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Public speaking is actually really easy if you don't respect a single soul in that room. I've had an incredibly easy time delivering speeches when I hated everybody I saw and they all thought I did amazing because my disdain was read as confidence. I don't have any tips for you I'm just telling you a fact

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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean

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me: gets myself a little treat to help my depression

also me: still depressed but with coffee

#hello world I am depressed and very caffeinated

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sorry about my constant depressive episodes. its just that i have issues and also problems

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tumblr is great because no matter how many followers i get it doesn't stop me from being really fucking annoying. other places i will perhaps think before i post. Not here. not here

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whoever invented cozy in bed was a genius. and whoever invented getting up should be burnt at the stake

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saying “can u not” to inanimate objects that are just following the laws of physics but in, like, inconvenient ways

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being a person is so weird bc i’ll be like “i wish my brain was kinder to me esp when i’m already having a hard time,” and then i remember that i’m my brain and i have to be kinder to me and that nobody else will do it for me

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emotional processing is so funny because sometimes you’ll be violently sobbing on your bedroom floor over something that happened 4 years ago and then you’ll just. get up and make coffee. and go to the grocery store. and take all this fundamental sadness for a walk. and ponder the cosmic experiences of humanity while eating a sandwich. and that’s healing.

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do you ever FEEL yourself being annoying but you CAN’T stop

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i hate when people misunderstand my shyness for unfriendliness like no!!! i actually like you! i’m just a piece of shit that can’t communicate

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me: *makes it to work on monday morning*

also me: i think i deserve a little treat for this

#got myself up and out of the house before 8:30 this morning #so i can get myself a little coffee #just as a treat

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im a bit jealous of the social life the birds hanging out on the power lines seem to have.

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each day i must leave the sweet, warm, tender embrace of my bed and venture into a cold, uncaring world that hates me being toasty warm and wants me to suffer for sins i have not yet committed

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forever thinking about how to answer/make phone calls without needing 3-5 business days to recover

#me after every time I make a phone call: i deserve a lil treat #this is my anxiety feeling like my heart is gonna burst out of my chest #I still can’t even figure out how to answer the phone in my office @ work w/o it automatically going to speaker phone

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