hecth616

[hecth616]

Darkness of the mind

Don't tell me you are overwhelmed

Cause I don't care

Gravity pulled me down again

And of it I'm sick

Sticked to the ground and tired

Am I alive?

Cause lately it feels like I am

Not in paradise

This hell is a little more alike

To a picture from the past

And now I'm terrified

A glimpse into the dark

Voracious teeth

It is the old and worn out beast

The 616

And it just started back at me

In my ear whispering

Release me...

For I'm done with every possible illusion

Please hear me...

I'm growling once again to stand my ground against the enemy

And the enemy is the one that is taming us, raping us, enslaving us from taking a look into the void and cherish back the darkness of our mind...

Don't tell me I'm the problem once again

Cause I know I am

There might be a black hole in my brain

It's impossible to escape

Frequencies lost from time to time

Waves of light?

Suspended in purgatory seems fine

At least I'm back

What if this riddle gets untied

Will it leave a mark?

Scorched with fire

The number to unleash our wrath

Will the beast attack?

Or will it come to shout ...?

Release me...

For I'm done with every possible illusion

Please hear me...

I'm growling once again to stand my ground against the enemy

And the enemy is the one that is taming us, raping us, enslaving us from taking a look into the void and cherish back the darkness of our mind...

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[hecth616]

More than that

Have you noticed?

How the time flies

Years run over us

Like a second marches towards the next one

Is it all we can do?

Watch the clock reminding us all

We're not eternal

We're only here for a while

What will you do?

At the very end

Is this all that you've done?

And then let everyone forget

Moments flashing and lives sparking

We're more than that

Yes of course we're more than a clock ticking our life

I've not written for quite a while

Didn't have much motivation

Inspiration was drown

But as I get older

It is getting too loud

The tic tac is growing

And then I suddenly ask

What will you do?

At the very end

Is this all that you've done?

And then let everyone forget

Moments flashing and lives sparking

We're more than that

Yes of course we're more than a clock ticking our life

What will I do

With my spare time?

Is there really any time to kill?

Or am I being distracted by the so called life?

I don't want to leave with no achievement

Cause money and status quo can suck my weiner

Life is not about finding gold every other step

But to make gold out of the strength one took to give in

What will you do?

At the very end

Is this all that you've done?

And then let everyone forget

Moments flashing and lives sparking

We're more than that

Yes of course we're more than a clock ticking our life

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[hecth616]

Unpleasant confort

There's that lovely silence

Whispering in my ear

Seducing the madness

The wild mind of me

Behold the hatred

That feeling that's been long gone

Here in the darkness

One can see that I'm alone

Again the numbers tickle in my ribs

A cage of flesh is suffocating me

I cannot tell anymore what I want

But still miss the fucking mess that I was

Do not touch if it's not broken

Accept that there are things better to be left alone

I used to think I longed for happiness

But the truth is I like to be in the void

The black hole within me consumes everything around and I can't stop

Self destructive consciousness or a conscious being free from this world?

If it's nothing better

Then please do notdisrupt

An unwanted voice will always scream the loudest

But will fail to understand the point

Behold what you've done

Whatever it is, it doesn't feel like love

Shapeless heart dripping oil

Binary answers are the ones that I hate the most

Again the pulse of a faded signal becomes stronger

A number lost in space and long forgotten

I'll remain whatever it takes

I'll recalculate and spread my wings again

Do not touch if it's not broken

Accept that there are things better to be left alone

I used to think I longed for happiness

But the truth is I like to be in the void

The black hole within me consumes everything around and I can't stop

Self destructive consciousness or a conscious being free from this world?

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[hecth616]

Twisted mind 2.0

Oh silence has been drained out!

Again there's that disturbing voice

It keeps telling me I've got no choice

Succumb to this deafening noise

As I throw myself into the hole

(Deep within)

Raping my essential senses

A no beating heart is as good as a numb essence

Crashing to all walls and fences

There might be a day I ran over these peasants

That are all blocking the way

Traffic jam and brain is congested with lack of faith

Inspiration gone

Gray one arriving the place, hold on...

