Dean x Reader x Sam)

Man Enough (Sub!Dean x Reader x Dom!Sam)

Purely Dysfunctional (Dean x Reader x Cas)

You’ve Got Me Begging (Dean x Reader x Sam x John)

High For This (Dean x Reader x Sam x John)

The Queens Court (Dean x Reader x Sam x Cas)

Walking a Mile (Dean x Reader x Sam x Cas)

A Little Full (Sam x Reader)

That Damn Shirt (Sam x Reader)

Hooked (Sam x Male!Reader)

Need You (Sam x Reader)

The Wolf and the Omega (Sam x Reader)

Do You Have Something To Tell Me? (Sam x Reader)

Not Complaining (Sam x Reader)

Every Time (Sam x Reader)

We’ll Be Fucking (Sam x Reader)

I Won’t Let You Fall Apart (Sam x Reader)

Get Over, Get Under (Sam x Reader)

Sneaky (Sam x Reader)

You Won’t Forget Again (Souless!Sam x Reader)

White Picket Fence (Dean x Reader)

Baby Got An Eyeful (Dean x Reader)

Looks Good on You (Cowboy!Dean x Reader)

Don’t Fear Your Kinks (Dean x Reader)

Attachment: 1 Image (Dean x Reader)

Primal Urges (Dean x Reader)

Struggle (Dean x Reader)

Sending Good Vibes (Dean x Reader)

Talk is Cheap (Dean x Reader)

I’ve Had Enough (Dean x Reader)

Rogue (Dean x Reader)

Saving the Ball (Dean x Reader)

Sweetheart, What Are You Doing? (Dean x Reader)

Learning Your Place (Dean x Reader)

When The Candle is Lit (Dean x Reader)

Lesson Learned (Dean x Reader)

Relax (Dean x Reader)

Thank God For Sexual Frustration (Dean x Reader)

For The Record (Dean x Reader)

Can’t Handle the Heat (Dean x Reader)

No Choice (Demon!Dean x Reader)

Claimed (Alpha!Dean x Reader)

Remind Me (Alpha!Dean x Reader)

Alpha Please (Alpha!Dean x Reader)

Alpha and Omega Life (Alpha!Dean x Reader)

What He Likes (Jensen x Reader)

Good Boy (Sub!Cas x Reader)

Sex Bucket List (Cas x Reader)

Harry Styles 

Tell Me You Own Me (FAV)

Praise Kink

Arguments

Werewolf!Harry AU

Rosewater 

Cockwarming

Tulle 

Princess Parts

Scrunchie

Dom 

30 Things

Needy Baby

Working From Home

Plug

Punishment

Working Out

Morning

I Just Wanna Taste It 

Bite

Praise Kink pt. 2

Overstimulation

Choking

Teasing

Sleepy

Suck

Positions 

Breeding Kink

Four Hours

Squirt

Teachable Moment 

Wake Up

Wake Up BJ

Spanking

Spanking Prompt 

Rings

Mirror

Cheeks 

Good morning

Bend Over

Inside

New Seeds in the Melody

Treat

Tied Up

Brat

Inexperienced

Lesson

Mine

I’m Gonna Pay For This

Curious Girl

Cup of Tea

Headboard

Longing

Ruin You

50 Things

Aggressive

Secretary

Never Coming Back Down

Drunken Decorum

Have Your Way With Me

Gucci Business Dinner

Spent

Let Me Feel You 

Tell Me

Soft Dom 

Luna de Amor 

Dolan Twins

Poolside Fun (Ethan x Reader)

Were You Touching Yourself? (Ethan x Reader)

Puck Me (Ethan x Reader)

Public (Ethan x Reader)

Fun in the Jeep (Ethan x Reader)

Tease (Ethan x Reader)

Bite Me Dolan (Ethan x Reader)

Wet (Ethan x Reader)

Alpha (Ethan x Reader)

Occupied (Ethan x Reader)

Housewarming (Ethan x Reader)

Scandalous (Ethan x Reader)

Behave (Grayson x Reader)

Quickie (Grayson x Reader)

Puck You (Grayson x Reader)

