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What you should know about yourself?

#Revelation of self

What are the things you've been gifted with since birth and how it reflects in your personality .

General reading, take what resonates; leave what doesn't

Please let me know which pile you picked 🌞

In depth, smoke reading

Pics and dividers not mind , credits to their original owner

My pac's are inclusive , Your comments, likes & reblogs are appreciated I read em all & i love it (:

Pile l . Pile ll. Pile lll.

Pile l

Note: Remember i'm reading your energy not your self perception, so please be mindful , a lot of times our self perception intervene with our real self and creates distruction in self concept (:

Please ignore any mistakes

Your Quote: I'm everything you can't control

Okay you guys let's begin

You guys are strong and resilient, someone who doesn't shy away from asking what they want , you realise your value and potential and how its beneficial for others , you'll be defending people when everyone is silent, its my " i want you in my team pile " ... You guys are not sheeps who'll just follow anything and everything that's going on , there's this regal energy of "i know who i am" & you cant trick me , at times when you're insecure you dont let others feel it , i'll describe you as a wolf someone who stands with their people, someone who's strong and unafraid of the challenges not that you're not afraid but you show your bravery when its time , which stands within you , you guys have a lot of self respect for yourself which is instantly noticable you dont believe in lowering yourself so that others could shine you dont let anyone get under your skin , see if someone's Making fun of you as a " joke " you wont tolerate it , cause it's disrespectful and offensive, you guys have strong boundaries and are good at discerning which is why you can easily see through people and it can scare them but its also a good quality as you will help aligh them with their true self , something tells me your opinion matters ? Do you have like a platform or are you in a leadership position? Do you guide others? are you that no b.s friend ? Are you a healer ? you guys realise everyone has their own potential , its on them its not your responsibility to guide them so you just do the needful , you may carry new moon energy, fresh perspective / new ideas could come to you easily , you guys have a strong self impression of yourself or others could feel so .

This pile is not meant to be tied down , I'm getting alchemist someone who creates and is not afraid to try new things you guys are relient so others trust you easily with their secrets , you guys could create or restablish things easily even ,you can solve conflicts , you are that strong backbone which stands forever with the same intensity which you were once born with , you cant be tied down and you have interests in a lot of different subjects which makes it interesting to talk to you , this pile is a lot about make time for me , dont talk to me during your free time .

So i feel that you guys are born with a gift to inspire others with your fierce personality, your confidence, your words , your intelligence and your optimism in life you can make others believe in things which seems impossible or unattainable, ngl there were some things which made me insecure and it affected me long time like since 4months and editing your pac is really making me hopeful about my future projects and yes i feel inspired overall which is amazing, i'm hearing passion for life ,maybe you guys dealth with a lot of issues yourself growing up and you had a hard time believing in yourself but also you weren't completely hopeless , you pushed through and dealth with it even though it made you weak for a moment you were able to break free from those patterns , you knew you can do it and you have the ability and the strength to overcome the things which was thrown at you , you could have suffered from various issues regarding mental health or a disease. You are a great friend and a great leader who pushes others to be on their best behaviour and i think that's why you're admired by many .

How will i describe your energy : Cheetah , Colour to best describe you : sapphire *blue* is a lot about knowing btw .

Extra messages : Blue ,Shrek , lasagna, Asturias *you may have some connection * , nebulla , sharon , mars in 5th house, claustro phobia , titanic , Christian, van gogh, high school sweetheart

You could have these placements or you project this energy: astrological details: virgo moon , libra mercury , pluto on the ascendant, inner planet falls in fire , water rising , Uranus 8th house , taurus placements, January-july , 9th house -3 rd house

Thank you for tuning in !!! Have a great day ahead .

Pile ll

Note: Remember i'm reading your energy not your self perception, so please be mindful , a lot of times our self perception intervene with our real self and creates distruction in self concept (:

Please ignore any mistakes

Your Quote : you know who i am .

Lol you guys this is so funny , I just saw a vision of a baby who was staring right into my soul lmao

You guys could be my introverts , someone who's very cautious of others and their intentions, you guys just dont give and exhaust yourself you believe in give & take , you guy's have a great sense of balance , you are connected to nature or nature is to you , you may attract bugs and birds in your space a lot , seems like others wonder about you often , you guys are grounded i love that , you could love analysing and reservhing about various aspects of life like history , fundamental cores , current affairs , you guys have a strong voice and you carry this righteous energy , you may feel like this generation is not for you , maybe your interests could be a lot different than others but you dont seem to be upset about it , if i have to describe your energy its the cup of chai after a longg day 😭 , i feel as though others look upto you because you function differently help that sounded so wrong but i'm just getting this different energy , its chaotic and calm , you guys may attract people who are different from you thats why yeahhhh got it , i see your smoke going in two different directions you guys may feel you are passionate individuals you are not just sweet its like i can do both i can be a spidermen i can be barbie *sorry ☠️* i feel as though i need to come up with something new to get your attention its hard to get your attention forget about keeping . Others are very invested like they wanna learn about you , oh you could be a writer or someone who's good in narrating the story ,you hold this silent power which draws others and its hard to understand at first , you are someone who can venture out on their own its hard to tie you down , you seem eaay on the eye but you're that final weapon who'd end it all . You scare away THE bullies like these are not just high school bullies these are workplace bullies , pessimistic family members , people who bring others down , sadistic people, you guys dont take their shit and it scares them because you dont back down, its giving the new bitch in the town , you guys may look very calm and composed however you're not quite you realise the power of words , the power of no ! i feel as though you guys actually scared the evil spirits when you were younger the spirits who were trying to bring chaos in your home there's something with the protecting the sibling too like you didn't let the tar spirits be around you its very scary tbh , your eyes its the fucking eye's for me , something about your eyes : remember eyes are the window to your soul , you guys give me mother energy someone who's overprotective and courageous, the fact that you guys were a baby its what gets me 😭✋🏼help ....anyways back to your reading. Your energy is someone who seeks respect and love , your third eye and your heart chakra is activated most of the times if you didn't knew , your archetype is of Mother , you embody that energy , its a lot about self sufficency , you guys could make others concious because you carry a self righteous energy , its kind of scary tbh my hands are turning cold , you are that typa person who everyone knows is gonna succeed in life no matter what happens to you , you may value your craft , your teachers , your education and yourself , like you take yourself seriously ....you are not playing around.