For I no longer can keep the insanity caged

A new dawn is a new pill

There's again that beat

But it's not coming from me

It's the world around in flames

Should I put it down or light another cigarette?

For all I know a corpse may continue walking

Death's a common matter and my brain is riddled up with no concepts

I wanna scream but I remain silent

I hate these pictures, crawling dumb creatures

Passing the day by just as me

To abort their cause is only up to me

But I ain't conscious now

I am fed up, so tired, name it how you want

Denied? The path should not last

For that long without a light

But if a dream is still a way to fulfill

My destiny?

I guess I'd hard pass that option

As I'm concerned about the corruption

On my face, the place, this space

I thought I killed some deities today

This world is just as rotten and twisted as my mind

So it doesn't matter if there's the day after day

Corrupting the mind, draining my veins

What's keeping us alive is what's sealing our fate

But fuck everyone and what they might say

I'll come back stronger to defy everyone's will

For all I know a corpse may continue walking

Death's a common matter and my brain is riddled up with no concepts

I want to scream but I remain silent

I hate these pictures, crawling dumb creatures

Passing the day by just as me

To abort their cause is only up to me

But I ain't conscious now

For all I know I am disconnected

Cannot even establish a channel to feel something

I may find a dead end

I hate these figures

Just abstract forms floating across the ceiling

Whispering "welcome to prison"

But it's up to me

Cause I ain't sane now

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[hecth616]

Fleeting thought

Pre destined to fail or not

Discovering the path while I walk along

There is no redemption at the end

Just the few moments that I've lived

Questioning the now and then

There're no signs of a manipulated variable

Persistent trauma

Incoherent drama

I'm sick and tired of everything

There is a chance that all of this is just a facade

A convenient job to remain busy while I decay

Giving me back the sense of lost control through anxiety

Knelt down in front of your apathy

I beg you... Look at me!

Into the sleep realm but clearly not asleep

Half awake and letting words flow through me

I haven't heard a thing about endless love

3 am and I start to whistle my demons' sinister tone

Breaking down every ounce of sanity

Dormant inner personality

Tired of excuses

Short circuit on my fuses

I no longer care about anything

There is a chance that all of this is just a facade

A convenient job to remain busy while I decay

Giving me back the sense of lost control through anxiety

Knelt down in front of your apathy

I beg you... Stay away from me!

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[hecth616]

Drunk worms

Crawl crawl into the dark

Maggots pulling the strings from where they're tied

Assuming somehow they can control the variables

Percentages and chances of a manipulated life

Use both hands to touch the fire

It may not ease the pain but wounds get cauterized

It wasn't that easy to let go the dreams

But it gets easier when fate is no longer a subject to analyze

So take a sip from this cheap champagne

I invite you all to not give a fuck

It is what it is and we are what we are

A nihilist perspective is to crawl as the drunk worms we are all

Crawl crawl towards the light

Maggots being squeezed by for the sake of a few ones

Assuming somehow those are able to pull their own strings

Probabilities tell us we're all in the same jar

So take a sip from this cheap champagne

I invite you all to not give a fuck

It is what it is and we are what we are

A nihilist perspective is to crawl as the drunk worms we are all

Is this a statement or just a random thought?

For all I know is that I don't want to crawl but fly

If I grow wings will they have the strings cut out?

To fly as above as the rising stars...

So take a sip from this cheap champagne

I invite you all to not give a fuck

It is what it is and we are what we are

Drunk or not, this worm may give it a try...

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[hecth616]

Eclipsed

I call upon to thee

Old ancient foe

Trickster in the dark

Voracious animal

Grieving the same fate as I do

Merge the fire within

Invoke the light in me

To overcome the enemy in front

Death row to all

Letters of a poem

Long forgotten chants

Unlocked inner force

Parasite giving back what it took

I retrieve what I need

To fullfil our destiny

And turn to warrior from a ghost

But at the end

All the eclipsed things will shine again

As dark as it can get

Corona's brightness can still be felt

Will it end?