Cock Ring Hide And Seek (Grayson x Reader)

Broken Restraints (Grayson x Reader)

Six Years (Grayson x Reader)

Sensitive (Grayson x Reader)

Wrist Deep (Grayson x Reader)

Caught (Grayson x Reader)

Worship (Grayson x Reader)

Thoughts on Sex With Gray (Grayson x Reader)

Practice Makes Perfect (Grayson x Reader)

Sweetheart (Grayson x Reader)

Earned It (Grayson x Reader)

Commiseration (Grayson x Reader)

Save a Horse, Ride a Cowboy (Grayson x Reader)

Drip (Grayson x Reader)

How To Ride (Grayson x Reader)

Yours (Grayson x Reader)

Down On You (Grayson x Reader)

Fetish (Ethan x Reader x Grayson)

Roses (Ethan x Reader x Grayson)

Best Friends (Ethan x Reader x Grayson)

Kink.com (Ethan x Reader x Grayson)

Switch (Ethan x Reader x Grayson)

Extended (Ethan x Reader x Grayson)

Roughing It (Ethan x Reader x Grayson)

One Hole (Ethan x Reader x Grayson)

Prompts (Ethan & Grayson)

Coachella Blurb

Niall Horan

Pure Filth

Rings

Tears

Sunday Mornings (Niall x Reader x Harry)

Lap Dance (ft. Harry)

Sex Scene

Moonlit

You Are Mine

Thigh Riding 

Sugar Daddy

Wedding Love

Criminal Minds

Sore (Luke x Reader)

Rough Loving (Luke x Reader)

Did You Miss Me? (Luke x Reader)

Late Nights, Early Mornings (Luke x Reader)

My Side (Luke x Reader)

Encaje (Luke x Reader)

The Festive Spirit (Luke x Reader)

The Naught List (Luke x Reader)

Nympho (Luke x Reader)

Saccharine (Luke x Reader)

Desperate (Luke x Reader)

Party (Luke x Reader)

Housewarming (Luke x Reader)

Love Language (Spencer x Reader)

Breath Play (Spencer x Reader)

High Risk (Spencer x Reader)

Dominant Doctor (Spencer x Reader)

Jealousy (Spencer x Reader)

Long Day (Spencer x Reader) 

Vulgar (Spencer x Reader)

Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off (Spencer x Reader)

The Art of Silence (Spencer x Reader)

Stargazing (Spencer x Reader)

Fresh Baked (Spencer x Reader)

Safe and Sound (Spencer x Reader)

My Wife (Spencer x Reader)

Different Circles (Spencer x Reader)

Stress Reliever (Spencer x Reader)

Work For It (Matthew Gray Gubler x Reader)

Wear Me (Matthew Gray Gubler x Reader)

[harrystyleswatermelon-sugar]

Definitely too risky not doing it

Reblog this or you wont meet Harry Styles

Can’t risk it

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Gas station encounter - Part II

Part I

WARNINGS/Trigger: child oncology station, sick children, cancer, angst, child death

“What a great job choice, do you like it? I bet it's nice to be around kids all the time, I love kids. Do you want some of your own?” he rambles and I giggle a bit.

“It is nice having kids around you, but it would be even nicer if I could help all those kids…I work at the oncology station, which is rather sad and hard to keep a smiling face. But I try my best to help them and ease their pain…nevertheless I definitely want kids on my own”

“Oh wow, that’s a tough job choice…but I am sure you are very good at your job, I visited some very sick kids during my career and I know what you mean when you say it´s hard to keep a smiling face. When you leave the room, you realize that this might be the last time they smiled and the last time, they were happy and the realization hits you, that they might die very soon,” his voice sounds sad and I nod. I know exactly what he means. I often cry when I come home and I know a kid has only a few weeks left. And when I lose one of my proteges I am usually down for days. I am sassy because I want to protect myself from any other pain than the one I learn at my job every day.

“It´s hard, yes. But I love my job and someone has to do it” I smile at him and sip from my drink.

“Hey you two, stop talking about sad things and enjoy the night,” Lisa says and nudges my shoulder. I laugh at her and Harry nods.

