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[healthyfitprincess]

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[healthyfitprincess]

I DID IT!!!

I can’t believe I did as well as I did. I’ve worked so hard for this for so long that I don’t even know what to do with myself now that I’m done… I could cry.

#VTNE #vettech #vetmed #CVT

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Tomorrow is the day I take the VTNE...

I’ve kept the date a secret from everyone in my life because I’m so scared I’m going to fail and have to tell everyone.. then not only will I be disappointed in myself, I’ll feel like everyone else is disappointed in me too.

I’m trying to keep a positive outlook and just hoping all the work I’ve put into studying will pay off in the end.

I’m currently panicking and don’t know whether to continue cram studying or just rest and go to sleep.

#VTNE #licensed vet tech #vetmed

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When did my little Pinot vino cat go from canned wine sized to box wine sized?? 🥹

#Pinot #pelican #cats #heart cat

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I’ve been studying so hard for my boards coming up and this little menace is the only reason I haven’t had a complete mental break down yet 🥲

She has been there every step of the way (trying her very best to distract me and stop me from studying)

I love her so much.

#pelican #peli bird #peen

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It feels like I lived an entire lifetime in the span of these two photos.

The picture on the left is from one of my first externship skills. Sure, I was unhappy with my weight, but otherwise my life seemed to be going pretty well. Until later that week when my girlfriend of 10 years told me she was in love with someone else, and that we were over.

The picture on the right is a little less than 2 months later. I was at probably the lowest point I’ve ever been at in my life. I had lost almost 50 lbs because I couldn’t make myself eat. The only calories I was consuming were from alcohol. I wasn’t sleeping. I felt like I was just an empty shell of a person.

But somehow I managed to keep dragging myself to work every morning and busting my ass to finish this externship.

I did finally finish the externship and I’ve just signed up to take my boards in March. But now i’m sitting here thinking about how proud of myself I am for not giving up when I so easily could have. I’ve learned so much about myself through out this journey and I’ve realized how strong I really am.

I can’t wait to see what new opportunities this chapter brings me.

#mental health #depression #weight loss #healthy #break up

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How am I suppose to study when this perfect floof exists?? Pelican said she’s gonna take my boards for me.

#study cat #Pinot #pelican

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Didn’t realize how red my hair turned out until I saw it in the sun! ☀️

#hair therapy

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Going back and forth between wanting to make this a productive Sunday or just rotting on the couch all day.

It’s officially been 1 week no contact with the ex situationship and I can’t tell if I’m finally starting to feel okay again, or if I’m just numb.

#situationships #sunday funday

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Sometimes I wonder why I can never effectively study at home then I remember it’s because this perfect menace of a cat is so distracting 🙃

#pelican #Pinot #vettech

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Officially 50 lbs down 😁

My life has been such a whirlwind the past few months. Losing a 10 year relationship, trying to learn to date and have fun again, holding onto a situationship just to get through the holidays.. if there’s anything I want for this new year it is to learn to love myself again, for ME. not for anyone else. I’ve spent so many years hating and abusing my body. If I don’t love myself, how can I expect anyone else to love me?

Here is to making myself a priority in 2024.

#weight loss #break up #self love #healthy

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Going into work 4 years ago today I never would have thought that I’d be leaving with a tiny little soul that would become my whole heart. It’s funny how something falls into your life unexpectedly and all of a sudden you can’t imagine your life without it... Through all the changes and twists and turns this last 4 years has brought me, she’s been my one constant reason to smile and keep going. She may be a bratty trouble making menace of a cat sometimes, but I would do absolutely anything for her.

Happy gotcha day, Pelican 🤎🧡💛

#pelican #Pinot #heart cat