Totality should be the wrong concept

As dark as it gets

There's no darkness that can last longer than my will

Obsolete prayers

Thoughts of a love that is no longer with us

Embrace different

Value what remains and bid farewell what's not

Take back what's ours and nothing more

To achieve the next level

Touch a bit of the inner berserker

And surpass the one reflecting in the mirror

But at the end

All the eclipsed things will shine again

As dark as it can get

Corona's brightness can still be felt

Will it end?

Totality should be the wrong concept

As dark as it gets

There's no darkness that can last longer than my will

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[hecth616]

Tabula rasa

A lot of colors had passed us by

Cannot lie I was petrified

By the rhythms coming from everywhere

Astonished, hesitant, but aware

In the blink of an eye I suddenly lost my ground

Cannot tell which is left or which is right

Am I alive?

Or just breathing?

Have I've always known

The reason why I'm kneeling?

To whom am I kneeling?

I'm done

Of looking for answers in the background

I forgot

The reasons I once I had a life and

I'll be gone

As a blank board with no theories or accounts

Alone

Erase everything and leave me here

As the blank board free to rewrite its destiny

Reinvent or improve yourself

That's the advice I get

But at times the process comes undone

And there we all stare in despair our home

Unfixed and thorn apart by ego

Why would we want to close a pact under the terms of the legal?

When everything fades away where would the suited man run for caress?

Is it wrong that I want to erase...

Everything and everyone and come back to a primal state?

To relearn to take baby steps...

So I don't have to be kneeling down here again...

I'm done

Of looking for answers in the background

I forgot

The reasons I once I had a life and

I'll be gone

As a blank board with no theories or accounts

Alone

Erase everything and leave me here

As the blank board free to rewrite its destiny

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[hecth616]

In my solitude

Everybody has an agenda

No matter the fact you strive for the same

Goals and falls come around like seasons

Easily identified over a year

A cycle

Eternal loop

Defined intentions are not as cruel as the ones hidden in the booze

Stop pretending you're honorable once and for all

Morals have been lifted up long time ago

If you need an opinion here's mine

Everyone is at their own, even though I'm still waiting for the one to rescue me

From drowning

On my own darkness

So thick we are about to touch hands

Almost kissing the reason why I'm still here screaming at the demons within my mind

And I know this is a feeling I well know

Solitude suits better the ones that are in war

Eternal battle against the inner foe

Grant me this piece before I start falling apart on the floor

Because the chaos within is the very same thing I've never been able to control

Everybody has an agenda, but me

Lost sense of purpose

Lost inside riddles and puzzles

With no solution

It's like a raging fire out of control

Isolate it or spill more of your blood?

Spit the venom within and move on

I used to say that, but venom has corrupted my soul

What's the point of a goal if it's not what I meant?

What's the meaning of companion if that'll be the same as settling for comfort?

Sorry to say that there's nothing that satisfy me

Better than thoughts and fantasies soaring all around me

Because I've always known the root of this behavior

I just despise reality

And I know this is a feeling I well know

Solitude suits better the ones that are in war

Eternal battle against the inner foe

Grant me this piece before I start falling apart on the floor

Because the chaos within is the very same thing I've never been able to control

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[hecth616]

End of the beginning

Ignorance disguised as resistance and the blisters popping from the inside of our society

Sheep gathering together assuming it's all their endeavor bringing hope and a better weather that will end the thyrany

Mischievous, a pair of eyes so vicious, manipulating the hint of a self-formed inner freedom in order to keep it all for thee

Well, in the well they dwell there's no room left for what the real deal is

Cycles and circles and friction and fiction and visions, ambition, and it is all me

What I hate the most is the mirror I thought I broke about a decade ago since I wrote the very last real poem

But facing the darkness has become a new talent, the way we adopt silence is better than the nuisance of sharing my beliefs

For they all betray, and there's no ashtray to put down the cigarette that's consuming the air around

I no longer seek revenge, nor an excuse to fly off to war, as I accepted the reflection in the water after the storm passed me by

At the end, the peace that's found within is the goal we all want to achieve.

At the end...

Of the beginning.