“She´s right. No sad conversation anymore” it ends in the whole group talking and laughing and I enjoy it very much. I never thought that a group of young women, who worked their way up into successful businesswomen and a group of privileged men could harmonize so good. It´s effortless and they are so charming.

When I look at my phone I see some missed calls from work and my heart drops. Oh no. Someone is in trouble, I can feel it.

I excuse myself and leave the bar, to return the call outside.

“Y/N, finally. You said you wanted to be notified when one of the kids is getting weaker and that’s happening at the moment with Anna. I don’t think she will survive the night, so if you want to say goodbye you should come” my co-worker says and I nod slowly. Anna has been at our station for about 6 months and she is only 13 years old, she already suffered so much in her short life. To be honest, she is the reason why I recognized Harry in the first place, she is a huge fan of his old band and made me watch the music videos and the film over and over again.

I stumble back inside and I am scared but composed. I knew this would happen eventually and I already thought about what to say, when she has to leave.

“I´m sorry…I really have to go” I say and grab my coat and my bag without noticing that Harry has gotten up on his feet.

“Wait, why?” he asks confused and as I look at him I see that he is stood up and looks at me with worried eyes.

“Probably a patient isn’t feeling well” my friends reply, they know how I look when such things happen.

“Can I help you in any way?” Harry asks and I want to shake my head but then I realize that I could make Annas biggest dream reality.

“To be honest, you can. She is a huge fan of your band and she probably won´t survive the night, she is very weak. Maybe we can record a little video for her?” I ask him. I don’t want to ask him to join me because seeing a dying child can be really hard and disturbing.

“I have a better idea” he responds and grabs his coat “I´m coming with you” he adds and looks at me determined.

“You sure? This could be very disturbing,” I ask and he nods.

We leave the bar and grab a cab to the hospital. We don’t talk much, it´s a serious and very sad situation and I try not to think too much about what will happen in a few hours. Anna is always full of life and fun and I like being around her. I will miss her very badly and I will cry when I leave the hospital, that’s not open for discussion.

Harry pays for the cab and we enter the hospital. He follows me into the elevator to go up where the children's oncology station is.

“Are you okay?” he asks concerned and as I look into his green eyes I can see, that he is scared.

“I will be. Right now I am devastated. She is a great girl and no child deserves this. She always makes me laugh and she is always full of positivity. I will miss her very much…this is really hard” I say and he nods.

“I am scared. I hope I don’t say anything wrong…we can do this” he says and holds out his hand. Without hesitation, I hold onto it. It comforts me and I know it does the same to him. The elevator stops and we let go of each others hand while I show him the way down the corridor. Everywhere on the walls are pictures from the kids and handprints from everyone in different colours. Fotos of the staff and from trips we did with the kids. It´s a very bright and colourful corridor but only to cover up all the sadness. We disinfect our hands and I hand him a mouthguard mask and some gloves before I take a deep breath and stop in front of her door. I can see her family sitting in her room and Amanda, the colleague who called me checking her vitals.

Anna looks very pale, as every kid does. She hasn’t a headband on but she sits up in her bed when she sees me and smiles at me. Harry is not visible from his position so I wave at her and take a step back.

“Just wait a second, I will talk to her first and get her ready. She probably doesn’t want you to see her bald head…I will get you, okay?” I ask him and look into his green eyes while I put on my mask.

“Okay” his voice is shaky and I hold on a second.

“Are you sure? She hasn’t seen you yet, you can leave if you want” I ask once again but he shakes his head. I open the door and get in.

“Hello everybody,” I say and her parents smile at me. We have known each other for a few months and I always supported them and comforted them. They accepted their daughters sickness and tried everything to be positive around her. They are so strong but now I can see them clinging onto the hands of each other and barely holding themselves together.

“Hey, Anna…I have a surprise for you. Maybe you want to get a bit dolled up. Wait” I grab her headband and the little bag with her make up. She looks confused and puts on her headband.

“A surprise? What is it? Y/N tell me…” she begs and I laugh while I hand her the mirror and makeup. She quickly gets ready and looks expectantly at me.