You guys are not someone who'll back down when there's responsibility ahead , you are a great shoulder to rely on ,you guys dont allow others to treat you a certain way not everyone has access to you pile ll , you guys could be very connected to your religion, your people, your roots and you believe in unity like you believe that others can transform with you , you might be great at interpretating various relationship styles and disciplines that an individual carry , you are someone who dont give a f about differences you accept people as " people" not as a religion or caste , you're not that stupid person in the room who'll discriminate others or be against em just because of few things which are different than your values & beliefs system you do not insult others , you could have great interpersonal relationships like your people know you are all that . Pink is the best colour to describe you -pink is fertile , comfort , confidence, charm , self love / You guys could be saturn baby someone who's inner planet is a lot about earthy elements, someone who's quiet healing, someone with Capricorn,virgo or aqua placements dont worry about the signs its just the energy, i feel as though others project a lot on you as well specially authoritive figures you can puss them easily , you change and transform, you teach others how to live one's life and not be stuck in your mind or by how others want you to live your life , you guts could bring a lot of karmic cycles as well because people are meant to learn through you and this could be uncomfortable for many . I feel like since birth you were kept alone mostly like your guides kept you deatched from any labels because they were preparing you for something big its like others couldnt figure you out easily they made their assumptions and went along with it , they couldn't hurt you because they didn't knew how to get you this is such a cryptid message honestly take it if it resonates i'm kind of finding it hard to decode you would know it better .

Pile ll . You guys are gifted with a lot of things , i cant pin point , but the things which others might find hard to achieve you could be unapologetic in getting those be it fast learning , intelligent working , decision making, skart processing, creative analysis, you were able to make decisions by yourself from a very young age , you're someone who doesn't live inside the void , someone who believes in making themselves so capable that they wouldn't need others to help them in any way yeah ... Its very much i nurture myself, i can give you a lot of quotes which energetically aligns with your personality .... you can never Break my strength, i' always win typa people, you guys are not people pleasers and you are here to please anyone. You remind me of characters who feels like they need support but they dont *if that makes sense* or maybe i feel as though its your inner child ; your inner child was so used to sacrifice parts of themselves to nurture others growing up but it had to learn that others are not here to protect you or give to you , you'll have to gain respect, you'll need to let go of things which doesn't serve you , you'll have to protect yourself , which sounds very harsh and its tough for a child to feel that way . Your shadow healing may be a lot about your inner child and the " lessons" it had to learn , others ignorance i mean responsibility which they failed at , it could be speaking abt anyone ( a friend, a parent, a sibling, a lover or anyone you felt close to ,but betrayal is there ) anyways That movie "fall" you remind me of one of those girls who survived on their own when her friend was dead .

How would i describe your energy: Cobra

Extra messages: LOA community muslim , zero, arianna policy, soft toy ,judas , copy , Spotify, gelatin , capsules, sweetheart, fan , Netflix, mailyn monroe , memes , satoru gojo , jinny ,Elvis Presley , late night show , makeup , gypsy , kurt cobain , jazz ? Jinx ? Festival , SMS , guj ?

You could have these placements or you project this energy: sun in 2h , 4-8h axis , semi quadrant , jupiter semi squars pluto , cancer mercury , aqua rising , Uranus 9h .

Thank you for tuning in !!! Have a great day ahead .

Pile lll

Note: Remember i'm reading your energy not your self perception, so please be mindful , a lot of times our self perception intervene with our real self and creates distruction in self concept (:

Pls ignore any mistakes

Your Quote: its me against the world

Gosh i' have re-edited your pac twice 😭i need a hug

You guys are my golden children , good at everything and anything ,Now you guys could be Leo's or you guys just exclude that bright i got everything under my control energy ,your mother could have a lot of doubts when you guys were born , maybe there were some complications that were not shared with anyone but you guys are a gift to your family whether they accept it or not ,after you were born there was a lot of spiritual energy which came with you , happiness was restored for many years . You guys are meant to bring happiness in others life you are meant to uplift others , you are meant to slow down others you will let others see beyond the hasty life you give me kuta bali vibes .

You are one of the bright child of earth , you make people feel supported you are a good friend and a good lover , because of you others are able to believe in humanity , you really give me the vibes of that person who'll stop to admire the fallen flower , since you're so connected to your inner child others feel comforted in your presence, you have this inner fire which cant be relinquished , you have a great sense of style , people love how witty you are , people love your fashion sense , you're appreciated by others a lot whether you realise this or not . People feel as though you are meant to be different, you are not gonna live the same life you are not meant to follow traditions, you are meant to venture out on your own you are meant to mingle with people of different generations and interests .There's this philosophical and hardworking nature . You are meant to attract attention in life , people defend you in your absence, you have this emergy of dont tell me what to do , dont make decisions for me which is really attractive . You are that friend who's honest , you could work well as a creative director, dancer , teacher , something involving beauty and creativity you carry this ♌- ♎ energy , you could do well with mainstream media , you are great at managing so you could be a great P.A , a therapist , an organiser , a manager . You could be my Queer people 💁 if say hello , You give me Rose vibe from titanic, that character- the way she was fierce and accepting of others was something else she had an identity and she was self aware , she loved what she did and was a proud person . In pile l and pile ll there was not a lot of memtion regarding others but in this pile uff its filled with it 💚🤌🏽

You dont look down on yourself, maybe you're that young child of that family who's challenging outdated beliefs, you guys are updated with the genz you are not criticising the change , you are being the change , people really love your presence you're admired greatly for your personality, i bet you wont be left alone even when you're old people will always remember you as that cool person , you leave a strong impression on people, i feel like you really need to hear this because you have been feeling overwhelmed, you need to rest a need to isolate is real so dont beat yourself for it and do whats best for you , you dont need to help others if you dont feel like , you can say no , your struggles are real and i validate it , we all go through it and i admire your strength .

