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hi important psa: i'm still not here btw so don't reblog any newly-made posts, tumblr's glitching out and i didn't post them. thank u

#sorry for putting this on the tag but #i need ppl to know it :/ #i really don't know what's going on and i don't know how to deal with it short of blog deletion either so. idk #btr #big time rush

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FUCKING STOP POSTING SHIT AGAINST MY WILL TUMBLR I'M NOT EVEN IN HERE ANYMORE

#i swear to fucking god #please look away everyone and delete your kind reblogs too #i Do Not want to be perceived

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soooo. that new big time rush album huh

#how we feeling today rushers (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧ #also yes i've come back from the dead just to post abt this like. i owe this blog *this much* at least ykyk #anyway its like 3 in the morning here and ive just woken up after a vv long and exhausting day yesterday so this was a pleasant surprise :> #i haven't really listened to it in full yet bc idk adhd things but when the mood hits right y'all know i'll be VIBING #i never talked abt it but waves and can't get enough were great earworms so i'm excited to see how the rest of the songs will turn out #also hope everyone's doing well here on the btr side of tumblr hehe y'all been absolutely fed this year <3 #is this gonna be allen's 2k23 tumblr comeback??? nah prob not i'm too in love with the fooo conspiracy atm but hey maybe also who knows 👀 #(*heckler from the back of the audience* NO ONE CARES ABOUT U AND UR TRASH CONTENT IDIOT STFU FOREVER ACTUALLY!!!!!) #but yep. life has been fuck work has been a headache and so many unwanted tragic plot twists this year. but at least we got new btr lezzgo! #also happy pride month y'all!!! just saying this for absolutely no rhyme or reason related to this post at all wdym lmao ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯ #okay thats all promise i'll shush now and it's time for old grampa to disappear into the darkest recesses of the internet yet again hejdååå #btr #big time rush #another life #album #stop it forever #lmao i hardly remember my dumbass blog tags;;; it's for the best hdbfkgk

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Kendall Francis Schmidt • November 2, 1990

#a little ditty from last year bloop <3 still pretty happy with this gifset tbh :'> #(even when it nearly stopped my heart several times from looking at kendall too much while making the gifs haghsjaja) #and yes there's still gonna be a new one bc. i adore him too much to not do anything this year ofc ofc a vv respectful mwah @ ken (❁´◡`❁) #kendork #heffron drive #i'll make queue love me again #addendum: i just realised these gifs are so fcukhing huge wtf past me;;; who needs gifs this mf big??? this shit like 800x wtf #and also rip @ rain don't come mv. still incredibly pissed about brainrotters trying to make that whole issue but at least i got a copy #n e way. gonna post the actual kendall stuff later since it's prob already so late in other timezones. not that anyone gives a shit but. ye

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Kendall’s actual audition… <3 And look at how Carlos freaks out when Kendall jumped… <3

#on this day a pure legend was created!! hbd and never stop rocking you extra gorjeous icon 🎉🎉🎉 #everyone's reactions have me in absolute shambles too hghgh #logan mildly amused at his bestie's shenanigans; james sizing up the competition with his hairflip of doom; AND CARLOS BEING SO IN PURE AWE #THAT HAS TO WALK OVER AND HOLD JAMES FOR SUPPORT AHSDHSH WE LOVE TO SEE IT KENLOS IS REAL FROM THE VERY BEGINNING- *shot* #kendork #big time boys #i'll make queue love me again

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#darling <3 #how are you so beautiful? #*pokes his dimple* #kendork #i'll make queue love me again

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Shoutout to the writers who post their writing online but don't receive a lot of reads or recognition. You guys rock and I'm proud of you <3

#hej hej it me!!! ¯\_(ಥ ‿ ಥ )_/¯ #being a bad writer is HARD like that but oh well we wilding still somehow??? #*through gritted teeth* it's all about having fun and writing the stories i wanna write. even if no one want it. it's okay if no one cares #it's all about being the uncreative menace you wanna be in the world!!!!! fuck stats and numbers bc i'm shite at math anyhow!!! #words mean nothing

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do not speak to me

#I DON'T FUCKIGHNC CARE THAT THIS IS A BTR BLOG BC. YOUNG ROYALS S.2 JUST CAME OUT AND THIS STILL HAS ME DEVASTATED???!?? THEM. SOBBB #ALL OF THESE LIVE IN A RED LOCKET INSIDE MY HEART. ESP THE THIRD PHOTO I NEED IT TATTOOED ON THE UNDERSIDE OF MY BRAIN ACTUALLY THANK U <3 #EDVIN OCH OMAR MINA ÄLSKADE 💖 MEN OCKSÅ VAD FAN GÖR NI MED MIN STACKARS SJÄL??? GÖR DET IGEN SNÄLLA (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) #young royals #not btr