“Okay, are you ready for your biggest dream to come true?” she nods and I can see the sparkle in her eyes when I open the door.

“Hello love,” Harry says and everybody in the room gasps. They recognize him even with the mask and I can see how Anna starts crying of pure joy.

“Oh my god, no I am so ugly” she cries as Harry steps in and I can see him smiling behind the mask.

“You are not. Anna this is Harry. Harry, Anna” I introduce them and Harry hugs her. She is shaking and crying and laughing everything at the same time. Harry sits down beside her and they start talking while I zone out and watch them.

“How did you manage that? This is insane” her mom asks me and I laugh.

“I accidentally met him and we talked when the call came. I mentioned that she was a fan and proposed to tape a video but he wanted to join me” her mom hugs me very tight and I can feel a tear slipping down my cheek.

“Thank you, Y/N. This is unbelievable, thank you so much. She is so happy” I smile at her and wipe away my tear.

“No problem” I reply and watch them talking and laughing.

“Y/N can you get the guitar?” Anna asks me and I nod.

“Sure” I go and grab the guitar from the playroom. Back in her room I hand it to Harry and say:

“It´s not the best guitar” he laughs and shakes his head.

“It will do” he tunes the guitar and starts singing a few of his songs. I record a bit with my phone and take some pictures. Anna starts getting tired and falls asleep while Harry hums some melodies.

“I think it´s time for us to leave now…may I have a moment?” I ask her parents and they agree while they leave the room until I am alone with the sleeping girl.

I sit next to her at the bed and caress her cheek with the back of my hand.

“You are such a strong and fierce girl, I will never forget you little Anna. The pain will fade very soon and I promise we will meet again someday. I love you and this is one of the hardest goodbyes I ever had to say” I watch her sleep with a smile on her face and I know she had a happy life despite the sickness. I get up and hug her parents outside.

“This hospital is a blessing you all did such a great job and she loves you like a family member, Y/N. You are very special, you will always be our friend for everything you did. Thank you so much” her mum says and I nod.

“Thank you, too. It was s pleasure meeting you and seeing you being as nice and friendly as she always imagined. You made her day” her dad says to Harry and he smiles.

“It was my pleasure. I am sure she is a very special girl and it hurts me to know…” he sobs and I can see his eyes filling with tears.

“Do you agree if I post a picture of her and me?” he asks and I smile, he is so polite asking for their permission. They nod and look happy, because we all know this would be such a great joy for her.

“Go back inside, see you soon and be strong,” I say and wave them goodbye. Harry and I toss our medical gear into the next bin and I walk a bit faster than usual, trying to be in front of him so he doesn't see the tear stains on my cheeks. I knew I would cry. I press the elevator button. I get impatient and press it again and again, trying to see through my tears which I desperately wipe away with my sleeve. Harry grabs my hand and pushes me around to face him.

“Look at me,” he says huskily and I sigh and look up at his face. He is crying as well, his green eyes looking sad and glossy.

“We are feeling the same. Don’t hide, come here” he whispers and pulls me into his chest. I hate being hugged and I usually keep my distance from people but he holds me close until I relax a bit and wrap my arms around his waist.

We stand there and cry even when the elevator comes up and opens the door. We don’t care, we are looking for comfort in each other and I hear the doors close again. When our sobs fade a bit, I take a step back and look at him. His eyes are red and puffy and I hate to admit it, but he looks adorable. I bet I look really bad with my mascara running down my cheeks and everything. He pushes the elevator button and I try to fix my face in the mirror next to the elevator.

“Can you send me the pictures you took? I want her to see the post” he asks me and I nod.

“How…Instagram message? Bluetooth?” I reply and he holds out his hand, to type in his number.

“If you have any other kid that would be happy to meet me or any one of the boys let me know. Here now you can send them via WhatsApp” he gives me my phone back and I can´t believe I got his number. But I have it. I send him the pictures and he immediately posts one with the caption Unbelievable circumstances have led me to meet this strong and beautiful girl today. She inspires me with her strength and her will to live. I hope to see you again very soon, beautiful Anna. Be strong and keep fighting, I believe in you. I love you. #fuckcancer

“This will make her very happy, Harry” I assure him and he smiles at me.