You don't control people you naturally influence people,you may attract a lot of people who are in need of guidance, you make others feel good about themselves you may be the type of person who acknowledge little traits in other people which seems very small but in reality its a big thing in their personality you're analytical about the abilities others posses and its charming because you pick up on things which are hidden from their own close one's but you do it so easily, its like you are an accurate predictor for instance ...Oh you like this singer i bet you're a fashion icon yourself , And others are like wtf i am but how does this person know from such a small thing . Lets say someone is looking like an eye candy & they're wearing a green shirt ...you are the type of person who'll say oh your favourite colour is green ? You know these kind of people are so connected to others and are intune with their own emotions and others are like wtf? I Literally wear green rarely and this person is able to pick up on that + the reason why i like it? Like how tf ...Its like you already know someone from a young age * BAD EXAMPLE 😭✋🏼 but i really am speechless* you just seem so cool like you give me QUEEN ADELE VIBES YOU GIVE MADDY PEREZ VIBES you leave a strong impression on others . You guys are hotheaded as well but not immature and stupid , you like to do things your own way , you dont like to bring diwn others heck no you hate those people, you are so iconic pile lll . Like bitch you are that person that everyone instantly likes you are noticable and you're chaotic-neutral LMAO you define that people are not meant to be perfect , they can be free and wild they can do whatever the fuck they want , they're the boss of their own reality . There's a lot of 18+ messages you'all lets just keep it that way . You guys are so oblivious of others crushing on you ✋🏻.bestiee what... you are my hype group fr .

Ngl i love your energy

How will i describe your energy: siren mythological creature , yellow & turquoise is your colour .

Extra messages: Swiftie, persian , kuala lampur, rottweiler, sworsvyki, metal , lovely , Rani Mukerji vibess , ai , meridth , classic beauty , satire , carnelian , switch ,kpop , prixie , retail , thrift shop , online love .

You could have these placements or you project this energy: Leo 1st house , pluto square uranus , venus-mars , virgo sun , libra6h , taurus mc , 12h saggi , pisces moon , Uranus -sun ,4th house placements .

Thank you for tuning in , have a great dayy!!

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PICK A CARD: The Seeds You're Planting During This New Moon in Pisces

⚸ "Just like moons and like suns, with the certainty of tides, just like hopes springing high, still I’ll rise." —Maya Angelou

Disclaimer: This is a general reading, take what resonates. I wish you love and light through this renewing period. <3

p1 → p2 ↙︎ p3 → p4

♦︎ Pile One ♦︎ (3oP, 2oS rev., the tower, the star)

⚄ The cards are taking a while to come out, I feel like whatever seeds you’re planting, the bulk of the work is being done internally, subconsciously, or in your sleep. ⚄ With the three of pentacles,  you are reevaluating the role your social connections play in your life and how exactly they’ll fit into the puzzle pieces of your future. For most of you, these are friendships. A few of you, romantic relationships. Another subset of you, there is an emphasis on the relationships you've built with the people you share a common goal with. This can be for work, clubs, hobbies, etc. ⚄ You are moving out of 5th house-type friendships (here for a good time, not a long time) and entering 7th and 11th house partnerships. These unions go beyond just having fun. Deep connections are developed so you can have a support team to lean on during the upcoming highs and lows of the 6th, 8th, and 10th house. They hold more significance and the people who reside in this area of your life should be thoroughly vetted. ⚄ Two of swords rev., you are battling with an internal decision regarding the company you keep and struggling to center yourself.  This tower moment is forcing you to vet. To take action. Reflect on whether these people help fulfill your life purpose and achieve your goals or just hinder them. Reassess your relationships according to what you want out of life. ⚄ I was trying to keep this pac short and down to 3 cards. But apparently not?? The star just flipped out, reaffirming that there's a lot of good shit in the works. Stepping away from certain people will align you with the next phase of your life. Bigger and better is coming in. Some of you are settling in relationships in fear of being alone. ⚄ Staying with connections you have outgrown will leave you stagnant. The universe has big plans in store for you, your life is going to take off soon. It will not wait for your friends to hop aboard the ride. You cannot take everyone with you. Your relationships are coming into question because the universe is doing some pruning for you. ⚄ I see people “jumping ship”, maybe you feel the people around you are not there for you during your rough patches? Yeah, connections built on shallow foundations are dissolving.  ⚄ The king of cups popped up out of nowhere. You are falling out of alignment with the people you’re with and leaving them will push you towards kinder souls who are more emotionally nurturing.  ⚄ Mercurial, Uranian, and lil bit of Jupitarian energy. I’m talking directly to you Virgo, Gemini, Aquarius, and Pisces placements. I call you out with love of course. This is my sidereal big 3 after all<3 ⚄ The star is a very hopeful card, filled with excitement and abundance. You are driving on the road to your destiny. There are only a few seats left in the car, choose wisely. ⚄ Advice: Have faith in your intuition and discernment. I say this in every pac lmao. You’re definitely on the right path (you’re leading up to the star), but this transitioning period is going to be uncomfortable because you are leaving connections behind. When we exit our comfort zones and leave people, we tend to gaslight ourselves and downplay the situation or allow fear to derail our judgment. You are too close to your dreams to let old connections hold you back. You have a deep knowing that these connections will not survive the ride to the top, listen to your intuition and let go of what is no longer serving you. Be selfish if need be.

