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I was NOT expecting a cheating plotline in this show 😞😞

#me listening to the new taylor swift album #ttpd #the tortured poets department #taylor swift

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#that's why they call me lanita

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When I was writing the Fortnight music video, I wanted to show you the worlds I saw in my head that served as the backdrop for making this music.  Pretty much everything in it is a metaphor or a reference to one corner of the album or another. For me, this video turned out to be the perfect visual representation of this record and the stories I tell in it. Post Malone blew me away on set as our tortured tragic hero and I’m so grateful to him for everything he put into this collaboration. I’m still laughing from getting to work with the coolest guys on earth, Ethan Hawke and Josh Charles (tortured poets, meet your colleagues from down the hall, the dead poets). I still can’t believe I get to work with the unfathomably brilliant Rodrigo Prieto on cinematography and my team of dream collaborators: Ethan Tobman (production design), Chancler Haynes (editor), Anthony Dimino (1st AD), Jil Hardin (producer) and Dom Thomas (executive producer). Parliament aced the VFX as always. Joseph Cassell, Lorrie Turk and Jemma Muradian made these tortured looks come to life. The entire crew made this a dream to shoot. Thank you to everyone involved and everyone who has watched it!! https://taylor.lnk.to/FortnightMV

#not sure if I'll ever shut up about how she looks in this video

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So I'm seeing this girl and we never actually said it was going to be just casual but she's moving away soon and we both knew it had a time limit but now it really feels like something that could've been so real and long. Like everything is just so easy with her and I'm never anxious about it which is CRAZY for me. Like that's what all my poetry is about. And I don't know I'm just really sad because it feels like I accidentally stumbled onto this amazing relationship with an expiry date but I wouldn't give up having discovered it. And I was her first like everything too and we are both so into each other and the sex is amazing and just UGH. At least I can have the one who got away but it's crazy that I know that in advance. It's like I miss her while I still have her. Anyway never going to let myself be in anxious love with someone again as much as I can help it now that I know that's not actually how I should feel!!:)

#rant even though no one probably cares lol #but I had to get it out there and she doesn't have tumblr #unless she's gone into my link to it #lesbian problems

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sorry i want to be in love for selfish reasons like to have someone be my #1 and convince me im not bad or a failure

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I think people don't take into consideration that Ross and Rachel were "on a break" because HE was acting insane and jealous, and was practically accusing Rachel of wanting to sleep with another man, something that HE ends up doing not even 24 hours after the fight

#wait oh my god you're so right

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It is thursday morning. Visualize yourself as the marble, the chisel, and the untrained sculpter who just tried methamphetamine

#me getting my hair cut

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#gods greatest creation #no wonder he took all of his health away when he gave him this face #and in return for being able to keep living #he has twink died

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i put them in a barbie house. if u even care

#frank scaling the roof #mikey being a princess

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Advice for women?

lesbian sex

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gay boy #2

5.30.06

#pete wentz

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gay boy

Day 1802

#Ryan Ross

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Something something gay parallels something something I would ship aang and zuko but aang is so sexless to me I'm so sorry

all zutaras can die you're so boring . wow enemies to lovers passion NO ! Zuko is a gay man. He is gay. He's gay and he gets with his enemy's BROTHER. Live in my mind for a bit it's much better

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Sorry for entering back into my atla phase I'm so embarrassing whatever

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all zutaras can die you're so boring . wow enemies to lovers passion NO ! Zuko is a gay man. He is gay. He's gay and he gets with his enemy's BROTHER. Live in my mind for a bit it's much better

#zokka #atla #natla #zuko is GAY #(to me) #zukka

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I will say Zukos pathetic meow meow energy is on point. I do wish he had played him with deeper rage but he is nailing Zukos awkwardness and sadness

#he played him gay #we won in ONE way