“I hope so. Care for a drink? I could need one” he sighs and ruffles his hand through his locks.

“Absolutely plus I don’t want to be alone at this point” we smile at each other and I know that he feels the same. Being alone is scary at this point.

We end up in a pub around the corner and he orders two pints. We sit in a hidden corner and don’t talk much, rather hanging onto our thoughts. From time to time our eyes meet and we smile at each other and I am glad that the silence is not awkward but comfortable.

“Are you okay?” I ask him finally with my last sip and he sighs deeply.

“I don’t know how you do this job, to be honest”

“Sometimes I don’t know either…but it is all I have. I try to stay away from people to not get hurt otherwise than through my job. Those ladies today are my only friends because I know they won´t hurt me. That’s how I protect myself” I explain to him and he looks a bit sad.

“That´s noble but sounds really lonely” I nod in agreement because it is lonely.

“It is” we look into each other's eyes for a few seconds. Not long after we step out of the pub and we both know that it is time to say our goodbyes now.

“I hope we will meet again sometime, this shouldn’t be our last memory of one another. Too sad” I laugh dryly and roll my eyes at him.

“That´s my life. Sad. It was very nice meeting you, Harry. Maybe next time at the gas station we grab a coffee” he nods and then we hug. I bury my face in his chest inhaling his scent. He smells great and it´s oddly comforting.

“Let´s find you a cab” he suggests and holds his hand out, so the next one pulls over. He leans down to kiss my cheek before I get in and wave.

Part III

So, yeah this was part II. I hope you liked it and leave me your thoughts below. If you want to. 

Love, xx

Julia

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Masterlist

Fake Instagram Post Masterlist!

Harry Imagines Inspired By 1D Songs Masterlist!

(f) fluff

(a) angst

(s) smut

IMAGINES:

From Bad To Worse(f)(a): You and Harry get into a frustrating argument while he is on tour. You don’t have any time to recover because within an hour after the fight…. Harry’s ex has some choice words to say about you to the fans.

Mad Hysteria (a)(f): One Direction finally reunites and Harry is excited to bring you along on the reunion tour, only problem is the fans and paparazzi that make airports impossible and unsafe.

Sealed The Deal (f): You and Harry go to visit his mom and sister in London. Your relationship is fairly new, so when Harry sees you help out a family member, his heart can’t take it.

Baby’s First Concert (f): You finally decide it’s time to take you and Harry’s daughter to one of his concerts.

What I Can’t Have (s)(a)(f): Being Sarah Jones’ little sister means one thing: Harry Styles is off limits, but that’s not going to stop you now.

Shame It’s Not About Me (s)(a): Hearing Harry sing along to a song he wrote about another woman awakens something within you that you didn’t know was there.

Hold Me (a)(f): In efforts to not burden Harry with bad news, you keep your struggling relationship with your mother under wraps. Harry’s heart aches one night when your hidden struggles blow up in front of both of your eyes.

Modest 2.0 (a)(f): Harry thought the worst of management overworking clients was done to him all those years ago, but he is sadly mistaken when you begin to experience the same thing in your own career.

We’ll Be Alright (a)(f): Sharing Harry has never been something easy for you, but when his girlfriend decides to devise a plan to get rid of you once and for all, you find out things can get much worse.

SERIES:

More Than This (a)(f): Trying to navigate a broken heart with Harry by your side

Part 1

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This is really good. I don't usually read AU but this one got me instantly.

PAPERTHIN | HARRY STYLES AU | II

PART 1 : GOLDEN

READ PART 2 HERE: NIGHT CHANGES

Word count: 1.4 K

Summary: Y/N is the girl who admires Harry from afar

Warnings: angst, and a whole lot of depressing stuff, fluff

Pairing: Harry x Y/N

The sun warmed my skin as I sat among the plush green grass. I was deeply engrossed in my drawing, pencil in hand, shading away at the edges and curves of the figure I drew. 

“Y/N!”