I only bark once.

♦︎ Pile Two ♦︎ (temperance, the magician, the hermit, knight of swords)

⚄ I felt a puff of air in my left eye. The left side of the body is traditionally associated with the intuitive and receptive feminine. You are in a waiting period right now and are receiving intuitive downloads and messages. Your connection to the metaphysical is strengthening. Be inquisitive at this time and assess your life in a higher light, you are being blessed with the ability to see the hidden and the unforeseen.  The synchronicities you are seeing right now are not a coincidence. (Extra confirmation if you’re seeing repetitive 3’s, 5’s, 8’s, triangles, stars, and the infinity symbol)

⚄ Lmfao I was planning on only pulling three cards but the life you’re sowing right now is HUGE. 3 major arcanas back to back and then a court card?? You are being prepped for a whirlwind of adventure. You’re in your own world fucking COOKING.

⚄ The slow period you’re in is forcing you to build a foundation of balance, patience, and introspection. Boring. I know. But it is crucial to your development. I said it best in my last pac so i’ll say it again here, Whatever you build in this lifetime will be built slowly and have a solid foundation because your legacy is meant to withstand the test of time and last long after you leave this Earth. This period you’ve spent waiting is you getting your ducks in a row and sowing your seeds for the next evolution of you.

⚄ Shoutout to my Pisceans and Saturnians. If you have resonated with this so far, definitely go check out pile 4 of my ✩Glow Up✩ pac because there are a lot of gems in there for you.

⚄ You are creating your future reality in this introspective period. I feel for a lot of you, your self-work is centered around deconstructing the old perception of yourself and building your identity up from scratch. You are either beginning, in the heat of, or ending a long period of self-discovery and establishing your self-esteem.

⚄ With the knight of swords at the end of the spread, you are approaching the end of the tunnel with renewed vigor and resolute faith in your capabilities. I’m seeing your life in reference to that religious story, (Lord forgive me, I am telling it wrong and forgot the details 😭) where the man gets locked in a cave and starved, expected to either be dead or too feeble by the time his sentence is over. Instead, he comes out stronger than ever and with twice the unwavering spirit he had before his time in the cave.

⚄ This is what’s happening to you, you are finding inner strength and willpower that is going to propel you forward in your destiny. And you will not fail. It’s not even possible, the resolve you’ve built for yourself will carry you faithfully through all the bullshit life will throw at you.

⚄ Advice: None. You got this in the bag,just remember that you only lose battles when you retreat. The energy you’re cultivating for your near future is the knight of swords, a character who will never retreat. Therefore, you will never truly lose.

"I was born underwater with three dollars and six dimes"

♦︎ Pile Three ♦︎ (9oS, the hanged man, 6oS, 10oW)

⚄ Off the bat, you need to surrender any hangups you have surrounding your future. I picture your mind running 24/7 telling you all the ways you’ll fail as you work tirelessly. Or, you want so desperately to put your plans into action, but a buried subconscious fear prevents you from moving forward, adding more stress on your shoulders. It is weighing heavy on your mental health and causing severe anxiety that is inhibiting you from much-needed rest and healing. This is the season of surrender, it’s okay to let go and let the current wash you away. As soon as you release your fear of making mistakes, you’ll learn the flow of the waves.

⚄ Two of pentacles is at the bottom of the deck, I feel your stress stems from a fear of financial insecurity and the overwhelming pressure of having to plan a sustainable career yourself. A lot of your priorities in life are demanding your attention and it is becoming a heavy burden.

⚄ I am going to be blunt because I care. You gotta stop giving a fuck. Your anxieties are paralyzing you. You need to sip a little metaphorical “fuck it” juice. I am just now getting out of the mental space you’re in. The only thing that helped me step out of my fear-induced paralysis (which lasted a long and dark 6-years), was to reaffirm that no matter what decision I make, I will come out prosperous. In fact, the more you stress about the future and the more control you try to take, the further you push your desires away, which will only fuel your anxiety bugs.

⚄ Have faith that no matter where you land, you have the power to turn any less-than-ideal situation into something bountiful. The bird does not fear the branch breaking because it has faith in its wings. Not making a choice at all is worse than picking the wrong one. You’ll win some, you’ll lose some, all situations bear fruit, just keep putting one foot in front of the other. This too shall pass.

⚄ Advice: I know it is easier said than done, but ground yourself in the present. Release yourself from the worries of the future and the nightmares of the past. Stop stressing about upcoming due dates while you eat and stop reaming yourself for past mistakes while you’re out with friends. Tune yourself into what is happening before your very eyes.  Turn your brain off and mindlessly do something. Anything that brings your attention to the present. Don’t even worry about being productive. Watch tv, color, dance, cook, anything but sitting and stressing. This sounds crazy to say in today’s work culture but trust me, stressing about being productive or pushing yourself to “grind” will be your downfall. Your body needs to regulate. With the six of swords, you have to make the conscious decision to walk away (stop stressing and allow the situation to run its course) from what is mentally plaguing you. These are the seeds you’re sowing, you are on the path of releasing your burdens. I’m proud, we can do this!

"Mom, Meet Mary Jane the Milf!"

(representative of the whole relax message in your pile. i had fun making the board, this is not an endorsement.)