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[hecth616]

Self aware

Faces we see but

Undefined thoughts may seem far away

What's at the heart hiding, our eyes might deceive

Looking for answers in the air but the questions are in me

Trapped at this holographic universe but inner monsters need to breathe

Cannot longer keep mine captive, it's been released into the atmosphere

Alter-mind or a facade but it is time for it to live

Walls around crack while the mind shatters

Can't keep a single thought alive and light around me is being altered

I will not be vanished from my own casket

At the end we're all one and that's the biggest lie

But to fall for such corrupted speech is not an excuse to be that calmed

For I will not lose myself again

Embracing the void

That one thing I was afraid the most

Now I see we all are incomplete without accepting that one part that's a haunting ghost

Made by choices and regrets

Past is past but it can be a real way to trace

The root of all evil in our lives

But what else can be done if not take it with open arms

Just release the pain

And let it all go away

Walls around crack while the mind shatters

Can't keep a single thought alive and light around me is being altered

I will not be vanished from my own casket

At the end we're all one and that's the biggest lie

But to fall for such corrupted speech is not an excuse to be that calmed

For I will not lose myself again

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[hecth616]

Deus ex machina

Whatever I cannot control can be let go

That's what I've believed or been taught

One never knows where the paths might cross

An endless loop and I'm getting tired of that balloon

Might as well pop it and let the shit flow downhill

Might as well let it go and live my life as I believe

But there are no regrets as far as I'm concerned

But things have not gone the way I thought they might have

For I've always been driven by intuition

A survival instinct that is aware of possibilities

Right now it's gone

I've been lost for a year or so

Is it possible that I've been mistaken all along?

Am I being punished by any sort of bad luck?

"Push twice as hard" but I've stopped pushing

Tides were greater and here comes the great annihilator

Destiny is cruel if one does not know where to begin

I used to know

Now I don't

Where do I belong?

Lack of purpose or the sense of being told what to do next?

Discipline might as well be a solution

But what to care about when the only light I've followed is burnt out?

The fripper is long done with his duty but this doesn't seem to be cleaned up

Not at all

Crumbles from afar embrace me

Mysterious waves of gravity pulling me down

Down to the ground I've sworn to leave behind

Deus ex machina has not come

But If there's one thing I trust is you

So let it all be and send to hell the needs

I don't need no glory nor this putrid recognition from beings that are as fucked as me

All I need is the unknown force that pushes me

I need it right now

The only one thing that'll make everything alright

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[hecth616]

Replica

Something odd

Strange at the distance

I've felt this before

A long gone feeling of resistance

I tried to look back and hold my breath

There are corpses around and I never cared

But how does one deal with replacement?

Not a brand new manikin but a replica

I can't hold the anger nor sadness

I can barely stand still

The back of my neck is bursting

Cause again and again and fucking again

I get nothing but a dumb secondary stage

Play fair, that's what I tell myself

But fair isn't enough

Is that the same fear?

That makes me wanna leave...

Before everything comes down to ashes and fucks it

Should I remain silent?

Or simply let go?

But how does one deal with replacement?

Not a brand new manikin but a replica

I can't hold the anger nor sadness

I can barely stand still

The back of my neck is bursting

Cause again and again and fucking again

I get nothing but a dumb secondary stage

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[hecth616]

Dead or dreaming?

Came to realize I was terrified to look into the void

Now that I've been absorbed, there's nothing else to lose

Cause we're cursed with that what we desired the most

Oblivion at the end of horizon and our sand-time has reached the bottom

No newcomers just old fantasies, a great loop and instant replay

Encouraged to set eyes into the light but none is daring to embrace their fiends

Ancient foes arrive all at once

Hold your breath, hold me tight

Dream and Death are not the same, but certainly alike

So before you step into the dark, clear the path from lies and doubts

No negotiations here

This is all in, no way out!

I stopped playing dice for I know what face I want

Numbers are all misconceptions of what people might want to represent

As I stand alone in lurking for a new conquest to begin

Inner demons are all laughing for there's no one else to compete with

No one stands around, fierce concepts of matter and eternity dance near by

So clear I can touch the particles of my own consciousness

Becoming one alone with this universe

Fullfilling the real great purpose

Breaking the loop and chains that kept me captive

Dream and Death are now distant deities dead and forgotten

Yet here I stand betting my enlighthened being

To surpass the one last concept that ties me in

No negotiations here

This is all in, no way out!