Weiterlesen

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Gas station encounter - Part I

I hate this day, I really hate it. It´s pouring, I got soaked on my way to my car this morning because my fucking umbrella broke due to the wind and I arrived late and very wet at the hospital. Luckily I have everything there to fix my appearance just in time for the big meeting with very famous doctors in our hospital.

It didn’t go well is the best I can say about it. I sigh and pull into the gas station. I would rather like to go home directly but I need to get gas.

I get out in London´s cold and wet weather, pulling my coat tighter around my body. I shut the door a bit too aggressive and turn around to get the pistol. As I move, I can feel a rip and the sound of ripping clothes. Oh no, please not my very expensive and very new coat, I think as I turn back around and look at what I ripped.

It is my coat that’s hanging in my closed door. Dangling in the wind and I growl frustrated as I look at my back, to see how much I destroyed my coat.

“Ma´am please hurry up, there are other people here too,” an elderly man says annoyed and I sigh, as I pull the gas pistol in my car. I hate humans and I definitely hate this day. I see a young man in short sports trousers, a T-Shirt and a beanie, who is talking on the phone while filling up his car. This is irresponsible and while the pump fills my car, I walk over to him and say:

“Not to be rude, but you are risking everybody´s lives here when you use your phone. That’s dangerous and most of all, forbidden” the guy turns around and I freeze. Holy shit, this is Harry Styles right in front of me. I look at the car and see a red sports car, probably very expensive. He smiles at me and says:

“I´ll call you back, Jeff” he hangs up and shoves his phone in his pocket.

“You are right, I am sorry. Please forgive me” he says and I roll my eyes at him. I still have a bad day and I am not in the mood for an arrogant pop star.

“Fine, just please don’t light up a cigarette, when I turn around” I growl and head back to my car. I try to catch another glimpse of him, but he seems to be done and walks inside to pay. This is a bit odd, to see someone like him do totally normal things like getting gas. My tank seems to be full and I pull the pistol out, as Harry comes back out of the station. He winks at me and I shoot a half-smile in his direction.

He drives off and I sigh, as I walk in to pay.

“Number 4 please,” I say to the cashier and he nods, looking at his screen.

“Actually, it already has been paid. The young man with the red sports car took care of it” he says and I look confused. He paid for my gas? Why?

“Oh…okay then. Eh…have a nice day” I reply and get back to my car. No one will ever believe me, that Harry Styles paid my gas.

 A week later I stop at my usual gas station. Every day, when I drive along this road I watch out for his red sports car but I never see him. Maybe it was just a stop far away from home. Today has been a very nice day. I finished work early, the weather is nice and I have a date later tonight with my friends in a fancy bar. Becca is having a small birthday party there and because she just finished her dissertation, she invited us to this nice bar.

I get my gas, as I see a big black car with tinted windows stopping behind me. While I wait for my tank to be filled, I can see Harry exiting the car.

“Hello there,” he says and smirks at me. I turn a light shade of red and return the smile.

“Hello. Thank you for paying my gas last time, but how comes?” I ask and lean against my Audi.

“I figured you had a bad day and wanted to brighten it up. Did it work?” he asks and puts the pistol in his car.

“Sure did. I really had a bad day, I am sorry for scolding at you. That wasn’t very nice of me,” I say and look at him. Today he wears a normal pair of jeans and a white shirt. His hair is pulled back and put into a bun.

“That´s great. Had a better day today?” he asks and turns to face me. I nod and he comes closer, extending his hand.

“Great, I am Harry,” he says and I chuckle. Of course, I know who you are.

“Y/N. Nice to meet you. Don’t you have staff to get gas?” I ask and he raises an eyebrow.

“No, I don’t. I try to do as many normal things, as I can” he answers and I laugh a little.

“I am surprised you are not already swarmed by fans,”

“They don’t expect me here, like you. It´s kind of funny that we meet again at the same station” he giggles and I shrug my shoulders.

“I use this station every week because it is on my way home from work” my voice sounds a bit raspy and I cough, as my pistol clicks and tells me that my tank is full. I go inside and pay for the gas and on my way out, I meet Harry in the door again.