♦︎ Pile Four ♦︎ (6oS, king of pentacles, 7oP, 5op)

⚄ Cards went a lil buckwild here. There are a lot of pentacles in this spread, I feel like you are dissolving a lack mindset. What you desire and your perspective of success is evolving. You are stepping out of a false idea of wealth. You might have had a habit of undermining the talents and resources you have and comparing them to what others have.

⚄ This is my doomscroll pile. My silly little rotters. Looking at people with nice things and thinking why can’t I have that? Looking at attractive people and going I’ll never be as pretty as them, I am cursed with these looks. Looking at people who showcase their talents and saying, oh I could never do that, they’re so much better than me.

⚄ You are realizing just how harmful these thoughts have been to you. You had curated a mindset that would have you look at people and then immediately place yourself as inferior to them in some way. This shapes a reality where you feel constantly inadequate, thus always in need of something. This constant feeling of need prevents you from seeing the resources you already have within and building off of those.

⚄ Congratulations, you are stepping away from that lack energy. You’re beginning to see the value in yourself and redefining what it means to be prosperous. Now it's, Oooo, that girl looks so cool playing the bass, this encourages me, I bet I could learn an instrument too. Instead of, “Oh look, another person doing something with their life while I sit here and rot. What is wrong with me, why can’t I be as cool as them.”

⚄ Do you see how the latter self-talk is just draining the life out of you? It sets you up for failure before you can even try. 

⚄ When I say a false idea of wealth, I mean the superficial things you believed would bring you fulfillment. When you were in that dark space, you looked at pretty girls and believed that if you looked like them or got the attention they got, you would finally be happy. Now, you’re on a journey of discovering things more sincere to your identity to find fulfillment in.

⚄ You are discovering your interests, hobbies, etc. Anything that boosts your self-esteem and gives you a sense of value. You are about to fall in love with yourself and all the endless capability of creation you hold.

⚄ Advice: Comparison is the thief of joy. Unfortunately, with social media, every day is a pissing contest about who can have the most and be the best. I’d bet money that the most attractive, smartest, and most talented person you know is sizing up the person next to them and getting a false sense of satisfaction or self-hate. Don’t fall into that. Break the societal cycle and look inward for satisfaction. Compete with yourself. Be the only person you are trying to impress.

There is beauty in my unraveling

Let me know what piles you pick!

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What kind of parents will you and your future spouse be. Choose a dollhouse item.

Pile 1 - headphones

It feels like your partner will be the one who will spoil the kids more. They seems to be a nurturing type, like to provide everything. Like to go to trips as a family. A lot of playing, sports too. Talking about everything. They seems a bit more confident, I think you will be worried sometimes. It's just a parental instict, not because there's something wrong, don't worry. Maybe you are an overthinker sometimes. But overall, you seems balanced too. The kid/kids will be more like you in behaviour, but more like their other parent in their looks. Maybe you will fight sometimes, because it seems they like to question things, but actually they seems to have quite similar interests and beliefs as you have. It's nothing bad, just like any other child, and I think it will happen when they are teenagers. They will be confident and stand up for themself, even have good communication skills, so it's a good thing in the end. Overall it seems a harmonious relationship. I feel there are 2 children here, but take what's resonates, can be one child.

Pile 2 - candelabra

I think your partner will travel a lot because of work, so you will be the leader when they aren't home. So maybe you will need to be a little more strict at those times. But your partner seems like they have values and rules too. Not like you will be too strict, it feels like a healthy relationship. Maybe your partner will buy a little too much gift sometimes because they can't be at home always. They are the type who will spend a lot to give the child a memorable birthday party. They are proud of their children and very supportive too. In your home every celebration and holiday are very memorable, you will make a lot of pictures. This family seems rich, you will have a comfortable life, but your child is still ambitious, likes to have a challenge. Probably will go to some competition and has some award too. It feels like maybe you will be scared a little in the beginning, because it will be a big change in your life, but after that you will be very good at parenting. You will make your house a real home. You will also be very proud of your child. And you will be a great team, not just you and your partner, but your child too, great teamwork. For some of you, there are 2 children, but I think it's more like one child, or maybe a bigger age difference between the 2 of them.

Pile 3 - camera

You are more likely a little bit conservative parents. But having some rules is actually a good thing, I think it will help your child to be more independent in the future. You seems to be a stable, nurturing, responsible type, and your children will learn this from you. Your children will be good at concentrating at school, consistent, they are able to focus on their work. They will be very smart and talented. I think your partner will be a little more worried, maybe they need some time to feel confident enough. Especially when the children are very young, they will be worried about them. But after a little time, they will be better, and they will be actually very protective over the children. I think it's like when a parent play chess with their kid, because your kid will be smart and your partner seems also smart and they are a little bit more rational and logical type. They will talk a lot about everything, especially when it comes to science and whatever the child learned in the school. Playing some scientific games, scrubble and stuff. Maybe it doesn't seems so emotional, but it will be cute. I think you are more the leader here with the children. Your partner will take care of everything practical, but you are more likely to do the nurturing things. You both will believe in your child, and that's why they will be able to believe in themself always. Your partner will be nurturing too, don't worry. I think for some of you, there will be 2 children, but can be 1 or maybe even 3. I feel it's different, maybe a lot of you will choose this pile.