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[hecth616]

Unborn 2.0

Blackened out off existance

I see you serve a new lord, but never me

I tried to look out for exits and...

You somehow had the will to wither out without me

No love nor hate

Just unjustified seek of purpose

Paths come enlightened and erased

Debris of an indulged life convolutioning at the rythm of this noise, entombed

And tombs crumble harder than ever

Cause you see, you denied us

But somehow you let yourself being taken away by the rules of a tyrant

I was never enough and I was never wrong

I was just another dumb singularity floating out in space

The darkest void you'll ever see

Deep in this black hole of reality itself

No one can reach me no one can hurt me

So I succumb to this lusty paradise

It's better to be unknown than to be known for being unsatisfied

I wish this could've worked out but it was impossible

Unpossible waves coming out of nowhere

Nowhere related to this gamma exposure

Walls around me are all collapsed

It's been years since I saw light and hint of a life beside you

So leave me here unborn and tombed

Farewell lovely progenitor, I have had no expectations of you

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[hecth616]

3.2

I'm done with introspection

Nothing else can come out of this

I'm just a human with no direction

Bad habits, addictions and internal mess

The path I've walked is none of your business

But you may learn a thing, or two

Disguises and masquerades covering up the feelings

Let it rain, let it all fall through

I was afraid to take a look in the dark

I was afraid to hold thy hand

I'm still concerned about the fiends

But somehow I just learned embracing them

Somehow we're all delusional

Waiting for that that won't come out

I just brace myself to the sunset

And hear the waves rushing out

I

Was never afraid

Of not longing to this dumb facade

I was never attached to caring what others may think

Now I vow to the skies and hold my breath

And let it all go as if no one is coming around

It is just me and just me

My loyalty does not belong to anybody but me!

Don't worry about me no more

I hold our memories tight, but those won't sink me

I barely remember your voice

But that might not be enough to fulfill my destiny

You're another sea's water

And as hard as it got, I've come out at surface

Surfacing shit is catatonic

Because no one dares to challenge truth

One may look for a destination

But I've always looked for real fixation

I'm just another drink for you to sip

But aren't you just into deep?

Forget everything about me

I've done as well

It doesn't matter if someone comes with big trophies or monuments

I just don't even care

Chaos is totalitarian

I

Was never afraid

Of not longing to this dumb facade

I was never attached to caring what others may think

Now I vow to the skies and hold my breath

And let it all go as if no one is coming around

It is just me and just me

My loyalty does not belong to anybody but me

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[hecth616]

War is all I want

Malevolent vibrations crumbling this built up hope

Monoliths falling as the emergency sirens roar

Revange is all they want and feed from the fear we're supposed to hold

No grudges hold, just nature playing it's cheat card on us

Why have alien, foreigners stepped over our home?

No need to reclaim territory but coming against with full force

No need to claim victory but it feels like we all lost

Alterations at the very core of an atom

Doomed we were all at that very same moment, ipso facto

Can't help it but to stand against the tyrant

Fuck the vile minds

What's going on with today's highlights?

War is all I want

To defend the very rights that are mine

Breathe the dust and rust all around

Is this the only way out?

If war is all you want

Let us prepare for annihilation this time

War is not what I want

But as long one breathes in, the other one would not be breathing out

Darkened skies but the night's far away

Hypocrisy can be found everywhere

Just need an excuse to refuse your abuse and stand by myself

Politics bore me but it should be the path to an agreement

Agree to disagree or exchange our believes...

No valid reason to such treachery

At the end, only a few are safe from misery

Can't hand over my cheek to your fist, cause it's not supposed to be this way

There must be another way

What the fuck has happened to the world nowadays?

War is all I want

To defend the very rights that are mine

Breathe the dust and rust all around

Is this the only way out?

If war is all you want

Let us prepare for annihilation this time

War is not what I want

But as long one breathes in, the other one would not be breathing out

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