“Have a nice day, Y/N. Until next time” he winks at me and I laugh, doubting that I will meet him a third time. That would be way too much luck.

“Bye, you too,” I reply and walk back to my car to get home.

 I pull on the hem of my skirt and look in the mirror one last time. I chose a dark green skirt, which ends at my knees and a white shirt with some straps on the back. It is very flowy and I feel good in it, despite it showing skin from behind. I dressed up a bit, put more dramatic make-up on and chose a bit of jewellery to go along with my outfit. I am happy with my looks and grab my dark coat. I am still very sad that I ripped my new trenchcoat, but this one will do.

I arrive a bit late at the bar, but I already texted when I was on my way. My friends are waiting with a delicious margarita for me.

“Hey, I´m sorry for being late. Becca, all the best wishes for your birthday AND your dissertation. I am so proud of you, lawyer” I say to her and hug her very tightly.

“Oh thank you, lovie. I am so grateful you could make it today. Wouldn’t be the same without you,” she smiles at me as I kiss her cheek. After we hugged, I put down my coat and bag and greet the other girls warmly.

“This is really fancy, Becca. Do I need to behave here?” I ask and everybody laughs. We all know that I am very sassy, especially when I have been drinking.

“Isn´t this crazy? A few years ago we sat in a crappy bar and discussed If we could afford another drink and today we are here, all grown up and fancy. No more ugly clothes and horrible haircuts, what a glow-up” Lisa says and we all nod. She is right, this is amazing.

“Just look at Becca and Kate, our lawyers and Y/N our doctor, very successful. I own my own business and Lisa is managing her hotel. We really did it” I smile at the table and remember all those funny evenings in pubs around the corner of our university. It was a great time and I wouldn’t want to miss it for anything. And I love these girls, we grew really close and I am so glad to have these four girls in my life.

“To us and of course to our birthday girl Becca” I propose and hold up my glass. We salute each other and then we hand her our birthday present. We organized a full weekend at a spa outside of London with all of us. She loves it, I can see that before she even says anything. We always complain about not having enough time together and this was the first that shot through our minds.

The bar starts to fill a bit and around 10 pm every table is taken. We giggle, drink and snack on some of the food on our table.

“I really need a wee, who want to come?” asks Lisa and I get up.

“I do, I need to pee as well. You know where?” she nods and we walk next to each other.

“So, how has life been to you?” she asks me and I giggle.

“Pretty good actually. I am happy and no I haven’t met someone, I know you are going to ask,” she grins and opens the door to the restrooms.

“You are right, I was going to ask” she replies and I shake my head at her. Always the same question. When we stand next to each other at the sink and wash our hands I remember who I met today.

“Oh, I have met someone. Twice to be honest” I laugh and dry my hands, while Lisa stares at me very curious.

“Who? Tell me! Who is it you are interested in and how did you meet and is he nice and oh my god, this is crazy. You never meet men, you like. I am excited” she claps her hands and I roll my eyes at her.

“No, I am not interested in him. We ran into each other a week ago at the gas station and today again. I was rude to him the other day, so I apologized and he took it very well he tried to brighten up my day when we first met and paid for my gas while I was still outside” I smile at the thought of him being so nice.

“You like him. What´s his name?” she asks and I look around, to be sure no one hears what I say.

“It´s Harry Styles, I am not joking,” I say and she rolls her eyes at me, walking past me.

“I hate you, you always make fun of me. I just want you to be happy and you make fun of me” she scowls and leaves the restrooms.

“Lisa, I am serious. It really happened” I assure her but she just shakes her head. I never thought that she wouldn’t believe me. I didn’t even think of that, but I get it. I wouldn’t believe her either.

I sit down and feel someone staring at me. I see up and meet familiar eyes and a familiar smirk. I smile at him and feel my heartbeat fasten. What a weird coincidence that we meet again today. While everybody chats and laughs, I try to stay involved in the conversation but I catch myself several times looking at him. And he looks at me, smiles and looks away as if he is shy and insecure. My girls haven’t seen him yet and he seems to be unbothered by fans.