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Channeling from my inner cobra 🐍 to tell you guys something from your past that needs to shed. Pick the gif(s) that you feel drawn to the most, and then scroll for their corresponding message. Enjoy and STREAM COBRA!! 🐍

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Pile One 🐍

There's a situation with a failed outcome that you're still clinging on to, that makes you either not want to try anything new or see how just because something that made you flop, doesn't mean that you have to stay down. This failure could have brought you some embarrassment or put you in a mood to where you don't want to feel seen, but you need to shed this part of the past because making mistakes or falling short in something doesn't mean that it can take away your confidence or right to try again. We fail to see now what we can do different, whether it is to start anew, or find a way to elevate from where we are. All you have to do is put one foot out there make your first step, but it doesn't mean that you have to obtain immediate perfection, you can do it slow and take your time, the goal is however tempo that you're moving in, it's beneficial for you to go forward than backwards, even if you have to take some breaks. Practice saying affirmations like "I am safe to trust in myself and the process".

Pile Two 🐍

Something from your past that is affecting your present, is how you soothe yourself from emotional pain with superficial pleasures or things that make you fake your happiness. Surrounding yourself with depthless connections that aren't serving you anymore is only going to make your sadness worse when have those moments where you realize that certain things are just not providing you with what you need. To know what makes you feel authentic joy, you need to utilize duality by not holding back in feeling out your sadness. I also have this feeling that you guys could be in a phase where you're like a caterpillar in its cocoon. You're transforming, and this person that you see in the mirror is someone you can't recognize, and I know it scares you. Not only because of what you're growing into, but because deep down you know that eventually you have to let go of what and who you're outgrowing. See the value in acknowledging that being at your lowest point is how you'll get back to the top.

Pile Three 🐍

Trying to have your mind and body adjust to a peaceful environment can be frustrating when it doesn't know yet that you're somewhere safe. You don't have to put so much pressure on to yourself because it's what you were used to in the past, that person that always put you down as if you couldn't do anything right, is not there anymore. Those people that spiked your anxiety and had you in survival mode. They can't harm you anymore. But it's even those their presence is absent, there's this phantom that possesses your mind and makes you so harsh with yourself that it's hard to believe that they've really truly left. You need to give yourself your flowers for the challenges you've prevailed over and the leaps of faith you took despite the people that told you that you couldn't. Don't stop there, continue to take those chances in the things that you want to do for yourself and others. Recognize both your strength and your capacity to also be soft with yourself. Relax more, release the tension that makes you feel like you can't do anything other than be productive.

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Picture 1

A lot of you are burnt by your own ambitions and a need to prove something. You quietly wonder if you're even passionate about anything anymore or you are but do not what to do, where to start so you end up spacing out and procrastinating. Likely you were made to believe that if what gets you excited and happy doesn't automatically put you on the map and bring you money in traditional ways then it's practically useless.

You have in a way put yourself down consistently due to these external projections.

Of what I'm picking up on some of you are passionate about the following :

- Dancing

- Fitness

- Makeup

- Music

- The occult

- crafting something intricate such as designing jewellery or curating them

- A select few might be into taxidermy, herbology and even archeology

- A combination of the above, some of you have your own allure and might want to get into modelling, styling, dancing and design. You want to express yourself freely including your sensual as well as spiritual and esoteric side.

You want to be known but you want to stand out, with your accumulated power you want to guide others too, make them feel less alone and more understood and yet you want to be an enigma and mystery. You do have a strong potential to be a muse to many.

Your hidden talents:

- Something that is coming through significantly that it is something from your past/childhood/early teens that you had to sacrifice/were made to sacrifice even if you cared for it deeply and wanted to nurture it. It makes you bitter to this day because you were naturally good at it.

- Some of you should definitely consider working for animals especially birds. You have a gift to heal and develop empathy with them.

- Some of you can end up being excellent bakers and decorators.

A lot you can find success in the entertainment industry, media, running your own business and being your own boss, you have excellent leadership skills and determination it's just that you haven't gotten the chance to explore that side of yourself yet.

The advice here is to only look back at the past to pick up what you had left and walk ahead. Become your friend and ask your own subconscious to show the way, trust me you will be shown when you least expect it.

Picture 2

You simply love to learn and acquire knowledge. You could have specific subject(s) you're drawn to or you don't even like limiting yourself to that. You'd rather be an eternal student. I wouldn't be surprised if you were drawn to picture 1 or 3 as well. You have a thrist that sometimes almost feels insatiable.

You are rather intellectual and often give very sound advice. Mainly cuz you are highly self aware and very intuitive.

Regardless of anything else, you seek inspiration and adventure above all. You do tend to get bored with just one thing easily.

Of what I'm picking up on, some of you are passionate about the following:

- Learning, experimenting, teaching and innovating. Again this could be any topic or multiple. Could be something as literature and academics or physics or could even be cooking or carving wood. You could even be here educating people about Gothic architecture or the human anatomy. Or all of this. You're not meant to confine yourself.

- A lot of you seek travel and adventure. Even be passionate about extreme sports.

- Languages and culture.

- Some of you want to try and do everything, experience different things and don't want to niche yourself down. Your passion can simply be experiencing your life to the fullest so you have wisdom to give and stories to narrate and memories to look back on and trust me, that is more than enough.

Which quickly brings me to your hidden talents because you're supressing quite a few:

- Some of you can be excellent astrologers or even astronomers.

- A lot of you can read into symbolisms real. You can be a gifted psychic too if you aren't aware already.

- You can be really good at sports like archery, fencing, MMA etc

- Creative direction, photography is also coming through.

- You're very good with your words, whether it be in writing or speaking.

You are rather mutable and a very poised individual too, you can easily influence the people you come in touch with. Some of you can be good speakers, representatives or the face of a brand. Whatever you do, you end up being very good at it whether you like it or not.

The advice is to simply continue what you're doing, you're not as lost as you think you are. Keep making connections and continue being yourself instead of trying to make yourself small and fit in or follow trends or the algorithm.

Picture 3

You feel like a misfit and an outsider so much so that being passionate about anything worries you because you may end up looking a fool, not being good enough or not being disciplined enough.