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random life update no one the fuck asked for, yet again: got extremely burnt-out from btr mostly bc of general messy/dead online fandom vibes and that stupid shady fumking app but aye whatever let's not go there *cough* and accidentally started stanning an entirely different defunct boyband instead, oops. anyway idc oscar enestad best boy and stream fo&o for self-care, love and peace <3

#i still love big time rush btw. just vv lowkey bc my brain can't handle the constant sensory malfunction i keep getting from it idk #i'm prob just gonna keep running this blog on the down low since i have 2000+ drafts left so might as well streamline them or smth #plus still have btr fics in the works for god knows what reason and also!!! it's kendall's birthday and i wanna celebrate that so <3 #(even if he and oscar are throwing hands in my brain for the esteemed title of favest cute lanky blond goofball in a boyband rn oops) #anyway. i'm positively confident no one remembers my existence in this site so that's a good thing at least. so i don't have to worry now #just can post whatever the heck trash content i want now and hopefully have fun and start to warm up to btr again :'× #now if you'll excuse me i'll be watching super cute the fooo conspiracy comp vids and listening to fo&o on loop for ✨serotonin✨ bye #do pretty girl don't speak #will delete

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#oops ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #btr fandom's been hella dead here anyway so #i am not helping the cause as usual but who tf missed my noisy terrorising ass and shittiest content anyway pfffft- #(and also i may be hyperfixating on a new boyband whoops) #prob back. for a bit. we'll see #do pretty girl don't speak

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Logan Phillip Henderson • September 14, 1989

#i'm sadly too busy to make anything for logan's bday this year so here's a olde rehash. happiest of birthdays my beautiful dimpled bby!!! <3 #this is still one of my lowkey faves i've ever made and it's also what inspired the rest of this gif series. the duality of henderson frfr #love you so much and i hope you have/had a fantastic birthday filled with dance parties (just don't walk out this time msnfhdjd) 🎉🎉🎉 #maybe i'll just make something quick later today??? not that anyone cares ofc pffft #and now back to my blog hiatus hell sorry for randomly popping up and see y'all in five years lmao #logiebear #logan henderson #btr #big time rush #reblog #i'll make queue love me again #birthday gifs

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yeah i'm gonna give up making btr gifs for now i think :">

#leave that to the experts and not my stupid incompetent ass lmao #probably just stick to shitty edits ig #or idk anymore i can't make things Good #will delete #big time rush

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Fandom is so different now and it’s becoming un-fun with how quickly shit moves.

I just want to enjoy things. I don’t want to have to play a game of Artist-Race that seems to be afoot lately.

Ya’ll eat up fandoms, leave artists and writers bone dry and then move on so fucking quickly then fucking wonder where all the Good Fandom Stuff is.

Idk Maybe cherish some things for longer. Reblog stuff. Interact with people. Comment and share.

Fandom is Capitalism now and I’m not being nuanced.

#it fucking sucks so much #never feels like i'm trying hard enough even when i'm literally spending all my time on it #because no one gives a shit anymore #it's not a good place to be in #i'm one person trying to hold down everything and everyone seems to fucking forget that sometimes even myself. i'm the only idiot for it

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❝ Welp, went to the farm ‘fer the day and got meself an avocado! ❞ 🥑