Sometime later we move our little group closer to the bar as other tables do the same. I stay between two of my friends as I feel a tap on my shoulder and I see Lisas and Beccas face staring in shock behind me. I know who it is without turning around and I smile, while I face him.

“Hello Harry, long time no see,” I laugh and he chuckles, while his eyes wander over my face. They are mesmerizing green and maybe they are a little bit clouded from the alcohol.

“Hey, Y/N. Told you, we would meet again. Hello, I´m Harry” he introduces himself with a slight wave at my friends and rests his eyes on me again.

“So is your day still good?” he asks and I nod.

“Yes and yours? You seem to have a good day every day” he laughs and shakes his head.

“Absolutely not but I try to make the best out of the bad days….Ladies, may I invite you all to a drink and to join us at our table?” he asks politely and my friends nod in excitement. He grins at me and we follow him to his friends. We introduce ourselves and everybody takes a seat, mine is next to Harry.

He orders some drinks for everybody and I feel Lisas eyes on me. She looks apologetically and I smile, it´s okay I am not mad at her. We smile at each other and I look at everybody chatting and having fun, when the drinks arrive.

“Cheers to new friends,” Harry says and we clink glasses with everybody.

“I can´t believe we ran into each other again,” he says and I smile at him, looking at his beautiful face.

“It´s kinda funny, right. With which of your cars are you here?” I ask him teasingly and he chuckles.

“With none. I came with a cab” he smiles and I can´t help it but the butterflies in my stomach erupt violently. Oh please don’t fall for a fucking superstar. I beg myself as Becca asks:

“How do you know each other?” the table falls silent and I look at Harry.

“We met at a gas station and she scowled at me for using my phone. Do you want to know, what she said after I apologized to her?” he asks and I turn red and shake my head, but surely everybody wants to know.

“She said quote: Please don’t light a cigarette when I turn around and I was so surprised how sassy she was. She obviously knew who I was but she just mocked me nevertheless. I liked that and surprisingly we met again today and she apologized, that’s how we met” he explains and leaves out, that he even paid for my gas.

“He paid for my gas the first time, because he thought it would brighten my day” I add and my friends say “aaaaaw” very unison.

“By the way, that is just Y/N. Always straight forward and sassy. We love her for being the way she is, she is the best” says Kate and the others agree.

“I like her too” Harry murmurs only so I can hear it and I redden again. Does he really like me? That’s insane.

“You are not bad yourself” I wink at him and he shoots me a crooked grin.

“So, why are you always at the same gas station?” he asks and I look a bit confused. Isn´t that obvious?

“It´s on my way home. I drive home every day so when I need to get gas, I stop there” I explain and he nods. Maybe the workday of a popstar looks more different than I thought. He probably hasn’t the same way home from work every day.

“Oh ok, that makes sense. What is your day job?” he looks at me and I turn my eyes down to my hands, which are nervously fiddling with each other. I am in fact a bit nervous, who wouldn’t be when Harry Styles is talking to you?

“I am a paediatrician” I reply and I can see his eyes light up.

Part II

Hello lovelies,

I hope you liked chapter 1 of this short story. It was planned as a usual OS but I think it has now over 30 pages in word. Sorry not sorry, leave me some replies so I know you wanna read it. I´m not really sure about this one tbh.

Love, xx

Julia

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The questions I have.

do you ever wonder how your blog appears to other people? like, am I someone that’s constantly on everyone’s dashes? am I that person that people don’t know very well, but they reblog often? am I that person that people don’t remember following, but they’re still around anyway? WHO AM I 

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Regarding the BLM community and everything else that's going on right now, I am absolutely on your site and I think it's horrible what has happened yet again. I hate it and, as a white female, I am really sorry what my people do to yours. I feel very strongly about this bc I am german and as anyone knows my country has a horrible horrible history containing racism. I watch all of this in horror. My grandparents served in WWII because they were forced to. I am lucky to say we have no nazis in our family but I know a lot of stories and that up to this day some things haven't changed makes me very sad.

This has to stop.

Hate has to stop.

Racism has to stop.

#blm #blacklivesalwaysmatter #alllivesmatter #stopit #racismhastostop #blacklivesmatter