You carry a lot of anguish in you mainly because you had to focus on things that were expected of you or because you had to survive so you might feel like you're good at many things but not great or could be great at something but you don't necessarily love it.

You're an interesting group here because you haven't even allowed yourself to feel excited about things.

What are you truly passionate about? I see nature, authenticism, a slower, softer life. The word passion itself feels too intense and deliberate for you.

You simply want to experience a life that doesn't feel like you running on a treadmill till your knees give out.

I do see there's an innate desire in you to help others, be it people or animals or even a dying plant. You want to find your peace and bring some of that peace in others lives too. Your energy feels like a walking into a warm cabin in the woods during winter with freshly made dinner waiting.

Hidden talents you have ample, a lot of them are based on learning and perfecting with practice :

- Cooking, experimenting with different herbs. I do see some of you have the potential to start a small business that involves food.

- Gardening and farming

- Painting

- Tattooing (this is coming through because it can be very therapeutic for a lot of you)

- Perfume making is also coming through as well as skincare.

- pottery and sculpting, crocheting etc

- reiki, medicine, physical therapy etc

- divination

Think of a life that's a bit more laid back a career that makes you feel less on the edge.

You've already been running on the validation of people who think you're dispensable or your worth is tied to something outside of you that you can't even find meaning in.

The world needs more souls like you.

The only advice is to be more compassionate with yourself, you're not running a race even if people have constantly been reminding you of it, there's no finish line. The only truth that matters is the story you tell yourself, over and over again. It will come to pass. Continue being. Continue creating instead of wondering about the how. You've figured out many things in your life, let life sort this out for you.

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VENUS AND 💰💵 IN YOUR BIRTH CHART // PART 1

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“I just want you to know that there will be a piece of you in me. Always.”

— Spike Jonze

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Courage | Affirmation Series

Hello and welcome to this new post! Because many people thought it would be a nice idea to have an affirmation series on my page I thought it would be a good thing to try out. In this post I'll give a few courage affirmations, I hope you guys like them and find them useful!

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I am courageous, and I embrace challenges with confidence and determination.

Fear may arise, but I have the strength to face it head-on and overcome it.

Each day, I tap into my inner courage and take bold steps towards my goals.

Courage flows through me, empowering me to take risks and seize opportunities.

I trust in my abilities and know that I can handle whatever comes my way.

My courage allows me to step out of my comfort zone and grow as an individual.

I am resilient and bounce back from setbacks, stronger and more determined than before.

With every courageous action I take, I inspire others to embrace their own bravery.

I release any doubts and insecurities, replacing them with unwavering courage and self-belief.

I am a warrior of courage, capable of achieving great things and making a positive impact in the world.

Tip: The more you repeat the more affective affirmations are.

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PAC: Messages From Your Spirit Guides

Hi everyone! This PAC will cover whether your spirit guides have any messages or guidance for you. This is a little shorter than the last PAC but only a little bit, promise! I'll list a few signs for every pile before your reading to ensure you have picked the right pile for yourself. If you resonate with one or more signs, that is meant to be your reading. And! You’ll get a channelled song! :)

Please remember your fate is not set in stone so your answers may change depending on the actions you take and will take if you please. Tarot is not a substitute for professional advice. The images I’ve used are not mine.

From left to right: Pile 1, Pile 2, Pile 3

Pile 1

Signs:

You play guitar or favour the sound of acoustic guitar in your songs

You listen to the following bands/artists: Hozier, Florence + the Machine, Mitski, and other similar artists

This is a weird one, but when cleaning you like buying the sprays/wipes/detergent with a fruitier smell?

You like going on nature walks

You read poetry

Your cards: The Tower, Queen of Cups rx, (clarified by the Six of Swords rx) Page of Wands

Your message: Something unfolded in ways you could have never imagined. It’s like all your backup plans fell apart too, and your optimism has been taken away from you. I just heard ‘victim of circumstance’. This is a difficult message to give, but your guides are saying whatever happened, happened beyond anyone’s control. You tried to shield yourself from these difficult emotions by hardening your heart, creating distance between you and your feelings... but you’re spirit guides are asking you, “Is this really worth it all?”. It won’t be an easy feat to move on from this situation, and your guides understand that. However, they’re saying that when the time comes and the right opportunity is in front of you to take that first step of healing, please take it. The best part of your life requires a childlike sense of wonder. It’s going to require a lot more determination and ambition than what you’re feeling now. Your guides are saying to take your time to feel messy, and when it’s time to heal, don’t rush yourself to do that too. They’re here for you if you ask them. They believe in you even if you don’t believe in yourself, but they are waiting patiently and happily for a time when you’ll start standing by your back too.

Thank you for letting me be your reader, Pile 1!

Song: In Your Own Sweet Time by Zaska, Karen Cowley and Hozier

Pile 2

Signs:

You have an alternative sense of style

You love 80s music. I just heard Wham and The Cure to name a few of the bands that popped up in my intuition

Odd sign to give, but you may have had a vaporwave phase? If you know, you know

You like Fantasy and Sci-Fi books and shows

Another odd message to give here—you may be sensitive to touch, but it goes both ways? Like you can only wear certain fabrics, or you like soft things, but also people may say you give good hugs

Your Cards: 8 of Swords rx, 6 of Cups, The World

Your Message: I just saw the image of your spirit guides popping open a bottle of champagne with a knife before chucking (yes, that violently) streamers and confetti! You know why? Because. You. Did. That. You’ve just come out of a period in your life when you had to do some intense shadow work. You’ve worked on your biases, and have started to fix your flawed systems on your environment and yourself; your spirit guides could not be more proud of you. They’re celebrating 24 hours a day 7 days a week because that chapter of your life is over! This new phase of your life will be given gently to you with the love and compassion you deserve. I think this may be an opportunity to let yourself be seen by others again. At the very least you’ll be hanging out with old friends and making new ones, but at the most, I’m seeing possibly an opportunity for a project to start online. Either way, your spirit guides will have your back for that in the future. For now, though, they’re asking you to put your feet up and high-five yourself for how far you’ve come!