❀ @xsomethingstrange 💚 ❀

#lookie lil farmer schmidt all soft and vv proud of his beautiful froot bounty (˵ᵕ̴᷄ ᗜ ᵕ̴᷅˵)＊*♡ that stupid accent though i love him!!! #ken struggling to get it from the tree while litos encourages him from behind the camera and cheers for him when he gets it ahhh <3 #and then carlos proceeds to rag on him for wearing the most ridiculous clothes for maui. well where *are* the board shorts and sandals bro? #*licks the fruit* ''it's not ripe'' ah i see you went to the tenth doctor school of figuring things out kenny hajshsja kisses ur cheek #he's gunna hunker down by the campfire (penavega living room) and pluck some country tunes in celebration (beautiful christmas >:'3) #lyds look its our fave lanky doodle 💙 ik this isnt what you asked for but i blame you for making me melt over these vids again. hugs u! #btr #big time rush #kendall schmidt #heffron drive #gifs #gifset #edit #rusher #btrgif #btr edit #mine #maui sessions #kendork #stop it forever #the tesla's coming! #NO BUT THE WAY THESE MAUI SESSION VLOGS CRADLE MY HEART AND SOUL AND PROVIDE ME WITH ETERNAL KENLOS COMFORT FOREVER!!!!! IT IS MY DOCTRINE #I'M REWATCHING THEM THANKS TO LYDIA AND REMEMBERING HOW THAT BOYFRIEND COVER GOT ME BACK INTO BTR + SEEING MY FAVES BEING CUTE GOOFBALLS #*sings to boyfriend's tune* 🎶looking for a chameleon🎶 *cue carlos giggling and singing along* *cue me exploding from emotional damage* #LOS SAYING 'MAYBE WE'LL DO A REUNION TOUR.....WOULD YOU GUYS GO?' PLEASE OGMHYRGHOD THE PROPHECY IS REAL PUTANGINA HINDI KO NA KAYA TALAGA #MOM COME PICK ME UP I'M EMOTIONAL o(థ Д థo) ALSO ITS MAKING ME NOSTALGIC FOR WHEN WE USED TO GO TO OUR GRANDMAS FARM AND GET INDIAN MANGOES #SANTOL AND TREE FRUITS WITH THAT LONG POKEY NET STICK THINGY AND NOW I'M IN MORE TEARS SORRY THESE TAGS ARE A MESS BUT I'M A MESS FOR BTR #life's just super stressful and i miss seeing more of kenny in my blog. and in general. so this makes me very comforted and happy :"> #(also trying to get a little ✨schmancee✨ with the filters since i now have gmic for my gımp. idk if this looks any good but i like it???)T

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*inhales*

this is fine

#ANYONE WHO SENT IN ANYTHING I LOVE Y'ALL AND I PROMISE I'M GONNA GET THERE WHATEVER IT TAKES JUST STRESSED BRAIM AND SLOW SYSTEM SJDDICIGKS #i did set myself up for this and it's been fun having even this much interaction so i have no one to curse for such folly but myself #and i've given up on clearing my drafts there is just. no fuxin way. i am a compulsive crow with hoarding tendencies so this is how we do #thanks for being patient despite my random bouts of disappearing acts and inconsistency on this blog <3 sorry i can't provide better stuff #it's a very one step forward ten steps back bc i take so long to finish requests that when i post them a new one spawns to take its place #(yes ik this isn't even *that much* but it's a lot for me esp in this half-dead rusher tumblr day and age so again. kisses if you ever hmu) #(ʃƪ＾3＾)~♡˖ a lil happy mwah from me inb4 our electricity goes out sjsjdhd happy saturday courtesy of our bs electricity provider #also maybe posty stuff today hopefully????? not that anyone want it but i think it's a comfy treat for me if nothing else :"> #do pretty girl don't speak #will delete

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next day later and our dog made a whole escaping act out of nowhere and and randomly trotted into the office while my brother and i were busy working and i had to chase him all the way to end of the street and carry his dumb heavy floofer butt back to the house and i smelled of vague eau de pupper for the rest of the afternoon, much to the big boss attorney's disdain ◖⚆ᴥ⚆◗

madly chasing down a panicked chicken that somehow made its way into our house as my whole family screamed and stampeded in terror and then having to catch the poor damn animal from underneath our bed with my bare hands wasn't really how i expected my exhausting work day to end, but here we all are. we have another feathery pet lowkey stolen from the neighbouring bakery now ig 🐔

#WHAT IS WITH ME AND HAVING TO CATCH ANIMALS THIS WEEK GOD #he is still a Good Boy though and i'm just relieved he didn't go the other end to the busy highway ;-; #next thing you know my cat's gonna end up in our cereal box or smth. or maybe i'll have to catch that rat underneath the stairs. this is my #new career now step aside boys bc the power of steve irwin compels me #(allen shut the fuck up get off tumblr and get back to work jfc) #do pretty girl don't speak #will delete

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BTR 02×12-13: BIG TIME BEACH PARTY ˗ˏˋ ꒰ HEADERS + ICONS ꒱ ✧༉‧₊˚

❀ requested by ker 💙 ❀

#*dj khaled screech* ANOTHER ONE!!!!! #granted it's too summery for fumkin september but i only exist to serve and i serve i shall.....love u lots frennn i hope this is okay!! <3 #this was an interesting one to work with and btw those white fits were such slay??? petition for btr to wear it again Manband style pls #btr #big time rush #kendall knight #james diamond #logan mitchell #carlos garcia #nickelodeon #rusher #edit #headers #icons #banners #graphics #btredit #btr icons #tumblr layouts #btr resource #icon pack #layout pack #mine #a perfect original #stop it forever #this song's for you #bleep blap bloop! #big time rush headers #big time rush icons #pls like reblog credit and all that cool tumblry stuff if that's fine :"> i positively live for seeing ppl use my fun silly edits so much 💖