Thank you for letting me be your reader, Pile 2!

Your Song: Blame It on the Boogie by The Jacksons (I’m serious, they’re having a party right now haha!)

Pile 3

Signs:

You prefer the dusk over the dawn

You like RnB, so artists like Victoria Monét and Ashanti might be familiar artists to have in your playlists. I also heard Destiny’s Child and Ms. Lauryn Hill

I feel like you might like, collect, or work with crystals and metals. I just saw some people here may wear protective jewellery

You like sports, or were heavily involved in sports when you were younger, but you aren’t anymore

I just heard ‘helping hand’, so you may just be a really helpful and generous person. You’d be the friend people go to if they need advice on something

Your Cards: 2 of Wands, 2 of Swords, King of Cups

Your Message: Okay this feels pretty straightforward. Your spirit guides want you to know that you’re coming into a divine partnership (not necessarily romantic if that’s not you’re thing or if you’re aromantic, so this could be a friendship or a business partner even) very soon. With the emphasis on the number two in this reading, this may correlate with timings in your life. You may meet this person in 2 weeks, 2 months, or even within the span of 2 years, but there’s a strong message of divine timing working in your favour. I feel you may have issues trusting the people around you to have good intentions because of negative experiences in the past. This person won’t break that mental belief for you, you’ll do that yourself, but they will certainly be the catalyst for it. Maybe the reason why you’re so jaded is because you’ve hoped for this so long the hope soured to cynicism, but this is not the natural state of your soul. This person will offer you the emotionally mature partnership you’ve dreamed of, with a sensitivity for you and your feelings you aren’t used to. Your spirit guides can’t wait for you to meet them because I’m hearing this relationship will be healing for all the parties involved. They’re with you on this every step of the way.

Thank you for letting me be your reader, Pile 3!

Your Song: Love Is on My Side by Brandy

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“I assure you, I’m not put together at all. Nor am I broken. I am recovering - finding the beautiful in the ugly and stitching it into my life.”

— Rachel Wolchin

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The Fourth House & Being Remembered

The fourth house in astrology plays a significant role in how an individual will be remembered and the legacy they leave behind. Each zodiac sign in the fourth house infuses unique qualities and characteristics into one's lasting impression. Let's explore how each sign's influence shapes the way they will be remembered:

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Aries in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Fearless Spirit Those with Aries in the fourth house will be remembered for their boldness and fearlessness. Their legacy lies in their pioneering spirit, their ability to lead with courage, and their willingness to take risks. They leave behind a trail of innovation and inspiration for others to follow.

Taurus in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Enduring Impact Individuals with Taurus in the fourth house will be remembered for their enduring impact. Their legacy is built on their perseverance, stability, and ability to create a lasting foundation. They leave behind a sense of security and prosperity for future generations.

Gemini in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Intellectual Legacy Those with Gemini in the fourth house will be remembered for their intellectual legacy. Their curious and adaptable nature leaves behind a wealth of knowledge, ideas, and communication. They are remembered for their wit, storytelling, and ability to bridge gaps through understanding.

Cancer in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Nurturing Presence Individuals with Cancer in the fourth house will be remembered for their nurturing presence. Their legacy is centered around their deep emotional connections, their dedication to family, and their ability to create a sense of home wherever they go. They leave behind a legacy of love and emotional support.

Leo in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Creative Impact Those with Leo in the fourth house will be remembered for their creative impact. Their legacy is born from their charisma, their ability to shine brightly, and their talent for leaving a mark through their creative expressions. They leave behind a legacy of inspiration and joy.

Virgo in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Practical Wisdom Individuals with Virgo in the fourth house will be remembered for their practical wisdom. Their legacy is built on their attention to detail, their problem-solving skills, and their ability to bring order to chaos. They leave behind a legacy of efficiency and well-organized systems.

Libra in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Diplomacy Those with Libra in the fourth house will be remembered for their diplomacy. Their legacy lies in their ability to create harmony, their fairness in resolving conflicts, and their commitment to justice. They leave behind a legacy of peace and balance.

Scorpio in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Transformative Influence Individuals with Scorpio in the fourth house will be remembered for their transformative influence. Their legacy is centered around their depth of understanding, their ability to heal and regenerate, and their fearless exploration of the unknown. They leave behind a legacy of profound change and growth.

Sagittarius in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Adventurous Spirit Those with Sagittarius in the fourth house will be remembered for their adventurous spirit. Their legacy is built on their exploration, their openness to new experiences, and their wisdom gained from diverse cultures. They leave behind a legacy of broadening horizons and expanding perspectives.

Capricorn in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Enduring Legacy Individuals with Capricorn in the fourth house will be remembered for their enduring legacy. Their legacy lies in their determination, their sense of responsibility, and their commitment to building a lasting impact. They leave behind a legacy of lasting achievements and a strong sense of tradition.

Aquarius in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Visionary Influence Those with Aquarius in the fourth house will be remembered for their visionary influence. Their legacy is centered around their innovative ideas, their forward-thinking nature, and their commitment to humanitarian causes. They leave behind a legacy of progress and social change.

Pisces in the Fourth House: Remembered for their Compassionate Soul Individuals with Pisces in the fourth house will be remembered for their compassionate soul. Their legacy is built on their empathy, their spiritual depth, and their ability to connect with others on a profound level. They leave behind a legacy of healing and a sense of interconnectedness.

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